Chapter 2250: By God's Side
Chapter 2250
"It's been trained!" Ye Zhenzhen raised her hand and lifted the hair that was blocking her eyes, her eyes were a little complicated.
She couldn't tell who had trained her, was it the ones she had almost forgotten their names? They had pushed themselves into a desperate situation again and again, and then she tried to minimize her presence, shouting it out in the dark, as if she were practicing a counter-killing plot on some occasion.
What has been suppressed in the bottom of the heart for too long, once it finds an outlet for catharsis, it is easy to break in. So this feeling doesn't need to be practiced at all now, and she can naturally do it when the feelings come.
Or, perhaps, it was Lin Xiafan who let him do this. He never taught himself how to survive in these situations, he just threw this battlefield to himself, and then watched the play by himself, and set up a few levels for her from time to time. She worked hard to break through, and then for his faint and almost emotionless "not bad".
"Is it hard, by Lin Xiafan's side?" Chen Tianying didn't look at her, because even if she didn't look at her, she could know Ye Zhenzhen's expression at the moment, because those things were more or less similar to her own.
It's just that Ye Zhenzhen met Lin Xiafan, and she was able to come through the hardships, and she was always carried by herself, even if she met Wen Yang, the man she loved tried his best to tear his heart apart, even if she acted indifferent, but in the dead of night, her heart would still be so painful that she couldn't breathe.
Ye Zhenzhen endured some things that she couldn't bear, and now she didn't want to endure it, she could tell Lin Xiafan directly, and even lose her temper, and then shamelessly try to please him. And I can't, I can't find the person who can let my guard down, and even if there is, that person has always wanted to put himself to death.
She envied Ye Zhenzhen, was jealous of Ye Zhenzhen, and at the same time felt happy for her, she would never have to work so hard and be so sad in her future life.
"I don't know how to put it into words...... It may seem tiring to others, but ...... I don't think it's bitter, he knows how I feel, but he still pretends not to know, which makes me feel less nervous and more relaxed, you know? ”
Ye Zhenzhen stopped and looked at the door of the office not far away, there was a man who had always spoiled him in the door, but he was just spoiled and would not pay more. Sometimes it can even be said that he is ruthless, but she finds something warm under his cold expression.
Chen Tianying stood side by side with her, looking at the place she was looking at. She didn't know Lin Xiafan, even if she asked Su Tao to find information about him, but there were only a few strokes on the small piece of paper, almost as if nothing was said, her impression of him was still stuck at the beginning He looked at them with a cold expression, provoking and letting them at the same time, this feeling of everything in his hands.
Both of them leaned against the side of the aisle, looking at the tiles under their feet that could almost be used as mirrors, and both fell silent.
Each has something on his mind, not that he can't say it, but that they don't want to mention it if they say too much. Lin Xiafan sat in front of the computer, he knew that Ye Zhenzhen was not far away, but he was waiting there quietly, he would not take the initiative to go out, he would not take the initiative to approach a person, not that he didn't dare, but he didn't want to.
Rongguang must be angry now, and he is racking his brains to eat the Ye family alive. But it just so happened that Lin Xiafan reached an agreement with Wen Yang before hanging up the phone, and Ye Zhenzhen didn't have to worry about these things, she just had to do what she could handle.
"Let's go, don't stand here, I'm not much older than you, but I think you're brave enough to say your feelings, and I didn't say anything, and he pretended not to know, so you're lucky, in every way. ”
Chen Tianying moved her ankles, and she was a little tired after standing in high heels for a long time. In fact, she doesn't like to wear high heels, but for some purposes, she forced herself to do a lot of things she didn't like, and then met Wen Yang, no, she should have met Wen Yang, she gradually felt that it was a very beautiful thing to dress up for the person she liked, even now, she has given up what she insists on.
In fact, she knew that Wen Yang returned to China with a purpose, appeared with a purpose, deliberately dangled in front of her several times, and then noticed him, but she was firmly trapped by him because of this.
Perhaps, from the beginning, what trapped me was tangled and warm feelings, wanting to love but not daring to speak, deceiving myself and others, and finally fulfilling others and hurting myself to the fullest.
Now I will never open my heart to accept anyone. Chen Tianying raised her head, she felt that the corners of her eyes were a little moist, blinked, and finally nothing, just like once on a drunken night, those beautiful illusions were all shattered when the morning came.
"Actually...... I'm not as calm and happy as I seem. Ye Zhenzhen turned her head to look at her.
"There always seemed to be something inexplicable between me and him. Who exactly we're drawing a line can't seem to be said now, I don't want to love him so much, he doesn't want me to be so close to him. I don't know if he loves it or not, so I'm scared, but he's so good at playing, I'm always the one who loses, no matter what. Ye Zhenzhen raised her head, her eyes were already red.
Lin Xiafan will not give her the kind of warm comfort that belongs to men and women, she has now begun to learn not to expect the kind of little warmth that only those two people will have, Lin Xiafan will accompany her if she wants, if he doesn't want to play, she is not reluctant, she does not force herself, nor does she force Lin Xiafan.
The two people's efforts are inherently unfair, Lin Xiafan has something he can't imagine, and none of the things he is holding in his hand now are given by him, and now talking to Lin Xiafan about fairness is as ridiculous as saying that the sun will come out of the west.
"Don't think too much, you just need to know, just remember that you Ye Zhenzhen is now the boss of the Ye family and Lin Xiafan's girlfriend, that's enough, the more things you want, the more tired you are. But...... After being together for a long time, many times you will unnaturally pursue and ask for things that are not real, which is almost unconscious, but you are looking forward to it. ”
Chen Tianying took the initiative to walk forward, almost talking to herself, but Ye Zhenzhen knew that it was like a piece of advice, and she didn't want her life to be as uncomfortable as her.
(End of chapter)