Chapter 2: Saph who gave up his resistance
Bastard bastard bastard, will you make a mistake, what does it have to do with me, make decisions for me on your own initiative, and be shameless? If you can do this kind of thing, then I won't be polite to you, whatever you want, I won't go anyway.
Clenched her fists, Ms. Sullivan made a decision with great momentum, and everyone who saw her, from the determined look on her face, could see that she would not regret, hesitate, or be confused.
Well, if the time is not seven o'clock in the morning the next day, and the location is not outside the door of the Hall of the Dark Moon of the Temple of the Gods, it may be a little more convincing.
It's not that I don't know how to refuse, and it's not that I'm worried that he will make a mistake, I'm just here to tell him that I won't go to any adventure team with him. After saying something yesterday, I ran away on my own, and I didn't have time to refuse in person, no, I must make it clear to him today, and I resolutely don't go.
Really, what is this matter, obviously it is just the first time to speak, and he joined some adventure team, how is this possible? No, no, no, it has nothing to do with the first time you speak, the second and third times, the hundredth time, you don't want to go, you don't want to go.
I think about what to say, you are too unreasonable, do you have my consent? And how can you take such a casual risk to others, I don't know you at all. No, no, it's too weak, and it looks like flirting, Safu Saf, what's going on in your head.
I warn you, don't go too far, whoever gives you the right to make decisions for me without authorization, I don't know you at all. For people like you, I don't want to have anything to do with you, so please keep your distance from me, or I will complain to the Lord of Knowledge about the shameless actions of the Darkmoon Cultists.
No, no, no, it's too hurtful. Listening to what he said, there are also factors for my sake, and rejecting him so bluntly will make him very embarrassed, and I'm afraid I won't even be able to meet in the future. Although I don't care if we can meet in the future, hurting a well-intentioned person like this is not what a well-bred lady should do.
Or I say, I'm sorry, the library is busy, and I really can't get out of it in the last few days, so I can only regret your invitation. What are you kidding, it's like I really want to go, I don't want to be good or bad at all, and he is also familiar with the big library, and he knows that the administrator can ask for leave at any time, and he can immediately debunk the excuse.
Ha, yes, that's what I said. I'm honored to have your invitation, but unfortunately, I have my own way of life and systematic plans for the future, and I can't accept your suggestions anymore. Maybe you're right, but I'd rather arrange my life according to my own ideas, so I can only say sorry to you.
Yes, to put it this way, if he says, I am also thinking about you, I hope you can have more contact with the outside world, then I will say, I accept your kindness, but as a friend, I hope you can respect my own choice, so that it is not a bad thing for you or me.
Ha, perfect, and took care of the face of both parties, and was able to refuse his invitation, a win-win result. That's right, just say to him, Saf, you're the best. However, if he says ...... Ahhhh......h
In a panic, the poor girl saw the door of the Hall of the Dark Moon open, dressed in a simple black robe, and Shul walked out of the hall with a huge backpack on his back.
"Sorry, long waiting. As if to a familiar friend, Shul walked up to Saf as usual, and said as a matter of course, "Let's go, don't let the family wait." ”
Hey, this is different from what I imagined, shouldn't you say hello first, and then explain my behavior, so that I can just say the words I just thought, you just leave like this, let me say what I say, I want to think, I want to think.
"Don't think about it, let's go first, time is running out. Shuer directly ignored the puffing expression on the back of the book that blocked his face, as if he could see through people's hearts, and poked at what Saf was thinking, "It's really not okay to think slowly on the road, and then there will be time." ”
How do you know what I'm thinking? No, who's going to go with you, you stop, wait, I said I won't go with you, you go slowly, and you don't let people communicate.
Poor Lady Sullivan was thinking wildly, and at the same time subconsciously chased after Shure, wanting to say something of refusal, hoping that she would have a chance to succeed.
How could there be a chance.
"I understand that you want to reject me, I know by looking at your eyes that you haven't slept all night, and I've been thinking about how to refuse, it's hard for you, but I said, don't struggle, it's useless, give up. Shul walked in front, and Saf, who didn't know what to say, quickly chased after him, and said with a natural expression, "Do you think I might let you decline my invitation?"
Is that an invitation? Is it good for you to call it coercion, and besides, why is it impossible, why should I give up, so I don't want to go.
"You must be thinking now, why am I saying this, it's useless for you to hide behind a book, I don't even have to look at your face to know what you think. Shul stopped suddenly, and Saf almost didn't stop and hit him on the back, "I'll tell you why I'm looking here, looking into my eyes, and then saying to me, you get out of here, I'm not going with you." Come, say it, as soon as you say it, I'll turn around and leave, never say a word of nonsense, just say it. ”
"I, I, I, you, you, you ......" Saf finally dared to speak for the third time in front of Shuer, but unfortunately, Ai Ai tried for a long time, but he still didn't have the courage to say no.
"Look, you know what I'm supposed to be, after observing for so long, I guess I know you better than you do, as I said yesterday, you don't refuse anyone, and even if you do, it's useless, because you don't have the courage to refuse anyone's request. This time, Shul didn't turn around and leave without giving Save a chance to refute, but completely stopped on the crowded street, but, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, he subtly blocked between the street and Saf, isolating a relatively closed space for her, "With this, I know how to calculate you." ”
"When I was in my hometown, there were many times more people I counted every year than you had seen in the library in the past few years, do you think I might as well let you escape? I have guessed in advance every word of rejection you may say, whether it is weak or tough, reasonable or unreasonable, I have a countermeasure for every sentence, even if you say it, it is useless, not to mention that you dare not say it at all. ”
"Am I wrong? Moreover, are you really ready to refuse no matter what? No, hehe, in fact, you have subconsciously given up on refusal, and habitually choose to obey. ”
"Actually glaring at me, even if you have beautiful eyes, I can't take my eyes off, what, think what I said is wrong? Okay, then let me ask you, have you said hello from the library, how long have you been off? I calculate, it should be a month, yes, what kind of eyes are you, I'm not a monster, I'm just a normal human being. ”
Where are you normal, you are a monster, and normal people who will be like you can guess even a month. Speechless, Saf only felt that her mind was very chaotic and chaotic, and the most important thing to do now was to run away, the problem was that Shuer's seemingly considerate position before just blocked her escape path, so that she could only face everything that happened in front of her.
"Why do you want to take a leave of absence? Don't you want to say no? There's no need to take a leave of absence. Shuer's demeanor looked gentle and gentlemanly, but every word pierced Saf's heart, "Because you think that if you don't succeed in refusing, then you can only follow, so it's better to say hello in advance." Oh, that's right, look at you again, there is a bulge under the robe, leather armor inside, a heavy sword on the back, and that backpack, which contains simple travel supplies. You don't have to check, the backpack is well tied, I didn't see it, I guessed it. ”
"Your will to refuse is really so strong, you won't do it, but you have long been accustomed to obedience, so you will subconsciously do these things. You can see that I mean to you and won't hurt you, and your instincts are still very sharp at this point, so you just give up struggling, and there's nothing wrong with going out with me. ”
This time, Saf didn't try to refuse, just bit his lip tightly and stared straight at Shure, big tears sliding down his cheeks.
"Don't cry, crying is just a way to express feelings, not a way to solve a problem, uh, not a conventional method to be exact, it is undeniable that tears are indeed an out-of-specification weapon, and they can be very effective in solving problems under special circumstances, but unfortunately, it is not now, and tears are useless now. ”
The weak face, beautiful eyes, and crystal tears are enough to melt people's hearts, but they have no effect on Xiu'er.
Hmm, maybe...... There is a role.
"Out of the way, it's time to say something tactful to appease you, and see, that's how to persuade someone of your character. Shure didn't hide his intentions at all, and spread everything out in front of Saf, "These days, you have actually regarded me as the only friend outside the temple of knowledge, so I feel that I should treat you like a qualified friend. ”
"I don't know what you've been through before to develop your current twisted character, but it's okay, since you're a friend, I'll face it with you, and it's useless for you to refuse. ”
"I know how aggrieved you are right now, you understand your weaknesses, so you've been working hard, trying to stop being submissive to others, trying to make your own decisions, arranging everything by yourself, having an independent personality. Before that, you should have felt that it was quite effective, but unfortunately, today I completely tore open your wounds and let you see the bloody facts. You cry not because I hurt you, but because you finally realized that your years of hard work were meaningless, and you were still the same weak ...... Uh, what's your name? ”
"Saf. ”
"Well, I know, I'm just deliberately teasing you. ”
The girl began to seriously consider whether to pull out the giant sword from her back and give it to his head.
"Haven't you noticed? You have spoken a complete sentence to me, do you know what that means? It means that I have torn through your defenses, and you have lost the ability to resist before me. ”
Saf didn't retort, but his face turned pale.
"Actually, you want to have an independent personality, you want to decide everything for yourself, and as a friend, I absolutely support it. Shure suddenly leaned forward, reached out against the wall, put his face in front of Saf, looked her in the eyes, and asked word by word, "But will you?"
"Do you know how to think about judgments, what is good for you and what is bad for you? Unfortunately, you don't know, it's a blank slate for you, and you can only rely on your intuition right now. Do you know how to get an independent personality? Unfortunately, you don't know, you're just instinctively resisting. Further, do you know what constitutes an independent personality? Unfortunately, you don't know that. The problem is that you don't even know what an independent personality is, what have you been trying to do all these years, has it been in vain?"
Saf's face had completely lost its color.
"Actually, your situation is interesting, and if possible, I'd love to stay out and watch you go all the way to despair and eventually collapse, and at that point, maybe you'll go completely crazy. Shure's voice was low, mixed with the hot breath that swept into the girl's ears, like a demon's seductive whisper, "But alas, I see feelings in your eyes, and you regard me as a friend." In this way, if I continue to sit idly by, I will feel guilty, and I have no choice but to help you. ”
"However, if you want to regain your independent personality, you must rely on your own efforts, others only tell you their experience, and you have to rely on yourself to find your own way, I can't help you in this regard, I can only give a little advice. Another thing I can help you with is that before you learn how to regain your independence, I will make the decision for you, and if the decision goes against your will, I will give you an analysis of the pros and cons of doing so until you can accept it. I will not force you to do what to do, as I did this time, but put the good and the bad in front of you for you to choose. ”
"It's my way of showing friendship, if you're willing to accept it, show it, and if you want to say no, then don't react, so you should know my sincerity. ”
Yes, silence represents acceptance or rejection is a completely different matter, especially for people who don't know how to say no.
Saf was not stupid, of course she understood the difference, and after biting her lip and being silent for a long time, she finally showed an expression of giving up everything, and nodded imperceptibly.
"Heh, then, I hope we have a happy cooperation in the future. Shul suddenly moved a little closer, his nose almost touched the tip of Saf's nose, and the hot breath exhaled from his mouth made the girl's heart beat violently, "Now let me teach you the first lesson, what should a normal and independent personality do at this time? The most normal reaction is to slap me in the face, and then say, get out." Unfortunately, you can't do it, can you, Sasa. ”
The distance was getting closer, the heart was beating faster and faster, the lips were shaking violently, and the girl's brain was blank.
"Alright, the lesson is over, hahaha. Shuer suddenly took a step back and patted the girl's shoulder familiarly, "You seem to be looking forward to it, what are you expecting?"
Saf's pale face suddenly became bloodshot and red, and his hand subconsciously shook the hilt of the sword behind his back.
"Hahaha, just kidding, don't mind, don't mind. Fortunately, Shuer laughed in time and held the girl's impulsive hand, and simply didn't let go, but held hands and strode forward, "This time it's really time is running out, it's all your fault, hurry up." ”