Volume 1:43 This life
"On the third day I came, I was going to die, because I didn't eat or drink, so I sat still. I didn't want to live, the hunger strike was to commit suicide, and the way I chose the hunger strike was because I didn't even bother to commit suicide. Actually, I felt like my heart was dead at that moment, just a walking dead with vital signs, a conscious vegetative person, probably feeling like this. β
"On the third day I finally fainted from hunger, and I was a little happy because I was finally going to die. It's a little sad again, because I actually thought a lot about it for three days, I carefully recalled my past life experience, and tried to find a solution to that tragedy, but I couldn't find it, it was a tragedy, that's all. And I, I am the product of that tragedy, a sick, sick person. You think I'm lazy, that's probably the imprint left at that time, many times it's really tiring that I feel very hard to live. β
Lin Wan looked at Li Xiaosen and asked, "And then?"
"Then ......" Li Xiaosen showed a trace of helplessness, and a faint smile appeared on his bleak face that was getting paler and paler just now, "Later, I didn't die, when I opened my eyes, I saw a little girl with a little snot looking at me and asking: Little brother, are you better? It was a stupid little child, others saw stray dogs and stray cats outside and felt pitiful and took them home, she dragged someone back directly." When her parents saw that I was awake, they said they would send me away, the orphanage, the almshouse, whatever you wanted. The girl argued with her parents for more than half an hour. β
"That half-hour ......"
Li Xiaosen looked at Lin Wan and said softly, "It was the happiest and most unforgettable half hour of my life." β
Li Xiaosen is a snake, a lonely snake, but he was originally a human, but he hypnotized himself into a very cold and cold cold-blooded animal. His despair is deep in the bone marrow and difficult to turn back, but the unreasonable innocence and simplicity of a stupid girl make him believe that there is still warmth in this world again. Probably because he coveted the temperature that belonged to people that he had not experienced for more than a hundred years, he was no longer Lee Sendrot, but Li Xiaoqian's brother, Li Xiaosen.
That half-hour brought him back to life.
"I was reluctant to cultivate before, not because of slackness and conceit, but because of fear. Cultivation is tied to too many dark memories, and I can't help it...... It's really ...... Afraid. Even now, I'm starting to regain my former strength, but I still resist, and that resistance is probably already in my soul, right?"
Li Xiaosen laughed at himself and said, "I really like this place on Earth, and the first reason why I decided to live another life and try it was because of Xiaoqian, and then because I really like it here." In the vast universe, the earth is only a very weak civilization, which is true, but this specifically refers to the civilization of cultivation and ability. The most remarkable thing about Earth is the development of humanity here, which is probably comparable to the study of combat by the tribe I once belonged to!"
"Here, people don't need to fight to the death like Gu in order to compete for the title of the strongest, a stable social structure is born, and the sign of civilization progress is to allow the weakest people to obtain the most basic right to live. Earthlings are really weak, compared to those guys in my former world, but the people here are happy. I've seen the history of Earth, and there have been wars here, but in a much lower proportion of time than where I'm from, where dimensional wars are part of everyday life. β
"I regret that I didn't recover my strength in the first time in yesterday's incident, and confirmed my sister's safety as quickly as possible, this is my selfishness and luck, and I am sorry for my sister. β
"But I don't regret at all that I haven't cultivated for ten years, even if the capable ones appeared, I also saw the order, the invisible sword of the Capable Pact hung high above the heads of all the capable people, and the cultivation academy had extremely strict control over the capable people. β
"So I really, would like to believe once, at least once: there will be long-term stable order and peace in this world, and people will be able to live the ordinary life of normal people without cultivating. Of course, the strong can be stronger, but the weak do not have to be inferior, and I would like to see such a world. β
Lin Wan interjected at this time: "This is your solution, right? The only solution to the things you experienced in your previous life lies in if that world is not war-torn, if that world is as humane as the earth." β
Li Xiaosen nodded and shook his head again, "It's not important, because now it seems that I am naΓ―ve again." The club started a war, and my sister was a silly girl with an explosive sense of justice, and I had long guessed that sooner or later she would join the academy and fight for justice and peace in the world. But this is Li Xiaoqian, if she wasn't so stupid and naΓ―ve, she wouldn't have saved me ten years ago. β
Lin Wan snorted and said, "I made friends with Li Xiaoqian, in fact, because of this. When I met for the first time, I really thought she was so naΓ―ve, but then I gradually felt that in this cruel adult/human society, people like her are really too rare. β
Li Xiaosen suddenly thought of something and said, "Guess why Xiaoqian had to ask her parents to take me in in the first place?"
"Isn't it because of compassion?"
"Oh, compassion doesn't make her have to ask her parents to take me in after she saved me, I heard her talking in her sleep once, she ...... It's because I think I'm handsome, so I ...... Ha ha. Li Xiaosen couldn't help laughing.
Lin Wan also stayed for a while, and couldn't help laughing, "I can't see it, Xiao Qian is actually a face control, but why don't I think you are handsome? By the way, you just said that the race you belonged to in your previous life, what race, isn't it a human being?"
"It's one of the great human races, we call ourselves the Sendro people, and after becoming the ability, we are called battle mages, pure-blooded battle mages, just like the Chinese people of the earth, with black hair and black eyes. β
The somber atmosphere in the room was much less than the laughter, although the picture was still a little eerie: a pair of young girls talking and laughing amid corpses and blood......
"Alright, the story is over, and that's my secret. Li Xiaosen restrained his smile and looked at Lin Wan, the light swaying in his dark eyes.
Lin Wan was stunned for a moment, and was shocked to realize that she was actually listening to it and fell into a trance, what if she didn't listen to what her mother said about the hope of trying to live? Oh my God, now that she has heard so many secrets, what other ending will there be besides being destroyed! Lin Wan herself felt that if she and Li Xiaosen exchanged places, she would also be killed.
She immediately puffed up her chest and said, "I can be your girlfriend." β
"No, you don't. β
"I can sleep with you!" I ...... I practice yoga hard, my waist is soft, although I don't have much experience, but over time, the technique is absolutely good!"
"Oh, sorry no. β
Even when life and death were at stake, Lin Wan couldn't help but be angry when she heard this, "Why don't you need it? Why don't you apologize for it?" I told you that K City, ah no, it's the whole of Huaxia, and there are more people who want to chase me! Do you have eyes? Are you a man?!"
As a girl who is extremely confident in her appearance, she feels that this is unbearable, even if she wants me to die, she can't deprive me of my dignity!
"Give me a reason!" she asked, looking persistently into Li Xiaosen's eyes.
"I like bigger than me. Li Xiaosen thought for a moment and added, "It's a sister." You seem to be smaller than me. β
Lin Wan almost spurted out a mouthful of old blood on the spot, pointed at Li Xiaosen tremblingly, and finally held back a sentence: "Count you ruthless!"
Li Xiaosen stood up from his chair.
Lin Wan's face turned pale and she also got up from the sofa.
"Actually, I can keep these secrets for you. She looked at Li Xiaosen and said that this time it was not just for survival, but for sincere thoughts.
"I believe in you. Li Xiaosen said, "But do you understand the theme of my story just now?"
Lin Wan was silent for a moment, smiled a little bitterly, and said, "Ah, yes, you have to live for Li Xiaoqian in this life." β
For no reason, Lin Wan was a little jealous of Li Xiaoqian.
"You're right. Li Xiaosen said seriously, "Resume cultivation, join the cultivation academy, guard her, and hope to live an ordinary life with her again after the war, this is what I think now." β
"So I said, I can keep all these secrets for you. Lin Wan emphasized it repeatedly, and when she said this, her face turned red, "Do your girlfriend's business, I'...... I'm really...... Can be considered. β
"I'm sure you'll keep it a secret for me. Li Xiaosen also repeated, "But you also know that there are now capable people in this world, and those who are capable can hypnotize, and if you are hypnotized, your memory experience is no longer yours, just like Robin, you can't help yourself." β
Lin Wan's body suddenly became cold, and her heart became cold.
She looked at Li Xiaosen, and finally asked, "What is the difference between you killing me and the one who killed your compatriots in your previous life?"
"There is a difference. Li Xiaosen smiled, and the ripples spread out from his body, entangled Lin Wan's hands and feet like a spider web.
Then he stepped forward and gently gave the girl a hug, "Thank you for listening to me so much." Thank you also for saying that you want to keep it a secret for me. Of course, thank you for being willing to be my girlfriend, I just rejected you, that was fake, I ...... I like you a lot. β
Lin Wan tried hard to struggle, but as an ordinary person, how could she break free from the entanglement of the power of the three-phase mixed injury, which was the power of the three-phase mixed injury with 30% completion!
Li Xiaosen leaned close to her ear and said softly, "Next, you will have a good night's sleep, and when you wake up, you will forget everything you saw and heard about me today." I am still Li Xiaoqian's brother Li Xiaosen, a master of the secular circle Li Xiaosen. And our previous deal is still valid, okay?"
While speaking, the power of the three-phase mixed injury condensed into a vague eyeball above Li Xiaosen's head, exuding strange fluctuations.
Lin Wan's struggle gradually stopped, and she fell into a deep sleep, and there was even a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth.
She's really good at laughing, and she's much more beautiful than when she has a cold face.