Xun Chen watched the people of Yinfu busy up and down, the plain white cloth was interspersed and connected in the air like a spider's web, Xun Chen felt that with the hanging of Bai Aya, there was also an unknown sense of fear enveloped in his heart.

Xun Chen didn't know why he was afraid, but he knew that when the subordinates of Yinfu appeared carrying a coffin, and after some time, the woman reverently placed the two sets of clothes neatly in the coffin under the attention of everyone, and then reached out and pulled the trouser legs of the two sets of clothes, making the trouser legs straighter, and then pulled up the hem of the clothes, crossed the clothes on the chest of the clothes, and then used a wooden barrel to cover the neck of the clothes.

When the woman was full of piety and tear-stained face to do these actions, Xun Chen felt that the two clothes seemed to really have the souls of two people in them, lying there peacefully, like a corpse at the mercy of others, this kind of silence to the extreme and the sense of sadness generated by Xun Chen's breathlessness.

Under the gaze of everyone, the woman meticulously completed every ceremony, and no one cried and mourned, because the woman said that her father laughed, did not like to cry, liked Jane, did not like complicated, so everything was simple, when all the rituals were completed, the woman knelt down quietly in mourning clothes, and stared at the coffin without turning her eyes.

Xun Chen looked at the coffin, thinking that if the soul of the two elders lived here, and then the coffin was closed and buried in the earth, wouldn't it be to enjoy the endless darkness, unable to break free, and no one heard the cry, and the soil and insects were companions all day long, thinking of this, Xun Chen's face turned pale again, looking at the solemn and sad atmosphere created by everyone in front of him, he felt that he couldn't adapt to it...... Turn away.

Xun Chen walked outside the door and raised his head, but found that the sky was gray, the sun had long been covered by dark clouds, and there was a depressing atmosphere between heaven and earth, which made Xun Chen very uncomfortable.

Xunchen couldn't stand this atmosphere, and decided to go out, just walked to the gate of Yinfu, but found that there was also a woman leaning against the gate and looking at the sky.

Seeing the moon white clothes of the fish, Xun Chen's heart instantly calmed down a lot, walked forward, asked the fish to turn his head, and found that it was Xun Chen, so he turned his head and continued to look at the sky.

Xunchen paid careful attention to the eyes of the fish, but found that it was still so quiet, the lake-like eyes, quietly reflecting the scene of the sky, not seeing sadness, nor joy, it seemed to be looking at the sky so plainly.

When Xun Chen approached, a faint voice sounded to ask the fish: "Why did you come out?"

Xun Chen sighed and said, "I can't stand the atmosphere inside. ”

Wen Yu withdrew his gaze from looking at the sky, turned his head to look at Xunchen, and asked, "Can't stand what? The atmosphere there? Or is it the fact that the creatures of all worlds will eventually die?"

Xun Chen was stunned for a moment when he heard the question of asking the fish, then he also looked at the sky and said, "Actually, I have thought about it...... It's just that I looked at that scene and suddenly thought that the death of all things is an inevitable end, then maybe one day, my second uncle, my father, they will also die, then what I have to do is what that woman has to do today, if one day I die, then I may be forever unconscious, unable to think, maybe I will always be trapped in the darkness and darkness, unable to extricate myself......"

Xun Chen clutched his chest and said, "These ...... It all scares me. As he spoke, Xun Chen looked at the fish and said, "If one day you leave me forever, I think I will be very afraid." ”

Q Yu stared at Xun Chen with shallow eyes, and looked very seriously, which made Xun Chen a little embarrassed, and asked Yu to say: "As a boy, shouldn't you be afraid of these words?"

Xun Chen shook his head and said, "Why? I don't agree, fear is fear, fear is fear, can't you say it, these emotions will disappear? It's better to face them calmly, so at least it's better than being afraid to face fear." Is it interesting to deceive others and deceive yourself like that? and...... Can people really deceive themselves?" As he spoke, Xun Chen raised his head, looked at the golden light that leaked out of the dark clouds, and said lightly but firmly: "The Tao is natural, conform to the original heart......"

Ask Yu Dingding to look at Xunchen like this, his expression when he was talking about his concept is so similar to the resolute expression on his face when he first saw him on a rainy day, these days, he sometimes wonders if Xunchen and the one who knelt resolutely on a rainy day is an assimilated person, the corners of Ask Yu's mouth were gently outlined, smiled shallowly, and said: "Well said, I like your statement." ”

"But...... I just said it casually, but I didn't expect to say so much so seriously......"

"Uh......" Xun Chen wiped his head awkwardly and said, "In the past, my father would always teach me some truths while training me, but some truths I found it uncomfortable to accept, and I didn't agree with them, at this time, I would think of a lot of excuses and reasons to convince myself to give up those truths and insist on doing ......what I thought was right."

There was a rare hint of banter in the fish's eyes, and he said, "Habit? Oh, I see." Then he turned to the door and watched quietly, not speaking for a moment.

Xun Chen felt a little uncomfortable, and he didn't know why he suddenly stopped talking, but he just didn't want to silence the atmosphere of the chat, and couldn't help but reflect, did he just say something wrong?

Xunchen opened his mouth and said, "That ......" asked the fish and turned his head, smiled at Xunchen, the thrush bent slightly, swayed the time, and said, "Do you want to accompany me to the street?"

Xun Chen was stunned, and immediately agreed.

The two walked side by side on the street, and asked the fish to look ahead, and a faint voice sounded: "There are some words I don't know if you want to hear or not." ”

"Hmm...... You say. ”

Wen Yu still looked ahead, walking, did not look at Xun Chen, and said: "I think, when you face that Yinpai, sometimes, your smile ...... It's too stiff. ”

Xun Chen also looked ahead, did not turn his head to look at the fish, and did not stop his footsteps, and said, "This...... Because the silver is not very familiar yet. ”

"If you don't know each other, why do you force a smile?"

"Because...... It's hard to come out and want to make some friends...... Of course, perhaps, because I have almost no friends, I ...... I may not know how to make friends at all, but I heard from my second uncle that smiling more at others will make it easier to make friends......"

The air around him suddenly quieted down, and he didn't continue to ask, Xun Chen also felt that this suddenly quiet atmosphere was very good, and some inexplicable restlessness, restlessness, and melancholy things in his heart were precipitated......

Ask the fish's soft and shallow voice swayed in the air: "It's not bad to respect others, but I don't think it's reasonable to force myself to make some changes to cater to others because I want to be friends with others...... and became friends. It's like...... You're the same as me. ”

"You...... Have you ever experienced that kind of fear and a feeling of not knowing if you are recognized?" Xun Chen somehow said this sentence in his mouth.

"No...... Because I never wanted to win the approval of others......"