Chapter 26: Tasteless...
Some people say that life is like an electrocardiogram, ups and downs, all are normal, if one day it no longer beats, smooth sailing, then you are going to be finished. Feng Lian thought so, so when her life returned to peace and tranquility, she began to panic.
Although a peaceful and peaceful life is the yearning of most people, including her, of course, it is just that she knows that such a peaceful time will not be hers, and her life is destined to be unpeaceful. Feng Lian calculated, he hadn't dreamed of them for almost a month, he had dreamed of that bloody massacre, and he was more and more sure that the day he would leave, and the day of breaking the seal was approaching.
The eve of a storm is always so calm and oppressive. Although Feng Lian knew that she would leave one day, the uneasiness in her heart made her more and more unable to ignore it. It's just that what can she do? What can she say? Such a fantastic thing, in this materialistic world, how many people believe that what she says is not a fantasy?
"Xiao Lian'er, why are you in a daze again, get up quickly, you have to go to the exam after a while!" Xiaoxiao saw Feng Lian lying on the table and began to wander again, and couldn't help but remind, I don't know when it started, Feng Lian actually began to be in a daze often, distracted, could it be that he was infected by the second sister? !
"Well, okay, let's go!" Feng Lian always felt that he was becoming more and more unable to concentrate, and he would always inadvertently think of his life after leaving here.
"Uh-huh, uh-huh!" Xiaoxiao was very helpless, she just wanted to remind her to review well and not be in a daze, but this girl has been unable to play lately. Xiaoxiao always felt that Feng Lian had something in her heart, but she didn't say it, and she didn't want to ask.
"Forget it, you can't read books anyway, let's go to dinner, and then go directly to the exam, how about it?"
"I have no opinion!" "Okay, okay, let's go to the second floor, it's light but delicious!" After getting the approval of the president and the second sister, Xiaoxiao pulled the wind ripples, and several people swaggered to the cafeteria.
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Another semester is almost over. Compared with the many accidents in the first half of the semester, the second half of the semester can be described as no waves.
It's as if everything is concentrated in the first two months, paving the way for the next two months of precipitation and silence.
Classes, exams, holidays, cafeterias, libraries, dormitories, schools, homes.
... ...
Ban Run's lyrics: "Are you home now?"
A song: "yes, it's weird and it's not interesting." What's there to do with you?"
Half-Run's lyrics: "It doesn't seem to be. ”
A song: "Okay!"
"What's the matter, all of a sudden, I started to look so bored. ”
A song: "No, it's just that I suddenly feel like I have no goal, no direction, no meaning. ”
Ban Yan lyrics and songs: "Did you think of something, or couldn't figure out anything, why did you suddenly feel like this." ”
One song: "It may not be long before I get away from this place that I am now familiar with, to a far, far away place, away from the life I am used to, a little uneasy. But now, there are still many things that I haven't figured out, and there are still many things that I don't know about and can't know. I used to think that my life should be, after graduating from college, finding a job, and then meeting the right person, having a small family, and then trying to improve my little family, occasionally busy, occasionally comfortable, and just like that, mediocre life until the end of my life. However, it seems that many things have turned my imagination upside down, and although I don't know what my life will be like in the future, it is definitely very different from what I thought before. And I can only take the road that I don't know anything about, so I always feel very uneasy, and the day of departure is getting closer and closer, and the uneasiness in my heart is getting more and more, and I have no way to tell anyone about all this, maybe, part of that uneasiness is caused by having nowhere to tell, holding it in my heart!"
Leaving here and going to a far away place, wouldn't it be sick? But it doesn't look like it, could it be a trip abroad?!
Ban Run's lyrics and songs: "No matter where you go, you always have the people you care about, the things you care about, work hard, struggle, and become stronger, isn't it okay, follow your own heart." ”
The people who care, the things that I care about...
"Ripples, come here, it's time for dinner, come out quickly!"
"Got it, I'll be right away. ”
A song: "My parents called me, I'll go out first, let's talk back!"
Ban Run's lyrics: "Well, go!"
"Mom, why are you having dinner so early today?"
It's been almost a month since the summer vacation, and Feng Lian feels like a rice worm, probably similar to some kind of animal that eats, sleeps, sleeps, eats, and wanders around twice when it's idle. Of course, except for the time when I was just out of vacation, I would be a little busier when I was tutoring a super naughty child.
Eat, sleep, have nothing to do, go shopping with my sister, or watch videos, play small games, and chat with friends. Of course, the one who talked the most was the netizen called "Ban Yan Song Song", Feng Lian herself didn't know why she chatted so hot with someone she didn't know, because she had always been QQ or WeChat without adding strangers, but inexplicably, when this netizen called "Ban Yan Song Song" added her, she didn't refuse, and there were a lot of words, even Feng Dad Feng Mom, Xiao Xiao They didn't say it, but they were willing to talk to this called "Half Yan Song Song" said, and in the chat with the other party, Feng's impression of the other party is getting better and better, and she always feels that the person opposite is a gentle person, a very knowledgeable person. And there's...
"What are you talking to, ignoring me!" Feng Lian was slapped on his paw coldly, and instantly came back to his senses.
Feng Dad Feng and Feng Ma on the side looked at their little daughter who had become more and more "handy" recently, their eyes couldn't help but be obscure and sour, thinking that it was affected by the seal, and they couldn't help lowering their eyes at the same time, not letting them see the wind ripples. It's just that if Feng Lian knew the truth, he would definitely say, "You guys are thinking too much, I'm just just just boring and idle!". At this moment, Feng's father and Feng's mother were even more invariably thinking in their hearts, whether to tell Fenglian everything, after all, they didn't know when she would go back.
"Hmm, sister, what are you talking about?" Feng Lian was very embarrassed, and he began to wander again, so he flattered Feng Dai with a chopstick dish, but unfortunately, Feng Dai was the most resistant to eating leeks, and Feng Lian didn't notice that it was just leek eggs, and even more just that, this chopstick was more leek and less scrambled eggs. Therefore, the consequence is that Feng Lian innocently looked at Feng Dai and raised his eyebrows as if he had shown it, and then he was "sneak attacked".
"Wow, it's so itchy, stop, stop!haha!"
"So you ignore me, hmph, you know how good I am!
"I was wrong, I was wrong! Hurry, stop, hahahahaha!" Feng Lian was tickled by the old lady all the time, and the itch was so bad that she was about to stop laughing, and when she heard Feng Dai's words, she subconsciously began to beg for mercy.
"What's wrong!
"Wow, don't scratch it, Mom, look at it, look at my sister, she always bullies me!"
"Ahem!Xiao Dai, don't bully your sister, you two hurry up and eat well, don't look at how old you are, you're still messing around, the dishes are cold!" Although Feng's mother was also happy to see the two sisters giggle, Fenglian spoke, and for various reasons, she was still willing to spoil her more. So he pretended to be what he had just seen and said a few words to the two of them seriously.
Feng Dai didn't know if her mother was really annoyed, so she shrugged her shoulders and made an innocent expression, and then suddenly turned her head and made a grimace at Feng Lian, who was triumphant, so frightened that Feng Lian immediately sat up straight, and even the chopsticks fell on the table.
"Ahem, ahem!"
"Isn't it time to talk to Ripple, I always feel like I have to tell her, and it seems that she is always preoccupied?"
"But... If she knew, she wouldn't be so stable, and when she went back, it would definitely be a lot of trouble, so it was better to let her live a happier life now. ”
"But there will always be a time when she knows all this, so we might as well tell her, so that she will be a little prepared when the seal is resolved! Moreover, I really can't hold it, it's too painful, you don't know how many times she suddenly fainted during the Chinese New Year before, I'm really uncomfortable, I can't bear it!"
"I also know what you said, you think I will be willing to let her leave us, I even thought about whether we should accompany her, but we are just ordinary people, and according to the conversation of the gentleman who brought Feng Lian over, Feng Lian's life over there must not be dull and peaceful, we can do something, it will only drag her down! I just want her to live happily for a few more days!"
Father Feng obviously saw the excitement and hope flashing in Mother Feng's eyes when she heard herself say that she wanted everyone to accompany Feng Lian to that continent, but her expression gradually fell after she finished speaking. Why don't you want Feng Lian to live a peaceful life, watching Feng Lian grow up slowly, although Feng Lian is not his own child, but, for more than 20 years, he has long regarded Feng Lian Feng Dai as equally important, and even because Feng Lian sometimes does not have Feng Dai to be motivated, although Feng Dai is also very good, more lively, and will fight for what he wants. And although Feng Lian is also very close to them, he is usually more silent, and will hardly ask for anything from them, so he even cares more about Feng Lian.
Knowing that it was a result that could not be changed, Father Feng still wanted to hide it first, wanting this daughter to live happily for a few more days. It's just that Mother Wind doesn't think so. Although she knew that his original intentions were good, but the woman's intuition, she always felt that Feng Lian should know something, not as ignorant as they thought, so she still insisted on trying to convince Feng Dad...
"Dad, Mom. "Mom, Dad. ”