Satsuki doesn't remember how she rushed back home from the palace.

The first thing she did when she got home, she asked Linglong to boil herself a hot bath and soak herself in the bathtub, and no one was seen. The recovery of that memory actually had a great impact on her.

She looked down at her bumpy body, and suddenly had a strange mood.

If a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl is still a bud waiting to be released, and she is now in the season of blooming.

And because of Yuan Chenhao, he had to pretend to be a man and wrap his chest every day.

Looking at the deep black strangulation marks on her chest, she couldn't control her emotions a little, and whimpered in a low voice of grievance.

Maybe poverty can't break her, maybe all kinds of troublesome things won't make her feel embarrassed, but at the moment she is a little tired of her body, how good it would be if she was a real man, there would not be so many troubles. If I were a man, maybe I wouldn't have this sense of helplessness.

Yes, that deep sense of loneliness, in fact, has always bothered her, she is not afraid of loneliness, here she has friends and cronies, but she will feel that there is no kind of her own here, at least she is really tired of the inferiority of men and women here, and she has to pretend to dress up every day.

After thinking about it so much, her mood eased a little, and she began to carefully recall the conversation with Yuan Chenhao in the morning.

Yuan Chenhao's confession allowed Xiao Yue to officially confirm his intentions for Wen Yue, and it also saved him the trouble of guessing. It's just that Yuan Chenhao likes Wen Yue, not Wen Xiaoyue, and not Song Mi.

Thinking of this, Xiao Yue laughed angrily, this person really used Wen Xiaoyue as a tool again, and left it behind when he used it, and then fell in love with Wen Yue again, so this man is not only affectionate and sweet-hearted, but also machismo.

But she thought about it again, even if she was a man now, she was also taken by Yuan Chenhao, so the involvement between the two of them had nothing to do with gender.

So, she was a little conscious, no matter how much she pretended, she couldn't change the fact that she was a daughter, whether she was a man or a woman didn't matter to Yuan Chenhao.

Therefore, Xiao Yue dried her tears and secretly made a decision, everything here has nothing to do with her, no matter what, she must find her way home as soon as possible, and she will no longer be subject to these grievances.

After Xiao Yue took a bath, she found the book "On the Dao" from her dirty clothes, then put on the clean clothes that Yun Yan had prepared for her, and went back to the study, closed the door and prepared to study carefully.

When she spent an afternoon reading all the contents of the book, she was a little discouraged, in her opinion, the book was nothing more than a "Tao Te Ching", but written in a font that she was not very familiar with. Fortunately, she was able to read and understand everything, and she also transcribed the contents of the book in simplified Chinese.

According to Xiaoyue's level, she can only understand the superficial meaning of this "On the Dao". Although "Tao Te Ching" is really not an ordinary book, she has read it before, but it is not easy to understand this book, plus she knew little about this knowledge before, and now she can only sigh that the book is used to hate less.

Just when Xiaoyue was a little depressed, Wen Youyou came to her.

Today, Wen Youyou's face was a little ugly, and after entering the door, he looked at Xiaoyue without saying a word.

Xiao Yue was also irritable at the moment, and she was in no mood to go around the bend with him.

"Just say something, I'm in a bad mood today. ”

Wen Youyou's face darkened, as if someone else owed him a lot of money and didn't pay it back, and his tone was also questioning.

"I heard that you stayed overnight in the imperial study yesterday?"

Xiao Yue was furious when she heard this, she snapped the freshly copied book in her hand and threw it on the desk, "Are you here to ask about the guilt?" or are you here to care about my safety?"

Wen Youyou rarely saw Xiao Yue so angry, and she also knew that her tone was a little inappropriate, just like her husband's wife who caught Hongxing out of the wall.

He took a deep breath and said with a wry smile: "What qualifications do I have to ask the teacher to ask for guilt, but I just think that your actions are a little inappropriate." ”

Satsuki was angry, and she spoke like a machine gun, crackling.

"What's wrong? You think I want to spend the night in a place like the Imperial Study? I don't like to stay up late, do you know what time I slept last night? I didn't even drink any medicine last night!"

I don't know why Xiao Yue became more angry, and Wen Youyou's anger was gradually dispelled.

He watched Satsuki backstab like a hedgehog, and he laughed instead, "Hey, I just said it casually, you see that you are so angry." He saw that the teacup in front of Xiao Yue was already empty, so he poured tea and pleaded guilty.

"Come, come on, you must be thirsty after talking so much, you drink saliva first, and then continue. ”

As the saying goes, don't hit the smiling face when you reach out, Xiaoyue looked at Wen Youyou's poker face and laughed, she also lost a lot of anger, took the teacup and drank it all.

Xiao Yue rubbed the corners of her mouth and said, "Forget it, I don't want to mention yesterday's incident again, and you are not going to mention it again." ”

"Well, if you don't mention it, don't mention it. Wen Youyou saw that her face softened a little, and knew that this matter had passed like this.

"Sit down. Xiao Yue has been standing stupidly since he entered the house, "Is there something wrong?"

Wen Youyou waved his hand, "Don't sit, you can't be tired from your illness, and you can't stay up late, I'll say a few words and leave." ”

Xiao Yue asked him curiously, "What is the urgency that makes you rush to see me so late?"

Wen Youyou scratched his head, and then said: "The emperor summoned me this afternoon and said that you gave him a good advice last night, and I hope you can write it into a recital, and then let me present it to him." ”

"Hmm. Xiao Yue said expressionlessly: "When do you want it?"

Wen Youyou saw that Xiao Yue was displeased, and said very unnaturally: "Your Majesty just said as soon as possible." ”

Satsuki nodded, "Okay." ”

Wen Youyou saw that she was a little reluctant to accept it, and she didn't know what to say, so she had to quickly say goodbye and go home.

The weather is starting to heat up, and the ground cage of Yingyue Xuan is not burning.

Satsuki's body is also much better than before, and she gradually takes off her winter clothes.

She wrote the suggestions related to the bank in a way that people can understand now, and let Wen Youyou hand it to Yuan Chenhao.

During this time, she and Yuan Chenhao never met again, and the content of the compromise, both of them passed through Wen Youyou in the middle.

I just heard Wen Youyou say that Yuan Chenhao discussed the topic of suggesting the British Bank with several important ministers of the imperial court, but unfortunately basically no one was willing to support this idea.

In this regard, Xiao Yue can't think of a better way, and her mind is not in this aspect.

She was now sure that the book was the Tao Te Ching, but she couldn't figure out what it had to do with her way home.

Just when she was at a loss, there was an uninvited guest at home.