718. Zhang Feng's past

Lu Wen looked at the sunset that appeared on the horizon, and unconsciously began to fall into a trance.

"Teacher Lu. ”

turned his head to look and found that it was Zhang Feng who came to his side.

"What's wrong?Is something wrong?" Lu Wen hurriedly asked, now that they have basically rescued all those who can be rescued here, now they need to arrange these people here and wait for the follow-up rescue.

They will go again tomorrow morning, and the mountain road will not be easy to catch up in the evening.

Zhang Feng shook his head and said, "It's okay, everything is arranged." ”

"How is Xiao Yu?" asked Lu Wen.

"I recovered very well, I woke up a bit, ate a little bit, and then fell asleep again. ”

"That's good. ”

After that, the two fell silent.

"Teacher Lu, do you feel a little blamed in your heart?" Zhang Feng broke the silence with a loud voice.

Lu Wen didn't speak, just looked up at the sky blankly.

"I know that you feel a little guilty about Xiao Yu waking up in the middle of it, thinking that it was your own mistake that caused him to suffer so much. Zhang Feng said to himself.

"Isn't it?" Lu Wen asked rhetorically.

Zhang Feng suddenly smiled and said, "Teacher Lu, you should know that since ancient times, civil and military forces have not been separated. ”

Lu Wen nodded, but didn't say anything, just quietly waited for Zhang Feng's narration.

Zhang Feng did not sell the lawsuit, and said directly: "In ancient times, many literati looked down on martial artists, and martial artists also looked down on literati, but now it is slightly better, for scientists and some real university scholars, everyone respects it in their hearts, but in the army, this phenomenon still exists."

In our army, there are many college students and officers, and there are many literary and artistic soldiers, for these, to say that I will not admit it from here, we people are a little despised, thinking that they are powerless, what kind of soldiers?"

Lu Wen didn't understand why Zhang Feng was involved in this.

"Why do we look down on them, the main reason is that they are easy to be sad, this is very fatal on some battlefields, on the battlefield, what we want is to be cold-blooded, except for comrades-in-arms, everything can be killed!" When he said this, Zhang Feng's eyes flashed with coldness.

"I'll tell you something, it's a secret, but for you, you can also know that during an operation, we lost contact with our superiors, and we couldn't take the initiative to ask for help, and we were trapped in a village that time. As he spoke, Zhang Feng's tone slowly became ethereal.

"That was the first time I participated in a foreign battle, and I really saw blood and fire, we were already surrounded by a crowd at that time, in that village, we lost all support, and there was no one to rely on, according to the intention of our captain, at that time, we were asked to go and loot the food in those villages, and by the way, we drove them all together, and we couldn't let them ventilate.

We did the same, but one of the villagers was very sick and looked like he was about to die, but our captain didn't even look at him and didn't care about him.

At that time, I was a little unbearable, so I begged the captain to let them go, let them find a hospital for treatment, at that time my decision was directly rejected, for this matter, I quarreled with the captain, and in the end, the captain was moved by me and let him go. ”

Speaking of this, Zhang Feng seemed to be in pain, and his voice was a little choked.

"But the patient was pretending, and he went to report the news, and it was because of one of my acts of sympathy, which can be said to be sympathetic, that we lost most of us, and the captain died in that operation. ”

"Since then, I have known a truth, no matter what, as long as it is not my own compatriots, as long as it is not my own comrades-in-arms, then on the battlefield, no one can believe it, even if I kill them?" Zhang Feng's final tone was very cold.

"But no matter what, the captain has already sacrificed, and no matter what, I can't make up for my measures, I say this just to let Mr. Lu know that in many moments, being able to survive is the greatest kindness, and sometimes, your kindness may be your own wishful thinking. ”

Lu Wen fell into silence, he understood what Zhang Feng meant, although some donkey's lips were not in the horse's mouth, but he understood.

"Thank you!" After a long time, Lu Wen said softly, and there was no longer the original self-blame in his voice.

Yes, no matter what, he has done his best to be able to save people, and that's it.

"It's okay, I don't want Mr. Lu to fall into self-blame, our next task is very heavy, you are our soul, you can't have an accident. Zhang Feng said with a smile, but he smiled a little reluctantly.

Lu Wen didn't know how to comfort him, this kind of thing could only be overcome by himself.

Looking at Lu Wen's somewhat worried eyes, Zhang Feng really smiled this time, and said: "I was worried about you just now, why is it your turn to worry about me now, don't worry, I won't be defeated so easily, I am the top soldier in Huaxia." At the end, he looked proud.

Lu Wen also gave a thumbs up and said, "You are the best soldiers I have ever seen. ”

"Then I'll take it all as a compliment. ”

"It's meant to be a compliment. ”

"Hahaha. ”

In the cool breeze of the night, there was the hearty laughter of the two, and at this moment, Lu Wen's heart knot was also untied.

When they returned to the camp, some sensitive people could see that Lu Wen was a little different from just now, Lu Wen was a little depressed just now, and he had a sense of depression, but now he didn't have that kind of emotion, and he was very open.

"Xiaoyu, do you feel better? After eating, Lu Wen came to Xiao Yu's side and asked softly.

Xiao Yu opened his eyes wide and said, "I'm fine, thank you, uncle." ”

"It's okay, then you can rest well and get better soon. Lu Wen didn't delay, he left after a few words, and now Xiaoyu needs to rest.

Lying in the cool breeze of the night, Lu Wen's thoughts gradually drifted away, thinking about whether his students were okay, and thinking of millet grains for a while, he didn't know what was going on, and unconsciously, he fell into a deep sleep.

He was asleep, but on this night there were many people who had insomnia.

In the village, Qin Qing and Jiang Yuning finished checking the house and wandered together in the evening breeze, since the last time Jiang Yuning came, they found a safe road and temporarily merged the two villages together, so that it was easy to manage, and they could take care of each other when they encountered anything.

"I don't know what happened to my parents and parents, maybe they're worried about death. ”

"The teacher guessed they all came in to look for us at this time. ”

None of these students had the slightest doubt that Lu Wen would come in to find them.