CHAPTER XLV
When she went to bed at night, Yuan'er smiled and said, "You bury your head in the quilt and sleep, and you're not afraid of suffocation!" She suddenly sighed and pulled down the quilt covering my face, "Ah Jin, you can't find a single one of your looks in the entire nine days." Although you are a mortal now, you have very high qualifications, but you can cultivate the immortal body in a few decades. You are so good, even Changjun is not worthy of you. If you are willing, the immortal officials of the Nine Heavens will immediately queue up for dozens of miles to wait for you to choose. Why don't you bother to see it like this!"
I know that Yuan'er has always been by my side, and he has been comforting me in a different way. I blinked and said, "It's not that I can't see it, I just don't know how to look at it." ”
I was silent for a while, and then said, "I just don't understand why Senior Brother said he liked me while begging the Heavenly Monarch to marry someone else...... I don't know which side of his heart is sincere and which side is false. ”
“......”
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It's early spring in the blink of an eye. I sat alone in the pavilion at the west end of the canteen and painted, painting the landscapes that Master Qingxu had always loved. After such a long time, the pen is a little rusty. The painting is not very good, but if Master Qingxu sees it, he will definitely pick a good one to praise me.
I miss Master Qingxu.
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I put away the painting utensils, walked slowly from the corridor of ancient wood agarwood, and when I looked up, I saw that at the bend of the corridor in front of me, a familiar figure suddenly smashed into my eyes, and my body shook, but I secretly gritted my teeth and straightened my back.
The two of us were separated by a long corridor, and neither of us took a step forward, and neither of us was the first to leave. But in the end, someone has to be the first to take the lead, either forward or backward. Finally, it was he who came first.
He had a hard time, and I was anxiously waiting. I made up my mind that I would ask him personally no matter what.
“...... Why?"
After pondering for a long time, he spoke, "My father was the elder brother of the previous Heavenly Monarch. At that time, the evil spirit and ghost clan ambushed and fought, and my uncle Zhong was seriously injured, and when he was about to be feathered, he wanted to pass on the Nine Heavens Monarchy to me, but in the end, it was not me who sat on the Nine Heavens Supreme Throne.
For thousands of years, the Heavenly Monarch has always regarded me as a thorn in the flesh...... I had to sacrifice everything I didn't want to sacrifice, and I had to accept everything I didn't want in order to earn some of his trust. Ah Jin...... Do you probably understand?"
The face that always smiled and spoke gently to me in my memory seemed to become strange all of a sudden. I looked at him for a long time and pulled out a smile, "You have always been so good to me, and then you can like me, which makes me very happy." I have tasted love with you for the first time, and I am full of sincerity to you. Now that you suddenly don't want me, do you expect me to smile and understand you?"
"Ah Jin, from beginning to end, all I want is you. ”
"You look me in the eye and say the oath, and you say it again to another person. Don't you feel tired?...... What you want most is probably your status. ”
"......" felt bitter and sad in his heart, and for a moment, he wished that time would be turned back, and he hoped that he had never asked the Heavenly Monarch for such a purpose. Suddenly, he thought of what Yuntian had said to him that day—
"For thousands of years, my family and I have served you with our heads in our hands. What is great, what is important, what should be abandoned, what should be abandoned...... Yanhua, you know better than I do. ”
He had never been so powerless.
"Ah Jin, are you willing to wait for me? When my foundation is deep, I will definitely come to marry you!
When I heard this, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, along with tears. "Changjun, are you joking?" I wiped my tears and said, "Originally, I was immature and couldn't see too clearly, but now I can see that you and I are really not suitable, and since they are not suitable, it will be broken earlier." ”
“......”
I turned and walked a few steps, and suddenly I remembered something that had not been done. Turning back a few steps, he took out the two bottles of wine from the Ingari, "This was originally meant to be a birthday gift for you, the bottles are for Master Xiaolian, and the wine in them is from me...... Originally, I didn't know what kind of wine the silver leaf bamboo wine was, and I thought it was very precious, and I wanted to give it to you happily. Later, when Senior Brother Xingshui saw it, he told me that it was a silver leaf bamboo wine from the West Sea, and it is said that this wine also has a sad name - 'Broken Love Wine'. I haven't dared to give it to you since I found out. ”
It turns out that this silver-leaved bamboo has always grown alone in the wilderness by the West Sea, never growing with other plants, and it is the growth habit of not seeing flowers when there are leaves, and not seeing leaves when flowers bloom, so some people call it broken love bamboo, and the wine produced is naturally also a broken love wine.
I smiled coldly and put the two bottles of wine into the arms of the senior brother, "Now it seems that it is the most suitable gift to you for Changjun." ”
Senior Brother's face turned pale, and he only called out to me with difficulty, "Ah Jin......" and then couldn't say anything.
He looked at Ah Jin's back and turned around the corner of the corridor, walking farther and farther. From now on, I'm afraid that no one can call him 'senior brother' so happily.
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At night, Tete avoided others and sat on the roof alone with a jar of wine facing Leng Yue's injury. During this period of time, I overheard Senior Sister Qin Yuan saying to Senior Sister Yaojin in private that she had pity on me. I remembered that they used to laugh at me when they used to deal with me, but they didn't make me feel very uncomfortable, and I didn't care much. What I fear is that they sympathize with me, and the more they sympathize with me, the more sad I feel.
"A person holding wine and drinking, and not afraid of dying?" The slightly smiling voice opened a hole in the cold night of early spring, like a light, like a fire.
I looked sideways, and he was coming from not far away, dressed in a Moran robe that seemed to hide him into the night. The cold moonlight pulled a long shadow on his side, and spread diagonally, overlapping with the shadow on my side. I looked away and smiled at the night, "Master Xiaolian is here to beg for a drink?"
"The night is still so long, and Rev is thick, so it's okay to warm up with a drink. He sat down short, took the jar of wine she was holding in her arms, raised his head and took a sip, and said slowly, "The more you care, the more torture you will be." ”
I looked at the smile on his lips and into his eyes. In the amber eyes, I saw myself. The wound that he had tried so hard to cover in his heart had not yet scabbed, and there was nothing to hide from him. I glared at him, snatched the wine out of his hand, and took a few sips.
"If you can solve the love calamity, why do you need jade elixir to solve your worries?" Seeing that she only drank wine, she paused, and said, "Have you seen him?"
“...... Those two bottles of wine were given to him. ”
Hearing this, his eyebrows raised slightly, a meaningful light flashed in his eyes, and he smiled, "It really can't be wasted." ”
"You already knew, didn't you?!" Otherwise, Master Xiaolian wouldn't have brought this wine to me to send it. "Why didn't you tell me when you knew it for a long time?" tears poured down and could no longer be hidden, "if so...... If someone had come to me before I had fallen in love with him, 'You have no end'...... Then my heart will be relieved, and it will not be as hurt and painful as it is today. Why? Why didn't anyone come and tell me sooner?"
Looking at Ah Jin like this, Xiao Lian's mind was blank for a moment. He had always known that she liked Yanhua, but he didn't expect her to like it so much. Suddenly a spurt of annoyance swelled up in his heart, and this annoyance gave rise to a lot of jealousy. Can't stop it, can't stop it.
He drank with her all night and accompanied her to blow the cold wind all night. It was not until the wine had ceased that she had become drunk that she was sent back to the house.
"Brother Xiaolian?" Yuan'er rubbed her sleepy eyes and saw her brother carrying Ah Jin into the house.
"She was drunk. ”
She saw her brother gently put Ah Jin on the bed, took off her shoes and socks for her, and took off her coat for her. But the elder brother ignored him, and stubbornly covered Ah Jin's quilt carefully before leaving.
She looked at the sleeping Ah Jin and sighed, "I don't know how many people have been hurt in this emotional injury." ”
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In the summer, the elder brother finally married Cai Kite, the daughter of the prime minister who was 'made in heaven' with him, and now, he can 'admire and love every day'.
On the day they got married, I practiced martial arts as usual, from morning to night. Dusk finally lasted into the night, and the night finally fell asleep, until the next morning light faded. I'm waiting for time to pass, I'm counting on time to pass. Hoping that it will take away the man I have been thinking about sooner rather than later.
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"The wind and waves in the North Sea have been particularly calm these days, and it is very suitable for going into the water, so I don't think it is better to go to the sea today to find Qingxu. In the garden behind the Huaguang Palace, a lot of Muluan trees are planted, the autumn and summer flowers are gone, there are many capsules hanging on the trees, and the dense turns are tired of the whole branch, the color is gorgeous, like a colorful lantern. Master Xiaolian sat under the tree, fiddling with an octagonal-shaped copper plate treasure in his hand. This treasure is the one that was found in the past when the green mountains went down the mountain. There were many inscriptions on it that I couldn't read, and each of them was embedded with a fine bead of gemstone that flowed with multicolored fluorescence.
"Can you find Master Qingxu with this magic weapon?" I asked anxiously.
"This kind of magic plate must be arranged in front of the stars and moons in order to find out the general direction. ”
I originally thought that Master Qingxu was not at the bottom of Qingxu Mountain, and if you follow this mountain, you will be able to find it if you look around the bottom of the sea, so why do you need magic weapons to find it? But Master Xiaolian said that there is a bottomless mountain meridian at the bottom of this sea, which was connected to the Void Clear Realm in ancient times, and many fallen immortals were trapped in it. Now there is a vicious beast trapped again, I don't know if it is because of the battle between Master Qingxu and the evil beast, the airspace that has led to the void realm since ancient times has collapsed, and I am afraid that there is still a gap when it collapses, otherwise this seabed will not suddenly roll like this, a mess. In this way, if you rush to the sea without the guidance of the octagonal copper Luo magic plate, even if you follow the root of the mountain to find it, you will be affected by the evil qi drilled out of the Void Clear Realm, and you will not be able to find it.