Chapter 5 I am not a man
The scene of Ouyang Xu's death repeatedly looped in Lan Jiang's mind like a movie, and at some point, the clear blue sky suddenly stormed, and she was immersed in her memory and didn't know it at all.
The yellow oriole outside the window fell into a deathly silence with the two people in the room. The room was as dark as night.
Breakfast on the table, the heat is fading away. The smoke in the furnace is getting lighter and lighter.
"Mother, I just want to tell you that I don't want you to be left alone with the pain of life and death. When my father died, I vowed to take over my father's legacy. Although six feet is not enough, how can I say that I am not a man!" After a long time, Ouyang Xiao finally spoke.
How can I say that I am not a man, Lan Jiang heard this sentence and opened his eyes with difficulty in tears.
The doors were wide open, the rainstorm stopped abruptly, and a ray of sunlight shone in, hitting Ouyang Xiao's back. Ouyang Xiao slammed his fist on his chest, revealing a smile that was sunnier than the sun.
The mother stared at her son in the backlight with blurred teary eyes, and suddenly seemed to see the love of her childhood, and the son inherited his father's sunny warm smile and firm eyes.
Lan Jiang gradually stopped crying with a relieved smile, and the acquaintances outside the window calmed down, and the birds began their songs again.
After dinner, the two packed their bags and prepared to go. Lan Jiang entrusted Ouyang Xiao's younger brother Ouyang He to the squire who had followed Xianggong Rongma all his life, and then rode on the road.
Ouyang Xiao's mother and son crossed the high mountains and low waters, broke through layers of obstacles, and finally came to Qinling in the early morning of the next day.
This place is really heavily guarded, and the generals are different, and the military place is not the common people to take the road of visiting relatives and friends.
Not to be outdone, Lanjiang confronted the generals fiercely. After a few rounds of verbal exchanges, the generals were helpless and raised their bows and arrows one after another, Ouyang Xiao was shocked, and hurriedly advised his mother to think about the children at home, but the mother had already lost her mind and swore to die.
The military generals of the Wei State crusade against Hanzhong heard that there was a woman swaggering through the city outside the city, and came to the attic in a rage, and was about to order the release of arrows, but after seeing the beauty of the sunken fish and geese in Lanjiang, he immediately ordered to put down the bow and arrows and open the city gate.
"Dare to ask the lady why she went to Qinling?" the military general trotted over, staring at Lan Jiang with squinting eyes, his eyes flickering up and down, scanning her graceful body, and asked.
"Sweep the grave of my dead Lang Jun. ”
"Oh, that lady is a husbandless woman now?" the military general smiled lewdly, Lan Jiang nodded, and he continued: "I can send you out of the city......"
"Is it okay, thank you, General!" Lan Jiang's head, which had been low, suddenly raised and stared at the general's dirty eyes with eyes as clear as jade.
Ouyang Xiao, who was following behind, was clenching his fists, always ready to teach this ill-intentioned womanizer a lesson.
As expected, along the way, the military general unexpectedly held Lan Jiang's jade hand, but she threw it away.
The military general promised to send the mother and son to Qinling, but the condition was to spend the night with her.
"My heart belongs, the flesh is but a servant of the soul, Your Excellency has died of this heart!"
The generals tried again and again and were all turned away, and seeing that Lanjiang had no intention of wavering, he had to give up his dirty thoughts, but still escorted the two to Qinling.
When the three of them came to the top of the mountain, the military general saw Ouyang Xu's tombstone and broke out in a cold sweat.
Tens of millions of princes and generals of Wei State, no one knows Cao Honghu's respect for Ouyang Xu. Fortunately, Lan Jiang rejected his rude conditions, otherwise the King of Wei would know about it, and it would be a trivial matter to be demoted to a concubine, and it would be difficult to save his life.
Lan Jiang walked slowly to the tombstone, touching the scene, thinking of a year ago today. Crying and shaking, hysterical.
Lan Jiang and Ouyang Xu's first meeting was a snowy late night, and she was still a teenager and was besieged in the corner by the Yellow Turban Army. At the moment of danger, the young Ouyang Xu appeared in time, repelled the wicked people who did evil with three punches and two kicks, and then patted his chest and smiled.
At that moment, Lan Jiang seemed to feel a sun hanging warmly in front of his eyes.
Kneeling in front of her husband's grave, she seemed to hear that familiar voice, which kept echoing in her ears.
Lanjiang pro-enlightenment
Please forgive Yu for Yu Qing's neglect recently, covering the danger of Shu Han today, Jingzhou has been lost, and Yizhou is tired. The first emperor collapsed, the emperor was killed, the traitor was in charge, the young master was hoodwinked, and the princes were led. When the prime minister was alive, he gave his ministers to the defeated army, and ordered his ministers to be in danger. After the ministers crusaded against the Han thieves, supported the Han family, and returned to the old capital, we moved to the secluded forest. Listen to the wind, the rain, the rise and fall of the tide, the whispering of the oriole, and the cry of the swallow warbler. Once there is no more chaos in the army, only the mountains and rivers will flow, and the night will not be the sword and sword, only the moon and the starry sky. On the same day, the ministers will show this, and then go out of Qishan, and return early. I don't know what to say. Only for the rest of my life let Qing know my dedication.
Ouyang Xu is respectful
This was written in the courtyard on the eve of Ouyang Xu's assassination, Lan Jiang thought it was a teacher's recital, but after he died, he realized that it was originally a letter written to himself, and it finally became the last letter of his hero.
The military generals of the Wei State on the side, arrogant and lascivious, with a group of wives and concubines, how can they understand the pain of lovesickness that will never be seen again, and love is so hard, just because it is deep.
Ouyang Xiao had his back to his mother, how could he not be like a knife, but he couldn't cry. From the day his father died, he vowed to take over his father's mantle, inherit his father's will, pacify the wars in the rivers and lakes, kill the wicked people in the world, and not hurt a single robin.
This is what a real man should do who says, "I am not a man".