Chapter 3: Is Xu Qian sick?

Sister Liang is a nanny with the ability to observe words and feelings, she has worked in Cheng Dekai's house for 10 years, and she is deeply loved by Cheng Dekai and Xu Qian. How could this thought in Qin Lei's eyes escape the eyes of this old man who was over half a hundred years old. She sighed and said, "My wife has just come back from the hospital for two days, and my husband asked these nurses to come and take care of my wife. ”

Qin Lei was surprised: "Xu Qian is sick?"

Sister Liang glanced at Qin Lei and continued: "On the 10th, Mr. took his wife out, Early in the morning of the 12th, I received an anxious call from my husband to go to the hospital, and when I came to the hospital, I saw that my husband was waiting for his wife outside the operating room, and the operation lasted for more than 6 hours that day, and my wife was successfully rescued, I followed my wife into the intensive care unit, and my wife had a tube inserted in her body, and I quietly looked at this Mrs. wrapped in layers and layers, she was wrapped in bandages all over her body, if it wasn't for Mr. there, I would not have recognized that this was our wife. The gentleman was communicating with the chief physician at the door, I couldn't quite understand what they were talking about, too much of their communication was academic language, I was in a state of panic, looking at all this in front of me, I felt very sad. I can't help anything, I can only be so quietly guarding our wife, she is a kind girl, God is blind, to persecute such a girl. Sister Liang began to choke as she spoke.

Where can Qin Lei still sit, she got up quickly, perhaps because of too much force, the back of the chair made a "squeak" of rubbing the tiles, Chen Lin retracted her gaze and looked at Qin Lei with an anxious look. Qin Lei seemed to have Hot Wheels on her feet, the speed was surprising, she seemed to forget that she was a pregnant woman, she did not walk to the stairs leading to the second floor, but directly took the indoor transparent elevator to the second floor, Sister Liang and Huang Ting hurriedly ran up the stairs to block Qin Lei from the elevator on the second floor. But it was too late, Qin Lei had already gone straight to Xu Qian's bedroom, the door was open, and she gently pushed the door open. Standing at the door, she saw a man wiping her arms for a woman lying on a transparent capsule-shaped "bed", she couldn't see the woman's face clearly, the man turned around and saw Qin Lei make a "shhhh Cheng Dekai blocked Qin Lei and invited Qin Lei out, and the door was gently closed by him. He took Qin Lei and Sister Liang and Huang Ting, who caught up behind, downstairs, and Chen Lin, who was waiting for Qin Lei downstairs, watched them walk downstairs. Her eyes stared at the man walking beside Qin Lei, "Could it be that this is Xu Qian's husband?" This man is handsome and straight, but he is not the old man he guessed, he is dressed in casual loungewear loosely draped on his body, although his face is tired, it is difficult to hide his handsomeness. Is this tall, handsome, and golden man really Xu Qian's husband?' Chen Lin watched the group go down the stairs, stepped forward and said, "What happened to you just now? You are still a pregnant woman? How can you run like this." Although Qin Lei was chattering in his mouth, his eyes drifted to Cheng Dekai, Cheng Dekai smiled and nodded, looking at Chen Lin. Qin Lei pointed at Chen Lin and said, "Her name is Chen Lin, and she is also Xu Qian......" Before Qin Lei's words were finished, Chen Lin hurriedly stretched out his hand and said: "My name is Chen Lin, it's a pleasure to meet you"

"Hello, hello, I'm Xu Qian's husband - my name is Cheng Dekai. Gentleman Cheng Dekai stepped forward and shook hands.

Chen Lin's little heart and liver were about to pop out, the man in front of her was her ideal object for many years, her face began to crimson, and her joy was indescribable. She completely forgot that this was Xu Qian's husband, she forgot that this man had a wife, and she began to fantasize about this man and her own rain and dew scene. Holding Cheng Dekai's hand tightly, Cheng Dekai withdrew his hand embarrassedly, looking at Chen Lin who was stunned in front of him, he had long been used to being stared at by a nymphomaniac, but he was not in the mood to deal with now.

"What do you want to drink? Let Sister Liang bring it to you. Cheng Dekai naturally turned his back hand behind him and raised his voice.

Chen Lin returned to reality from fantasy, slowly moving with their footsteps, Qin Lei had long been accustomed to all of Chen Lin's performances, she would not feel surprised or embarrassed or anything, in Qin Lei's world, she had always shown a sense of detachment from the world to people she didn't care about—a sense of distance. Chen Lin is just an identity for Qin Lei - roommates, they never have a heart-to-heart, to be precise, Qin Lei is unwilling to have a heart-to-heart relationship with Chen Lin, Chen Lin has stammered with Qin Lei n times.

Chen Lin She is a sensitive person, her inferiority complex makes her particularly concerned about other people's opinions, she is also a person who loves to speculate, she can always interpret other people's actions and words in her own way, just like Chen Lin at this time feels that Qin Lei must think that she is an embarrassing friend, and she feels that Qin Lei's glance is endless contempt for her.

After Sister Liang and Huang Ting washed some fruits and served them on the coffee table, Cheng Dekai instructed: "Sister Liang, please prepare Qin Lei and Miss Chen's lunch." ”

"Sister Liang, and Su Nan, she will come over after work, I just sent her a text message. Qin Lei held her mobile phone in one hand and the handle of the fruit fork in the other.

After Sister Liang walked away, Huang Ting saw this and said, "Doctor Cheng, I went upstairs with Su Mei to take care of my wife." With that, the four girls went upstairs.

While making tea, Cheng Dekai thought about how to explain what happened to Qin Lei and Su Nan, and he could imagine how Qin Lei and Su Nan would accuse him of not taking good care of Xu Qian and the like. He really knows the two sisters around Xu Qian, and he is also happy that Xu Qian has two good sisters by his side, because he is happy that these two sisters can help wake up Xu Qian, so he must explain this matter.

"Qin Lei, when Su Nan arrives, let's talk about Xu Qian's condition?" Cheng Dekai looked sleepy-eyed and yawned, as if he was extremely sleepless.

Qin Lei said "good" and fell into her own thoughts with a lot of worries, she tried hard to recall the blurry woman's face she had just seen at the door of Xu Qian's bedroom on the second floor, even if it was just a glance, she had seven or eight points in her heart, that was definitely not Xu Qian. She thought about how to go upstairs to get close to the unfamiliar woman, and she even thought that Cheng Dekai had done something bad to prevent her from entering Xu Qian's bedroom. In her memory, Xu Qian once wrote a song in a document: "My life is like a canary, the life of the daily cage frightens me, and I yearn for freedom." Love is just the beginning of a lie, and marriage is just a ...... of the living dead" Even though many people don't know the pen name "Chuxin", she knows, she knows that this is from Xu Qian's handwriting. She also tried to ask the meaning of the song, Xu Qian waved her hand and said: "What is written and played, there is no deep meaning, no need to delve too deeply." A simple and casual sentence stopped her mind from asking.

Chen Lin and Cheng Dekai accosted each other, and the content of the conversation was nothing more than topics such as good weather today. Cheng Dekai felt very bored, but out of politeness, he politely accosted Chen Lin. Obviously, Chen Lin knew that there was no topic to talk about, but how could she let go of this opportunity? She worked hard to find something to talk about. She looked at the man in front of her, and kept hypnotizing herself in her heart - he is mine!

Life is like this, fate is also like this, it is not destined to be your trajectory, even if it is the scenery that drives by? What does not belong to you, after all, it is not yours, like a reluctantly broken rose, but it is an instant possession. Cheng Dekai began to slowly understand this truth until Xu Qian's accident, and the more he understood it thoroughly, the more unwilling he was. Looking at the woman named Chen Lin in front of him, he felt that the things in her eyes seemed to have something in his eyes, yes, it was a greedy and humble look.

Cheng Dekai has no mind to study women other than Xu Qian now, not to mention that the woman in front of him has a woman whose nose and chin have undergone plastic surgery, this plastic surgery technique is too ordinary, and you can see the level of the doctor at a glance. This is a rather inadequate grasp of human bone physiognomy, the technique is not skilled, and the technical level is average, this level of plastic surgery should be the masterpiece of some small clinics. Chen Lin didn't know that Cheng Dekai had come to such a conclusion after taking a look at her, you must know that this nose and chin had taken her a lot of money to shape, and that was a change that she was proud of! She also thought about waiting for enough money to save her mouth and eyes......

Chen Lin carefully looked at Cheng Dekai, who had just glanced at him, and his heart was flooded with countless waves. She was like a vicious wolf, staring at the lamb in front of her, and she was afraid that if she was not careful, the delicious lamb would slip away. "This man is really more than N times more than Mr. Chen and Director Ma, no matter his appearance and financial resources, he is attractive enough" Thinking of this, she swallowed her saliva several times.

"Come, drink some tea!" Cheng Dekai's lazy voice had a slight chuckle, or rather a cheap smile. This is a self-righteous sense of superiority when the man's so-called opposite-sex attraction is satisfied, and he is such a wicked and self-righteous self-confidence. Maybe there are many kinds of women in this world, some like Chen Lin are in love with the financial resources behind the man, and some are in love with the appearance of the man, but there is such a person who is pretentious, she defines her own concept of love, and this kind of woman is a woman that Cheng Dekai cannot conquer, he raised his head and looked in the direction of the second floor, thinking about the woman who was lying on the hospital bed with a gastric tube, a urinary tube, and a tracheotomy tube at this time.

"It's delicious, what kind of tea is this?" Chen Lin picked up the tea and turned on the 100,000 patterns, looking charming and charming. Qin Lei saw Chen Lin like this and said: "I said Cheng Dekai, have you changed your taste, what kind of tea are you drinking? Saying that, Qin Lei got up and went to the bathroom, with a few "uh, uh....." The sound of retching came out, adding some life to the dead living room.

"Sister Liang, go in and take a look, what's wrong with Qin Lei? This morning sickness is a little too much......" Cheng Dekai commanded.

Chen Lin immediately got up and went to the bathroom with a concerned look, she kept patting Qin Lei's back and whispered, "Are you better?"

Sister Liang took a glass of boiled water and waited by Qin Lei's side, Qin Lei vomited for a while, spitting out all the bile, she took Sister Liang's water, siphoned her mouth, picked up the napkin that Sister Liang had already prepared on the side of the boiled water, and wiped the corners of her mouth. She looked at herself and the two women around her in the mirror, this situation was so familiar, familiar as if it happened a second ago, but another distressed voice did not come from Chen Lin's mouth, but Xu Qian. "My life is like a canary, the daily cage life terrifies me, and I yearn for freedom. Love is but the beginning of a lie, and marriage is nothing but a grave for the living dead. Pray for the mercy of the sun......" Qin Lei hummed softly, she actually hummed this song written by her original intention as if she was enchanted.

Cheng Dekai heard the lyrics from the bathroom, every sentence was so familiar, familiar like a needle piercing his heart. He had heard Xu Qian playing the guzheng and humming this song countless times, and he had smashed Xu Qian's guzheng in anger because of this song. The cracks in his marriage also began because of this, and there was an additional name in his world called Lin Yuefeng, and this lingering name left a deep wound on his psyche. He walked quickly to the door of the bathroom, and after hearing the song coming from Qin Lei, he said in confusion, "You can also make this song?"

"When we were in high school, we used to make this tune, and it was written and played by the two of us. Qin Lei said nonsense, this lyric unsurprisingly attracted Cheng Dekai, maybe this is a breakthrough, she wants to tear through this song a disguised tranquility here, she feels that everything here seems to be hiding something? She observed Sister Liang's frightened expression when she heard this song and Cheng Dekai's verifying eyes from the mirror, coupled with the faint blue and purple in Xu Qian's silk shirt in her memory, she was even more firm in her judgment.

"High school, so early?" Cheng Dekai fell into his own thinking, or he preferred to believe that this was a song composed by Xu Qian in recent years.

"Yes, it's high school, and the lyrics come from our teacher, who is a sad teacher. Her death was a little shocking to Xu Qian and I at that time in terms of love, so the two of us privately made up this song to mourn the teacher. Qin Lei justified herself, women's lies are often so true that they can't be true, she will only add one point of falsehood to the nine points of truth, so that you have nowhere to find flaws. Qin Lei and Xu Qian in high school were best friends in the same dormitory, and they were still in the same dormitory in college, and then met Su Nan and Chen Lin. Moreover, at that time, a female teacher really passed away, and Xu Qian and Qin Lei were indeed deeply touched and co-wrote a tune, which was called "Xiang Yangsheng", not Xu Qian's "Yiren Tears". Qin Lei knew that only she and Xu Qian knew these details.

"What's the name of the song?" Cheng Dekai asked, his empty eyes recalling the email from Lin Yuefeng in Xu Qian's mailbox:

Xu Qian, how are you doing? I overheard your song in front of the grape trellis, and I couldn't sleep for a few nights, and I began to worry about you. If you are a captive golden bird, I am willing to be the one who rescues you, and protect your ..... as usual.

Cheng Dekai didn't have time to peruse the email, and as Xu Qian approached, he deleted it in a panic. He pretended that nothing had happened, and opened a random web page to continue browsing. Xu Qian looked at the computer with the bright screen and said softly: "Your milk" and then handed a glass of hot milk to Cheng Dekai.

"Yiren tears" Qin Lei recalled the title of the song written at the beginning of her heart.

Cheng Dekai's memory was once again pulled to that evening, when Xu Qian was alone on the third floor, playing the guzheng and humming a little song. He took the fresh grapes upstairs to send them to Xu Qian, and when he came to the entrance of the three stairs, he listened to this song quietly, looked at the grapes in his hand, and thought about the email, and he was angry. He walked through the aisle angrily, came to the door at the end of the corridor, pushed the door open, and shouted to Xu Qian, "Who is Lin Yuefeng?"

Xu Qian was disturbed by this sudden man, she stopped playing the tune, stood up and walked to the door to look at Cheng Dekai, who was jumping violently, and said, "What's the matter, this is?"

Cheng Dekai dropped a plate of grapes in his hand, the plate was shattered, he didn't care about the fragments on the ground, and pinched Xu Qian's shoulders tightly with both hands and said, "Who is he? Who is you?" and pushed Xu Qian into the room hard, he pushed her to the end and pressed her in front of the mirror where Xu Qian often practiced dancing, and he kissed her frantically. He ignored Xu Qian's resistance, he pressed the head of this dodging left and right with his hand, and he couldn't allow her to resist. After resisting for a while, Xu Qian stopped resisting, and quietly accepted Cheng Dekai's passionate tongue squirming in his mouth. He seemed to have conquered her, looking at Xu Qian, who was as docile as a deer in front of him, he let go of her and said bitterly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" He knelt in front of Xu Qian, looked up at Xu Qian, and asked for forgiveness.

Xu Qian didn't always squat down like a mother this time, caressing the child with her hand like a mother, and then hugged him into her arms. Xu Qian looked at him in front of her quietly, she was as quiet as a shadow, without any expression, motionless. He got up and walked to Xu Qian's guzheng and glanced at the lyrics "Yiren Tears". "What a Yiren tear" With his roar, he was smashed to the ground with a "bang" of the raised zither. Xu Qian looked at Cheng Dekai who was angry and approaching madness like an audience, and watched quietly like this, she didn't say anything, her eyes were still stagnant. Cheng Dekai couldn't accept Xu Qian like this, he felt that Xu Qian must have changed her mind, and the warm eyes of the past could no longer be found. He grabbed Xu Qian's hand and asked repeatedly: "Do you not love me anymore?Do you still love me?Do you love me?" In response to his only echo, Xu Qian broke free of his hand and walked out of the door. Looking at Xu Qian's departing figure, he concluded that she didn't love him anymore.

Cheng Dekai had an extremely painful expression on his face, and he muttered in his mouth: "Yiren tears", and quickly ran up to the second floor. The nurses in Xu Qian's bedroom were all invited out, and he closed the door and howled and cried.

Everyone except Qin Lei didn't know what was going on, Qin Lei listened to the cry coming from the second floor, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly.