"I didn't know what to do with him, I just walked aimlessly all the way. I'm a young man, how can I have any experience with children? I don't know how to deal with him pooping and peeing, and when I see him crying, I will only stuff something for him to eat. A baby who is only seven or eight months old can not eat. So I saw him lose weight day by day, and one day he suddenly developed a high fever, and his breathing and heart arrest stopped. I was completely confused, not knowing whether to save him or leave him alone. ”

The next day, he came back to life and smiled at me again. I was terrified, thinking that it was not a way to raise the enemy's son like this, so I could just throw it away. If the gods are kind to him, he will naturally grow up healthy, and if the gods are kind to me, he will naturally punish him and destroy the son of this enemy. ”

"At that time, I was blinded by hatred, and I led him all the way to the depths of the Warcraft Forest. The child didn't eat or drink, but his hair and eyebrows were getting darker and darker day by day, and the color of his eyes had completely changed to black that he had never seen before when he reached the center of the Forest of Warcraft. ”

Xu Zheng's heart was pounding, and there was a feeling of suffocation. Hearing Orson continue, "I just say, this should be the curse of God." The man killed my son, but his son was born so out of appearance that he would surely die at a young age. The gods finally gave me justice, I don't have to kill a baby with my own hands, let him die on his own, and give me justice. So, I left him in the Monster Forest. "Four months later, I picked out a small gang of bandits and got a message from there. It turned out that the man I killed had no son, and when he saw that my son was born lovely, he suddenly felt pity for him, and brought him back to raise him himself. ”

Orson suddenly laughed, but his voice was as ugly as crying: "I took my own son to the monster and threw him away, leaving him to fend for himself!"

"From that day on, I went crazy. There is only one goal left in life. Find my son, whether you live or die!"

Turning his head to look at Xu Zheng, his eyes flashed with a crazy light, and he hissed: "I've been looking for seventeen years, and I finally found you." I didn't dare to wonder if you were gone, and I never thought that the gods would treat me like this, give you life, and let you stand in front of me alive. Thank you to all the earth gods! The moment I knew you were little Orson, I would be willing to die! Oh, little Orson. My little Aosen!" Orson eagerly reached over and held Xu Zheng's hand tightly.

Xu Zheng looked at him in a daze, feeling sorry for him and rejoicing for him.

Aosen, do you know that when the child's beard and eyebrows began to turn black, he was no longer Xiao Aosen, but another person who had crossed over, surnamed Xu Mingzheng. Now this body is still the land of your creation, but the soul has long since changed.

Xu Zheng bit his lower lip. In the end, this fact was not stated. Seeing Aosen, a seven-foot man, crying sadly and happily beside him, Xu Zheng swallowed all the words he wanted to say into his stomach.

Tell Orson that he has found that his son is long gone, how can he be embarrassed? Orson loves himself deeply, he can feel it, and now Orson is eager to hold the whole world in his hands and give it to him. For such an affectionate father, who would bear to hurt him?

Aosen shook Xu Zheng very hard. It hurt Xu Zheng's palm, and he tried to pull it out several times without success.

Sensing Xu Zheng's retreat, Ao Sen said in a panic: "Please don't reject me, I was bad before, but I finally found you, and I will use the rest of the time to make up for my previous mistakes." Son, give me a chance! I had nothing but you! Don't hate me, I really didn't know at the time. If I knew, if I knew—"

Xu Zheng looked at him in a daze, and his hand stopped there.

Orson said eagerly: "I know that what has been lost has been lost, and it is impossible to get it back." But we still have a long time left, and I want to watch you grow up, watch you marry and have children, and watch your children and grandchildren fill the house. That's all I have in life right now. None of that. I won't know what I'm living for. ”

Xu Zheng still looked at Aosen blankly, could this be the meaning of his rebirth?

Don't mind anything like that, don't mind at all.

It's just that. Seventeen years vacancy. Physically, I was really instinctively close to Orson. But emotionally, Orson is still a stranger, far less intimate than Dane, Carlo, and even Uncle Hughes and Uncle Quincy. In the face of a person who is still a stranger, how can he find the lost family affection?

Xu Zheng exerted himself and withdrew his hand from Aosen's hand.

Aosen's palm was empty, he lowered his head and looked at the empty palm, with a painful expression on his face, and he trembled and wanted to grab Xu Zheng's hand, but Xu Zheng instinctively avoided it.

"Son. Orson let out a long sigh, his eyes slightly closed, and his face suddenly looked nearly ten years older.

Xu Zheng began to feel heartache again, so intense that it couldn't be dissolved, it was the real pain of being torn apart.

Isn't it true that he has lost anything, he will only gain more, and the long-lost affection and love is not what he desires the most? Why not become the real little Orson and love this father instead of him, make him happy, and make himself happy?

Nothing matters, face, lining, dignity, etc., are all shit! Only the real feelings are the most precious things in this world!

When someone truly loves you, you must work hard to reciprocate and never delay. Life is like a white horse passing by, fleeting, only by firmly grasping the present is the true meaning of happiness!

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait, which is a terrible miss and sorrow. Orin was blinded by hatred and suffered for seventeen years, he couldn't make this mistake, and one day Orson was suddenly gone, and then he regretted that he didn't love him well, and it was too late.

Treat me like a son, and I will treat you like a father! Family affection is far away, that is the happiness of life!

So, Xu Zheng suddenly smiled, his clear eyebrows and eyes circulating in the night, reflected by the moonlight. Bring out a glow.

Holding Aosen's hand with his backhand, he said, "I'm not the little Aosen you think, and the seventeen-year vacancy can't be filled by making it up." We're too new to that. But like you said, we still have a long time left, and when we are finally reunited, we should not be separated again. Now let me call you father, I can't call it, but I guess it's only a matter of time. Please don't worry. Give me time to accept your presence, and one day you will hear me call you father!"

Looking at Xu Zheng's palm in the palm of his hand, Ao Sen was about to go crazy with joy, tears in his eyes, and he shouted in surprise: "Son!"

Xu Zheng didn't answer, but nodded and smiled at Aosen.

"I'm not in a hurry, I have time to wait! But don't let me wait too tired, I've been waiting for more than seventeen years. Exhausted. ”

Xu Zheng laughed again, opened his mouth and wanted to try to call it once, but those two simple words couldn't come out of his mouth, so he had to look at Orin apologetically.

"It's okay, I'll wait for you. Holding Xu Zheng's hand tightly, he was reluctant to let go, and Ao Sen said: "This will be the home of our two fathers and sons in the future." Whoever dares to provoke me and you, I will kill his whole family!"

Xu Zheng shuddered. Speechless.

Ao Sen held Xu Zheng's hand with one hand, stretched out the manor with the other, and said, "Look here, look here, you can repair the house." In the future, I will find a way to make money, and when I have money, I will build a flower here, plant flowers and grass, build a path in the middle, and plant some big trees next to it. When summer comes, we drink in the shade. Well, also to raise some chickens, preferably a couple of cows, so that you can milk and drink by yourself. We have built this manor well, and naturally there will be beautiful girls who want to marry you. When the time comes, you marry her and give me a bunch of grandchildren to play with. I didn't have the opportunity to raise a child before, but this time I have enough money! Oh, hey, hey, you're too young. It's very early to marry a wife, let's not talk about this. You like to raise monsters, don't you? What do you like? I'll catch you! Let's build a place for monsters, take over the winged tiger that raised you, and live together? Well, that's it. Ay. You don't sleep. Don't squint, I still have a lot of ideas......"

Orson's voice kept ringing in his ears. At first, Xu Zheng listened with a smile, but later, I don't know why, I felt very safe and comfortable, and there was a feeling of happiness that enveloped me, and I couldn't stop wanting to sleep.

And Orson kept talking, and what he wanted to say to his son for seventeen years seemed to want to finish it overnight. Xu Zheng listened quietly, the voice entered his ears, but he didn't understand what he said at all, he just felt cared for, loved, and the feeling of happiness continued to grow, and finally showed a light smile on his lips and fell asleep.

Ever think it's funny to be afraid of spiders?

Actually, it's not funny at all, the fear spider is one of the eight famous phobias. The younger brother has it.

But we have a small spider growing here, stretching out its legs, the area can reach the size of a palm. Every time I saw it, I felt creepy, and I took a detour from afar. When I was seven years old, it crawled in front of my feet, and I still remember the feeling and I was suffocated. It was utterly inhuman torture.

But I'm not afraid of snakes at all, which is weird.

I did a very tasteless thing in the hospital this afternoon. The friend who was in the car accident had a little nephew who kept a big spider in a cardboard box. I kept looking at him nervously, for fear that the spider would escape from the box and run to me.

The little bastard probably saw that I was scared, took the spider out of the box, and threw it at me.

At that time, I had no idea of time. I only remember screaming, stomping my feet frantically, and actually having the courage to throw it off, step on it, step on it, and then angrily throw the little fart boy with ham sausage, shouting: "Boy, don't think that you can be proud of your mother here." Believe it or not, Lao Tzu killed you today!" The audience, including the doctors and nurses, and even the old lady next to the bed, was silent.

The child was thrown by my hidden weapon, and then looked at the spider corpse on the ground, and it curled up ugly, and then flattened its mouth and cried.

The eyes of the crowd flew like knives. The friend lying on the hospital bed, who was about to die, his eyes were so swollen that he couldn't open them, and at this time, he actually shot sharp eye darts from his eyes.

I shrunk my head, my vest was shocked into a cold sweat, and I was slashed by these eye knives again. In my heart, I want to cry......

I'm a big man, why are you so afraid of this thing?

Therefore, this weakness must be pasted on Xu Zheng!