Open up and talk

It's time to give you an explanation.

It goes on like this endlessly, it's just crazy, and while tormenting everyone, I feel uncomfortable myself.

I don't know how many book friends will see the following words, or how many book friends will be ready to leave or take off the shelves after reading them, but they can't stop my narration.

Because you really need to talk openly and honestly, talk about it.

First of all, believe it or not, you have to admit that this book has finally been successfully scrapped thanks to my own efforts.

Sometimes thinking about it is like a dream, imagining the lively scene of the time when the new book was uploaded, and then comparing it with today's doors, it is like a dream......

In the past, the biggest pleasure was to read book reviews, read chapters, and give God a reply and like, but now I don't even dare to open the starting point APP, because I am too afraid to see and ask for updated book reviews!

Every time I see a book review that asks for an update, my heart trembles as if I was being tortured, and I can't help but ask myself: What a lovely and loyal reader, I didn't scold for so many days, but waited patiently.

What the hell did you scumbag do to them!

If you can't write it, don't open a pit, bastard, you write a few hairy essays like this, why don't you die when you step on a horse?!

......

But, who can be blamed?

The editor arranged a lot of recommendations, and the book friends gave a lot of support, but in the end, they couldn't bear their own death.

Even the most basic updates can't be guaranteed, it's too normal to hit the streets.

Have only oneself to blame!

......

In fact, before today, I had thought about being a eunuch like this many times, silently, no one knew where I lived anyway......

But it can't be done.

Seeing that some people here are probably going to say, you can't bear the results of this book, can't you lose the manuscript fee, right? Don't use high-sounding reasons to whitewash yourself!

Faced with such a question, I would not hesitate to say, yes, you are right.

I'm not a saint, and I don't have a mine at home, so I won't have trouble with money.

However, this is definitely not the main reason.

Let me talk about my own situation first, I believe that after reading it, everyone will know.

Contemptible people have liked to read literature since they were children, and when I was in junior high school, I finished reading Han Han's triple door and flying like a teenager, and the most profound memory is that the protagonist is a dead friend and his father is an electric fish, and finally electrocuted himself......

Since then, I have fallen in love with it out of control, martial arts is the first choice, Bu Feiyan watched it, and Wo Longsheng, and later watched the Count of Monte Cristo and so on...... In his spare time, he also learned to write, and the most popular at that time was Detective Conan, and then he tried to write reasoning.

After reading it, the classmate was shocked, he said, lost a piece of the cake, reasoned for a long time, and finally came to the conclusion that there is a cake in the corner of the mouth, you detective is very good!

It is precisely because I feel that the blow is too great, so that I still remember this sentence, the boy who spoke is called Pan Luyu, lives in my neighboring village, and is always a little fresh meat with long hair of three or seven points, known as the face of the grade section.

Second only to me, of course.

Ahem, let's get down to business.

In addition to that ugly pussy, more classmates gave encouragement, and some people even asked me, you have written most of the exercise books, is it enough to make an episode on TV?

Now that I think about it, it's full of warmth.

That's when I fell in love with writing, especially when people looked at me. I still remember that the essay requirement for the Chinese exam was to write 800 words, and I could ask the teacher for another piece of paper every time, which was full of front and back. (Don't imitate it here, because if you take the high school entrance examination, you won't count it when you write it on the back, don't ask me why I know...... )

The phenomenon of being seen by the classmates continued until the legend logged in China, and the school spirit changed from the original "boys have long nails to learn Yagamian to catch people" to "take a broken stick and shout to eat me when you see someone", I have no mood to write, and I began to learn to surf the Internet with my friends.

I'm not very interested in slashing and slashing and the like.,So I went to play the chat room of the local forum for a while.,It's the kind of "so-and-so slashed you.,How much blood did you drop" and the like.,Even the battle is completely described in words.,Frankly speaking, if it's not linked to the computer.,The game experience is not as good as the little overlord.。

In addition, the black Internet café in the town charges extremely high, and the national salary is less than 2000 in the era, a small broken room, three or four computers, dare to add three yuan an hour, and the key charge is to manually watch the time!

(Don't complain about how expensive computers were at that time, you have to look at the problem from the standpoint of a poor student with a living allowance of only 100 yuan a month...... )

But no matter what, I'm still having a good time.

Especially after learning that a classmate in the class actually bought a computer at home and surfed the Internet at home, I took the initiative to contact him, and then knocked him a paragraph with a smooth one-finger Zen: "Fool, guess who I am?"

(Many people probably can't understand the purpose of this, but if you know that for the first time in my life, I went out to surf the Internet all night, and I posted a QQ emoji back to back with my classmates, you can understand it...... )

There is no doubt that he has been playing the game for a week, killing me is as easy as chopping vegetables, and I still stupidly continue to want to poke a finger Zen, until the boss told me that I didn't know, this made me angry, and I secretly made up my mind that I must write a fool for him in the book when I go back, haha!

Well, off topic.

In junior high school, I barely knew about this existence, and it was said that the threshold for entry was raised.

The person who really introduced me to this circle was a high school classmate named Liu Qiqi.

This is a very scary man!

The kind sold at the stall is normally 800 pages, and the kind of book with Huang Yi's work printed on the cover.

(At that time, I wondered why Huang Yi wrote so many books, and I didn't know until much later, it turned out that it was unscrupulous merchants who wanted to make money, and it was this book that was marked by Master Huang Yi).

Of the 800 pages of the book, this guy can read one in a day. Watching in class, watching after class, walking, eating, going to the toilet, lighting the lights in the bed when the lights are out, all the free time you can think of, he is fighting against it, what a singing and crying spirit this is!

Because the consumption was too large, the capital chain was a little unsupportable, and he finally chose to cooperate with the bookstore, which is the kind of book that is five cents, and this product is borrowed at least ten copies at a time, and if you borrow more, you don't need a deposit......

The boys in the class were so fascinated by him that they began to circulate it out of curiosity, so they got out of control, and I was one of them.

It is foreseeable how annoyed the head teacher is when more than half of the boys are busy every day. So Liu Qiqi was fucked, and vaguely remembered that it was a sunny afternoon, and the head teacher kicked the back of the classroom and scared the kid to sit on the ground.

Then all the things in his desk were confiscated - the three boys moved twice......

The books weren't returned to him until he graduated from high school, good fellow, a whole sack!

Liu Qiqi used his flesh and blood to open a new door for us.

Supposedly it would have been possible to write by then, but it still didn't.

Because around 2004, it was the era when the cancer of Fantasy Journey to the West, the bloody legend Bubble Hall, was prevalent, and it was also a few years of blowout development of online games.

Of course, it is also the era of rapid development of mobile phones. I have witnessed the rapid transformation from BP big brother to green screen blue screen to color screen, and it is not too much to describe it as changing with each passing day.

As a man who is always in awe of science and technology, how could I fall out of the team at such a juncture?

So I started to go to the Internet café and seriously studied the card slot skills.

That's right, high school, and I didn't write it.

Now that I think about it, if I hadn't been so focused on the game, the goddess would have been in hand......

......

Ahem, go on.

After graduating from high school, I didn't go to college.

In fact, my family really wanted me to go to school, even if I went to a junior college, but I refused, I said that my mind was not on studying, and it would be a waste of money to go to school, so why did they stop talking? Now that I think about it, if I had gone to university to further my studies, I would have been even more able to talk nonsense now...... At least I can come back after tearing it up.

Because this was the idea at the beginning, I originally applied for a vocational school, and after graduation, I was given a job.

The work is assigned, it is to learn technology, that is, the kind of injection molding machine mold adjustment, those who have been in contact with it should know that they can lead classes and even manage the workshop.

But I didn't study hard, because my mind wasn't on it at all. For a few months of internship, I was basically in the Internet café every day, which made the school angry and wanted to beat us. Fortunately, the double certificate has arrived, it doesn't matter the attitude of the school, I ran away after settling the salary, and then went to Foshan to learn the mold for half a year, and then came back to my hometown to do it, but I was unlucky, I met an old man, and even the apprentice salary had to be relied on, and I didn't want to say to the family, my dad was not very good-tempered.

At a loss, a turning point came.

It was probably October or September, and the local conscription notice came up, and I passed the physical examination and enlisted in the army.

The cadres were very friendly and considerate, and after completing the formalities, they asked me if there was anything I hadn't done well, and if there was anything I hadn't put down, I thought about it and said, I didn't pay my salary!

The receiving cadre said that he knew, and then took the cadres of the local armed forces department to go to the door with me.

There is no bloody and domineering side leakage plot, a few uniformed people are at that station, and they didn't say anything, and after understanding my intentions, the guy immediately obediently gave the money, and said that he would come to help after being discharged from the army, and so on, it is estimated that it is a round field, and I will push the boat down the river and say with a smile Okay, my heart is in my heart!

In fact, I was very resistant to enlisting in the army before, but after that, I was very happy, ouch, Lao Tzu is about to become a soldier brother, amazing!

With such a mood, the day of enlistment finally ushered in.

Because I've watched a lot of TV before, I will cry when I send my son to be a soldier, I just think about it and I feel so funny, in order not to be a joke in my heart, I kept saying to myself that day Don't cry, you're a man, don't cry!

But when I saw my parents looking at me in the village, my mother kept wiping her tears, and my father, who never cried, had red eyes.

The recruits stayed for three or four months, and there was nothing to say, just one point, the squad leaders of the cooking squad were too polite, and more than half of the chili peppers were added to each dish, and the eggs of our recruits from the coastal zone were called bitter, and the upper and lower mouths were breathing fire......

After leaving the company, I finally started to write again.

Our company is a mobile squadron, there are not many people, but the atmosphere is very harmonious. In addition to daily duty training, writing letters to the family is the greatest pleasure.

At that time, MP3 was still a luxury, and MP3 was even more luxurious, for us who only had a monthly allowance of 200 yuan, it was a luxury to want to buy one. So it's not uncommon to see an MP3 looping between several people in turn......

The company has a fixed quota every week to go out to relax, cough, it is to go shopping, go out to buy some daily necessities, take a turn, and so on.

I looked forward to it for two months, and finally it was my turn, and I couldn't be happy, but I went out to the Internet for five minutes and felt that there was nothing fun, and after helping my comrades' MP3s play good songs, I went to the bookstore to browse.

Then the name called the three young men of the Tang family came into view.

At first, I read the work of the mad god, and I was fascinated by it, so I saw that it was written by this writer again, and I didn't hesitate to buy several copies.

I can guarantee that I will buy the original product, because a volume costs more than ten yuan, and the pages are smooth and slippery, which is by no means comparable to the "800 pages" on the street.

As soon as the book is brought back, the company will be fried!

The Child of Light actually caused a super terrible chemical reaction in the company, and everyone who read it wanted to continue reading, so I didn't need to buy the next few volumes, and someone went out and brought them back...... (That's right, that's actually what I started with in the first place...... )

Once the craze is set off, it cannot be covered, and many comrades-in-arms often watch it overnight, and since then, various have entered the camp one after another. The most impressive thing is that in an operation to fight the flood in August, people are all tired like dogs, lying in simple houses, covered with mud, and a snakeskin bag is laid under the body, and they can fall asleep, but even so, there are still people who don't forget to take out of their arms and glance at a few times, and then look at the face covered with muddy water and make a weird smile, which can be imagined......

After returning to the company after the flood fight, I started to write a magazine.

I don't know who brought back the kind of three-dollar-five-one magazine, isn't there a way to submit articles in it, so I voted, but I didn't get a reply until I was discharged from the army the next year, so I was so depressed. During this period, I tried to write all kinds of fantasy, but in the end I found that I couldn't put pen to paper.

Until I saw the rebirth of chasing beauty, now it seems to have been renamed a very pure and ambiguous prequel, the book of the second generation of the great god of the fishman.

After reading it, I couldn't control the idea of writing an essay, but I didn't know where to do it, should I still write it on a draft like I did when I was a student?

After many inquiries, I learned about the starting point Chinese network, and while excited, I quickly wrote an article and uploaded it.

I will always remember that day, June 10, 2010, when the sun turned cloudy, and I was filled with a few bottles of horse urine at noon.

It was in this drunken state that I uploaded my first debut novel.

Pseudonym, Wandering Sand Riding a Horse.

The title of the work, "Why Extraordinary".

With great trepidation, I waited for a few hours, and finally waited for the notice that the new book had passed the review, and then I crooked my mouth happily, and said in my heart, my career as a writer is about to begin!

At that time, I didn't know how to read the author's background at all, I didn't know what a collection was, what a recommendation ticket was, I didn't read it, I only looked at clicks, and I only read book reviews.

From that day on, it began to be updated every day, rain or shine, because I saw that my predecessors said that the books that had been interrupted would not be signed, and I was trembling.

In this way, I persisted for half a month.

Finally, the book is 70,000 words.

However, the signing SMS has not yet arrived.

There are a lot of "people" in the book review area, all of them are "have visited the masterpiece, have received it, welcome to pay a return visit." "Newcomers encourage each other...... and so on.

But for these, I basically sneered back.

Not arrogant.

It's - these guys are all liars!

The author's background clearly wrote,The number of favorites,0。 Do you want to trick me into giving you a collection, hum, think beautifully!

But after all, there are still honest people, and after a comment one day, the collection has really risen!

Then I looked at the data very carefully, 70,000 words, two collections, one is an advertising collection, and the other is collected by myself......

That day, I looked at the screen and was silent for a long time.

I wanted to write a long article, but I didn't know what words to use to describe my feelings at that time.

There's no doubt that the book is so pounced that I can't pounce anymore, but this is my debut novel, I don't want to throw it away like this, I'm going to sign it anyway!

After several twists and turns, I finally went to an unknown station, and the book was written to 30 words and finally I couldn't continue to talk about this kind of thing because it was too bleak, mainly because I met several friends who also like to write. They were very helpful to me, and with their introduction, I started to learn voraciously.

In October of the same year, I uploaded the second part on the starting point Chinese website.

Title: Infinity Incarnation

Pseudonym: Sun San.

This time, I finally signed a contract!

But as the saying goes, at every stage, the scenery you see is different. Before signing the contract, I thought about signing the contract, and after signing the contract, I naturally compared the results of the same type of book.

In one word: very miserable.

Eighty or ninety thousand words are hundreds of collections, and the books uploaded at the same time are thousands of collections, and my heart is cool and cool, but in order to get the website recommendation, I still insist on updating. Frankly, I don't know how long I can last.

Now that I think about it, this is a very dangerous sign. Once the idea of the eunuch is formed, it is not far from the eunuch. Because it will linger like a maggot on the tarsal bone.

But this time, I never expected that the last straw that broke the camel's back came from the starting point.

At that time, there was a special editor in charge of Sanjiang's recommendation, and I applied every week, but I was rejected every week.

One day, I suddenly received a message that Sanjiang's application had been approved.

God knows how shocked I was at that moment!

I looked at the screen and was stunned for ten seconds, and then, in ecstasy, I began to search and edit QQ, add friends, and say to my colleague, I have a treat tonight!

However, ten seconds later, the editor sent me a message like this-

"I'm sorry, my editor's hand shook, I made a mistake, this book hasn't been reviewed, I'm sorry!"

"......" I looked at the text on the screen and even forgot to type.

One minute!

It's less than a minute!

I fell from the great joy of life to the great sorrow.

After reacting, there were no ideals and ambitions, and the computer was turned off and he left.

Since then, it has experienced countless street fights.

When I was 11 years old, I wrote about the plane super base, because of the crackdown, 404, and it has not been unsealed so far......

Intermittently, I have added a lot of groups, I know a lot of people, I have seen many people who threaten to write a book that is overwhelming potatoes, and there are no eunuchs, and there are also people who swipe advertisements every day to ask for collections, and the list goes on.

But to this day, how many have persevered?

Many of my friends' avatars are no longer lit, and I don't know if they are riddled with chores when they get older, and they have no time to write?

Stumbling and stopping, at the end of 2016, I wrote a book that I can't help but blush when I look back on it.

Actually, that book is my black history, and it shouldn't have been said, but friends chatting must be open and heart-to-heart, well, so let's talk about it.

The birth of that book originated from friends in the group chatting and joking, talking about a reborn article, I thought about spoofing, so I came to a paragraph - rebirth!

The group leader Su Ge (that is, the only silver alliance in this book, Su Gan) also laughed and said, this book is amazing, write again, go to post, if you can pass the review, it will definitely be a divine book.

In fact, when I posted that article, I just wanted to have fun, and I really didn't expect it to be popular.

And then, it was sent. Here, there are a lot of twists and turns, a lot of twists and turns!

At first, the title of the book was very straightforward, "Reborn", but it was killed and I was asked to change my name.

As soon as I thought about it, I was worried, how could this be changed, and then I brainstormed in the group.

Some people say, try to use homophonic words, or substitute words, such as Yoneda Koah and the like, but I didn't adopt it, and I felt insulting.

Someone proposed, "I Reborn That Lump," and I accepted, but the editor didn't agree.

Some people say that the food supplier is very popular, and I changed it with reference to that, so I came to a beauty supplier and was rejected.

I'm even more worried, what should I do?

In fact, people, sometimes the rebellious psychology is particularly serious.

This book is originally for entertainment, and if it had been given to me at the beginning, I probably wouldn't have written it, but he rejected it several times for me, and I also lost my temper, so I have to change it anyway.

For this, I even posted a post on the post bar, and a group of bar friends laughed to death, saying that they would definitely collect it after passing the review.

It was so stalemate for a few hours, until Momo sauce in the group gave me a proposal, saying, it's better to change it to free flight, my eyes lit up as soon as I heard it, this name, connotation!

So the freedom of rebirth flies, but the name is occupied, and I have no choice but to add a "of", while still negotiating with the editor: I'm not vulgar, the protagonist of this article finally arranged to eliminate smog and promote environmental protection......

Half an hour later, the review passed.

"The Flight of Rebirth of Freedom", author, leader of the Fire Dragon.

Now the group is fried, and some people run LK to publicize, and then, a large group of people come to watch.

300 on the first day, 1000 on the second day......

It's like a rocket ascending into the sky!

But in the end, the book still didn't stick to it, because the material of the book is really vulgar, which is irrefutable, even if it avoids the description of disgusting scenes, readers will subconsciously associate it. Second, at the beginning of the year, there was a follow-up book called "Rebirth: Flying Against the Sky" came out, just at the end of the year, and the starting point came out of the chapter, and the book was frantically advertised in countless books, and you can imagine how many people will be disgusted.

After the New Year, the editor came back, and received complaints from readers who don't know how many, and the editor in charge, Berhan, told me that the book was advertised everywhere, and you were also lying on the gun, and it was reported by the way, and it is estimated that the reader looked at the name and reported it wrong.

It just so happened that I was in a state where I didn't have the heart to write, and the editor asked me if you didn't write anyway, and I sealed the book......

In this way, I was silent for a long time, but the trouble caused to me by that book continued, because of that book, I had the title of god, and sometimes I could be silent for a long time when I thought of this name when I ate......

I haven't written for a long time since then, and during this time, I often look for books to read and find inspiration.

It wasn't until early March of this year that I saw a book called "Late Night Book House".

That book is called a wonderful one! I read it like I was fascinated! If I look at the author's name, the pure drop of Xiaolong, I will look at it as a strange man with connotation!

Looking at it, a book review made my eyes light up, this reader said: I feel that this little ghost can also write a story, my daughter is a ghost?

In an instant, a flash of inspiration flashed through his mind, and the cold hairs of the whole person stood up!

I slapped my thigh and jumped up, and it was the early hours of the morning, shivering from the cold, but I still turned on the computer and hurriedly wrote down the synopsis, for fear that I would wake up and forget. For the next few days, I spent the next few days making an outline, writing an opening, and drawing up an ending, and then on March 13th, I officially uploaded it.

As for the copyright issue, please do not bother. The starting point signed a contract to say that there is no problem in this regard, and the setting plot is completely different, and I have also communicated with Xiaolong, please don't quarrel because of this kind of thing.

Thank you Xiaolong for writing such a wonderful book!

Thanks also to the friend who wrote the book review!

Above.

......

All of this is just to illustrate one thing: I love writing, I love to write stories, and I love the feeling of being watched.

Whether a book makes money or not is a measure of quality, but it is by no means my ultimate goal.

It would be superficial to measure me only by money.

It can only be said that while writing happily, you can earn some extra money by the way, which is the most perfect state. Writing books full-time? It's impossible in this lifetime......

......

Finally, let's summarize.

Rory said six or seven thousand words, and finally told you about the follow-up to this book.

Eunuchs, it's impossible.

As I said at the beginning, it is impossible for a eunuch, even if he submits an outline, he will not just not write it.

But if it goes on like this intermittently, everyone will not feel good.

So I decided that in the next period of time, I would be diligent in coding words and finish the book.

In order to express my sincerest apologies for the interruption of this time, the next chapters will be uploaded at the same time at some point in the future, and all of them are free chapters.

Please give me some time, about 1 month.

I have broken my trust many times, and this time, I must do it.

Salute to all those who have supported it, whether they have abandoned this book or are new to it!

Thank you for your support!

Love you guys!

The Mori knife was unharmed

2018.10.13 1 a.m. sharp