Book 5, Chapter 69
"Young man, do you have many unhappy pasts? The man's voice carried an irresistible sense of peace and care.
He Yu suddenly calmed down. "I'm sorry senior, the junior just had a bit of a faux pas. ”
"Haha, you're just making the normal reaction that everyone would do, so what's wrong?"
He Yu looked at the empty eyes, I don't know if he was happy, or something else, there was a faint expectation in his heart, and he had a strange, complicated, recognized and understood emotion, and his voice seemed to tremble a little at this time: "Senior, do you really think so, think that I am no different from ordinary people in your eyes, do you see me like this?"
"Aren't you disgusted with me, a monster with red hair and red eyes, people who don't look like people, and demons who don't look like demons..."
The man's voice was magnetic, and he laughed hoarsely: "Monster? Haha, that's what you mind? The old man wants to ask you, why do you think you're a monster?
He Yu lowered his eyes in default.
"Young man, the old man asks you, a man who is born with a snortling child to a young child, with an innocent, loose face, and a stubborn character. As an adult, he is a mature and talkative chic man. When he is old, his face gradually withers, and his body is rickety. Just tell me, they're still the same person?"
"Of course. ”
"Why?"
He Yu wondered why the other party would ask him such a simple and simple question, but he still replied: "Although they are changing at every stage, from childhood to growing up and then aging, their appearance has changed, and their bodies are different, but they are all the same person, just going through the process of birth and aging. ”
"Yes. If a person who is sound becomes crippled for some reason, or if a beautiful person suddenly becomes unrecognizable, they are still the same person. ”
"Of course it is, but my predecessors said that these situations are not the same as mine. ”
"It's the same change, except that they only change their appearance, and you're suffering from an uncontrollable mutation, right?"
"Senior, you know..."He Yu was shocked and shocked.
But he didn't ask anything more. Having said that, the man didn't say that before, the pass was in the well for hundreds of years, and if he could live to this age, his cultivation should not be underestimated, so it is not surprising to be able to be separated from him by a considerable distance, and still notice the difference in him. He Yu must have thought of this too, except for a moment of shock in his eyes, he quickly returned to normal.
The man sighed and said, "Young man, do you know that the vast universe has given birth to many objects in the vast universe since the earthly dust and nature, and these objects are thousands and thousands of objects with different shapes. The cycle of beauty, ugliness, good and evil repeats itself, living in all corners and territories that people know or don't know. If we only like and accept the good things, and abandon the ugly things, can the good still have the meaning and value of its existence?"
"Just as your red-haired and bloody eyes are evil in your eyes, they are beautiful in my eyes, and it all depends on how you have the heart to see the world. ”
He Yu was stunned: "How do you have a heart to see the world?"
"Yes. Just as there are some things that no one can hinder as long as you don't want to, and they can completely control you. It all depends on what your heart will decide. ”
"Is that so?" He Yu's eyes showed a moment of confusion, and he shook his head: "No, senior, you won't understand. ”
The man smiled and said, "Young man, you are too persistent, and you have lived for a hundred years, but you are just a pair of skins." Although the old man doesn't know what you have experienced to make you what you are today, the old man can see that you still have an unchanged and upright heart. ”
"The unchanging, upright heart..."When He Yufu heard this, his figure trembled, and he retreated weakly, and lay on the ground.
The man saw that his body retreated, and he sat on the ground, smirking inexplicably, with an indelible sadness in his eyes, and asked in a daze: "Senior, now I am red-haired and bloody-eyed, and my whole body has both demonic and demonic energy... People don't look like people, strange people don't look like monsters... Is this what I look like, do I really still have an unchanging, upright heart? Am I really okay, really deserving of it?"
"Only if you want, you can. ”
"Only want?" he smiled, the corners of his eyes stained with infinite sadness. The red light in his eyes twitched, and suddenly his eyebrows were horizontal, and he stood up, his eyes were red, and he said fiercely: "How is it possible? Old immortal, do you think that if you say something nice, I will believe it and change me completely? I tell you, everything can not go back, can not go back..."
He Yu was angry, and the whole person seemed to have changed into another look at once, and his blood-red eyes flashed with a monstrous fierce light: "From the beginning when he used me, and he was ruthless enough to get rid of me, I swore that I would never forgive him again, I hated him, hated him, hated him... Hate everything... They thought they could hurt me once, but I would never allow them to hurt me again and come near me a second time..."
He Yu almost gritted his teeth, and roared after speaking: "Absolutely not..."
The man just lamented. "Young man, the hatred in your heart is too deep, why don't you try to let it go?
"Haha..."He Yu looked up to the sky and laughed, and interrupted the man sharply: "Let go? Then who will let me go? A person who adopted me and raised me only wanted to use me, and after discovering that I had encountered a mutation, he only wanted to get rid of me... A brother who is just bent on recovering his past life from me, his brother who has been dead for a hundred years, what to say to help it do great things... But I didn't care if I wanted to, and let me bear such a fate... You say, "Who will let me go?"
"Young people, someone once told me that the opposite of hate is love, and the deeper the love, the more hate goes to the marrow. I used to not believe it, laughed at the man, said that she didn't know anything without love, and it was nonsense. At that time, she just smiled innocently, jokingly and said to me: Don't disbelieve, hate is hidden on the back of love, maybe one day this hate will jump out of the back of love, you have to be careful..."
When he said this, the man's face was filled with great joy. It seems that I remember a lot of old scenes. The eyes are both happy and full of warmth. The magnetic, hoarse laughter seemed to be magical at the moment, and He Yu also deeply felt the deepest tenderness in his heart.