The pain is constantly intensifying, it feels as if the demons in the heart have appeared again, and there are more and more thoughts about Di Ting, if it goes on like this, Zhao Xin believes that his memory will be filled by Di Ting, in that case, he can't say that he is himself, but a body of Di Ting. At this time, Zhao Xin finally understood what was going on with the clear memory that Di Ting said in his mouth, and it turned out that he wanted to remove the memory of Di Ting from his mind.

"I don't believe in Buddhism, but the Buddha is related to me, Jizang did not appear, but I died because of Jizang" In Diting's memory, these two points seem to be very important, so that they will appear in Zhao Xin's mind from time to time now. Zhao Xinxin also knew that Di Ting had not forgiven Di Zang back then, or that he had not forgiven Ji Zang for so many years, and this had become a knot in his heart, and compared to Zhao Xin, who needed to have a clear memory of Di Ting, this obsession was the most difficult to eliminate.

"Goodbye......" Zhao Xin hugged Yuan Shouyi, his thoughts were myriad, he concentrated all his energy on thinking about one thing, and the best way to forget one thing was to think about another more unforgettable thing, and now Zhao Xin used this method to clear the memory of Di Ting. Although this method is a bit of a demolition of the east wall to make up for the west wall, but the effect is particularly obvious, the key is that Zhao Xin did not think about his own things, and all the memories in his mind were the things that he listened to, so he also pressed the rest of his thoughts unconsciously, and the original chaotic head actually became much clearer little by little, and the memory of Di Ting became less and less, but the memories left behind were all fresh, almost ingrained in his own brain, and it became a particularly impossible thing to clear out.

Zhao Xin doesn't know how long he has been now.,In short, the memory of Di Ting is now only four left in his mind.,The first scene is the first time I met Jizo.,And was saved by Ji Zang.,That scene was remembered in Di Ting's mind for a lifetime.,The second act is his own death.,The tears that Jizo had shed.,The third act is to wait for Jizo to come back Di Ting waited in place for a lifetime.,And fight to the death.,And the last scene is the back of Jizo when he left.。

Although Diting doesn't want to admit it, Jizo has indeed drawn the strongest stroke on its long destiny road, and it can also be said that without Jizang, there would be no Diting today, but it is precisely because of Jizang that Diting no longer believes in any human emotions and has become a divine beast that can get out of the world. However, what Zhao Xin still doesn't understand is how Di Ting is here now, and Di Ting's memory seems to be only at the moment when he wants to separate from Di Zang, you must know that Di Zang really cultivated the Great Dao in the Yellow Realm, which is also the most critical place to make Di Zang famous all over the world, but Di Ting doesn't seem to have any memory of that period of the world, and he doesn't have any memory of things since then, and that memory may have caused Di Ting to become what it is now.

After thinking about it for a while, Zhao Xin decided to start with one person first, and the method of demolishing the east wall and making up the west wall would work, but at this time Zhao Xin didn't dare to do it, because no matter which of the remaining memories he thought of forgetting the others, he was afraid that he would forget the others in the end, but the remaining one would penetrate into his bones, and he couldn't forget it.

And the best way to clear his memory is to tear down the east wall and make up the west wall, Zhao Xin has a better way, that is, to let his updated memories cover these, and at this time, Zhao Xin had to think of his past. Compared with Di Ting's life, Zhao Xin's life may be more exciting, because he has experienced too many things, or it can no longer be described in fragments, but can be narrated in a book.

Everyone's life is different, Zhao Xin's life can overlap with many people's lives, of course, the most fundamental reason is that Zhao Xin's life is too exciting, and he has experienced a lot of love and hatred. Although Zhao Xin has always said that he doesn't care about these, it is undeniable that this has changed Zhao Xin's heart very much, so that now Zhao Xin's character is not to believe in anyone, he is full of defense against everything, and at the same time, he seems to be used to many things, and he can't let himself have any psychological changes at all.

"Xinye, this person asked me to ......" unconsciously, Zhao Xin's mind appeared the appearance of the wilderness, the two of them have experienced a lot, and the days with the wilderness are Zhao Xin's happiest, although every day is in the fighting, but it feels that life is particularly passionate, and the honest wilderness makes Zhao Xin's already silent heart seem to be alive, and he feels that life is full of fighting spirit. Waste has left a very strong mark in Zhao Xin's life, and people like to recall the past, because it seems that only the past will feel the most beautiful, just like only when you lose it will you understand how precious it is to get it.

The memory of Di Ting is very depressing for Zhao Xin, because Di Ting's entire life Zhao Xin has seen it in his eyes, no matter what period it is, until it becomes Di Ting, it has always been depressed. Although Di listened to a white velvet dog and cultivated the image of the last cluster of beasts in one, the grace of all things was one, with a tiger head, a single horn, dog ears, a dragon body, a lion tail, and a unicorn. But after cultivating all this, it also lost its original pleasure, became more "smooth", and lost its original intention of the most precious thing.

It's easy to say not to forget the original intention, but it's very difficult to do, let alone in the case of going through a lot of things, so when Zhao Xin thought about it, Di Ting's memory had changed, just as Zhao Xin thought, the third act of Di Ting turned out to be weaker in Zhao Xin's memory. In the end, the reason for the desperate struggle was just to be able to find it when Jizo came back, and as a result, Jizo really appeared, so for it, the original intention has been satisfied, so that obsession should also be able to let go.

Time passed little by little, Zhao Xin used Yin Lingzi and his own memory to erase the memory of Jizang's departure, all said that the most painful thing is the death of the heart, in Di Ting's heart is Ji Zang abandoned it, but Zhao Xin's experience is more worrying than Di Ting, no matter how Di Zang is an honest and frank person, he did not deceive Di Ting, but silently endured the hatred of Di Ting, and did not mention his own support for Di Ting, and Yin Lingzi is playing, compared to Di Ting, that may not be anything at all.

And Zhao Xin's third memory is Ji Mengmeng, they all say that people die and the lights go out, but Ji Mengmeng is the only one who does not make Zhao Xin feel that there are any shortcomings, the time between the two seems to be sweet every moment, although Zhao Xin's thoughts at the time were not the same as Ji Mengmeng, but her death caused an indelible wound in her heart. I don't know what the reason is, Zhao Xin just can't forget how good Ji Mengmeng used to be, so using the memory of Ji Mengmeng to erase the memory of Di Ting in his mind is definitely the best choice, even if Zhao Xin's heart is unwilling to do this.