Chapter 1192: List (1)

In any case, this killer has a deep self-reproach for this incident, after all, this is the kind of demon seed in his own body that he controls, and even directly wants to kill the warlord, if such a thing is really done by him, this can be said to be his biggest stain, isn't it?

In such a period of time, how will many of these abilities and that kind of means be described little by little, and even more intense means and levels will appear, even if he knows it, many of the scope of this itself and the things he has done will make him regret it for the rest of his life, right?

Therefore, even if he tried his best to hide it before, and even made some things that he had to do, at such a time, he still had deep self-blame in his heart.

In such a period of time, many of its own abilities will be developed in this way, and what kind of result will he have, in fact, after the killer feels his own feeling, this heart is somewhat clear, he knows that he will not have a good end, but a lot of that kind of thinking and things that you yourself can not determine, whether you can still move forward step by step, whether you can still give him a certain definition, these own meanings will also be difficult for you to verify, and even in the end, you don't know whether this internal level of things is good or not？

Therefore, in line with many things in itself, he actually already has the idea of atonement for sins in his own heart, but most of the time is controlled by the demon seed, and his heart and that kind of thinking have gradually turned into a demon, under such and such means, this own many abilities and the kind of thinking that you must do well, what kind of feeling will you have, and under the definition given to you in the end, what kind of thinking will you have, which itself has a lot of reality and the meaning that you must confirm, but it will be difficult to give you a certain amount of defining powerEspecially at a time like this, it's hard to change the fact that it's a good thing to change and what you have to test, isn't it?

This is the kind of thinking that a person like him must do well, naturally, when he sees a master who is countless times more clever than himself, he has begun to appear in front of him at such a time, and his last psychological line of defense has begun to disappear completely, as long as he can make a certain contribution, he will not have any kind of psychological pressure, right?

In such a state of mind and environment, many of these feelings and your own ability to deal with them will emerge little by little, and they will also be some facts that you yourself must verify.

Such a reality, coupled with his own heart, at this time when he is completely awake, is actually very normal to do what kind of feelings and things you have to admit yourself.

Xu Yan didn't continue to persecute the other party at such a time, because it was somewhat inappropriate to use those so-called means and abilities at this time.

He knows very well that it is impossible for the other party to continue to hide anything at such a time, as a human being, he has done so many things, even if he is controlled by the demon seed, this is definitely not innocent, because, most of the time, the demon seed can only be planted in your own heart, if you don't even have the slightest flaw, you will be buried in your heart for a lifetime, and it will not take root, which is not an impossible thing, of course, in this world, among human beings, there is no thing that you exist in your heart without any flaws at all。

Especially when a person's obsession is deep, this in itself is one of the main triggers.

In such a situation, even if the demon seed is completely in control, in fact, this memory is still there, so in such a situation, it depends on whether your heart is firm to a certain point.

If you are really very determined, and you have that kind of concept, it is not impossible to become the killer you are now, but if you really don't have such a mind, you will directly become a slave of the demons, and even any kind of thing can be completely done, and it is not a difficult thing to do, right?

Therefore, this demon seed is just something that takes advantage of the void, if you yourself really have no flaws, all this will not happen, and now at such a time, the other party is completely awake, it can be said that his consciousness is dominant, in this case, even if he does what kind of thing, this is completely and in line with reality for Xu Yan, isn't it?

In many cases, such a flaw is actually the result of being completely ignored, but how much of a role it can play at this time, this is a completely uncertain thing, whether it is good or not, some traces, some environments, really come to this point, this itself a lot of that kind of feeling and the kind of preparation you have to do will be like, maybe you yourself don't dare to guarantee in your own heart that you can completely understand the meaning here, isn't it?

At that time, how far will your own abilities be distorted? Even if it is Xu Yan himself, many of his own thoughts and thoughts cannot be completely guaranteed, can he?

This is the so-called reality that you need to look for, and in this reality, it is not difficult for you to guess when you see any kind of situation.

"Actually, over the years, I have been in this kind of torment, even if I really understand that all this is not what I did in my heart, but everything that really appears in my memory, it will also be an unprecedented torment, so, in fact, I don't want to live like that for a long time. At this time, I began to gradually open my heart.

If it weren't for the fact that he was controlled by that demon seed, he couldn't commit suicide directly, in fact, he would have already had an urge to commit suicide directly, after all, this kind of torment, unless you understand it in your own heart, you can completely empathize with it, and many of the realities of this itself and the kind of things you have to do well will also be difficult for you to have a definition of good?

The so-called helplessness, coupled with many situations in itself, will there be a certain kind of definition, under that kind of environment and that kind of thinking, will you be able to do more of that kind of thing, this itself will be a reality that is difficult for you to fantasize, and at such a time, this itself has a lot of feelings, and what kind of definition will it give you?

No one knows, and no one really makes a certain incredible definition in such a sense.

Of course, this is the reality, whether you are willing or unwilling, once this reality is fully reflected, this will give you the feeling that the family will be completely different, right?

The so-called reason and your own so-called mind, whether you can continue to move forward step by step, whether you really still have such ability, it seems, will be a reality that you yourself cannot tolerate, but at this point, what kind of definition will you give yourself, these will be very difficult to prepare for that kind of thing.

Xu Yan can be patient at such a time, in fact, this itself is also out of sympathy for such a killer, isn't it?

"For many years, this kind of torment has been in my own heart, and it is precisely because of this torment that it may be discovered by the people behind it, so that there will be this kind of assassination now, they want to abandon me, but at such a time, how can I be defined by you? Because the person behind me, even I don't know who it is. At this time, the man was still muttering to himself, and to be honest, his fate was indeed miserable enough.

As the ancestor of the Zhong family, but because of the direct planting of the demon seed, he almost didn't want his life, not to mention, and he did so many things involuntarily, this inner torment and your own idea of wanting to get rid of your guilt are the most intuitive points that can show the situation.

But reality is reality, and when this reality begins to appear, you have no way out, and it is because of this and that reason, all of this, when you are really in front of you, if that emotion can be completely guaranteed to be strong, this is something that a person simply cannot do.

Of course, what will be the practical significance of this? At such a time, how will many things in itself be understood, everything, all of this, such a drive, in the final moment, what kind of reasons can you give yourself, and how will the traces of this itself be incorporated into it.

That's a fact that is difficult for you to determine, that is, such a reality, at such a moment, do you still have that kind of thought, this own thought, can you still go to the front step by step, all of this is inseparable from this person's mind, after all, many of these things if the simplest ideas of the year can not be verified, the so-called results, will not stand up to scrutiny.

And some realities have come to the point where they are now, whether you yourself are still capable of doing those things, and under such thinking and results, what kind of embodiment and the results of the incredible things you will give, to the current level, this itself has many levels, but you can't continue to verify it.

However, Xu Yan will believe the other party, this is a completely undoubted thing, as for whether your own ability can really seize the opportunity in this predicament in the end, and directly break these Dongfeng Xi one by one, it still depends on what the other party gives you about your own information, and whether you can continue like this.

In such a situation, many of the realities of this itself and the kind of decisions that you have to make will give you a definition, and many of its own existences, the so-called practical meaning will go back to what kind of helplessness will give you, everything is unpredictable.