Diary of a Female Intern I

"Don't worry, I saw that the situation was wrong just now, I already told her to go back to the dormitory first!" Yan Xinyue said and glanced at him angrily, "I have been made into this appearance, and I still have the heart to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade!"

"Isn't she my student now, why shouldn't I be responsible for her?" Chen Ling replied.

"Isn't Chen Zhide still your student?, why don't you ask?" Yan Xinyue asked.

"Teacher, why are you messing around? The tracheal intubation was done by Du Leixin, and the family members are looking for her, not Chen Zhide!"

"What?" Yan Xinyue stood up, pointed to herself and asked, "You say I'm messing around?"

Chen Ling didn't squeak, but if he didn't say anything at this time, it was tantamount to acquiescence.

Yan Xinyue was even more angry, pointing at Chen Ling and scolding: "I care about you, you are idle and I have a lot of trouble! I am worried about you, but you say that I am messing around." Well, now your wings are stiff, are you going to fly?"

Chen Ling was speechless, what did he say, didn't he just say an angry word, as for being so angry?

Teacher, could it be that you have early menopause, right? Chen Ling looked at Yan Xinyue, who was flushed with anger, and asked in his heart.

Okay, this suddenly started a quarrel, and Liu Shiya, Bao Xinhui and others, who were still in the office, hurriedly came up to appease Yan Xinyue.

"Teacher Yan, don't be angry, the doctor is angry, don't take it to heart!" Liu Shiya persuaded.

"Yes, Dr. Chen was also panicked by this incident, so he didn't choose to say anything, don't take it seriously!" Bao Xinhui also followed.

As soon as he was comforted by everyone, Yan Xinyue's eyes turned red, "I know he feels uncomfortable, but am I uncomfortable?" This is obviously someone who wants to make him be hacked, he doesn't know how to reflect, and he still cares about this and that......"

Chen Ling was already upset, and it was even more annoying when he heard the gossip of the women, so he stood up and walked out.

Seeing Chen Ling walking out, Yan Xinyue was shocked again, there was a lot of noise outside, how could she go out at this time, she stood up and asked urgently: "Where are you going?"

Chen Ling didn't reply and threw a sentence: "I'm going to!"

Everyone: "......"

On July 12, it was cloudy and overcast.

I don't know when I started, I don't keep a diary, but a lot of things have happened recently, which makes me feel very uncomfortable, so I bought another diary, which should be my internship record!

Just writing this is just the beginning or end of my internship, I don't know!

A few days ago, after finally finishing the theoretical course, I and another male classmate in the same class were assigned to the provincial affiliated medical internship program, and I was excited and excited at that time. Because I finally left school and went out into society, after another year of intern, I will also be a real doctor!

It has always been my dream and my pride to become an angel in white who saves lives and helps the wounded, but now, I am very confused, just like those who are written in obscenity, I am like a fly lying on the glass, the future is bright, but I am desperate.

When I started my internship, I was assigned to the 5th Department of Emergency Surgery with the male classmate.

The emergency department is an extremely important department in our clinical medicine specialty, and there will always be something thrilling happening here.

Yes, on the first day of my internship, I was confronted with something so thrilling that it almost destroyed me completely.

That morning, it was just after eight o'clock, and just after the class was handed over, Mr. Yan from the department took us to meet the teacher.

It was a very young resident, so young that I couldn't believe he was not as old as me.

When we were introducing and getting acquainted with each other, two seriously ill people came outside, one was an elderly patient with advanced pulmonary heart shock, and the other was a young man who swallowed a green bamboo snake into his stomach.

Watching him choose to treat the elderly patient first without hesitation, and skillfully examine the patient, and then quickly prescribe various medical orders, I deeply understand two words, that is, professional!

The elderly patient fell into shock, had difficulty breathing, and had to be intubated, but the teacher ...... Although he is not as old as me, but I am now used to calling him teacher, the teacher was called away at the moment of intubation, but before leaving, he handed me the scalpel, I thought he was going to let me complete the endotracheal intubation for him, so I did not hesitate to cut the trachea of the elderly patient, and successfully and smoothly connected to the ventilator.

Looking at everyone's surprised eyes, I am also a little arrogant, you must know that I took the operation test in school, and almost every time I got a perfect score, and when I tested my skills before the internship, I was among the best in the school!

If there is no three-third, how dare you go to Liangshan!

It's just that what I never expected was that it was my self-righteous act that brought disaster to myself.

After the teacher had brought the elderly patient's condition under control, he handed him over to another doctor and led us to the operation to take the snake from the stomach of the young patient.

To be honest, this kind of surgery is really disgusting for us girls, especially when I saw the very green green bamboo snake coiled in the red stomach wall under the gastroscope monitor, I almost vomited on the spot.

The teacher looked at my expression at that time, and asked with a smile: Why, haven't you seen a big snake?

I don't know what that means, but I haven't even seen a small snake, let alone a big snake. Later, I realized that the teacher meant to ask me, haven't you ever seen such a big scene?

What compelled me to be convinced was that although the teacher was very young, younger than me, about the same age as my brother, he did have the qualifications to be my teacher, because in my opinion, if you want to take the snake out of this man's stomach without being in mortal danger, there is only one way, and that is to cut open the stomach and take the snake out of it.

But in this case, the patient will pay too much damage!

But the things in this world, the diseases in this world, and the accidents in this world are sometimes so cruel, what can be done about this? Who let him stuff the poisonous snake into his mouth, does he think he is Ouyang Feng, the western poison?

However, the teacher came up with another brilliant idea that we couldn't even think of, he actually asked Fat Zai De to buy a bottle of realgar wine, and then asked the patient to drink the wine, and used alcohol to self-anesthetize the snake in the stomach!

This method is really amazing, because if you want to anesthetize the snake through other anesthetics or chemical agents, it is very likely to hurt the patient's stomach, but this realgar wine was originally used to drink, not only will not hurt the patient's stomach, but also can anesthetize the snake, so as to facilitate the snake removal operation, which is really the best of both worlds!!

Perhaps, it was at that time that I decided that this doctor, who was younger than me, had the qualifications to be my teacher!

Then, the teacher used a snare to pull the snake out of the patient's stomach little by little.

To be honest, I've never seen a man so focused, careful, and patient in doing something, and the process of dragging the snake out was so long, so hard, and especially so disgusting, it was a torture for everyone!

But the hard work paid off, the teacher finally took out the snake, looking at the snake that was placed in the curved plate, still wriggling and crawling, constantly moving, and covered with gastric juice, I couldn't help it anymore, rushed into the bathroom to vomit.

After this battle, I can be considered to have seen the big snake!

It's just that who would have thought that all this is just an appetizer, and the main event is still to come!

About an hour and a half after the snake removal operation, I was still in the big office writing the case of the elderly patient, when a lot of people suddenly came to the corridor, shouting and killing with vigour.

At that time, I was taken aback, and I didn't know what was going on, but at this time, Mr. Yan and Dr. Wei pulled me in a panic and told me to hurry back to the dormitory.

It wasn't until the afternoon that I learned that the elderly patient had died half an hour after being transferred from the Department of Emergency Surgery to the Department of Respiratory Medicine!

The patient's family did not accept any explanation or mediation, believing that my improper endotracheal intubation caused the death of their family and demanded my life.

At noon, when the family members attacked the fifth department of emergency surgery, the teacher was also injured, his white coat and shirt were torn, and I can even imagine him being beaten by a large group of emotional family members with sticks!

Thinking of this, my heart is always very sad, although it is not my fault, there is no problem with my endotracheal intubation, but I still can't help but feel sad, I really can't figure it out, how can those people be cruel to such a gentle and elegant doctor?

The next day, the teacher did not come to work, and Teacher Yan also called me to tell me not to go to the department and try to stay in the dormitory!

This was still the case on the third day.

Until the fourth day, I couldn't help it, I wanted to visit the teacher, to see what he was doing, to ask him what I should do next? So I put on my work clothes and quietly went back to the department, and asked for the address of the teacher's house, but just as I was about to leave, I was found by the daughters of the deceased patient.

They chased after me, cursed me behind my back, even cursed my family, spat on me, insulted my personality, greeted my mother, the son of the elderly patient was in his forties, but he just said that he wanted to grass me, and he said that he wanted to call me a turn......

I was scared, but I was even more angry, although my family is not in the deep city, and my hometown is not as developed as here, but my family background is okay, I have not suffered such a big grievance since I was a child, I really don't know where the courage came from, I didn't shed a single tear, immediately took off the white coat on my body, and then almost went crazy and pounced on them.

At that time, I had forgotten that I was a pre-doctor!

I don't even want to be a doctor anymore!

I'm disappointed in this profession!

I was even disappointed in life!

I immediately thought about death, but I couldn't just die like this, I had to die with them......

Hehe, at that time, I really lost my mind!

There were a lot of them, although the ones I were tearing up were all women, five women, the dead old man's four daughters plus a niece.

Although I often participate in sports, I am not Huang Rong, and I don't know martial arts. It's just that at that time, I really wanted to become Mei Chaofeng and clean them up with the Nine Yin White Bone Claws!

In the first few seconds, I did have the upper hand, maybe they didn't think that I would be as weak as I would suddenly pounce.

In less than half a minute, I didn't even have the ability to parry, one of them pulled my hair, one pulled my legs, one grabbed my breasts, the other tried to take off my pants, and the rest kept tearing my face...... Finally I fell to the ground, and I felt like my mouth and nose were full of fishy liquid, and I knew it was my own blood.

They watched me fall, as if they were scared, so they let me go, and I took advantage of this time to suddenly grab the woman who wanted to take off my pants and humiliate me, grabbed her hair and slammed it into the elevator door, five times in a row, I don't know if she would have a skull fracture, but there must have been a concussion.

Then, no more, they saw me like a madman, so they picked up a flower tray next to the elevator and smashed it on my back, and I passed out.

When I woke up, I found myself in a hospital bed, but I had a handcuff on my hands, surrounded by doctors and nurses, and police standing outside the door.

It wasn't until then that I learned that the elderly patient was a local, with a wealthy family of five children, a son, and four daughters.

His eldest son is a middle-aged man who keeps saying that he wants to find someone to do to me, he turned out to be a high-ranking official in the district government, and the other four younger sisters, known as the four golden flowers in Shencheng, all the men they married are either rich or expensive, and the whole family is an extremely powerful force together, and the police are what they found.

When the nurse told me all this, the police outside also found me awake and were about to come in and take me away.

The nurse insisted, but she couldn't stop the policemen, and just as I was pushing, I saw a familiar face appear outside the door, that is, my teacher, who appeared in front of me like a god, and then I don't know where he got the strength to carry the policemen out of the room one by one like chickens.

It was a funny scene, but I couldn't laugh at all!

When the teacher untied the handcuffs in my hand, I felt very wronged in my heart, and I threw myself into the teacher's arms and cried out with a "wow"!

The teacher's arms were warm and strong, he kept comforting me, and kept saying sorry to me, saying that he was late, and if he could have arrived in time, he would never have let me become what I am now.

At that moment, I just cried......

When I wrote this, it was the third day I was lying in the hospital bed, and the teacher came in the evening, and it was the middle of the night, and he couldn't help but fall asleep!

There were a few soldiers with submachine guns standing outside the door, I don't know where the teacher got them, but I know that I should be safe now!

As for what tomorrow will bring, I don't think about it.

If the hospital can't bear the pressure and must let me come from and go back, then I can only accept my fate!

After I went back, I didn't think I would find any more internships, and I wouldn't be a doctor again......

(End of chapter)