Chapter 5 White 10 Search
"Who are you?" asked the woman in the white dress slowly, her voice echoing through the empty town.
Li Xuan looked at him calmly, sensing that countless forces of fate swept over with her question.
Slowly stretching out his hand, Li Xuan looked at his palm.
There were sections of lines on his white palm, which were the folds between his knuckles, and the palm lines on his palms were like broken valleys, extending disorderly in all directions......
"Who am I......" Li Xuan muttered, as if to say it to the woman in the white dress, as if to say it to herself, and it seemed to be to say it to an existence that she couldn't perceive, the writer at the end of the power of fate.
Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, the woman in the white dress frowned slightly, turned around and prepared to leave.
Li Xuan looked up at her and slowly left, still thinking about his own existence in the middle of the chaos, is he Li Xuan, or Pisford, or is it a combination of the two and a new life form that has mutated?
Li Xuan was not sure, but he felt more and more strongly that the impact of his existence on the world was becoming more and more significant.
He didn't know what direction his influence would eventually go or what kind of changes it would cause, but this sense of uncertainty was becoming more and more intense.
Standing on the bell tower, he seemed to see the world fission, transformation, and distortion a little bit, countless pictures, countless causes and effects were distorted into infinitely small and invisible existences, implicating himself with countless people, and the woman in the white dress who was leaving step by step had countless of this existence in herself, reflecting each other.
"Is this the true power of fate?" Li Xuan fell into a trance.
Time passed little by little, and the sunlight skipped over Li Xuan's head, shooting down gray and yellow colors from the other side, and the whole world turned golden.
The woman in the white dress stood under the bell tower again at some point, looking up at Li Xuan.
"Are you also a person who doesn't know you exist?" the woman asked.
Li Xuan came back to his senses little by little because of her voice and looked at her.
"Existence or nothingness is just your own subjective thoughts, and if you think you exist, then you exist. When you feel like you don't exist, then you really don't exist. Li Xuan replied to her slowly.
The woman in the white dress frowned, thinking about what Li Xuan said.
"Who are you?" Li Xuan looked at her.
"Vidnina. ”
"Why are you here? Li Xuan asked.
"I'm looking for myself. ”
Li Xuan was a little surprised by her answer, and asked slowly, "Then did you find it?"
Vidnina shook her head, her eyes were blank, her shoulders drooped a little, she looked around, looked up at Li Xuan again, and fell silent.
Li Xuan walked down from the lighthouse and looked at her calmly.
"I don't know......" Vidnina said.
"Then where are you from?" asked Li Xuan again.
"I was born on the east coast of the Arissanrete Empire, on the coast east of the city of Teminas. Vidnina seemed to recall.
Li Xuan frowned slightly, and said slowly, "I heard that it has been occupied by the undead. ”
Vidnina looked at Li Xuan, and there was a lot of confusion in her drooping eyes.
"Why are people afraid of the undead?" asked Vidnina in a strange and sudden voice.
"Fear and fear of unknown and incomprehensible aliens are a normal reaction, and in many cases humans themselves are much more terrifying than the undead. Li Xuan replied casually.
Widnina raised her head and looked at Li Xuan: "Humans will be more terrifying than the undead?"
"In relativity, when faced with fear, the value of fear that can be compared is different for everyone. ”
"I don't know what you're talking about. ”
Li Xuan smiled: "Do you have anything to be afraid of?"
Vidnina nodded: "I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of spiders and snakes, and when there are many people." ”
"Not afraid of the undead?" asked Li Xuan.
"Don't be afraid, like you said, humans are much more terrible than the undead. Vidnina replied in the affirmative.
Li Xuan looked at her with some surprise, with some pity in his eyes, this is a woman who has experienced pain.
Li Xuan nodded.
"I hate people, I hate all people. Gave me everything, and ruined everything...... So I chose to kill them. Vidnina's eyes welled up with tears.
They? Li Xuan's eyes flickered slightly.
"But I don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know......" Vidnina covered her cheeks with her hands, letting the tears flow freely, repeating over and on.
Li Xuan looked at her calmly, and waited until her mood stabilized a little before she slowly spoke: "I have killed many people, under anger, and those people are only really one person for me, but when I woke up, these people were all dead, and I even ...... I don't know how many people I killed. ”
"That was the first time I was truly at the mercy of the power of fate. Li Xuan said calmly.
"I resurrected the woman who loved me, but I couldn't resurrect those who died innocently at my hands, and in the end I lost the person who loved me, and I didn't feel too sad about her leaving, and even when I was obsessed with resurrecting her, I didn't know if I loved her, but I know now, I didn't love. I'm just a bystander, and I'm doing a lot of things under the influence of fate, like coming here to meet you. ”
Vidnina froze and looked at him calmly, countless memories tumbling in her mind, one after the other, like waves of the sea, and finally slapping her here.
"Are you waiting for me?"
Li Xuan nodded, and shook his head again: "It's fate waiting for you, not me waiting for you." ”
"Can you take me with you, then?" asked Vidnina.
"It depends on where you want to go, who you want to go to? Vidnina. Li Xuan asked.
"Where do I want to go, where do I want to go, who am I going to?" asked Vidnina to herself.
Li Xuan looked at her calmly.
"I want to go to this most knowledgeable and powerful person to answer my question. Vidnina replied blankly.
"Who?"
"Dragon City...... , Carouston...... , Maple Leaf Mage Pisfer, yes, I'm going to find him. Vidnina's gaze gradually returned to clarity, and her tone became more and more firm.
As if knowing her goal, Vidnina glanced at Li Xuan, her face showed a slight smile of gratitude, and then she took a deep breath and turned around to leave.
"Where are you going?" asked Li Xuan again.
"I'm going to find him. Vidnina replied back.
"I'm the Maple Mage, Vidnina. Li Xuan smiled.