What is despair? Or clouds, since the beginning of the desolation, the beginning of the opening of heaven and earth, there is despair in this world, the despair at that time, is a piece of loneliness and emptiness, is the silence and unchanged in the eternal change, so from nothing to something, and then from existence to nothing, endless reincarnation is only controlled by the rules of loneliness, if there is someone at that time, that person should be full of despair, but there is no one at that time, so the heaven and earth at that time are desperate.

If you look at it from this point of view, those eternal changes, the eternal cycles, from here to there, and from that to the other, the process is hopeless, especially when the process is in silence. At the same time, the stillness in the midst of change is also hopeless, that wordless persistence, eternal and terrifying.

If we extrapolate further, according to the three-stage formula proposed by the famous Aristotle in logic, the positive step in military training is an infinite cycle between lifting the foot and stepping on the foot, and the stillness, that is, when you need to hold on to death when you lift your foot without stepping on your foot, is even more desperate and painful, so the conclusion is that the positive step in military training is hopeless.

Sometimes I wonder if the change of the dark clouds in the long night, the transient change in the silence, is it a silent change, or is it a different kind of chic? But I know that the constant shaking of my legs and feet when I am walking is a different kind of pain.

At first, I didn't know the answer, but for a while, I have been paying attention to it in the sky, and I used to think that this change was also a kind of coldness, but when I saw the sky from the gloomy moonless, to the new moon hanging in the sky, and then to the full moon halfway, and finally to the bright moon in the sky, and finally slowly ended, waiting for the next reappearance, I found something else...... Wish.

There is always something changing in the long night, and there is always something that insists on shining, even if it cannot be eternally strong, but there is always a light in the cloudy and sunny days.

Thinking of this, a fire flickered in the long night in my heart, and it flickered in the endless darkness, and suddenly I seemed to hear the cry of my heart: "This is the difficulty...... You want to knock me down, I don't believe it yet!"

I kind of understand, black is despair, it is pain, and my unyielding energy burned in my heart, using darkness as fuel, crackling and burning in the endless darkness, the darkness shattered, and reappeared. So, the pain made me reluctant to give up, and despair made me hold on to hope.

In my body, it seems that a battle has begun, the pain does not stop, and the persistence does not stop.

Seem...... The pain of military training has also decreased, and the pain that was originally unbearable has become acceptable. It seems that there is some pain, endure it, iron it in your heart, let the fire burn a little more, and you can get through it.

Since then, I have understood...... The spirit of the army is beginning to be formed.

The fuel now is the pain brought to me by military training, so can this flame continue to burn after the military training is over?

It may be dim, like the change of the moon, but it will never disappear.