What Jin Dongzi refers to in his words Lu Yi is very clear, that is, when Jin Dong's descendants Zhengshan Li Donghua and the three of them forced Lu Yi to worship the psychic demon lord and his wife as teachers.

However, although Lu Yi was very resistant back then, after so many years, Lu Yi has benefited a lot from this matter, and even the tortoise shell that has always disrecognized him has saved his life, so Lu Yi actually doesn't mind much anymore.

Lu Yi took a sip of the glass of wine, put the cup on the table, and said to Jin Dongzi: "Actually, I have been very confused over the years, I can't understand many things, some of the decisions I thought I made were very smart, and with the passage of time and my gradual growth, I felt that I was still too naïve, I was too self-righteous back then, and I hurt many good brothers, so that they suffered in vain and even took their lives for this, I really feel guilty." The only thing I've had over the years is to protect my family and my friends, and not let them be hurt and suffered, and I don't have time to think about anything else now. What I've done over the years, except for trying to improve myself quickly, has all been based on this theme. Master, you also know that the fortune of the apprentice is indeed good, I have experienced many things that ordinary people cannot imagine over the years, and I have also gained great opportunities from them, and I have also suffered a lot, and even experienced the disaster of scattering gong, and I was once forced by a strong enemy to have to change my face incognito. Therefore, I have always thought that I was bullied because I was not strong enough to better protect my relatives and because I was too weak. I tried my best to improve myself, but I was always delayed by such and such things, and I was also very tired of this, and I wished I could hide myself in a place where no one could find me to cultivate with peace of mind, but it often backfired, and I was constantly approached by things, such as this time when I came to the Chaos Sea. I gradually came to understand that, as Master said, I am a bearer of great luck, so God will definitely arrange many tests for me to temper my will, exercise my resilience, and polish my character. If I can't handle the pressure, I'm going to be eliminated, and if I can successfully complete the test, I'm going to improve a lot. However, why is this kind of test always endless? Hardly give me a chance to breathe, so I can't be lazy, this is too tricky, right?! This time, after completing this trip to the Chaos Sea, I really need to go back and arrange my own affairs, the trip to the Chaos Sea made me feel unprecedented pressure, the demon invasion is imminent, and it will really be too late if I don't make the final layout adjustment. I've made up my mind that no matter what happens in the future, I won't pay attention to it, I want to settle my family and friends first and then improve myself, waiting for the demon clan to attack. Lu Yi has not told the grievances in his heart to outsiders for many years, mainly because he has not met someone to confide in.

Jin Dongzi is second only to his father Lu Feng in terms of paternal relationship with Lu Yi, and even Lu Yi is not so open in front of Lu Feng here in Jin Dongzi, and complaining to Jin Dongzi Lu Yi has no scruples at all, and can completely open his heart.

Lu Yi held back his words for a long time, and finally said them today, after he finished speaking, he also felt a sense of relaxation, quite a sense of prostration after using all his strength, he spread it out on the chair, and he didn't want to speak anymore and was unable to speak.

Looking at the aggrieved look of his beloved disciple, Jin Dongzi patted Lu Yi's palm on the table very lovingly,

"Fool, do you feel that you have suffered too many grievances? Life is not satisfactory enough? But do you know that your experience is what many monks dream of but can't ask for? Although there is an old saying that 'Heaven rewards hard work', in fact, this is just to motivate those fools. Looking at the entire continent, which successful person is not helped by such and such opportunities? Relying on oneself to blindly immerse oneself in hard training is tantamount to working behind closed doors. You see as a teacher, if it weren't for that secret journey back then, and the inheritance of the psychic demon lord and his wife, how could I have today's formation attainments? If it weren't for the old chicken woman who deliberately made it difficult for me, how could I wake up and jump out of the realm of the spirit under the pressure?"

"Master, I know this, I'm not talking about this, I'm saying, I have too many opportunities and tests, and I have gained so much, I don't have the time to sort out and digest what I have gained, I really have too many things to digest, but I don't have such time! I feel like I'm being pushed behind by an invisible hand, which doesn't give me the opportunity to spend my time freely, so that I can't do what I think is important. How can I get rid of it?" Lu Yi said urgently.

Others are worried that there is no chance, but he is good, he is worried that there are too many opportunities, and he is worried that he has no time to digest these opportunities, if outsiders listen to it, they can't hate him to death.