47. Numbers imprinted in the back of your mind
The scene of Qin Hai's house also happened in the homes of all the students in the eighth class of high school, even Jiang Yuning was playing CDs on a dilapidated TV, and her grandparents were all wiping tears and laughing.
In fact, they have long thought about death for so many years, they are all so old, and they are not afraid of death, but when they think of their lovely granddaughter to live alone in this world, their hearts throb.
They are not afraid of death, but they dare not die, they cannot die, they are afraid that after they die, their granddaughter will become a lonely ghost in this world.
Now looking at her poor granddaughter on TV, the old lady's eyes are full of tears, since that accident, the granddaughter has become silent, and her courage has become very small, even sleeping will often wake up, she and her old man see pain in their eyes.
Now that the granddaughter is starting to get better, the old lady's heart is full of joy, but the tears in her eyes really can't be wiped clean.
The old man was smoking a half-cut cigarette butt he had picked up from the garbage heap, and he was hiding the tears in his eyes with the thick smoke.
Jiang Yuning took her grandparents' hands and said, "Grandpa, grandma, our lives will get better." Although there were tears in her eyes, her mouth was full of determination, and she was no longer the same as before.
The old lady took her granddaughter's hand and said, "Okay, good." The old man didn't speak, he was afraid that he would make a choked sound when he opened his mouth.
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On Friday night, most people were thinking about what to do in the next two days, and a video exploded in hits on the Internet.
Zhou Tian is a junior in college, and after more than two years of such a relaxed atmosphere in college, he has become accustomed to messing around every day, and he is also used to playing games with his roommates, watching anime, bragging, and farting when he has time.
He also can't remember the years when he struggled to study for a promise or promise in high school, and got up early every day to study late. Maybe he also thought in his heart that she had forgotten this agreement, and maybe he had forgotten him as a person.
In such a relaxed atmosphere, he also wanted to study hard at first, but as the people around him frequently said that going to college was a time of play, that is, four years of relaxation, and that the things he studied in college were useless in society, this statement gradually convinced him, and he also went with the flow in this statement.
After playing a game with his roommate on Sunday, when his roommate's girlfriend called to check the post, he casually strolled around the major forums to see if there were any funny and interesting things.
Suddenly, a video was printed in his eyes, looking at the video as if it had just been uploaded, looking at the name of the upload called "I Believe", he clicked on the video casually, at first he thought it was a funny video, after all, those videos now are something, give a contrasting name, which is easier to cause laughter among viewers.
But as the video played, the playback inside was completely different from what he thought, and he saw a group of people playing musical instruments, this is singing?
As soon as he listened to it, he was a little disappointed, this is nothing, although he doesn't have any music cells, but he has also listened to music for so many years, and he still has a little feeling.
To be honest, these students are not bad for their age, but they are really much worse than those professional musicians, and when Zhou Tiangang wanted to turn off this video, the song in the video rang out.
"I want to fly into the sky and stand shoulder to shoulder with the sun. ”
"The world is waiting for me to change. ”
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Zhou Tian's hand stopped in mid-air, and those songs clearly didn't have much skill, but why did his hand just feel a little uncomfortable.
He looked at the energetic faces in the video, yes, how could he feel this way, he was not a few years older than these students, he was also in the vibrant years of his life, why did he subconsciously have this feeling?
After listening to a song, the shouts of those students for the future have been resounding in his mind and lingering.
Zhou Tian suddenly climbed onto the bed, wrapped his whole body in the quilt, curled his head in, and completely wrapped himself, leaving no gap.
In this darkness, he thought about some things, he thought of the changes since he went to college, such changes that even he didn't know himself, and he asked himself in the depths of his heart, "Can I believe in my own future now, can I have my own stage center in the future?"
After thinking for a while, he suddenly thought of the beautiful and simple figure that had been in the depths, was she okay? Does she still remember herself? I haven't seen her all these years, she should get married, right?
What have you been avoiding in the past two years? Are you not confident in yourself? Are you afraid that you will not be able to fulfill the promise you made at the beginning?
At this time, two voices were talking in the depths of their minds, and the figure on the left said, "It's not your fault, the knowledge of college and high school doesn't work in society, and you are not to blame for not being admitted to that major." ”
The figure on the right said, "You can't run away, it's not your fault that you didn't get into that major, but it's not an excuse to dodge yourself, it's not too late to work hard." ”
Zhou Tian suddenly lifted the quilt, took the mobile phone in his hand, and rushed out of the dormitory suddenly, Xiao Long, who had just finished the call, looked at Zhou Tian's somewhat irritable back, and said in wonder, "Did this guy take the wrong medicine?" Forget it, regardless of him, I'll play a game by myself." ”
Zhou Tian ran to the school garden, took out his mobile phone, and entered a phone number on the phone with a somewhat trembling hand, he thought he had forgotten this number, but with his input, the number clearly popped up in the depths of his mind, and it turned out that it had already been imprinted in the depths of his mind.
As the number entered, he dialed out in a nervous mood, not knowing if the people remembered him, if they still remembered the promise he made when he was young and frivolous.
With a few beeps, the phone was connected, and a somewhat old voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Who?" said with a thick country accent, but his eyes moistened a little.
Zhou Tian opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say anything.
I asked a few more times on the other end of the phone, but I still didn't hear an answer, I thought it was a mistake, and I just wanted to hang up, and then I seemed to remember something, and said with some uncertainty in my mouth, "Xiaotian?"
When Zhou Tian heard this, the tears in his eyes instantly remained, but there was a smile on his face, and he said, "Uncle Zhou, it's me, I'm Xiaotian." "It turns out that they still remember me, they haven't forgotten me.
Uncle Zhou on the other end of the phone said in surprise, "It's really you Xiaotian, I thought it was the wrong call." ”
Zhou Tian said, "Then how did you guess that it was mine?"
Uncle Zhou said with a smile, "In the past two years, Erya likes to wait on the phone when she has nothing to do, and as soon as we asked her, she said that Brother Xiaotian would call, and I remembered it immediately." ”
When Zhou Tian heard Uncle Zhou say Erya, a string in his heart seemed to be plucked, and there were ripples in his heart.