Therefore, Zhao Xueyao was willing to continue to wait until the day when Ning Yuan finally noticed her!

Until, until a night of heavy rain, Zhao Xueyao came to Ning Yuan's room as usual and helped him clean up everything in the room!

Ning Yuan, who was drunk, finally called two words in a daze.

Dreams!

Yes, it's a dream!

Meng'er is Ning Yuan's exclusive nickname for Qin Mengshu, and since Qin Mengshu died, Ning Yuan has never called these two words again.

Time has passed, Zhao Xueyao originally thought that in Ning Yuan's heart, Qin Mengshu had finally become a thing of the past, even if he went to attend Arthur and Catherine's wedding, she never cared!

Zhao Xueyao once comforted herself like that, perhaps, Ning Yuan went to participate in Arthur's marriage, just for the last obsession in his heart, now, he has returned in vain, the obsession in his heart should also dissipate, and the person in his heart should also be replaced!

However, a drunk person is often the most sober person, his sobriety is relative to his heart, and Ning Yuan at this moment, a heart, is the most sober time.

At such a time, calling such a name can only show that in Ning Yuan's heart, the woman named Qin Mengshu has never gone far and never left!

At this moment, what kind of words should be used to describe Zhao Xueyao's mood at this moment?

I thought about it again and again, but I couldn't find such a suitable word!

So many years of waiting, so many years of calculation!

Although she didn't do it herself, her hands were already stained with blood, she changed from a little girl to a strong woman day by day, from a little girl, suddenly, to a married young woman!

The most ridiculous thing is that she is still a married young woman who has been in prison for so many years.

Such a situation, no matter what kind of girl it is, is unacceptable!

Now she doesn't want to wait any longer!

The moment the white lightning fell on her delicate face, a cold smile flashed, she would not wait for this fruitless any longer!

From birth to the present, the only thing she has learned is that in this world, no one will pity you, no one will take the initiative to give you what you want, what you want, you must fight for yourself, only what you fight for is the most reliable!

If you really can't fight for it, then you must use all means to obtain, to fight, life is short, no matter what kind of situation you come to, you can never wronged yourself!

Yes, you can never wronged yourself!

Under the white lightning, Zhao Xueyao smiled evilly, as if she was talking to herself, and seemed to be talking to someone!

The air after a heavy rain is wrapped in a faint morning damp smell.

Even if such a long time has passed, even if it has been decadent for so long, Ning Yuan still can't, can't come out of the sadness, from the sadness of completely losing Qin Mengshu!

If you can't get out, then let's do it, keep going like this, perhaps, there is nothing bad about it, if you can be with the woman you want in these unreal but real dreams, so you will be content!

When Zhao Xueyao returned to the Ning family's villa, it was already the middle of the moon!

Today, it is a moonlit night with few stars, and the silver-white moonlight is sprinkled on the crescent-white house, carrying layers of mysterious and charming halos.

Zhao Xueyao's mood tonight seems to be excellent, but she is also nervous!

She once exhausted all means to have today's power and status, and she was able to truly become the woman who stood by Ning Yuan's side above board!

However, all of this is just the surface of the glamour, her mother, because of her strength, has completely grasped the initiative of her mother's family and got everything she wants!

She used the first half of her life to confirm very well, what is called people to conquer the sky, concubine, this from the day she was born, accompanied by her label, this former pain, finally disappeared, no one dares to use such a label to describe her!

In front of people, she and her mother can be said to be incomparable, but only she knows the bitterness of the queen!

is clearly a student of acting, but after marrying Ning Yuan, she has become a posture of learning finance, she is clearly just a little girl, but she has become the posture of a strong woman!

However, none of these are the ones that make her the most sad and sad!

What makes her sad the most, what makes her the most sad, is Ning Yuan, this she, has changed too many men for her, this man who has always respected each other since he married her into the door, and has never touched her at all!

As a girl, what a humiliation this should be!

Waiting, she has gone through a long wait, or that sentence, if it doesn't explode in silence, it will die in silence, with her personality, she will never choose, die in silence, then, it will explode!

Tonight, it is she, completely, the night that she becomes a woman in Ningyuan, tonight, for her, it is really of great significance.

Nervous, uneasy, frightened, snickering...

At this moment, her mood is mixed!

Finally, when she finally changed into crimson lace off-the-shoulder pajamas, sprayed on the vague perfume, and clutched a handful of colorless and odorless powder tightly in her hand, she finally slowly walked into Ning Yuan's room!

At that time, Ning Yuan himself had gone from being drunk to being sober, from being sober to being drunk, I don't know how many times, how many times, his originally handsome face also became a little sloppy at this moment, and the moment she saw Zhao Xueyao enter her room with such a posture.

Ning Yuan turned his head to the side obviously with some embarrassment, and his voice was hoarse to the extreme: "You, haven't slept yet?"

"Well, I'll come to see you, are you okay?"

Zhao Xueyao's voice was still so soft and so light, like the raindrops that slowly fell from the lush branches and leaves after the rain.

Ning Yuan said without looking back: "I'm fine, you go to sleep first!"

Such an answer, such a scene, Zhao Xueyao had already foreseen it, and she already knew very clearly in her heart that in this life, she would have no chance to become a woman in Ningyuan with her own identity and appearance!

Even though, even if her heart has all kinds of reluctance, she is reluctant to climb into Ning Yuan's bed with Qin Mengshu's attitude!

But she has no choice, no choice!

She stood quietly in place, without the slightest intention of leaving, a drop of crystal tears slowly slipped from her bewitching face!

Such a tear, in this slightly dim light, looks extraordinarily crystal clear!

"Could it be that in your heart, there has never been a position for Xue Yao, half a point? Xue Yao's love for you and her dedication to you, you are serious, and you have never known a bit?"

Long...... Long...... Zhao Xueyao, who was silent, said such a sentence slowly!

How to describe the tone of her words, sad, sad, worried, questioning, asking herself...

At this moment, these gorgeous words, in front of her words, seemed to be pale and powerless, and every word was like an invisible knife, all of them fell on Ning Yuan's heart!

It's a pity that these words like a small knife, although they fell fiercely in Ning Yuan's heart, they did not leave the slightest trace, the slightest pain, just like those innocuous love words, others sounded, there might be the slightest injury, but here in Ning Yuan, it is like that, the ancient well has no waves!

didn't get the slightest response from Ning Yuan, the tears in Zhao Xueyao's eyes were more like a line, dripping, really pitiful!

At first, it was just tears, and then later, it evolved into a voice, a low moan, like crying and complaining, I feel pity!

Ning Yuan's heart, after all, is not a stone, he has also loved deeply, so he can naturally feel Zhao Xueyao, this mood of not being able to ask for it at this moment!

Yes, they are both fallen people at the end of the world, so it seems that there is no intersection between him and Zhao Xueyao, at least, at least the two of them are also forgotten and not loved by their lovers!

In this case, why bother with that inconsequential relief!

Ning Yuan's figure standing quietly by the window finally moved slowly, and in the next moment, he had already come to Zhao Xueyao's approach!

At this moment, even he didn't know how his hand stretched out and landed on Zhao Xueyao's face.

His original intention was just to help Zhao Xueyao wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and to give her a hint of verbal relief!

However, I don't know why, at the moment when he looked at Zhao Xueyao face to face, Ning Yuan only felt that his mind was unclear for a moment, this feeling was particularly wonderful, like being drunk, but it seemed to be even more wonderful than being drunk!

I don't know when, Zhao Xueyao's bewitching face inexplicably turned into Qin Mengshu's peerless face, which made Ning Yuan's heart and soul haunted!

Almost without thinking about it, the next moment, Ning Yuan pulled Zhao Xueyao into his arms, and the moment the four eyes met, how many feelings spread out little by little around the two of them!

For a moment, Zhao Xueyao resisted, but that kind of resistance, in Ning Yuan's eyes, was more like a means to refuse and welcome!

Scenes of the past, at this moment, like a slideshow, completely appeared in Ning Yuan's mind, from acquaintance, to acquaintance, to love, to want to kill, all the pictures seemed to be automatically filtered, leaving only those beautiful and haunting pictures!

Ning Yuan's kiss rained down on Zhao Xueyao's white skin like snow!

Zhao Xueyao at this moment, in fact, is nervous, after all, this is the most important time in her life, and it is also the day when her dream comes true!