To Natsume - after watching "Natsume's Friend's Account".

Natsume-sama, the sky is blue and the weather is good, so it should be the same for yours over there, right?

Natsume, I remember the first time I saw you, the gray sky and the song, your eyes stared quietly, I don't know where to look, and the song sang "It's such a look again... You purse your lips tightly. I was curious and concerned, and then, when the song sang "Pain, Wandering, Loneliness, Helplessness", I thought of your quiet eyes, which were empty and I didn't know where to look, as if I had quietly seen everything in this world, and at that time, I knew that you must have really experienced pain, hesitation, loneliness, and helplessness, and at the same time, I also knew that those experiences must not have knocked you down, "Whether it is good or bad in the future, it is a rare encounter." "This is a sentence you said after you met Sansan, so I know that the singer sang less about being strong and one less word about being gentle - gentle.

Guishi, I often wonder what kind of strong and soft heart can always insist on your kindness and consideration for others after so many misunderstandings, accusations, hesitations and loneliness, and I always admire you for such a person. They say you're a bit like a girl, a little weak, but I know that's not the case, you're strong, and I've also experienced loneliness, so I know how helpless that sense of hopelessness is, and how rare it is to be able to persevere in such loneliness. Nishimura told you, saying that if he had experienced everything you had experienced, he would have become a bad boy, and you said, if that's the case, I'm afraid no one would accept you, at that moment, there was silence in your lowered eyes, and I heard your sincere yearning for warmth, for such a yearning for light, happiness, and warmth, I like it.

Natsume, you are a good gentleman, but you have your principles, you are never excessively kind, you insist on your own right and wrong in principle, even if you are in the gap between demons and humans, the path you take should be to find common warmth in getting along with people and demons. "Whether it's a human or a youkai, as long as you have the same mind, it's the same. Recently, I've come to understand. "You are so principled, you are so persistent, when you know the function of the friend's account, you don't give it to Sansan, and you don't try to use it to control the youkai, on the contrary, you decide to give every name back to the youkai, even if you will suffer all the things you have feared again, at that time, Sansan said, "Okay, let me witness all this." You said, "Although there have been times of sorrow, there have been times of pain, and in the future, there may be times of sorrow and pain, but even so, I will not forget these precious times." Sometimes, I look at you and think of what the intermediate level said, "Yes, the stupid person is us, and we are always unconsciously attracted to him and willing to dedicate ourselves to him." "I used to think, perhaps, in the future, that my friend's account would be blown open by the wind, and there would be only a few left, and the ink-colored handwriting on them would be clear, and it would read: Spot, C, Intermediate...... There are countless traces of torn paper, and for you, every torn trace is a rare encounter. Of course, I often hope that your friend's account will never be torn up. You say, "Even if you don't have it today, maybe you will have it tomorrow, and the heart of faith is the most important thing." "I often smile at you who insist on kindness like this.

Natsume, you are gentle, you are so genuinely touching the people around you, you are so sensible, sometimes you even wronged yourself, you are so gentle, I feel distressed, "After being treated gently, I also want to be gentle." As long as there are people you want to meet, you will not be alone. "This world is so hard, and you are so soft, you often face the world with a smile, even if you are hurt, you will continue to smile at the world after being alone to heal the wounds, that is a kind of gentleness that often contains tolerance, kindness, understanding, comfort, so that you, the world of demons and people has been softened, and the gentleness has filled the hearts of countless people who have accompanied you, you have said: "Yes, I like it too." Gentleness, warmth, and the heart that is looking for something that attracts each other and trying to live, I like it very much. "Natsume, really, I like you, the whole person, the whole heart. Because, I am also attached to warmth, like gentle people, and happy to meet.

Natsu (Natsume Japanese), for such a you, companionship is always the thing that your heart desires the most. You are very lucky, Aunt Tazi, Uncle Fujiwara accompanies you, and more importantly, it is accompanied by Sansan Niangguchi, or rather, relying on, depending. "Quarrel with each other, but they care about each other, encourage each other, and show up to help you when you need it. It is also the strongest pillar of your soul when you don't need it. Perhaps, this is a best friend. "This is the best portrayal of the two of you, I remember at the beginning when Sansan told you that it is difficult for monsters and people to become friends, you asked it: "Sansan, then will you like me?" Sansan arrogantly said Er, but that night, when you went to snatch the bathrobe for the swallow to be able to turn into a human body for a short time, I saw Sansan's eyes flashed disdain, hesitation and unbearability, and finally Sansan still made a move, sweeping everything to help you win the bathrobe. I remember that after that, you and Sansan had a conflict, leaving each other, but still thinking of each other, maybe you don't know, Sansan in order to protect you after a big monster and a big monster fight, it once said, you are such a person, although weak, but will always do their best to protect the people around you. It arrogantly said that it despised a creature as weak as a human the most, but when you met again afterwards, it cried out, "Nazi. I could hear that it had been holding back for a long time, and it was very happy. "Once a person accepts the love of the other party, once he gives love, then this feeling is destined to be unforgettable. "What touched me the most was that when you encountered the solar and lunar eclipse, you became a child, forgot everything, and forgot about Sansan, and finally, when Sansan came back, you asked Sansan: "Sansan, we ...... Is it a friend?" At that time, Sansan leaned on your pillow, and the warm broken light spilled on the bed, Sansan still snorted arrogantly, and said, "Isn't it...... It's a bad relationship. At that moment, I couldn't help but laugh, but my nose was sour, as if I was about to cry......

Of course, as a boy, I rarely shed tears, I heard that many girls cry a lot when you grow up, I don't, only once, I saw crying, but only a few tears flowed, and then stopped, but my heart was full of ironing. That time, when you came home, when you came back to that empty home, I saw you running in the direction of home by the river at night when you were a child, and kept shouting: "Daddy, Daddy......" It was very helpless, very pitiful, very distressed, I saw you struggling in the face of the monster, shouting that I want to go back, and finally, at dusk, you lay down and looked at your garden, remembering your father and saying, "Natsume, if only this flower could keep blooming." "And now that Dad is gone, you curl up there, sobbing like a child, the warm yellow sun is shining, Sansan is silent, I see that the psychological defense line you have built up with great difficulty is instantly destroyed by memories, revealing the helpless, cowardly, and trembling little boy in your heart, I cried. Fortunately, although the room was empty and no one answered when you shouted "I'm back" at that house, when you returned to Fujiwara's house and shouted "I'm back", the gentle light lined the Fujiwara couple's body, "Natsume, welcome back!" The warmth of peace of mind at that moment...... I firmly believe that the family photo under the cherry blossoms will be the treasure of your life.

Lord Natsume, if I could, I would like to be the demon in your tent, waiting for you to accompany you and ...... forever Guarding you.

Natsume, Sunshine ...... It's warm!

[I make up the numbers with idle pens, and I see more and more friends in this book, so I feel guilty about delaying the manuscript in disguise, for the novel, the reader is an important part of it. So to explain, I was pulled to learn to drive at about 4 o'clock in the morning today, and I came back around 6 o'clock in the evening, and I really don't have many brain cells, I'm very sorry......]