Zhou Ying, who has been stumbling for more than ten years and endured more than ten years of pain, except for his talent that cannot be exchanged for any real money, and everything has been lost, has long been like a stagnant heart, no longer has expectations for anyone or anything, and even has no urge to confide in himself.

He didn't plan to have a heart-to-heart relationship with a son like Zhao Ning who was born noble and had a smooth sailing life compared to him. He also disdained to have a relationship with such people.

But Zhao Ning's attitude stung his self-esteem, which was something he couldn't abandon when he was dying, so he was angry. He decided to let Zhao Ning know that he was not an ugly person, and by the way, let Zhao Ning understand that the other party actually knew nothing about this bizarre world, and he didn't understand how complicated the world was.

Zhao Ning's sentence "I wish to hear it in detail" was said calmly, but to Zhou Ying's surprise, he clearly captured a flash of pain from the other party's eyes, which was as thick as substance and as sharp as a sword.

He thought for a while, changed Fang Cai's mind slightly, and said: "In Childe's view, death is cowardice, that is because for Childe, as long as he has the courage to be a big husband, life will be too bad;

"If there is nothing to be remembered in life, if life is all about enduring never-ending suffering, then why not put an end to this suffering?

"For Childe, there is a threshold in life, and if you step over, you can get through the rain and the weather, that is because Childe is not short of resources, and it is not difficult to start all over again, but for many ordinary people, they have almost no resources.

"So some difficulties that are nothing to the son are guillotines for them, and many thresholds in life cannot be crossed, and a setback is enough to make them irreversible, and countless poor people die in the wind and rain, and they can't see the rainbow after the rain.

"If everyone can see the sun, where in this world will there be so many disappointed people, wouldn't everyone have a bright life?

"Living in firewood, rice, oil and salt, the vast majority of ordinary people who have not achieved anything in their lives, most of them are ordinary people, not that they are not working hard enough, but that their efforts are worthless, and too many things can be changed without hard work, and they are still lucky, because they have not touched the threshold that cannot be passed.

"If I had only intended to be an ordinary person from the beginning, then I might not have been so miserable, there are so many people in this world who live no different from grass and trees;

"If I hadn't encountered a threshold in my life, even if there were countless other setbacks, big and small, I was afraid that I would have already been a thorn in history now, where would I be like now, forced by life to commit suicide by jumping into the water?"

Speaking of this, Zhou Ying stopped, probably because he felt that he shouldn't say so much, saying that, Zhao Ning, a rich and noble son whose life is generally smooth, can't understand it, it's completely in vain and meaningless. He smiled self-deprecatingly and arched his hand, intending to leave after Zhao Ning responded.

At this time, the depression in his chest poured out a little, although the small one was useless, but at least he no longer had such a strong guard and hostility towards Zhao Ning.

Zhao Ning responded to Zhou Ying.

His response made Zhou Ying's eyes look at him completely different.

Although he only nodded slightly, the words he said hit Zhou Ying's heart again.

He said: "Although I may not fully understand what you are saying, I at least understand one thing: blindly thinking about death must be because I am too serious about living. ”

Zhou Ying was stunned and opened his mouth, his face full of incredulity

Discuss.

People who give up on themselves will think about it; people who have not encountered difficulties that cannot be left alone will laugh and ridicule the people in front of them, saying that they are not even afraid of death and are they afraid of living; and only those who have reached the third layer can say Zhao Ning's words, they know that it is more difficult to live than to die.

This is exactly what Zhou Ying can't understand.

Zhao Ning, a rich and noble son, is only a teenager, how can he have such an understanding of the complexity of life?

Zhao Ning looked at the stunned Zhou Ying and smiled, "Once you decide that you are a hero, you can no longer accept the fate of mediocrity." Most of the reason why the gentleman is so miserable is because of this, right?"

Zhou Yingru was struck by lightning, and couldn't help but take two steps back, "You..... You understand me?"

Zhao Ning stood up, straightened his robe, and bowed solemnly to Zhou Ying, "It was Zhao who was abrupt before, and he was disrespectful to Mr. in his words. Life and death are just a life choice, and there is no difference between noble and lowly, let alone be blamed. ”

Zhou Ying was dumbfounded: "You...... You think I'm right to kill myself?"

Zhao Ning said seriously: "If you are too tired, there is no sin in saying goodbye in time." ”

Zhou Ying sat on the ground.

For a while, his eyes were full of tears, and although he cried silently, he soon became a tearful man, and his shoulders twitched like a child.

Zhao Ning beckoned, and immediately someone in Tsing Yi sent cushions and small cases to Zhou Ying, serving him wine and food. Zhao Ning also asked people to remove the Taishi chair behind him, and also sat on the ground on the futon, raised his wine glass and said to Zhou Ying: "It's windy on the river, since Mr. doesn't want to change his clothes, then please drink this cup to warm up." ”

Zhou Ying had already wiped away his tears, and it was when he felt cramped that when he heard Zhao Ning say this, he raised his wine glass: "Zhao Gongzi, please!"

The two drank a drink, looked at each other and laughed, there was no negative emotion of hostility between each other, and the subsequent conversation became friendly and natural, although it was not like an old friend for many years, but it was also a lot more comfortable, and it was not an exaggeration to say that it was a friend.

Yang Jiani watched the whole process, and was both surprised and amazed by Zhao Ning's quick convincing of Zhou Ying's obviously arrogant and hostile methods to scholars from rich and noble families.

Zhao Ning said those words with extremely obvious effects, she thought about it for a long time, some could understand, some couldn't, but whether she could understand it or not, she was full of curiosity about Zhao Ning, who was the same age as her but could say these bitter and painful words.

She couldn't understand how Zhao Ning could comprehend these truths, as if Zhao Ning had experienced countless hardships and tribulations. But in fact, she hadn't heard that Zhao Ning had this experience, at most she could say that Zhao Yujie's matter was one, but she couldn't make Zhao Ning understand so painfully.

Yang Jiani only knows one thing, the status of this peer in front of her has risen a lot in her mind. If Zhao Ning was only thoughtful and proficient in warfare before, then now the other party has almost reached the point of omnipotence.

All this made Yang Jiani feel a sense of admiration.

It is undoubtedly dangerous for this kind of affection between men and women of the same age, especially when a woman has such feelings for a man, and then she usually falls hopelessly in love with the other person. Emotionally speaking, Yang Jiani does not allow this kind of thing to happen, after all, she "hates" Zhao Ning, and she wants to regain face on the other party, and now she hasn't beaten the other party well, how can she have these messy feelings?

She had already sworn that she must make Zhao Ning look good, and she could not let herself become a candidate for marriage with the Zhao family in this life.

Her thoughts were a little messy for a while, Yang Jiani was not very good at handling this mood, and she didn't notice that she was blushing, but instinctively left the scene quickly, and decided to use cultivation to stabilize her state of mind.

Zhao Ning didn't know much about Yang Jiani's psychological fluctuations, and now his mind was on Zhou Ying, thinking about how to make Zhou Ying

Under his command and help him do things. With this Daqi Zhongxing hoping to help each other as soon as possible, the two fought side by side again, and he believed that they could fight for a result that was different from the previous life.

But although Zhou Ying's talent is extraordinary, he is not without faults, the biggest problem is his hatred of the powerful, in his previous life, Zhao Ning became a sibling brother with him and let him let go of his prejudices, but he had no less conflicts with him. The reason why there was no big incident between the two was entirely because the bottom line of the two was to focus on the overall situation.

It is precisely because of this that the two gradually let go of their estrangement from each other, and finally became comrades who depend on each other for life and death.

Especially Zhou Ying, who is still diving today, must be very fragile psychologically, and he will inevitably hate the powerful, so Zhao Ning took a little effort to let the two sit down and drink, so that they could communicate calmly.

Zhao Ning knows Zhou Ying very well, knows where this guy's pain points and weaknesses are, and the literati who have suffered a lot, whether they are like stagnant water or not, deep down they still hope that someone understands them, and they are eager to meet a confidant, which is a bit hypocritical to put it bluntly. If you can get the words to their hearts, it won't be a problem to sit down and drink.

The existence of a man, as long as he is not like a girl, will open up a lot of his mind after drinking, and it will be much easier to communicate.

"What happened to Brother Zhou, can you tell Zhao? Although Zhao is not talented, he also has some power, and he likes to help each other when he sees injustices in his life, and Zhao should be able to solve Brother Zhou's matter. After three rounds of drinking, Zhao Ning said.

"Zhao Gongzi may have a lot of family power, but in the territory of Yunzhou, it is difficult to uphold justice for Zhou. ”

Zhou Ying smiled bitterly, he didn't think that Zhao Ning could help him at all, but the relationship between the two was not what it was when they first met, although he didn't have hope for Zhao Ning, he still planned to tell his friends about his pain: "Did Zhao Gongzi ever think that his life would be stolen?"

Zhao Ning had an understanding of what happened to Zhou Ying in his early years in his previous life, and knew what the other party meant, but at this time he could only pretend not to know, "Brother Zhou is a scholar, and he is only eight years old, who can steal Brother Zhou's life? As long as the scholar can pass the scientific examination, he will definitely be able to get ahead...... Could it be that someone tampered with the imperial examination?"

Zhou Ying sighed, and his face wrinkled into a bun: "Zhao Gongzi is really wise, in a word." ”

He drank all the wine in the cup, and then gritted his teeth and said: "Sixteen years ago, I participated in the government examination as a showman, and I thought that the middle lifter was just exploring the bag and taking things, but he was well-known in Luosun Mountain. When I took the exam for the second time, I was told that without me, I was not even qualified for the exam!

"Later, after visiting and verifying, I knew that I had already won the lifting of people for the first time, and I was the first, but I was impersonated!

"I begged the government, but the government said that it was picking quarrels and provoking trouble, there was no such thing at all, I argued with reason, and they asked me to prove that I was myself! I took out my household registration and all the documents I could produce, but they said that it was useless, and I had to prove that I was me! I asked them how and how to prove it, but they came to me and asked me, if I am me, why can't I prove that I am myself?

"Later, I inquired everywhere and found a person who was also in the scientific examination and was asked to prove that he was himself, and the other party went to the county government to issue a document, and the county order stamped the letter, which can be regarded as proving that he is himself, but he needs to bribe the county order. I also went to the county office, but the county order didn't see me at all, so I had nowhere to borrow any money!

"Later, I wanted to go to the capital to file a complaint, but before I even crossed the Yellow River, I was pushed into the water, and I almost didn't survive, and no one saw who pushed me afterwards!

"I can't participate in the Spring Festival, and I can't take the government exam anymore, my identity as a talent has become fake!

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