Actually, I have been aware of my abnormality since December last year, I used to write slowly, and sometimes Kavin struggled to write, but no matter what, I felt pain and happiness in rushing to write. As long as I put my heart and soul into the story, I can clearly feel the joy that writing a story brings me.

But since December last year, writing is no longer a pleasure for me, I feel that every word and sentence I write can not satisfy me, and I even began to get tired of the stories I write, tired of the online literature industry.

This feeling began to increase in January of this year, often sitting in front of a computer for hours without getting a word out. Actually, I have an outline and a detailed outline, and I know very well how to write the next content, but I just can't write it. It's like there is water in the cistern, and the faucet is on, but I don't know where it is faulty, and it just can't get a drop of water.

Since January, my state has deteriorated, not only aversion to writing stories, but even self-loathing. And occasionally, I will have the idea of deleting all the original manuscripts, all outlines, and settings in the past nine years in the industry, and I want to smash the notebook and completely quit the online literature industry.

It wasn't until the end of February that I realized that I might have a mental problem, and then I contacted a psychologist introduced by a friend. Sure enough, the result of the diagnosis was mild depression, which is now being treated with medication.

I didn't want to talk about this matter, after all, this disease is a mental illness, and it doesn't sound good to say. But I always owe you an explanation for the update of these months, especially for those who really like the book "Monster Paradise". After thinking about it for a while, I decided to say it so that at least everyone would know what was going on and not wait for no reason.

Actually, I still don't know why I got this disease. But if you come here, you will be safe, I will try my best to overcome the disease, and I will try my best to write the story with my heart. Don't worry about me, I'm in a much better state now than I was in February. If it is updated, it may not be stable in this small half a month, and it should be better next month.

Well, that's all.

Finally, thank you for never giving up (* ̄) ̄)

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