In the winter of 2005, in Chongqing, a city that does not seem to clearly feel the existence of winter, the breath of winter appeared for the first time, and snowflakes were scattered in the sky.

At that time, we were in class, because we were in a technical school, and few people really liked to read, so when we saw that it was suddenly snowing outside, and I don't know who shouted "Look at the snow", the students immediately rushed out of the classroom, and the teacher just shook his head and let it go.

When I was 18 years old, I saw snow for the first time, and I was squeezed out of the classroom and into the playground by excited classmates.

When the white snowflakes fell on me, my heart seemed to be baptized, and it suddenly became brighter, and the dark mood of the past six months was slowly blown away by the snow wind. I followed the example of the other students and stretched out my hands to catch the snowflakes. But as soon as the snowflakes touched their hands, they were melted by the warmth of their hands.

Before I knew it, I had come to the slope of the garden by the playground, and suddenly I saw a petite figure standing under a peach tree not far away, looking at me with a smile.

I know her, her name is Yang Rui, she is in the accounting class, and she is a freshman in the same class as me, but we have never met alone, let alone spoke, only because she is beautiful, I know her name.

This school girl actually smiled at me

I couldn't help but feel pounding, I couldn't believe she was looking at me, and subconsciously looked back behind me, and saw no one else.

It was so hard that she was really smiling at me, and I was a little unsure, so I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her again.

Yang Rui actually walked over to me and said "hi" to me very beautifully, and I hurriedly said hello back.

Yang Rui said: "Are you looking for snowflakes?"

I nodded my head as if I couldn't speak.

Yang Rui stretched out her hands in front of me and said, "Look, I have them in my hands." ”

Sure enough, there was a complete snowflake in the palm of her white hand, and I was pleasantly surprised and said, "Ah, really. ”

I couldn't help but reach out to touch it, and Yang Rui hurriedly said, "Don't touch it, your hands are warm, and they will melt when you touch them." ”

I retracted my hand in embarrassment, smiled, and said, "This snowflake also depends on people, why can't I catch a piece?"

Yang Rui smiled very softly and said, "That's because your body is hot, and my body temperature is lower than that of ordinary people, so the snowflakes that fall on me won't melt immediately." ”

My heart became hotter and hotter, and I had some inexplicable impulses, but I didn't know what to say to this beautiful girl, so I smiled stupidly. I think I must have been silly laughing, I just couldn't see it.

Who knows, Yang Rui actually said to me: "It's been almost half a year, and it's the first time I've seen you smile, in fact, your smile is really sunny." ”

"Ahh

I couldn't believe it was true, the beautiful Yang Rui had been secretly watching me and expecting my smile all the time, and I didn't know anything. I said "ah" twice incoherently, but I couldn't say anything. I didn't dare to look at Yang Rui, I don't know if her face was as red as mine.

I heard Yang Rui say again: "Why are you always so unhappy, is it because you feel aggrieved when you come to this garbage school?"

The reason is indeed this reason, but I can't admit it at this time, because the beauties of other people are different and they have gone to this technical school, and no one has complained, what qualifications do I have to complain

For this, I hurriedly denied it.

Yang Rui said: "It's not good, life is very short, and happiness is the most important thing." ”

I didn't expect Yang Rui to tell me this, I felt that this had a smell of seeing through the red dust. It always feels a little weird to come out of the mouth of a beautiful girl. But my heart is still quite warm, I nodded busily, and said in my heart: "Yes, life is short, as if everything is destined, why should I be presumptuous, it is better to accept this fate calmly, and I will not trouble myself." ”

As soon as I thought of this, my heart suddenly opened up a lot, and I suddenly wanted to see my good friend Zhang Ke.

Who knows, life is such a trick, just when I suddenly wanted to see Zhang Ke, I unexpectedly waited for his death.

I was about to say a few words to Yang Rui, my mobile phone suddenly rang, it was a high school classmate Luo Feng calling, I hurriedly said to Yang Rui apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'll answer the phone first." ”

Yang Rui looked at me with scrutinizing eyes, smiled slightly, and said, "It was your girlfriend who called, and I saw that your face was red." ”

Dizzy, my face is so red because of her, I can't explain, so I smiled awkwardly and said, "No, it's a classmate from high school." ”

Yang Rui said indifferently: "Oh, then you take it, I'll go over there to see the snow, and come back to me when you're better." ”

I hurriedly said yes and answered the phone. Who knew that Luo Feng said to me eagerly on the phone: "Lin Han, Zhang Ke is dead, he will be cremated tomorrow, today our class held a farewell ceremony for his body in the hospital, why didn't I see you coming, you are his best friend." ”

What the

I suddenly felt the world spinning, tears flowed out at once, and I couldn't help but shout: "No, this is not true, how is this possible"

Zhang Ke was my best friend in high school, and he made an appointment with me to go to Chongqing University, he was so healthy, how could he suddenly die I don't believe it, I can't believe it.

However, the truth was so cruel in front of me, he did die, died of a heart attack. He had congenital heart disease, and I didn't even know anything about it

I don't know how I said goodbye to Yang Rui, and I don't know how I got out of the technical school and came to the street.

At this time, the snow was already falling heavier and heavier, and the whole heaven and earth seemed to merge into one, turning into a white chaotic body. There are already very few people on the streets.

It was just me, stumbling down the white street like a zombie, my tears had dried up, and I was frozen in my face by the frost wind.

As I walked, I remembered my past with Zhang Ke.

My hometown is in a remote mountain village in Sichuan, I am a widow, I have not seen my father's appearance, he died, how he died, I still don't know, I haven't asked. Because I was born just after the full moon, I was sent to my uncle's house in Chongqing by my mother. My uncle opened a car repair shop in Chongqing and was very rich, but my aunt couldn't have children because of her health, so she treated me like her own and gave me a happy life like all the children in the city with good conditions.

However, I didn't really have fun growing up, which may have something to do with the fact that I always felt like I was under the fence. I never understood why my mother would bear to give me to my uncle to raise, and she rarely came to see me, and I never went back to my hometown.

Doesn't she want me I occasionally ask myself this, but I don't want to ask my uncle and aunt, one is because I have a grudge against my mother, and the other reason is that I am afraid of breaking my aunt's heart, after all, she is really good to me.

My childhood was very uneventful, I only met Zhang Ke when I was in high school, we can be said to be instant hit, we shared a table in high school for three years, and established a deep friendship.

We made an appointment to go to Chongqing University together, which was the university that Zhang Ke wanted to attend. However, there are unforeseen circumstances, and I, who has always been on par with Zhang Ke's grades, unexpectedly fell off the list, not to mention Chongqing University, and even failed to be admitted to the junior college, but he got his wish and was admitted to Chongqing University.

Ever since Zhang Ke received the admission letter from Chongqing University, I have deliberately avoided him with low self-esteem and have always refused to meet him, only through a few phone calls, and he took the initiative to call me. On the phone, he didn't know how to comfort me, and every time he talked about something he wanted to make me happy, but never mentioned what he was doing at school. I think he must have been afraid that I would be upset, so he deliberately didn't mention his college life.

I know that he is waiting for me to come out of the shadow of failing the college entrance examination, and the same is true for me.

However, before we all came out of this shadow, my good friend Zhang Ke died so suddenly