Leaning idly on the side of the carriage, Xunchen looked at the sky in the infinite distance, in a daze.

The gray sky at infinity is not only like an eternal Iron Curtain, but also like a giant beast that chooses people to devour, which makes people feel a sense of fear from the heart.

Xun Chen gently put his palm on his chest, his eyes were still a little dazed, his heart was so empty that it was terrifying, and it was like all kinds of emotions competing to prove it, fighting with each other, making his heart like a failed medicine furnace, and as if he was standing in a darkness, all kinds of chains wrapped himself from head to toe, he wanted to struggle, but at the same time he knew that if he had to struggle...... It's going to be like that.

The boredom in my heart is like a ball of tangled silk, like a messy silk thread, and it seems that there is a pair of hands pulling the ends of the silk thread harder, making them wrap tighter, this feeling makes Xun Chen upset.

Xun Chen looked sideways, looked at the bonfire on the side, the flames were crackling and burning, and the little sparks kept popping out, on the side, Light Trace was cultivating cross-legged over there, not far away, Wenyu and Lu Yi were also cultivating cross-legged, and it seemed that only they had nothing to do around, and could only watch the flames of the bonfire shine on their faces.

Sighing softly, he turned around and walked outside, he had just walked for a while, when suddenly a hoarse voice sounded on the side: "What do you want?"

Xunchen was stunned, turned his head to look, and saw the boundless, a gray dress has been baptized by the years, the face is still intertwined with faint scars, the brown eyes are like charcoal fire, and like amber buried for many years, it has a sense of history, Xunchen knows that this senior in front of him must be a person who has experienced a lot.

Xun Chen saluted lightly and said, "Senior......"

Wuya waved his hand casually and said, "You don't have to call me senior, there is no so-called seniority in my eyes, you can call me Wuya directly." ”

Xun Chen whispered softly: "Boundless ......" then turned his head to look at the twilight sky that began to change from gray to gray-black, sighed, and said: "Boundless, my heart ...... It's messy. ”

With a move behind his back, a large stone rose out of thin air on the ground, leaning on the stone casually, and asked, "Why is it messy?" ”

Xun Chen glanced at the stone, sat down on the stone, and said, "I found out...... I became more and more unable to understand myself, who I really am...... During my time in Liucheng, I had never wantonly killed living beings, but I did not hesitate to kill wolves in that jungle. ”

Wuya directly interrupted and said, "You are doing it to protect yourself." ”

Xunchen shook his head, and said a little dazedly: "No, it's the mentality, my heart at that time seemed to be completely ruled by one thing, it's ridiculous, when I was a child, I didn't dare to look at it when the cook killed the chicken, I was afraid to see a living creature from struggling hard to hanging down his hands and feet and no longer moving, but...... At that time, I didn't feel that my killing was wrong, on the contrary, I had a cathartic feeling......" Xun Chen suddenly smiled bitterly and said, "Or ...... Pleasure. ”

Xun Chen sighed and said, "This shouldn't be me, I won't be like this, I still know this." ”

Wuya didn't speak, quietly, and said softly after Xun Chen's words: "I'm listening." ”

Xun Chen nodded and continued: "And...... I had some fears about the road ahead, I never believed in fate, but it seemed that there really was such a thing, after coming out of Liucheng, it seemed that all my actions were controlled by others, and Yincheng even told me that two hundred years ago someone and his previous life said that I would come here. ”

Xun Chen frowned and continued: "This feeling...... It's terrible, I feel like I'm being controlled by someone else, I'm just someone else's puppet, this feeling is very uncomfortable. ”

Wuya nodded and said in a low voice, "Hmm." ”

Xun Chen was a little annoyed and continued: "And...... Since that time, I've always thought a lot, inexplicably sad, and ...... I felt my emotions becoming more and more pronounced, more and more ...... Not under your own control. ”

After that, Xunchen looked at the sky and stopped talking, Wuya glanced at Xunchen, and began to speak: "Some of these things you said, I can give you an answer, and some can't, you need to explore by yourself." ”

Wuya laughed and said, "What living being's fate is not predestined, isn't it death? Just like a person, he is in a desert, then he has only one choice, and that is to cross this desert, but he can choose the way to cross the desert, do you say he is free or not free?"

Xunchen was silent.

Wuya continued: "You don't have to think too much, yes, you are bound by something, but that can't be called fate, a person's destiny is not just controlled by others, by this day. You're just...... There's something that you have to do, and that's what you have to do, and now everything is just paving the way to accomplish that, and this paving process is under your own control, and what you do is not controlled by anybody, like you just said so much, did somebody control what you said? Did somebody order you have to say this or not say this?"

Boundless hoarse voice revealed his own calm, and then said: "Goal is not equal to fate, such as ...... I made up my mind that I had to go to someone, and I'm still looking for that person, but I didn't feel like my fate was in anyone's hands. ”

"As for your other questions... Let's keep going......"