Chapter 139: The Demon in the Heart

Jin Yan is sleepless all night, he really doesn't know, and he doesn't know. For a long time, for a long time...... The mind and body are tormented and exhausted, and I don't feel that the moon is faint and the stars are sparse, and the east is white. Looking at the moon moving shadow curtain, it is already the sunrise mountain.

may be a woman, but Gu Youlan didn't get up early as hard as in the past, but was like a lazy succubus spirit fox. Jin Yan looked at the woman in her arms, her eyes full of affection and pity...... She is like a newborn bubble baby, afraid that the occasional carelessness will shatter her dreams.

I saw that the woman in Jin Yan's arms at this time seemed to open her eyes happily, but it only flickered slightly, her heartbeat accelerated suddenly, and her pitiful face flushed with peach blossoms...... The delicate jade body became more and more hot and hot.

In fact, Gu Youlan had already sobered up, but she found that Jin Yan was very dishonest, but she didn't dare to say anything. Thinking of the stars last night and the wind last night, it was so bone-eroding and sinking...... At this point, after the sky cleared up, she felt more and more blushing and shy, and just wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into—"Shame on you!" She just felt shy and uncomfortable, and her breathing began to become rapid, and her body couldn't help but feel uneasy, as if she was avoiding something.

However, this made Jin Yan, who had been struggling to restrain and endure, almost go berserk, he bit his lip uncomfortably, out of his distress and love for her, he just stiffened his body, and did not dare to cross the slightest boldness.

Compared with the warmth and sweetness of the two, the palace with Qin Ruoxue is full of eight unique piano sounds - clear, strange, secluded, elegant, sad, strong, and long. This piano is touched to the fullest perfection, the howling tiger hears but does not roar, and the mourning ape listens but does not cry. This is really the best sound of Yale!

Jin Yan and Gu Youlan finally got up, the two just looked at each other silently, and there was an unspeakable beauty in each other's hearts, everything was silent. The two of them freshened up separately, but Jin Yan went out first. He couldn't help but look up, and after the Tianzi Sushui Yuan Pavilion that he left last night was confirmed, he came to Youqin Ruoxue's residence with an inexplicable heavy and guilty mood. In fact, each place of this Tianzihao Inn is far apart, and it is also independent, ordinary people can not walk around here casually, even if it is a guest who lives in the Tianzihao Inn, they cannot disturb other Tianzihao guests for no reason, unless they are invited by the host. The big reason why Jin Yan can travel here unhindered is naturally a special order from Shang Mou to love money.

In the Sushui Garden, the piano that was still high-pitched happened to float, leaving only a lingering sound, floating to the outside of the Sushui Garden. Jin Yan stayed outside the Sushuimen court for a moment. was knocking on the door with his hand raised, but he didn't expect the door to open, and he was greeted by a faceless face of a shocking immortal...... It's just that he was a little haggard, but he was finally hidden by joy.

"Cher's ......"

Jin Yan called softly, but he didn't know how to do it. He tried to move, reaching out and taking her into his arms. But it was a kind of shame and condemnation that tormented his restless heart. He felt that he was very despicable and shameless, and had just seized and robbed one woman's most precious arch of chastity, only to come to another woman with such impunity*. Of course, all this is only because they are the most true people in his heart, and because they are the most important people in his heart. That's why he's struggling and suffering! It's an extremely ambivalent mentality, and he can only let him continue to endure this suffering, or this suffering will give him a little forgiveness.

"Why don't you come in and sit down for a while......?" Youqin Ruoxue spoke softly, and her expression seemed to be looking forward to him coming in soon.

"Oh...... That's good!" Jin Yan finally responded, but in the end he didn't hug her, and his voice became a little cold and stiff inexplicably.

Youqin Ruoxue couldn't help but be stunned, looking forward to it.

Susui Bessen is not very big, but it is very quiet. This kind of empty quietness seems to be a little frightening, and there is one in the east, west, south, and north wings inside, but there is a little more warmth in the west wing, just because there is still a place where Qin Ruoxue lives. As for the other wings, they are so bright, but they make people feel so cold!

Such a cold suddenly made Jin Yan wake up suddenly, and he also deeply realized that this desolation was reflecting all the bitterness, sorrow, and sadness of Qin Ruoxue's life and death in the past ten years...... For so many years, he just insisted on selfishly wanting to become stronger, and constantly getting stronger, hoping that he could save himself and dissipate the painful hatred. But his reckless perseverance hurt him and the people he loved more. He thought that he was finally alive now, and suddenly, he flashed out like before—alive as dead. From then on, he closed all the windows of his heart, and no longer let anyone get close to him, and at the same time, he did not go close to anyone. Just hiding from a distance like that, living like a dead dead, constantly torturing his numb self, everything is just him. If he can resurrect his sister Jinyun, he can die peacefully, and if he can't be resurrected, that kind of self-torture can also numb himself!

However, fate once again intertwined him with them, and when he woke up, he was already deep in it, and wanted to leave, but it was too late! Their souls were already engraved on each other's bodies, and no matter how hard they wiped them, they could not be extinct. On the contrary, it is like pushing a boat down the river, only advancing and not retreating.

Youqin Ruoxue had already made tea and quietly placed it next to Jinyan's table.

Jin Yan was just silent, and he had been like this since he entered the door before. He didn't raise the teacup, leaving the hot tea warm and cool!

Youqin Ruoxue saw that he was silent, so she was silent, and let the hot tea become warm and cold......

The tea was already cold, but Jin Yan just sat dead...... The aura on his body also began to become disordered, and the cultivation realm also suddenly fell...... It is also the soul cultivation that has changed from the ninefold wheel to the eightfold ...... Sevenfold ...... The ensuing Qi cultivation was lowered from the Eighth Order of True God to the Seventh Order...... Sixth-Order ...... It's all in a moment.

Youqin Ruoxue also suddenly noticed Jin Yan's strange appearance: "Heart Demon Jiesheng!" She immediately leaned out of the guqin, condensed her eyes, and played the requiem song:——

"Cold through the ages, all things are especially quiet, the heart should be quiet, look at me alone, the heart and spirit are one, the qi should follow each other, the intermittent is like a surplus, all changes are not shocked, no ignorance, no anger, no desire, no desire, no abandonment, no self...... The three souls are eternal, and there is no loss of soul!"

The sound of the piano is ancient, and the mantra is imprinted with ......

A battle between good and evil is fighting in Jinyan's state of mind world, and it is in full swing. Both forces want to kill each other quickly enough, but neither can help the other, they are evenly matched with each other, and they can only keep sticking to each other. The speed of Jin Yan's strength realm finally slowed down gradually, but it was still falling. Since he cultivated his spirit and qi, it can almost be said that he has been smooth sailing, walking like flying, compared to a very good person who cultivates his qi and cultivates his qi, he is already a stunning genius, from a stunned teenager who doesn't know why, it only took a few years to achieve outrageous achievements. However, he still disliked that his breakthrough speed was too slow, and he was cultivating day and night, almost all the time.

The sound of the piano became more and more urgent, and a pair of green jade fingers floated between the seven strings of Gong, Shang, Jiao, Zheng, Yu, Wen and Wu on the guqin, and it was extremely fast and streamer, which was difficult to catch with the naked eye!

Youqin Ruoxue was already sweating profusely, and her clothes had already been soaked and steamed, steamed, and soaked...... After repeating this, her face finally became a little pale, her face was already white, and this paleness made people feel a little frightened. Gradually, her face became more and more pale and haggard in this morbid and miserable state.

Before the end of the song, there was a sound of "scraping the ......", and one string was broken.

Youqin Ruoxue was shocked, and her pale, haggard face turned pale, decadent, and even dead.

Suddenly, Jin Yan's cultivation realm fell faster and faster, and he had already fallen to the Great Perfection of the Void God...... Void God Ninth Order...... Sixth-Order ...... First Order ...... Cultivating the gods and then by the spirit infant ninefold...... Five-fold ...... One Heavy ......

Youqin Ruoxue could only watch, panicking, apprehension, and intensifying. There was even a feeling of suffocation, and she was really helpless. She secretly cursed her uselessness, and in the chaos, a life-saving straw flashed in her mind-

"Right...... Go find Sister Youlan...... She can save ......!" she squeezed the Xuan Qi that had long been depleted, and flashed towards Gu Youlan and the life-saving straw.

"Hehe......"

Gu Youlan was still dressing up in the makeup table Yunjing, occasionally smirking with fascination.

"Help......" Youqin Ruoxue weakly slapped the door chain lock on the first floor of the sky.

Gu Youlan listened to Sister Ruoxue's voice. Hurriedly flashed to the door, opened the doorway and looked: Youqin Ruoxue looked bleak.

"Help...... Hurry up ......"

"Jin Yan, this color embryo, just finished harming me, but I didn't expect to go out to harm Sister Ruoxue...... It's just her miserable situation...... Doesn't he know that he has a little pity for the fragrance and cherishes the jade......" Gu Youlan was still thinking about it, but she was also puzzled, "It stands to reason that with Sister Ruoxue's cultivation as the realm, it shouldn't be like this!"

"Sister Ruoxue, are you okay?" said that he was about to go to support the crumbling Yuqin Ruoxue.

"Quick...... Salvation...... He ......"

Youqin Ruoxue tried her best to stop, and finally said the words, only to feel that it was dark in front of her eyes and fainted. Gu You immediately caught her, placed her on the bed, and took the opportunity to investigate her situation. Fortunately, it's just that the Xuan Qi is temporarily depleted, and the mind is restless, so there is no major problem.

"Jin Yan ......" she suddenly remembered, and disappeared in an instant.

There is no light at the gate of the Sushui Pavilion Garden, which has a piano and a snow, and it seems that it is very hurried. She hurriedly walked into the garden, and her heart couldn't help but sink. She already smelled blood, and it was in the West Wing.

She rushed in, searching for Jinyan's figure. The cups are broken, the tea is spilled, and the blood is dripping...... It's a mess. Finally, I saw him behind a poured tea table. It's just that he sits there dejectedly, completely ignoring the slightest image.

Jin Yan is depressed - "The heart demon is born, and the cultivation is lost...... Countless efforts have been in vain!". He just sat there dejected, withered, dead and silent, and even the bright starry pupils became dim. He was like a panicked child who had lost his parents, except that he didn't cry and make a fuss, but just sat there dejected, withered, and hollow.

"It's okay...... It's good to be alive...... Whether I live or die, I will always ...... Stay by your side all the time. ”

Gu Youlan is like a gentle mother, holding Jinyan's unkempt head and burying it in her fragrant arms.