Chapter 297: Nightmare
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He Changan couldn't get out of bed now, but she could distinguish the sound of Lu Cheng's increasingly heavy breathing standing by the door quite clearly, and then heard Zi Zhu's panicked voice that could be revealed despite trying her best to suppress it, her heart couldn't help but tighten, and she panicked for no reason. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
When Lu Cheng returned to her from the door, she quickly opened her eyes wide and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It's Hua Nan's business. Lu Cheng replied concisely, but he refused to make her more sad: "You just gave birth to your sister, even if the production goes well, there will be a deficit in the end, and you can't help if you know it now, sleep first, and wait for me to come back." ”
Although Lu Cheng's voice was quite firm, he was trembling slightly holding He Chang'an's hand, with many years of understanding of husband and wife, He Changan knew that he was only afraid of burying a bottomless fear in his heart at this time, and he had almost never been so afraid, whether it was when he was going to Tanzhou before, or when he was going to lead the army to support Nan'an years ago, it can only prove that what happened to Hua Nan was not a trivial matter.
In Lu Cheng, Hua Nan is a loyal person who has followed him since he was a child, and her mother is also a person who gave her life for Empress Herui, such a person must be extremely concerned. But what Lu Cheng didn't know was that in Chang'an's heart, Hua Nan's importance was no less than that in his heart -- Hua Nan was her sister in her previous life! She was the only person in this life who knew her life experience! Ten years of getting along day and night, and the sympathy for each other in the second life, seemed to have established an indestructible friendship between them.
Even though he was in a hurry, he still couldn't resist the sleepiness that had just finished giving birth, He Changan nodded, and fell asleep in a daze. It's just that she didn't sleep well at all, she had all kinds of strange dreams, and there were only four people in the dream: Lu Cheng, Lu Yuan, Hua Nan and her. And judging from her appearance, shape, and dress, it seems that it was many years ago, when she was still Ye Hibiscus, and Lu Cheng, who was still the prince, was wearing a bright yellow python robe.
The first dream is only Hua Nan and her, the two live in the same room, and they grew up together on an errand together, naturally have deep feelings, and are willing to share any little secrets together. Hua Nan in the dream didn't look as old and serious as she is now, the corners of her mouth were raised high, as if laughter was flowing from between her lips and teeth, she giggled and said, "Sister Ye Jin, what kind of person do you think our Royal Highness the Crown Prince is?"
In the dream, she was thinking about Lu Yuan with a lot of worries, and her mind was not on Hua Nan's problem at all, and it took a long time to come back to her senses: "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is naturally a good person, he has a gentle personality, and he treats us subordinates very well, and he never beats and scolds people to anger others, and the maids and women in the other palaces envy us who are on errands in the Prince's East Palace." ”
Hua Nan looked at her absent-minded appearance, ashamed and annoyed: "Oh, Sister Ye Jin, who asked you this, I mean, you see, our Royal Highness the Crown Prince is so good, well, so gentle and polite, Yushu is in the wind, I don't know what kind of woman will be worthy of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince to be our master in the future!"
Hua Nan's eyes were shining, and what was revealed in her eyes was infinite longing, it turned out that at that time, she had already secretly promised Lu Chengfang at a young age. It's just that for so many years, this woman who is an old man knows how to advance and retreat, although she has helped Lu Cheng do one thing after another, she has never asked Lu Cheng for anything.
Hua Nan's hearty laughter had not yet dissipated, and the second strange dream suddenly broke in, in which she had a faint feeling of suffocation, and then realized that her body seemed to be pressed by some heavy object. When he looked up, it turned out to be Lu Yuan, at that time, his clean and fair face didn't even have a little stubble, and his complexion was pale, although there was a hint of yin owl in his personality, but the expression on his face was a little soft. She was stunned there, and found that she was unexpectedly unwielding/body/up/down, and Lu Yuan was the same as her, the two of them were in the utility room of the Prince's East Palace, and under them was a horse of inexpensive embroidered cloth that was pulled over indiscriminately, and there were still some patterns underneath that made people uncomfortable. Lu Yuan smiled cruelly, and said in a low voice: "Your Highness knows that you have already had Your Highness in your heart, isn't this what you have been looking forward to for a long time?
She shook her head desperately, she remembered that in her last life, it was in the evening of pouring rain that Lu Yuan asked for her body / son for the first time in this cramped utility room in the East Palace, at that time she was full of joy, to be able to be completely with this man she had been thinking about for a long time, and to be able to give him her most precious things, but this time, when that pain came, she did not have a completely released pleasure like that time, but a heart-crushing pain, she would not cater to it, nor did she feel any happiness, just crying, crying until her throat was dumb。 The later events did not deviate from the memory of the previous life, Lu Yuan had already prepared and gave her a pill that could be turned into water to have the effect of avoiding the child...... This was the case every time, until she secretly spit out the medicine in her mouth.
The third dream is something that she has never experienced in her previous life, in the dream, she is sitting on a haystack with her hair scattered, her hair has not been taken care of for a long time, greasy, but it is like the hay she is sitting on, and the whole person looks very dilapidated, it is the scene of her being locked up in the prison, and the person outside the prison is Hua Nan, Hua Nan's eyes are red from crying, and she roars at her in a low voice, and her words are full of anger that cannot be hidden: "Ye Hibiscus! You actually sent Your Highness to such a situation from which you will never recover! You know that I like Your Highness, you know it! How can you do this, how can you do this! Don't you say that Your Highness is a good person? Is this how you repay Your Highness?"
But her expression in the dream was very firm, and she heard herself say: "Hua Nan, you won't understand, Your Highness is very good, but for me, there are more important people than Your Highness, in the final analysis, we are just our own masters." ”
The fourth dream is back to the last time of the previous life. Heard Lu Yuan's unkind words: "Yes, it's been ten years, and you've done a lot of things for this palace, but this time, you've done a little better, it's been four months, and four months have passed, and you still haven't been able to let the prince fall from that position, and let your father lock you up here, you say, how can this palace save you?"
And she begged him bitterly, although she knew that he was not born to be a soft-hearted person, and in the end what she had in her belly was also his own flesh and blood, but he coldly refused on the grounds that he would not let the concubine be born before getting married: "If you still remember who saved you back then, just listen to the words of this palace and drink this bowl of wine, and you and the child will not have any pain at all." Your life, nine years ago, should have been gone. Today, if you don't drink, this palace naturally has other ways, and this palace is still willing to come today, because it is because of your loyalty for seven years. ”
And she still took the bowl of poisonous wine from his hand, the pain in her abdomen was like a thousand swords piercing her intestines, but the first thing she didn't have was the little life in her stomach that had not yet taken shape, and the bright red blood gushed out from under her skirt, she saw her child leave this world like that, and the pain suppressed in her heart completely exploded in an instant: "No--don't leave me--"
With a sharp shout, she suddenly woke up from these chaotic and unbearable dreams, and when she woke up, she found Lu Chengyan sitting on the edge of her pillow in a daze, with red eyes, as if she had just cried once. She remembered that since she had known him, she had never seen him shed tears. Lu Cheng also heard her scream at the same time, came back to his senses, and his eyes were a little softer when he looked at her: "Have a nightmare? Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”
Chang An shook her head, her nightmares were all things from the previous life, some had happened, and some had never happened but inexplicably formed a fragment into a dream, but she couldn't tell Lu Cheng about these things, so she could only hum softly: "I dreamed of Hua Nan, she ...... How is she now?"
The worst result He Changan could think of was that Hua Nan's secret work for Lu Cheng was exposed, which angered the emperor and was sentenced to death by the emperor, but in addition, she couldn't think of anything else that could make Lu Cheng cry: "She...... Is she still alive?"
When she spoke, she was also a little hesitant, if this sister who had been close for so many years was gone, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it for a while.
Lu Cheng slowly exhaled a rough breath: "When my people found her, she had already left the city and returned to her hometown. We found her on the river in her hometown, on the edge of the Yishui, and she was just a little bit away, and she was almost drowning, and by that time she had already jumped, and her clothes, her clothes still had blood written on them......"
Speaking of this, Lu Cheng couldn't bear it anymore, he held Chang'an's hand tightly with both hands: "For so many years, I have never treated her as a slave, I only treat her as a sister, and I have always told myself that their brother and sister have paid so much for me, and I will do my best to take care of them for a lifetime, but I didn't expect that such a thing would happen...... Like, what should I do, what should I do, I have never owed anyone such ......"
Hua Nan didn't die, but looking at Lu Cheng's expression and language, he should have been ready to commit suicide, what kind of thing could make such a determined woman make a suicide move? If Lu Cheng hadn't sent someone to Hua Nan's hometown to find it, would it have been completely too late? He Changan was suddenly shocked: "Don't be uncomfortable, you tell me, tell me clearly, what happened?"
Thinking of his chaotic dream before, there was a throbbing pain from the bottom of He Changan's heart.