5. Lick each other

Next.

The little palace maid Shui Xiulai said goodbye, but just said something like "You followed the queen, and you have soared from now on".

Her tone wasn't sour, either.

After all, in this deep palace, the eunuchs and palace maids are like duckweed, which one can make their own decisions?

Shui Xiu knew that with Xia Bai's peerless appearance, it was impossible for her to possess it all the time, but it was only a day, and she just had some regrets.

However, if you have it, it is enough.

This little palace maid who obviously hid a story naturally didn't dare to invite Xia Bai to eat together, and the personal eunuch appointed by the queen was no longer something that a little palace maid of her level could touch.

And Xia Bai didn't have a deep friendship with her, so he smiled, and stood on her side in the corridor of light yellow tones in early autumn, which was regarded as saying goodbye.

Then they parted ways, and from then on they were like familiar passers-by.

When passing through the Floating Life Hall again, Xia Bai slowed down intentionally or unintentionally.

But there was no more sound of the gentleman in the hall, only the little emperor was giggling and the eunuchs were scuffling, and the things that should be talked about last time had been almost discussed.

It's just that because of the arrival of the queen, I didn't be able to hear the following.

Xia Bai didn't care, he didn't have much loyalty to the royal family, and he didn't intend to fight between good and evil.

All he longed for was to explore this martial arts, looking forward to the day when he would be able to shatter the void and go, see the clouds and mist, and look down on the world like an immortal out of the dust.

In that way, the inferiority complex and pain hidden in his heart may be alleviated a little.

As for his life experience, and why he can't remember anything before he was three years old, he has no intention of delving into it, what if he finds out his parents who gave birth to him and abandoned him?

Two complaints?

Or painfully ask why you abandoned him, and then let go of your suspicions, hug your head and cry?

Or tell them that since they can't let themselves live a normal life, why do they have to give birth to him and kill them to relieve their hatred?

Or is he involved in what is wrong again, being used as a shackle by the so-called family affection, and using his current martial arts to do those things that should not be on his back?

Xia Bai couldn't even remember the appearance of his parents clearly, just a very vague mass of fragments with quarrels, and he vaguely remembered that a man and a woman once held his hands and walked on the empty ground.

The blood-colored brilliance cast three shadows, and he jumped and danced, like an ordinary child, with simple happiness.

These images are very blurry.

From the moment he had a clear impression, it was with an old eunuch who guarded the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion.

The old eunuch was not good to him, but he did teach him some rules in the palace, as well as the precautions for taking care of this scripture pavilion.

Then when he went out, the old eunuch was inexplicably implicated in the fire of the rivers and lakes, and died, so he took over this position and stayed for more than ten years.

In the past ten years, it may have been a happy childhood for others, but it is a process of habit for him.

Every time he bathed, the shame of being a eunuch was like a poison mixed with flames, burning in his heart, and if there was no one, he would even fall to his knees in the dark, clutching his hair tightly, in great pain.

I don't know how many times I've cried, how many times I've wailed weakly.

Until he became numb and cried blood, he became indifferent, accepted, and got used to it.

And that despair and pain have not diminished in the slightest, but are deeply engraved in the depths of his soul, and there will be no salvation again!

Xia Bai has always had low self-esteem, he feels that his body is dirty, ugly, and deformed.

And living in the palace since childhood, Xia Bai is also not interested in going to the rivers and lakes.

He just thought and hoped that if one day he could ride the sword qi of thousands of miles and break through the sky and overlook the rolling red dust, then all the pain that this world had given him could be forgotten, right?

Therefore, he practiced the Sword Book recorded in the strange former Pilgrim Sword Saint's Codex all the time, and the Sword Saint, he also tried to find out who his surname was, but it was to no avail, because no one knew.

The history of the first half of the previous dynasty is also a mystery, maybe some secrets inherited at the top of the royal family, and I am not qualified to know it at this level, right?

Now that the queen has called him to go, perhaps he can get more information.

After all, Xia Bai wanted to find out whether it was possible for this so-called Dao De Jing to fulfill his wish to shatter the void.

Three days later.

The little eunuch dressed in white was standing in the courtyard of the Mingyue Palace.

The queen doesn't drink tea, and on the green jade table, there is a pot of wine, two wine glasses, and the mouth of the pot is wafting out a little white gas, which seems to be boiled wine.

The weather is cold in the north, and it begins to be cold in early autumn, and at this time, the moon is gradually perfect, and the Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, which adds a bit of gloom.

The queen boils wine to ward off the cold, and the second is naturally good wine, otherwise it is the same to drink some hot tea.

"Sit down. The ram was slightly drunk, his cheeks were faintly red, and he lazily pointed to the stone bench separated from him by the green jade table.

Xia Bai sat down directly.

"Do you know why this palace wants you to be a personal eunuch?" asked the ram Xiaoqian straight to the point.

Xia Bai narrowed his eyes.

If you say that because I am beautiful, because I am like a woman, tomorrow this big week will be without the mother of the country.

Ram Xiaoqian didn't know that he had already walked in the Ghost Gate, but he smiled slightly and leaned his face over, and said softly: "Because this palace thinks that you are different from other minions."

Although you bow down to say goodbye, but this palace thinks that you are hunched and stand more straight than others, this is arrogance, engraved in your bones, you can't learn it, you can't imitate it.

Hongu likes it. ”

The queen is obviously hypocritical to the extreme, obviously because this young eunuch is dressed in white and has a peerless appearance, if it is a daughter, I am afraid that it is a real red face and trouble, which can disrupt the society and destroy the common people.

The ram said softly: "The flattery of the slave is only loved by the laity, and the palace listens to it every day, and the ears that listen to it are calloused."

Out of the door of this Mingyue Palace, this palace is the queen, but in this gate, this palace wants to have someone who can really talk and chat like a friend.

Hongu thinks you are, so I called you, are you?"

Xia Bai thought about it and felt that he was not so sentimental or so boring, so he shook his head calmly: "I'm not." ”

The ram laughed and laughed wildly, "You still say you're not? You still say you're not? Which slave dares to say no in front of this palace?"

Xia Baiqi said: "Then what if I answer yes?"

Like a fox, the ram grinned wide, revealing two small tiger teeth.

She looks at people, and what a person says may be fake, but this person's actions and expressions can't be faked.

The white-clothed eunuch in front of him, even if he was hunched, was still an outstanding arrogance.

Even if those eyes seem gentle and submissive, they can't hide the indifference in them.

So whether he said yes or no, the queen felt that he was.

Of course, if the eunuch in front of him is extremely ugly, or his appearance is often constant, the queen doesn't care if he is arrogant or not.

But now, Ram Xiaoqian doesn't mention her appearance, she only talks about arrogance and appreciation.

This is the art of speaking for the powerful.

The Empress clearly knows this.

This hypocrisy also saved her life.

The ram carried the pot and poured a full glass of wine for the new "friend", "Have a drink." ”

Xia Bai shook his head: "I haven't drunk it." ”

"I don't want to drink it until I haven't drunk it... When Hongu was a child, he went out with his father to go out to practice, and at that time we were ambushed, and when it was cold, we were lying in the snow, and there were all searching enemies around, so my father gave me the sake jug and let me take a sip.

Hongu will never forget the feeling of the liquor burning the internal organs, warm, scorching, even the snow on the body has melted, and the hands and feet have warmed, and that big sip of the liquor has really saved the life of the mourning family.

I've loved this stuff ever since.,Xiaobai, you can try it.。 ”

Ram Xiaoqian quickly used the title to shorten the distance between him and the "friend" in front of him.

Xia Bai felt her kindness, and she was the queen, and she was a personal eunuch, so there was no reason not to drink like this, so she picked up the green jade wine glass, looked at the warm, amber wine, and drank it all.

The spicy sensation surrounds the tip of the tongue, followed by a warm sensation that rises from the bottom of the heart.

This wine is strong!

But Xia Bai didn't know.

He felt that this kind of warmth made him seem to have miraculously alleviated the inferiority complex and pain in his heart.

"How?" the queen leaned over and looked at him.

This look is so perfect...

Ram Xiaoqian sighed in his heart, but because he was not a woman, he couldn't give birth to any jealousy.

Xia Bai said gently: "Queen Mother, every time you drink in the future, please call me." ”

The queen laughed like a little fox, because the palace maids were driven out by her, so she did it herself, directly brought a jar of wine, and said with a pride of the rivers and lakes and the military: "Mingyue Palace, the wine is enough!"