"Hey, spiritual mentor, it's me, life mentor. Yang Qi stuffed headphones in his ears and began to make long-distance calls to ask relatives and friends outside the venue for help: "If you are okay now, I will ask you a question." If you have a problem - I'll give you some time to put things off first, and then I'll consult you. ”

"You can really say it! Okay, let's talk about something, it seems to bother you. ”

"Well, it's a bit complicated to talk about this in detail, but it can be summed up in one sentence. Yang Qi took a breath and plucked up the courage to reveal his shortcomings: "Recently, I feel that I am suddenly stupid and cute. ”

"What? Stupid and cute? In other words, you can't hide anything at all if you add two more words 'cute' in it!" The senior brother became curious: "What is the matter?

"Yes, it's just a feeling that is suddenly bad. Yang Qi smiled slightly bitterly: "There have been many things recently, those with normal IQ and no lack of heart and eye can see it, but I myself have turned a blind eye to it." You said that I can't usually say that I'm not extremely smart, at least I don't have a hard IQ. But I don't know why, but there have been times when I suddenly have a feeling of 'being in this mountain, not knowing the true face'. It's like, a bunch of haze comes out of the whole brain, and the brain is mushy. ”

"Huh?!" Senior Brother's interest was completely aroused: "You wait a while, I'll arrange it!" Senior Brother ran to the assistant and said a few words, and then picked up the phone again. Moreover, Yang Qi heard that the senior brother on the other side of the phone had already picked up the pen and paper, and he had already become serious: "Okay, I'm back, let's officially start." You're so mentally strong. It stands to reason that you should be quick in thinking and quick in your response. How did it get pasty? When did it start, and how often did it happen?"

"It started with me unlocking the combination lock of the elephant world. ”

"Oh, you unlocked the door!" the elder brother immediately asked, "What's in the door?"

"Inside the door is an elevator. All the way to the bottom. Each layer is a scene, with some people and some stories. Every time I finish reading a story, I get a memory back. Yang Qi thought for a while and said: "And that feeling of 'brain suddenly muddled' is also a time to retrieve a large number of memories at one time." How do you say that...... It's like suddenly changing back to your old self. ”

"Change back to your old self?" the elder brother drew an elevator on the paper, and then divided it into multiple layers with a stroke of his pen: "You mean to say." Even your behavior patterns, thinking patterns, and feelings are all back to the old state, right?"

"Yes. Yang Qi admits frankly: "There are many differences between me today and me at that time, after all, our special experience will always bring incredible growth." It's just that every time that kind of memory erupts on a large scale, it's as if the usual reason, wisdom, and critical thinking ability have completely disappeared. It's been a whole day since the last 'attack', and I've been calming down and recuperating all day long, and I can be regarded as getting rid of that feeling. And it was only at this time that I remembered to call you. This feeling. It's like my head has become a middle two.,It's very unhappy.。 Do you have a rut?"

"Oh. That's what happened, let me think about it......" Senior Brother wrote the word stupid and cute on the paper, smiled and said, "I'll ask you a few things first, and you tell me honestly." First, every time you get sick, are there special people present?"

"Yes. ”

"This, or these special people, also appear in your memories?"

"That's right—I'm suddenly feeling a little more confident in you. ”

"I'm a professional, okay!, forget it, I'll ask you one last question. You said before that you had amnesia, so these blocked memories should be your black history, right?"

"Let's put it this way, there is a person I absolutely trust who has said that it is black history, and I believe that it is black history. However, there is nothing dark about what I have recalled so far. Not only is it not dark, but it seems to be quite interesting - and that's the problem. Yang Qi said in an accentuated tone: "My reason tells me that 'it must be very dark', and if I calm down and think about it, I also know that it must be very dark." But the problem is that I feel in my 'stupid period'...... Let's put it this way – I can't stop it. And at the onset of the disease, he completely left his reason behind and refused to think about anything. That's about it, you say, what's going on?"

"Oh......" Senior Brother wrote and drew on the paper, and finally said, "When you say that, it feels like a psychological disease. ”

"What?"

"Psychogenic amnesia. I won't talk about the medical terminology, in short, it is the amnesia caused by the patient's own subconscious mind making himself forget something. The senior brother's voice was very calm: "There is a little fresh saying that those who pretend to be asleep can't wake up, and those who pretend to be stupid can't teach well." Things that you don't want to remember will naturally tend to forget. But on the other hand, everything that has been experienced in the past adds up to what you and I are today. So the way we behave now is influenced by all the old things. It's like when you want to get rid of the cause after you have obtained the effect, you can't throw it away, and you can't get rid of it, and you can't get rid of it. ”

"Well, I know what you're trying to say, and I'm not going to run away from it. But the question is, what's wrong with me suddenly becoming stupid?"

"Actually, judging from your situation, it's normal for you to be stupid and cute. The elder brother's voice was full of snickers: "By the way, how long is the section of your amnesia?"

"A year or so. ”

"A year?!Then you can mourn. Now you are still intermittently stupid, and you may be stupid on a large scale in the future!" The senior brother was completely in a tone that was not afraid of big things: "Think about it, you have only lived for a total of twenty-six years. Except for a few years of ignorance, a few years of dying as a bear child, and a few years of secondary and second illness, today's character is only developed in the last ten years. One-tenth of the 'cause' has been erased, and I won't be surprised that you just take off your pants immediately and go to the Liberation Monument to run wild, and now you can still talk to me normally, it's already amazing!"

"Hey, hey, it's not like I've had a whole year's memories erased, I'm just missing a small part of it!" Yang Qi immediately disagreed.

"The disc doesn't work without a corner!" and ......" the elder brother paused, "I'd rather you have all your memories forgotten for a whole year." ”

Yang Qi was surprised: "Why?"

"Because the things that people go through throughout the year are complex, with good things and bad things. It's like a bowl of weird noodles. There is a taste of everything. It's called 'emotional dilution'. When I regain my memory. It's like eating this weird noodle all over again, even if it's mixed with something unpalatable, it's not unbearable. But ......" Senior Brother said in a deep tone: "The more precise you throw, the more unpalatable it will be to pick it up." ”

Yang Qi thought for a moment: "In other words, the reason why I became stupid is because even though I was only stupid intermittently, now I edit and summarize all the stupid scenes and replay them in a centralized manner?" Two years ago, I was still very shrewd and capable at work, and I was by no means the kind of stupid appearance.

"Cleverness, that's the truth. 100 percent salt, 100 times eaten - normal. 100% salt, eat it all at once - directly to death. Salt is like this, not to mention bitterness. According to your usual stability and integrity of personality, I shouldn't worry about your psychological condition. However, when the memories and emotions of the whole year burst back, there will be a kind of 'reverse projection' effect. This effect will take you back in time entirely, how stupid you were back then, how stupid you were when you backprojected. And because it is a non-stop concentrated outbreak. So it's going to be more intense and more impactful than when you were going through it, and you have to be prepared for that. ”

"That's it............" Yang Qi got up weakly. Anyone who hears that they may fall into a highly brain-dead state will not be full of vitality: "Is there a way to break it, master?"

"This is really no problem, I can only popularize some basic knowledge for you, and the rest is up to you. "Senior Brother only mentioned the most important things, because he knew that he didn't need to say much. Psychology is a subtle and mysterious realm, and if Yang Qi can comprehend it himself, he can comprehend it in any way. If you can't comprehend it, it's useless for anyone to say anything. "In conclusion, psychogenic amnesia is generally a release process from shallow to deep. Just like your mind elevator, it also starts with the things you 'want to recall' and deepens step by step towards the things you don't want to recall. ”

"In other words, the best is yet to come?"

"Yes, so it's still the same sentence - mourning. ”

Well, Yang Qi almost crooked his nose in anger. Okay, you big brother, after talking for a long time, in fact, there is no constructive opinion at all. However, Yang Qi is not completely desperate. In the face of any problem, there are two attitudes, positive and negative. Even in the face of terminal illness, positive people will always have more opportunities than passive people.

In short, we must not retreat in the face of black history! This is true in the face of any enemy, and the brave who meet on a narrow road wins, especially the enemy in our hearts, we must have a fighting spirit and forge ahead with indomitable spirit!

"Eh, by the way, is there anyone playing music over there?" The senior brother finished talking about business: "I heard the sound of Chopin's piano music, and it was played quite well. ”

"Do you still understand this?" Yang Qi became interested: "Do you really understand or fake understand, it won't be pretending, right?"

"Isn't it Chopin's etudes, OP10-NO.4, music is a good friend of the soul, and the psychiatrist is a well-known high-level profession, how can you not understand it? ”

"Master? hahaha, I've won awards, I played it myself. That's right, Yang Qi just played the piano while talking on the phone.

"You can still play the piano like this while talking on the phone?!, I'm a god!" the elder brother was already exploding at the other end.

Yang Qi was about to say a polite word, when he heard a loud sound at the door, and someone opened the door with a key. But it wasn't just Yang Shu who came in, there was also a middle-aged man wearing glasses, who looked like he was in his fifties. This Uncle Sven looked at Yang Qi straightly, with a stunned look, Yang Qi kept his hands on it, smiled at him and nodded, and then said to the senior brother: "Okay, let's talk here today, hang up." ”

Beep, Yang Qi pulled his hand and pressed the phone to death, and the sound of the music was not interrupted during the whole process, and there was no missing note or any rhythm of chaos.

This incident seemed to scare the uncle instantly. After taking a long breath, the uncle said the same thing as the elder brother: "You can still play the piano like this while talking on the phone?!"

He rushed over in two steps, and looked at Yang Qi's shoulder first: "Okay!"

looked at Yang Qi's arm again: "Okay!"

Finally, he grabbed his hands and looked at him: "Good, good!

After that, the uncle reached out a pair of hands in the late stage and patted Yang Qi on the shoulder, and his eyes were about to light up: "Young man, would you like to come to our orchestra? The Chinese music industry depends on you!"

And Yang Qi, after a short period of astonishment, made the reaction that all normal people would make when they heard this kind of divine unfolding - his eyes widened, his mouth opened, and he made a sound: "What??" (to be continued......

PS: There will be a second chapter soon