Thank you very much for meeting you in the vast sea of people, and thank you for not being stingy to cast a little hope for the little girl.

I'm a sophomore now, and I've been reading novels for six or seven years, and I've been exploring on the way to writing novels since graduating from the college entrance examination. I used to think it was very simple, but when I really put it into it, I realized that everything is really more than just talking. The first book is in the vertical and horizontal, the signing is not counted, the summer vacation has not even arrived with 100,000 words in the three months, I don't want to write it every day, the mobile phone typing is slow to death, and it is not online at all. Then, I finally went to an obscure small website, and survived by relying on 100,000 full attendance and 500 per month, but I was still too lazy every day to the extreme, and I didn't want to touch a word.

It's like when what you want to do becomes what you want to do with money, everything becomes extremely contradictory, because it's hard to stick to it, and you find it difficult to do it for three or four hours a day. I remember that at that time, whenever I couldn't write, I would run to complain to my girlfriend, (I was brought into the novel circle at the beginning, and I was the best friend) I still remember calling her all kinds last year, like an octopus that can't get rid of it, and I feel that she is going to annoy me to death.

Just like that, after a long time, I harvested my first pot of gold, although it was only 1,000 yuan, but I could still hold on. But everything ended quietly when I came home from winter vacation and couldn't even stretch out my hand in the cold, because the feeling of powerlessness that I couldn't hold on to it came up suddenly, and in February this year, I spent a month like that without doing anything in various entanglements, doing nothing every day, and feeling like I was wasting my life. Now that I think about it, I feel that since I was a child, except for going to school, there was hardly anything to stick to the end, of course, even going to school, I was forced, and I didn't get the results I wanted at the end of the college entrance examination. In March, I finally went back to school again, and luckily, when I was telling myself to give up again, I met a writer named Blue Sky online. Anyway, I began to find that my coding speed became faster, and the dreams and obsessions in my heart became deeper and deeper. With his encouragement and help, I slowly overcame the most fragile inferiority complex in my heart and persevered bit by bit. In this way, code words gradually became a habit, and self-confidence became more and more full.

And the empress, as a strong woman, I have always watched the waste material cultivation of strong women enough, that day I watched the female general Huo Xuan in the TV series "Phoenix Prisoner", I especially like that chic and wanton, so there is such a prototype, and before that, I felt that the cookie-cutter waste material heroine slowly cultivated too weakly, and it was not fun at all. There's also the ancient man of the male protagonist.,Can't understand the free and easy and a bit of the second female owner.,So there's such a strange setting.,Since it's through the strong female text.,So what's the point of getting rid of it?It's enough for everyone to watch it.,Isn't it?So the female protagonist is almost invincible.,Daily is poisonous tongue and complaining.,The male protagonist has a sense of existence with all kinds of spoiling.,Directly open the road to the empress.。 Of course, the above is just my thoughts, after all, the novel is also an emotional sustenance, the reality is too cruel, and too powerless, so I can only put it in the world where I can turn over the clouds and rain.

In April, I was preparing for a long time to publish "Phoenix Dream" in Yunqi Academy, the outline was written 20,000, and I thought about it for a year, but I still couldn't avoid the failure that I couldn't even sign the contract again and again. And "The Empress", it can be regarded as a counterattack to that kind of powerlessness and frustration, but it was hurriedly released in a month, and I thought that the rising collection might give me some hope, but maybe the point is too back, maybe it's really not good enough, it's still a refusal, a refusal, a refusal! Every time I see a reply like that backstage, the belief I have always insisted on will be doubted, and I feel that I am too bad for anyone to look at. Every day, I comfort myself on buckles and Weibo, but the loss in my heart still can't be erased.

I still remember that day I wanted to change the platform, so I went to 17k to change the draft and updated it with 30,000 words to apply for a contract, and I really didn't expect it to be miraculously like that. So now I'm really grateful to the 17k platform, at least this is a recognition, no matter how much I collect, no matter whether anyone sees it or not, I will never forget my original intention, money is not important, but money is a kind of motivation, if it is really pure for dreams, I am afraid it is just a simple three points of heat. So, in order to get the shelf award, and in order to have a small income in this summer vacation when I didn't go out to work, I chose to put it on the shelves in about 150,000 words, so please forgive me.

A year has passed, and in the blink of an eye, I have grown a lot. Even during the summer vacation, I don't want to open a book and sit there quietly to read. Every time I watch TV, I still don't want to code words, so in July, I focus on that small website for full attendance, and there are not too many manuscripts, and in August, I will focus on the empress, I hope I can finish this book before the Spring Festival, "Phoenix Dream" is written for dreams in Yunqi Academy, even if there is only one person to watch, I will not give up. I don't think I'll be willing to write only one style, so the three books that haven't been finished yet, one fantasy, one Xianxia, and one martial arts, of course, will not abandon the pit. Next, I want to write about science fiction and the Republic of China, one is because my goddess Cangyue is writing about the subject, and the other is that I am a student of Chinese language, and I have read more than 100 famous books of the Republic of China for the exam, which is really itchy. At the end of the day, sometimes my interests will really change, just like I didn't like the Republic of China style at all, but now I can't wait, it's really full of drama.

In the end, I said sorry for the rambling and mess. The little cutie who feels bored can skip directly to the next chapter. In short, the empress will be more and more exciting later, if you have any good suggestions, just go to the comment area, of course, if you are interested, you can go to QQ to read another Xianxia article for me, search for the little woman's pen name Yun Xi or "Phoenix Dream: Delusion Robbery", the little woman is here to thank you in advance.

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