Chapter 452: The Past Past
There were still panic and tears in her eyes, which made Gu Qingchi's distress a little heavier: "You are not very comfortable, let's go over later." ”
Shi Miaoyu's mind was in a mess at this moment, and after listening to Gu Qingchi's words, he also knew that he was not suitable for the past at the moment, so he nodded and let him carry himself towards the house.
After waiting in the room, Gu Qingchi put her down, and was just about to pour tea for Shi Miaoyu, but saw her tugging on her sleeve and asked softly, "Master, don't you have anything to ask me?"
She was a little calmer now, but she also felt even more chilled.
She hadn't dreamed of those things in her previous life for a long time. But today's appearance of Lu Jiangrong made her panic for a moment.
She originally thought that only she had memories of her past life. But what if someone else also has it, what if that person happens to be on the opposite side of Gu Qingchi?
And what Lu Jiangrong said today, have you told others?
As soon as she thought of this, she felt like falling into an ice cave, and her whole body trembled a little.
Seeing Shi Miaoyu's appearance, Gu Qingchi's eyes flashed with pity, sighed, sat down and hugged her, and said softly: "I believe you." ”
He listened to those words suspiciously, but he also seemed to have grasped some key point. It's just that he can't make sense for a while, but he knows that no matter whether those words are true or not, Shi Miaoyu's heart for himself is not fake.
He had always known that there was a corner in his little wife's heart where no one was allowed to enter, including him. Because there are many secrets hidden there, and it hurts when you touch it.
So he was waiting, waiting for her to open up to him one day.
But until then, he won't force her.
Because, he believed her.
Just three words, it made Shi Miaoyu cry like rain.
Seeing her crying loudly, Gu Qingchi didn't say much, just reached out and hugged her, letting her release her weakness in her arms.
When she had cried enough, she snuggled into Gu Qingchi's arms and didn't say a word.
Gu Qingchi gently patted her back, stroked it again and again, and gave her all his strength.
After a long time, I heard Shi Miaoyu say softly: "Master, we should go." ”
Hearing this, Gu Qingchi looked down at her, and saw that her voice was full of energy, but her eyes were exceptionally clear.
His heart moved, he lowered his head and kissed her forehead, and asked, "Do you want to go over this look?"
Hearing this, Shi Miaoyu thought about it, nodded and said, "Yes, there is a full moon today." ”
If she was stuffed in this room, she would be sick. She needs to take a look at the green branches, to see how happy the maid who died tragically in her previous life is in this life, to see the piles and piles that have been changed by her, so that she knows that she is really living in the present.
And not in the nightmare of the previous life.
Seeing Shi Miaoyu's appearance, Gu Qingchi sighed slightly in his heart, but he didn't say anything on his face, just said, "Okay." ”
When Shi Miaoyu arrived at this time, he remembered one thing in hindsight, because he asked, "Isn't the master going to deal with things, but it's done?"
In the past, it was because Gu Qingchi was busy that he let himself go first.
Hearing this, Gu Qingchi curled his lips and smiled, nodded and said, "Well, it's all done." ”
Actually, there wasn't at all, he just had time to lay out a rough idea. It's just that when he heard that the secret guard hurriedly reported that someone had assassinated Shi Miaoyu again, he went out regardless of it.
Who knew that after going out, he heard such a specious word.
But it didn't matter, she didn't want to say, so he was willing to wait.
Hearing Gu Qingchi's words, Shi Miaoyu didn't suspect anything, just nodded and said, "Let the concubine wash her face." ”
Now that she is like this, she is afraid to go out.
Saying that, Shi Miaoyu instructed the maid to fetch water, and after she washed up, she confirmed that she could not see any traces of crying, so she took Gu Qingchi's hand and said, "Master, let's go?"
These eyes were washed with tears, and they looked a little brighter. Although the eye circles are still a little red, they are not very noticeable. If you don't look closely, you can't see that she is crying.
Gu Qingchi looked at her like this, he was still a little distressed in the end, and subconsciously reached out and touched her face, and said softly: "Well, let's go." ”
He walked towards the door with Shi Miaoyu, but saw Shi Miaoyu tugging at his hand.
Gu Qingchi subconsciously tilted his head and asked, "What's wrong?"
Shi Miaoyu bit her lip, and said in the end: "Master, when I come back in the evening, the concubine wants to tell you a secret." ”
It was a pain and an unspeakable nightmare.
Originally, she wanted to bury it deep in her heart and never mention it in her life, but the appearance of Lu Jiangrong made her vigilant. Even if things have changed so much now, she has to give Gu Qingchi a wake-up call and let him know about those potential dangers.
As for what he would think of himself after listening to these stories, Shi Miaoyu didn't care much, after all, he couldn't abandon himself because of this.
Even if he could, she would stick to him fiercely.
Seeing Shi Miaoyu's expression of joy and sorrow, with a bit of inexplicable firmness in it, Gu Qingchi only felt that his heart was pinched fiercely.
After a while, he nodded, "Hmm." ”
......
It's just that when he came back at night, Gu Qingchi couldn't wait for this secret.
It's not because of anything else, it's just because of his little wife, Princess Shi Miaoyu of Anling, who drank too much again.
With the lesson of the last time, Gu Qingchi was originally not allowed to drink with Peach Blossom Wine this time, but Shi Miaoyu Xu pretended to be a matter in her heart today, and the expression on her face was not very good.
Seeing her like this, Gu Qingchi thought that if she drank two cups, she might be able to improve her mood.
So when he was drinking, he deliberately indulged her.
Who knew that this indulgence directly made her fall.
Last time, when Shi Miaoyu left from the Zhou Mansion, he just looked at the somewhat red clouds on his cheeks, but this time it was good, and he was dizzy directly.
Gu Qingchi got into the carriage with Shi Miaoyu in his arms, and when he saw his little wife who was drunk and could still be happy with him, his expression was full of pampering and helplessness.
Shi Miaoyu didn't know how she went back, she drank a little too much, and fell asleep directly in the carriage.
After the carriage stopped, Gu Qingchi didn't see her wake up, so he simply hugged her down and went all the way back to the room.
Seeing that she was sleeping peacefully, Gu Qingchi instructed the maids to wait for her life, while she went to do something else.
He was busy all afternoon, and when he finally had time to go back to his room, he saw that Shi Miaoyu was still asleep.
It's just that her brows are frowning tightly, and her body is also moving restlessly, as if she is trapped in a nightmare and can't extricate herself.
When he got closer, he could hear Shi Miaoyu whispering something.
Gu Qingchi bent down and listened with his ears, and he heard her say: "Dog men and women, don't die well!"
There was a poignant voice in it, and there was bitter hatred in the voice.
Gu Qingchi suddenly heard this, and only felt that his heart was pinched fiercely.
He grabbed Shi Miaoyu's hand, leaned down to hug her, and said softly: "Miaoyu, wake up, this king is here." ”
Xu was his voice that played a role, but it made Shi Miaoyu slowly quiet, but those eyes still didn't open.
She was indeed trapped in a nightmare, and she couldn't break free.
In the dream, I seem to have returned to my previous life again, like a marquee, walking through those past one by one.
Those hideous or miserable faces appeared one by one, as if a fine net had been weaved, and Shi Miaoyu was caught in it, so that she could not escape.
Until a voice rang out.
It was clearly invisible and intangible, but the person's voice seemed to be a bright light in the night, making her gradually regain consciousness.
He said, "Miaoyu, I'm here." ”
Yes, these are all dreams, she has Gu Qingchi.
And no matter what time it is, he's there.
When Shi Miaoyu opened his eyes, he only felt as if he had lived a big dream for a lifetime.
In front of me is a gold-painted tent, embroidered with two koi fish, and the lotus flowers are set against the background, as if they have come to life.
Shi Miaoyu was still trapped in that dream, and she only felt that everything in front of her was a little unreal.
Seeing that she was only staring at the tent stupidly, Gu Qingchi felt a pain in his heart, stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, and said softly: "Miaoyu, this king is here." ”
He hated to share the fear in her dream for Shi Miaoyu, but he didn't know the point, so he kept repeating this sentence, hoping to give her some comfort.
After a long time, I heard Shi Miaoyu say in a dumb voice: "Lord Wang......"
With just two words, she burst into tears.
Gu Qingchi heard her speak, and lowered his head to look at her, but saw that her expression was sad, with heartbreaking despair in his heart.
"I dreamed of children," she said...... Our children ......"
As soon as these words came out, Gu Qingchi suddenly felt that his heart was pinched, and he said tentatively: "That's fake." ”
"No!"
Shi Miaoyu raised her head and said with tears in her eyes: "It's true." We once had a child. ”
It's just that that's in the past.
"Actually...... A concubine is a person who has lived a lifetime. ”
Those palpitating pasts were originally pressed by her in a corner of her heart, but because of Lu Jiangrong's words, they were lifted out.
Shi Miaoyu bit her lip lightly, and in Gu Qingchi's shocked expression, she explained the cause and effect of those things one by one.
From her being framed to marry, to Lu Jiangrong's calculations, to the spring breeze between them.
In the end, she went to Huangquan pregnant, and he pierced his heart with thousands of arrows to protect himself.
The enemy laughed happily in front of him, and they were scattered and dusty.
It seems to be a babbling drama that ends, but it ends tragically.
......
After Shi Miaoyu said all this, he only felt that he had a breath, but his voice had a thick nasal voice after crying.
"I know that the prince will feel absurd when he hears this. If it happens to others, the concubine will inevitably find it unbelievable. ”
Hearing the bitterness in Shi Miaoyu's voice, Gu Qingchi subconsciously grabbed her hand, held her firmly in his arms, and said in a deep voice: "No, this king believes it." ”
If not, how can we explain the awakening of her midnight dream, and how can we explain her hopes and fears for her children?
Child......
Thinking that in their previous life, they had also had a child, and even went to death, Gu Qingchi felt distressed.
"In the past and this life, this king can't stand you. ”
After a long time, Gu Qingchi said this.
In the previous life, he was the one who burdened her, and in this life, although he married her, he did not give her a stability.
He owes Shi Miaoyu too much.
Shi Miaoyu didn't want him to say such things, so she raised her head and looked at him and said, "No, it's the concubine who can't stand you." ”
In his previous life, he did everything he could to maintain it, and in the end he even lost his life for her.
But at the beginning of her rebirth, how did she treat Gu Qingchi?
She made a deal with him, threatening him with the slightest prophet she had. And he has always taken care of himself with his heart.
If she can get this man's sincerity, she will die, and she will be able to smile at Jiuquan.
Seeing the sadness in her eyes, Gu Qingchi couldn't help but lower his head and kissed her eyebrows. Those eyes were washed with tears, moist and clear, as if they could see people's hearts.