Yang Qi grabbed that hand, his strength was very light, but it seemed to have spent all the strength of his body. The train door was closing, and he slammed his hand on it, and the sharp siren immediately sounded through the station. At this moment, the passengers were suspicious, the crew was yelling, and the train driver came down to look at the door that could not be closed, and shouted at this side.

Yang Qi roared angrily: "Shut up!" With a wave of his backhand, countless pieces of ice mixed with black ripples pierced the space and slammed into these people. These people staggered in an instant, but they all froze in place, and could only look at this side with frightened eyes. In an instant, all of them were pointed.

Click, he casually pinched and exploded the alarm.

Finally, it was quiet.

He took a deep breath and shouted loudly into the back, "Stay! You are not allowed to go! I will not let you go!"

She didn't go any further.

But it didn't come back either.

She stood on the line of the car door, with her back to Yang Qi, without saying a word.

A voice shouted at Yang Qi in his heart: Don't be verbose, just pull it away, directly occupy it! It's all this time, what are you still hesitating, what are you still hesitating!

But Yang Qi didn't move after all, he just stood in place, stubbornly holding that hand, holding the car door, and holding on to his memories.

No one moved, everything was quiet, and the music was quiet.

Many people who are paying attention to this side are nervous, and many people are silently thinking in their hearts: Girl, please, you are the most critical link, don't drop the chain!

Yang Qi, he already has incredible property and the power to pull mountains and seas. He had a qiē that almost a man wanted to have. It is also an almost qiē that a woman needs.

Right now. This crucial choice is not only his, but yours as well!

You can nod your head, and as long as you are obedient, you can enjoy this qiē!

You can also follow the original plan, according to the agreement between you and Da Meng, and go another way.

Your original intention.

The choice is yours.

Your soul.

What is it?

"Fool Strange, you're here. The girl spoke, and her voice was gentle. There is energy and enthusiasm in gentleness. It was like two years ago, as if flowing out of memory, making Yang Qi instantly so excited that his cold hair stood up: "Yes, I'm here!"

"Fool, I'll show you something. The woman's voice began to change slightly, a little more imprinted of time.

Yang Qi frowned, he was a little flustered, he felt that something was wrong: "Look, what are you looking at?"

"Look at me. The girl turned around and turned around. In a high degree of tension and concentration, Yang Qi felt that this movement was extremely slow. He saw the side of the face. It was the side of the face with a halo. He saw the tip of his nose, which was with a playful nose. He saw the corners of his mouth. It was with a stubborn corner of the mouth. He saw the eyes, which were bright and gentle. He saw the pale blonde hair, and the dull hair.

Finally, he saw the face. He was drunk, he smiled, yes, this is the girl he dreamed of. A voice shouted in his head: Take her, take her! Yang Qi reached out, touched her cheek, and muttered, "Finally see you, idiot......"

But the next moment, his hand froze.

Because the girl suddenly raised her hand and grabbed the pale blonde hair, and when she picked it up, it turned out to be a wig!

The wild wig slipped off, revealing a quiet head of black hair underneath. The playful silly hair slipped off, revealing the supple Liuhai on the forehead. The dazzling halo slipped off, revealing the lines at the corners of the eyes, the nicks of the years.

The wig slashed across her shoulders, elbows, waist, ankles, across her entire body, and finally, snapped, and fell to the ground.

The black woman looked at Yang Qi with a smile. There was a kind of realization, a relief, a relief in her smile, and she finally did what she had to do, and this was what she wanted him to see.

Zhuo Yihang said that sometimes, compared to a long and tirase preaching, mental health care can have a earth-shaking effect with just a hint. Yang Qi is a very smart person, a symbol can make him understand, this is him, the instinctive talent of a person who is good at perceiving the world.

And Yang Qi, he was really completely stunned.

Yes, haven't you seen it from the first moment you saw it again, her hairstyle has changed.

But why, at this time, is there such a big shock?

His eyes widened, his breathing paused, and he looked at the twenty-seven-year-old woman in front of him in a daze.

In the world of the mind, a qiē is also still.

Whether it's reason or emotion, it's all frozen.

Whether it is reason or emotion, they are all holding their breath at this time.

He seemed to be thinking a lot, and his head was empty.

Silently, waiting for the final moment.

At the top of the roof of a nearby building, the two-faced man grinned and pulled the void slingshot again. The crazy face licked his lips, and he was so excited that he almost climaxed: "This is the last, the best chance! A perfect God-given opportunity! As long as he pushes lightly, he will be completely ruined!"

"No, you're wrong. A voice sounded, and the people with two halves of the face looked back in shock, only to see a personable young man walking with a reassuring smile.

"Zhuo Yihang, what's the ...... How do you know I'm here?" The man with two halves of his face was stunned: "I don't even know where I'm going, but you can block the door?"

At this time, he saw that there was another beautiful boy on the rooftop. The beautiful young man stood not far away and shook his mobile phone, and after seeing the hexagram, he stretched out his finger and frowned on his forehead, and said angrily to the senior brother: "Only this once, don't take it as an example! By the way, hurry up and get him, I think something big is going to happen!"

"Kill me?" Yuri Omega was stunned for a moment, and then laughed: "Don't be funny, just rely on Zhuo Yihang's pustud to coax me?!"

"Yes, you're right, I can't handle you. Zhuo Yihang was not angry, but said calmly: "But you are also wrong, because you can't handle him." ”

Zhuo Yihang looked at the station below, his eyes were as clear as the sea: "This is not your chance, and you won't have any more chances." You can try it out and use your little tricks. Try it and see if it works. He looked up at Omega. He had a smile on his face that would only be expected of the most elite psychologists. It exudes the calm bearing that only a grandmaster can have.

"Remember—" That confidence, surpassing all sharp words. He raised his hand and pointed at Omega, and that demeanor burned Yuri Omega's heart: "He is my Zhuo Yihang's patient, and I am his—a psychotherapist." ”

Omega's face distorted instantly, he grinned, and pulled his slingshot at Zhuo Yihang.

But Zhuo Yihang didn't look at him at all, he just looked at the station below. He said silently in his heart: Life mentor, Miss Qi has made her own choice, and her inner demons have been broken. And you, don't lose to him.

In the auto show, on the platform, Yang Qi, who seemed to be petrified, finally moved.

He looked down at the wig on the ground.

He looked up again at the woman in front of him.

He looked down and up, looking to both sides, his mind constantly switching between memories and reality. He clenched his teeth suddenly. His expression was distorted with pain. He grabbed his finger at the door frame. Five hollows creaked out of the alloy door - but that didn't give him a place for his pain.

The pain of broken dreams.

"No...... It's different...... "His stomach was cramping, he bent over, and his whole body was convulsing. He squeezed out an inaudible roar from the depths of his throat: "One qiē has ...... It's different......"

It's different.

It's different.

It's not the same anymore.

Liquid suddenly welled up in his eyes, and what flowed from his black and white eyes was not clear tears, but pitch-black juice that others could not see. This is all the pain that has been accumulated and suppressed for two years, surging from the deepest depths of the demons.

He looked at the woman in front of him, shook his head weakly, and his expression made people feel sad: "It's different, it's all different, it's gone, there's no going back...... I can't go back!!"

The moment the wig slipped off, all the illusory and hazy halos and imaginations also slipped off, and the world of the heart collapsed at that moment. The entire glacial lake completely collapsed and shattered, turning into a powerful whirlpool that swirled and danced. The black sludge in the depths was completely stirred, and he suddenly understood that the person he was obsessed with was no longer the person in front of him.

The one he is obsessed with, that nerd Xi, is not the Qi Xi in front of him.

What I can't let go of is just a memory, and how can a character in a memory be found in the real world?

His heart was tearing, and he held on to the door frame, unable to stand upright.

He cried, in a dimension that ordinary people could not see.

He was in pain, in a place where outsiders couldn't feel it.

Drops of black juice flew into the air, then turned into smoke and disappeared.

The music is playing again. This time, it's a soothing tune. A bosom friend who knows his heart.

"Fool Qi, we should have had a good chat a long time ago, but it's a pity that we can really talk until now. Qi Xi looked at the grieving Yang Qi, she was also sad, she also wanted to cry, but she still smiled and said in a gentle and firm tone: "Fool Qi, there is one thing I did wrong, really wrong." I owe you a word, and I owe you an apology: I'm sorry. ”

I'm sorry.

As soon as these three words came out, Yang Qi trembled violently.

"Fool, if you have anything to say, just say it. Qi Xi's expression was extremely complicated: "Today, you and I should no longer hide, don't be patient, be open and honest, and open your heart." Admit the thoughts in your heart, be honest with yourself, treat the past, and treat a qiē. ”

Yang Qi finally stopped the spasm, he took a deep breath, straightened up and raised his head, looking directly at the woman in front of him. His eyes were red, but the inverted pupils were beginning to return to normal. His love is intense, but this fierceness is no longer dangerous.

There was still a voice shouting in his heart, but Yang Qi stared at the woman in front of him for a long time, and finally spoke. His voice was hoarse, as if he had not drunk or rested for three days and three nights. His voice trembled, but his expression was firm, he no longer dodged or avoided, he faced himself, forgot to be reserved, and said the words that were hidden deep in his heart.

He spoke slowly.

"You were, it was my dream. ”

"You were my longing. ”

"You were, my qiē. ”

"I have you in my reverie for the future. ”

"My plan for life is all for you. ”

"After that New Year's holiday, I had a hard time. ”

"I'll be looking for you subconsciously. and hiding from you after finding you. ”

"I'll secretly inquire about you. After hearing your name again. Selectively forget jì. ”

"I'll instinctively go to the tart shop where you like to eat, stand in front of the window, and be dumbfounded. ”

"I really, loved you. ”

Yang Qi's serious expression and slow and heavy tone made people's hearts tremble: "Now, I only ask you one thing. ”

Qi Xi's nose was sour, she took a deep breath, and replied equally seriously: "You ask." I'm not lying. ”

"You said you liked me. I believe that, at that moment, you did not lie to me. I can feel that what you say is true, that you do like me. For half a day, you were my lover. This sentence is an iron oath to me, and it will lock me up forever. I can't let go of it anyway, not just memories. There is also a heart that echoes from afar. Nerd Xi is gone, and Qi Xi is back. And my lover didn't come back. My heart rested on that platform, waiting for her forever. ”

"What I want to ask is-" He looked into the eyes of the woman in front of him with the most sincere and genuine gaze, and said in a deep voice: "Nerd Xi, are you still alive?"

Hearing Yang Qi's question, Qi Xi finally couldn't help it, she burst into tears, laughing while crying: "In order to answer this question, I also ask you a question." ”

"You say. ”

"I've asked you this question once. I'll take the place of Nerd Xi now and ask again. She took a deep breath, held back her tears and stared at Yang Qi, her voice crossed the barrier of time, and walked from the past that could not be recovered: "Fool, let me hug it, okay?"

Yang Qi stiffened, and then, he stretched out his arm, silently, hard, and hugged her into his arms.

At this moment, he felt like he was hugging all the past qiē.

"Fool, I'm a nerd. Fool Xi held Fool Qi firmly, she buried her head in the boy's broad chest, she tried to feel his breath, and said what should have been said earlier: "Fool Qi, I am really, very grateful to you. ”

"Your patience, your pain, your perseverance, your persistence, your silent good for me but never embarrassed me, your elegance, your listening, your ease, your enthusiasm, in this world, there is no woman who can refuse a man like you. ”

"People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless. ”

"I'm really touched by you. ”

"I'm used to having you by my side, I'm used to having you help me and have you with me. I'm used to you taking me to the doctor, I'm used to you complimenting me on the taste of cooking. Someone ridiculed me, I only said that you are a confidant, and I also told myself that you are just my confidant. But that December, you suddenly disappeared, and I suddenly had a large empty piece. I couldn't see you, I started to get anxious, I found you, and I started to feel distressed again. You were so thin and emaciated, and I suddenly understood that I cared about you. ”

"But I already have a boyfriend. Zhu Ming, he has been with me for three years. ”

"We know from university that we have had a great journey and faced a lot of difficulties. We have shared weal and thin, and we have gone through many obstacles. There is no doubt that I love him. ”

"So, that night, I wanted to hug you, in order to ask my heart, who is in my heart. ”

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. ”

"I understand that you believe in the beauty of love, just as firmly as you believe. ”

"I, I shouldn't, provoke you. ”

Real, illusory, painful, happy, memorable, realistic, gone, left.

All of them hovered in the world of Yang Qi's mental image, like a prehistoric storm. It was as if he was in the center of a storm, in the midst of the rough waves, and suddenly, subtly, found a little peace.

He lowered his head, rubbing his chin against the top of the girl's head as if in remembrance. He closed his eyes and got his answer at this moment: "Nerd Xi." ”

The man in his arms was also whispering, "Huh?"

"Thank you. The corners of Yang Qi's mouth suddenly brought a little innocent smile: "You made me break the shackles of my own reason and gave me an unforgettable experience." You introduced me to a lot of snacks and made me understand that in addition to the nutritional intake of Yan sù, there are also adjustments. You've cooked a lot of food for me, and you've made it right for me to get the right mix of nutrients – and of course save me a lot of money. ”

The person in his arms laughed, laughed and said "um", and patted Yang Qi on the back.

"Also, thank you for the guide. That is a guide to "How to Survive When Death Comes". Without it. Maybe I can't stand here today. It's true. Many, many, all of one, thank you. ”

After finishing speaking, Yang Qi let go of his hand and let go of his embrace.

He finally let go.

He opened his eyes, and all that was left in them was the clarity of the sky and the sea.

Then he laughed wickedly, and his belly darkened. He changed back to Teacher Yang and at the same time became more free and casual: "Also, admit it, no matter how nice you say, you just played with me, an innocent young man—you Bichi!"

"Aren't you too!" Qi Xi wiped away her tears, she also smiled, she was no longer a nerd. Yang Qi was not the only one entangled by the memories of the past, she said what she wanted to say, and she was also relieved: "Knowing that other people's famous flowers have masters, she still leans on the pole, and she still looks for abuse by herself knowing that there is no good result, and she feels pitiful when she is bruised all over her body - you are also a blue pool!"

Right. Absolutely.

You're a Bichi, and you're a dull nerd.

I'm a Bichi. Also a fool who twists individually.

"Hahahaha!" Yang Qi laughed.

"Hahahaha!" Qi Xi laughed.

It's not as comfortable as being at ease, how long has it been since you laughed so loudly?

Laughing, enmity.

But there were still people who were not relieved, knock knock, and in the sound of anxious footsteps, two figures broke into the platform one after the other.

Leading the way was Zhu Ming.

He turned the corner, looked at the frozen people in amazement, and then immediately looked this way. He saw the two of them smiling at each other, he saw that the atmosphere between the two was harmonious, and he saw that Qi Xi was still holding the suitcase, as if he was going to walk together! His face immediately turned hideous, he roared and rushed up, smashing Yang Qi's nose with a punch.

Then in the next moment, he was pointed by a finger, and he maintained the posture of swinging his fist and fixed on the spot.

Yang Qi looked at Zhu Ming and suddenly raised his eyebrows: "By the way, I also have something to say to you." ”

He stretched out his hand, patted Zhu Ming's shoulder, and sighed with emotion: "I said, because such a bad thing has disturbed your wedding, because of all kinds of fucked things, there have been countless twists and turns, all kinds of tosses. So, all in all, sorry. ”

The reverse color of the mirror image is not useless in what it says. There was one point, Yang Qi suddenly felt that what he said was really right. Why should you be so sensible? Why can't you do what you want? If you want to apologize, just apologize, and you don't need a reason.

"There's one more thing I've always wanted to do, and I have to ask you for help. Yang Qi smiled darkly, and suddenly flew out with a wow, a dragon swing tail. This kick hit Zhu Ming's chest directly. Zhu Ming was like a football that had been volleyed vigorously, his eyes flew out with his eyes foaming at the mouth, breaking through the glass of the train with a snap, and smashing down a large number of seats in the car.

"This kick - really, yes, he, mother, of, cool~~~~!"

Why kick? Hehe, if you want to kick, kick it!

Hum, in the sound of machinery, the human figure that followed Zhu Ming over instantly activated, and pounced fiercely, which was the remotely controlled body.

But Yang Qi didn't look at it, as if he didn't care, he raised his hand and imprinted a palm on its chest. The body of more than 200 catties suffered the same treatment as Zhu Ming, and flew into the car along exactly the same route—boom! and then a suppressed scream—naturally, it also smashed into Zhu Ming's body.

Sensei was worried, and his acupuncture point soon unraveled automatically. Yang Qi said to Qi Xi, and his tone was completely normal: "Where are you going?"

"The next stop, forget it, don't pretend to be literary and artistic, it's the final stop, leave the city. Qi Xi took out something from his bag: "By the way, this will be returned to you." ”

It was a pair of chopsticks with the word "fool" on them.

Yang Qi took the chopsticks with a slight sigh, shook his head, and waved his hand, and all the passengers and flight attendants who were immobilized were released. Most of the people screamed and fled, and the driver also wanted to run, Yang Qi shouted to him: "Hey, drive well - even if you want to run, the car is faster than your legs, right?"

Qi Xi got into the car.

The doors are closed.

The light rail was launched.

Yang Qi waved his hand at Qi Xi: "Let's go, let's go!"

[When I no longer look for you, when I no longer hide from you.] 】

When I don't think of you anymore, I don't dream of you anymore. 】

[When I don't deliberately inquire about you, I don't ignore you. 】

[When I can smile at you sincerely, not reluctantly, not deliberately. 】

[When I am able to accept the habits I have learned from you, I will stay when I stay. When it is changed, it is changed. Follow one's heart. 】

[I can really say it to myself. I've let go of you. 】

[When I let go of you, I can go to a new world. 】

The train creaked out, accelerated, turned, and disappeared as before. But the person on the platform was different, Yang Qi thought quietly about something, with a smile on the corner of his mouth. There seemed to be a pure glow on his body. In this glow, countless black breaths evaporated from the body and were expelled from the body.

A terrible scream sounded, Yang Qi raised his hand a little to his forehead, and then pulled out a wisp of colorful fusion from the center of his eyebrows.

"So you're the one who makes trouble, Yuri Alpha. Yang Qi pinched the fusion like plasticine, and each time he pinched it, he let out a large piece of miserable screams. He thought about it, and finally shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "Forget it, the cause of the past is the effect of today." Anyway, it's just a bunch of aggregated messy thoughts, and it's up to you to create it. Fend for yourself. ”

Whoosh, he tossed it. The miscellaneous light pierced through the air, and it flew into the dark. As for what the idea would be in the future, he didn't care.

After getting rid of Yuri Alpha's mind, Yang Qi's spirit continued to purify and continue to transform. The light of his mind was almost like breaking through the limitations of his body and turning into the brilliance of substance. In the world of heart images, the whirlpool in the great lake is still violently spewing infinite memories. All the memories that were lost were finally recovered, and under the pitch-black mud, this time, it was no longer anything worse.

This time, it's the green memory.

This time, it's about the memory of the stupid moe.

He remembered that during a heavy rain, he went to pick her up at the light rail station by himself. The rain was pouring down, and she was soaking wet, and she was just as soaked. The two couldn't get a taxi, so they bought four plastic bags from the supermarket and tied them to their feet as rain boots. Walk all the way, kick puddles, water fights, and laugh with these funny rain boots all the way.

He remembered that because she had done too much that day, she had a cold the next day. He served her tea, poured water, made the bed and folded the quilt, and read "Those Things in the Ming Dynasty" to coax her to sleep. But she was fascinated by it, and she never slept until her mouth was dry, and then she let herself go.

He remembered how she comforted and explained herself after that New Year's Day.

He remembered that Da Meng also bought two pairs of strange chopsticks and gave him a pair.

He remembered that Da Meng also pulled him to swim, this landlubber who couldn't swim was the type that couldn't float like himself.

He remembered that Da Meng cooked for himself and pulled himself to play ball. When the shuttlecock was straight on the mesh, both of them burst out laughing silly and laughed for a long time.

He remembered that Da Meng also pulled him on a trip. I planned my trip, took a leave of absence, and went to Enshi, Hubei Province to see the Grand Canyon and Tenglong Cave.

He remembers that on that trip, because of the shortage of guest rooms, the two of them only opened a standard room - they could be regarded as having opened a room together, although they didn't do anything. Oh no, I also did something: after climbing the mountain, in the face of her who was tired and couldn't get up, Yang Gonggong pinched his ten fingers and forced him to force his skin to kiss - rubbing his legs and shoulders, all kinds of serving, and was rewarded by Lafayette with two delicious tea eggs.

He remembered that once during a meal, Da Meng's family called. And Da Meng said to the other end of the phone: "I'm having dinner with my friends - good friends!"

Yes, she didn't say anything "colleague" at that time, she said "friend" in a dignified manner. He remembers that he was happy that time.

He remembered that his set of peach blossom pajamas, as well as some other new clothes, were all bought by Da Meng.

There has never been a girl, including Qi Xi, who has ever bought clothes for him.

Under what circumstances would a girl buy clothes for you? And why was he stupid at the time and couldn't understand anything?

Stupid and cute, it is the only one in the world.

These memories are erupting and surging, like a sweet spring rushing out of the earth's surface, suddenly polishing the whole mental image world, making this cold world more vibrant, and making the lonely night sky flash bright and brilliant stars. The crazy blowout continued, he remembered, he remembered, he remembered everything. He finally understood why Da Meng left, he finally understood why he was banned even with this memory, he understood everything.

Da Meng goes, and the mood is the same as himself.

Da Meng's silent supporters themselves never say that they are in the same mood as themselves.

When I talked to Da Meng, I said that I liked Nerd Xi, and Da Meng was in the same mood as himself.

When Da Meng called himself and informed himself of this, he was probably more sad than himself.

But she, she has always been so silent, quietly, and without complaining with herself.

Yes, I couldn't let go of the nerd Xi for a while, because I was too painful and sad in that relationship, so it was heavy, so I couldn't let go. But touch your heart and ask yourself, compared to a dream bubble that is overly beautified by memory, who is really the one worth cherishing? Pat your head and ask yourself, why did you finally feel that you have no attachment to this company after Da Meng left, and you can finally decide to leave?

I'm a real girl, I'm a stupid guy!

Whoosh, as if a meteor rose against the sky, soaring into the sky from the depths of the mental vortex. It was a petal, the last petal of the Sahasrara. The petals flew into the sky and merged with the remaining nine hundred and ninety-nine petals, finally turning into a complete seventh round.

The next moment, seven rounds were through, and the light was bright.

The seventh layer of Prajna Gong, the sea of dreams is gone, and it is perfect.

The eighth layer of Prajna Gong, spiritual enlightenment, comes naturally.

Suddenly, the golden flail was opened, and the jade lock was torn off here. I didn't know who I was last day, but today I know that I am me.

Every thought is so clear.

Every thought, so sincere.

If the past was a dream, he is now, finally, truly, awake.

Boom, boom, the next train came into the station and stopped in front of him.

The door opened, and a shadow stood in the doorway.

It's Da Meng, the two of them staring at each other, and their infinite emotions are all in a smile. Both pairs of eyes, both so bright.

Looking at the girl in front of him, Yang Qi's heart was extremely peaceful. That's right, the sadomasochism with Qi Xi is so unforgettable, but true love can be reassuring. It's like wandering in a breezy night, and the body and mind are relaxed. At the beginning, Qi Xi didn't leave, but it was out of reach. The big cute person is gone, but the hearts have always been together.

Yang Qi stretched out his hand, and Qi Meng held it.

"I know it sounds ridiculous, sudden, and it seems to be cheap and deserved, but ......" Yang Qi took a deep breath: "There is a sentence, I want to ask you no matter what." ”

Qi Meng couldn't help but take a deep breath, she was also nervous, her face was red, and her eyes were flustered, but she still forced her composure: "You, you say, I'll listen!"

"Well, I said it. Yang Qi paused, his aunt's music sounded at the right time, just right. In this situation, it is a matter of course:

"Y-when did you start having a crush on me?"

“........................ I promise I won't kill you bastard!!!Stop!!" (To be continued......

PS: Don't be frightened by the word "final" in the title, it's just the end of the demons. The much-criticized emotional drama, although it is not completely finished so far, the entanglement with Nerd Xi has been cut in two. I won't write it tomorrow, damn it, I'm tired and stupid, and tomorrow the widow won't go to court~~~ Also, it's been a little more than the first anniversary of the book, and today I finally got a 20,000 collection. 20,000 ...... It's still far from the horizontal line that doesn't hit the street......