Hello everyone, I am a longevity. At this moment, when I write these words here, my heart is agitated and I can't help myself. On April 3, 2014, the white night fell, the axis of the world began to turn, and the world of "The Amazing Twins" slowly opened.

I still remember being hesitant and hesitant to choose this theme, just as I am today.

At that time, I didn't know if I could do it, if I could write it well, and countless thoughts came to my mind, such as "If I don't succeed, I'll be dumbfounded", "If I don't do it for a long time, I'll be finished", "If I try my best and don't react, I'll become a joke", "Isn't this subject too radical, should you write it safely?", just like I do today.

But remember, in the end, I shouted the slogan of the charge and galloped towards the boundless darkness.

Unexpectedly, along the way, there were more and more friends around me, and my grades were getting better and better. I write it seriously, and you guys are happy to read it, give opinions and give ideas, so that this book really becomes the climate. Everything is thriving and developing in a better direction.

Later, in November 2015, Shou Shou I was admitted to the civil service, and everything came to an abrupt end.

To tell you the truth, I really didn't want to be a civil servant, but in order to find a partner, I had to take the exam, and I didn't expect to be admitted as soon as I could. To be honest, I used to think that civil servants had an easy job and that they had a lot of time to juggle both, but I also didn't expect that this was not possible at all.

In June 2016, there was a serious disagreement with the family. When I was first admitted, I said that my family should only laugh and talk, and only I was serious - I am a professional writer and a part-time civil servant. What is a part-time job? It is okay to do it when you don't delay your main business, but if you delay your main business, please give way.

At that time, I just felt that it was difficult to write, and I couldn't continue to write. Even if I barely wrote it, I felt that it was vulgar and unbearable, and my heart was even more depressed. In the midst of great unwillingness, I asked my family to resign, hoping that I could resign from the civil service and return my true colors.

There were violent conflicts, which were later suppressed by parents on both sides. To be precise, I was persuaded by my father-in-law, who was not yet an old father-in-law, and he said a lot, and I thought it was very reasonable, so I accepted his opinion and temporarily resigned. (Now that I think about it, I may have been tricked, but Lao Yue's level is still high)

After two years, the white horse passed through the gap, as if it was a world away.

In the past two years, I have never extinguished my desire to create, and I have never dared to let go of this obsession. Although it staggered, it was also to buy all the time to write. In 2017, my wife cultivated Yuanying, and the external calamities and internal calamities were mixed, and I needed someone to protect the Fa, so I received supernatural powers to concentrate on protecting the Fa. Those ten months, no updates.

The 17 years of work have been intensified, and there is no leisure outside of protecting the Dharma. At the end of the 17th year, the birth of the Holy Son, the whole world celebrated, and I took a short period of escort leave. In addition to protecting the Dharma for the Holy Son, I finally had some time to pick up my writing again and reopen and update. At that time, there was nothing to explain, and there was no guarantee that it would be updated on time in the future, so I only said in the chapter, "Don't get excited, wait until I hold on".

Since the end of 17 years, after entering 18 years, the work unit has intensified and intensified, often full attendance, day and night for more than a month. An old scholar friend who once laughed about the self-appointed imperial guard, who was quite close to Shou, asked me how I was doing, and I said that I was about to be cleaned up lately. The imperial guards were shocked, and they didn't know how hard my line of work was.

But.

Thousands of tribulations, the true color remains the same.

I'm still lifeless, this is not just a pen name, this is the Zhongding rune and real name totem that embodies my lifelong dream. In June 2018, I rewrote the plan and prepared it for implementation. One day by coincidence, I suddenly saw that the plan I wrote in 2016 was similar to today, and I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion, sadness and joy.

The sad thing is that what I once planned to be completed is still not completed, and I am proud that my heart has not changed after two years.

Today, I write this because this struggle has reached its heightened height. I have convinced my parents-in-law that in the end, it is the parents-in-law who are displeased with my parents. After a long talk, sign a gambling agreement: take a vacation and renew it for a while. If anyone else comes to see, that's it. If no one comes to see it, then it will never be mentioned again.

I agreed.

At this moment, the Internationale of the Tang Dynasty Band suddenly remembered in my ears.

"There has never been a savior in this world, nor does it rely on the immortal emperor"

"To create human happiness, it is up to us to do so"

"This is the last struggle, united to tomorrow"

"Intnachon Nair will definitely come true!"

Ever since I was in high school, this music has been motivating me to move forward.

I was afraid, but I didn't flinch.

I was also afraid, but I didn't admit it.

I've heard all kinds of failures, I've talked about risks profoundly, I've been scared and trembling, and I've been asked what would happen if no one came to see me.

Yes, not only do these not please worry my parents, but even I myself sometimes feel deeply upset. Two years in a hurry, two years ago I wrote the eighth article and now it is still the eighth, who will wait for you to cheer up?

But in a trance, I still remember that a book friend has sent a WeChat message every day to encourage me since he added my WeChat, although I rarely reply, but my heart has always been warm.

In a trance, I still remember that a book friend actually found my dad and begged my dad to let me continue writing. This happened the day before my showdown with my father, as if fate was like a revelation, and I was stunned for a long time.

In a trance, I still remembered that when I was studying in college, a pair of inscriptions hung on the corridor outside the dormitory door - the boy does not show his ambitions, and he is born with an eight-foot body.

In a trance, I still remember April 3, 2014, that night of scratching my ears and cheeks.

That night, looking at the dark night outside, the whole person was as dry as a stone. The unwilling breath in his chest that did not accept his fate rolled and surged, swelled and soared, tearing his lungs. In his heart, heaven and man had been fighting for a long time, and suddenly opened his mouth and raised his head, exhaled and opened his voice, and roared wildly and angrily towards Xiao Han.

Ignite an eternal fire that illuminates the endless night.

White night, open.

In my heart, I am extraordinary.

Turning around and sitting down in front of the computer, his fingers are like flying, sweat is like rain, his eyes are like blood, and he would rather lose than give in.

"This is the last struggle, unite until tomorrow!"

This time, it is indeed the last struggle, the last battle. Shoushou is not young, and he drags his family with his mouth. There are not a few good times in life, this time I have overcome all difficulties and fought so far, but I'm afraid, it's just this fight. I truly love this business, I love what I write, and I love my dear book friends. But since you have accepted the gambling contract, you must abide by it.

It's been two and a half years since 15 years. I don't know how many book friends still have this book on their shelves, I don't know how many book friends still pay attention to this book, I don't know if my bet is a win or a loss.

But I know that my heart is sincere.

I know I need you.

If there is no one in the world who still holds the flag, please come back.

If the shareholders of the Eternal Night Group are still there, please come back.

If Teacher Yang's Guoshu Pavilion students are still there, please come back.

If those brothers who rubbed oil on the soles of Uncle Tang's vat and stood on the cylinder are still there, please come back.

Come back, join me, and unite until tomorrow.

I don't know when I'll be able to take a leave of absence, but please wait for my news, and I will definitely come back, come back and fight with you to the end.

Finally, whether this battle is won or lost, I am extremely grateful to my wife and my love. She has been supporting my creations since the first day we met. Now she also reads this book, and she loves it. Even if I wanted to quit the civil service and lose my iron job, she still supported me. Understand my dreams, understand my persistence, and understand my pursuits. If you have a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for?

Repair my sword and kill for nine days. Sprinkle my blood and move forward—— I think that Chendong must be as proud as I am today.

Recorded on June 13, 2018.