Chapter 461: Decision
Is that so?"
Unexpectedly, the teacher was not as angry as he imagined.
After hearing Huai Shi's plan, he was puzzled at first, then stunned, and finally expressed his understanding very calmly. There is no such unhappiness and anger that has been wasted.
Instead, Huai Shi was stunned.
"What's the matter, I look incredible. ”
The teacher asked, "Although I think this decision is a bit abrupt and irrational, I can imagine how much courage it takes for you to come and talk to me about these things...... I'm not going to get angry at you without even listening. ”
"Teacher, I'm sorry. Huai Shi lowered her head.
"It's a bit angry to say, but I can understand what you're thinking. ”
Ai Ting took a sip of the teacup, and after a long silence, she sighed softly: "No matter how attractive art itself is, it is not as intuitive and heavy as those things...... Huai Shi, art is floating in the clouds, but there are always people who can't adapt to the floating life, and will choose to step on the earth more realistically.
From your words, I can feel your thoughts and determination, after all, it is you who have put the most effort into it over the years. No matter how angry I am now, you are the one who has to face this pain.
You have made a decision, and although I, as a teacher, am helpless, I can only agree with it. ”
She paused for a moment, and suddenly asked, "But, as your elder, I want to ask one more question-Huai Shi, have you really thought about it?"
Abandon the cello.
Give up your hard work and bright future from childhood to now, and even this destined brilliant future, to choose another field that you don't understand.
I didn't even think where I was going to go.
The future is bleak.
One person to face the world.
Have you really figured it out?
"I didn't think about it, but I wanted to make it. ”
Huai Shi earnestly bowed his head.
Ai Ting asked again: "Is there no room for change?"
"Seriously, I think I'll regret it in the future. ”
Huai Shi sighed: "But if I play the cello for the rest of my life, I think I will regret it in the future, right? Teacher, it is difficult for me to walk both paths with peace of mind - if it was in the past, I would have dreamed of laughing happily if I knew that I would be able to walk into Vienna and enter the Golden Hall in the future."
But now, I don't know why...... When I dream, I dream about other things, some ...... Something that has nothing to do with the cello. ”
After a long silence, the boy raised his head and stared at the teacher in front of him: "When I wake up, I ask myself why I can't feel satisfied, but I can't find the answer myself.
If you think I'm just a bit of a fantasy and just a few boring thoughts, then I'll put those boring thoughts aside and don't want to mess around anymore in my life.
If the teacher thinks that my decision makes even a little bit of sense, my heart will be much more stable. ”
Ai Ting fell silent.
Didn't speak again.
After a long time, he shook his head slowly: "As your teacher, I don't know how to answer your questions, Huaishi, you also know that except for some achievements in music, I am useless in other aspects, I can't give you any advice, you have to decide for yourself." ”
"So...... As a mother, teacher. ”
After a long silence, Huai Shi suddenly raised her head, stared at the woman in front of her, and looked into her eyes: "In my heart, you have always been my mother's ...... I know it's a bit brazen to say that, but I don't know anyone to talk to but you. ”
Ai Ting was stunned.
stared blankly at the young man in front of him, until he lowered his head in frustration, but couldn't help but laugh.
couldn't help but reach out and pinch his face: "After so many years, Huaishi, I didn't expect to finally hear you call me that one day...... To be honest, it's really happy and sad. ”
I am glad that I am honored by the youth.
and helpless against his rebellion.
"As your teacher, I can't give you an answer, and I can't answer your question if I'm your mother. ”
Ai Ting shook her head slowly, but couldn't help but hug Huai Shi hard: "But as a mother, is there anyone who doesn't support her child's decision?"
She said, "No matter what decision you make, I will bless you, Huai Shi - even if we are not related by blood, you are already my family, and there is no difference between you and Xiaoqing." ”
In astonishment, Huai Shi closed her eyes and reached out to hug her gently.
I can't help but feel like crying.
"Thank you. ”
He rubbed his eyes.
Huai Shi has already made a decision.
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In the end, it was not the teacher who was the most angry, but Ai Qing, who was the sister of Huaishi.
After Huai Shi told her that she had decided to give up the cello, she never spoke to Huai Shi, and when she met every morning and evening, she treated Huai Shi as if it didn't exist.
In this regard, the teacher was helpless, saying that this is your own pot, and you have to carry it yourself.
The teachers at the school were also incredulous about this, especially in the second half of the third semester of high school, when Huai Shi, who had already made up for a bright future, suddenly dropped her cello and came back to make up for the cultural class, it was even more incomprehensible.
To put it bluntly, looking at this kid in the eyes is like looking at a fool.
What do you think?
Huai Shi didn't know what the fuck was thinking.
But the wood is already in the boat...... Well, although it hasn't worked out yet, he's not ready to turn back.
endured a headache and opened the cultural class books that he had delayed for a long time.
Press your mind to prepare to face the sea of books.
Half a year sprint, so full of time.
Of course, I didn't do anything in the exam.
Barely managed to reach a second line.
It is very different from the original ending.
On the day the results were issued, Huai Shi had no surprises. Fu Yi felt pity for him.
"If you played the violin honestly, you would be in Vienna by now. ”
In the bubble tea shop, the girl couldn't help but shake her head helplessly while blowing the cold air: "How is it, do you regret it?"
"Why do I think you look more uncomfortable than me?" Huai Shi snorted milk tea and raised her eyes to look at her: "No, how do I feel that you are particularly gloating?"
"I'm your good brother, why do you think of me like that?"
Fu Yi stared at him with wide eyes, looking sad and indignant, but when the big eyes blinked, it made people feel very cute, and it was impossible to suspect that she had any dark thoughts.
began to habitually sell cuteness again.,Want to get by.。
"Forget it. Huai Shi shook her head and sighed.
"Still, I really think it's good that you don't go to Vienna. Fu Yi said softly, "The mountains are high and the road is far away, you are still so young, what if you are arrested in the red light district, and you don't even have a good brother to protect you out?"
"The red light district is a serious industry there, thank you!" Huai Shi rolled her eyes, and then realized that she had taken her into the pit again: "When did I say I was going to the red light district?"
"I'm not worried about you. Fu Yi grinned and changed the subject: "Where are you going to take the exam?"
"This score...... Why don't you be in Jinling, how about Jinling University of Science and Technology?"
"Professional?"
"Think about it for a while, metallurgy, how about it?" said Huai Shi.
Fu Yi was stunned for a long time, puzzled: "From cello to metallurgy, is your span a little too big?
"It's nothing, I don't know what to report anyway, just learn what I'm interested in. ”
"Okay......"
Fu Yi pulled a long tone and didn't say anything more.
It's just that when I was leaving, I suddenly hugged him gently.
Next, she has a family arrangement, Huai Shi went to Jinling, and she doesn't know when she will be able to see her again, so she can't help but feel sad.
Huai Shi didn't care either, and after sending her into the car under Deputy Director Fu's vicious gaze, she turned around and went home.
The days that followed were lackluster.
Volunteer, wait for the notification, and start the next preparations.
It didn't take long for Ai Qing to leave for Vienna.
However, the teacher stayed and sent Huai Shi to the university in Jinling to report - therefore, Ai Qing's resentment towards Huai Shi became stronger and stronger - as Huai Shi's guardian After fulfilling all the obligations that the elders should fulfill, the teacher also forcibly left 50,000 yuan for Huai Shi.
"Mother has shouted, won't I be allowed to give you a little money?" Ai Ting looked at him with a smile: "If you don't want it, I won't give it later, you can make as much money as you want, but you can keep this money." ”
After finishing speaking, he didn't give Huai Shi a chance to regret it, and drove away.
Leaving Huai Shi standing alone at the gate of the school, staring at her elder with a complicated mood, she wanted to say something several times, but she couldn't catch up after all, and there was no chance to go.
There's nothing more to say.
She had done her best to put Huai Shi on the track he had chosen.
Next, it's time for him to face college life.
He personally chose it.
There is no room for remorse.
So, you have to be courageous.
He took a deep breath and turned to walk into the school gate, ready for the rest of his life.
Then see people leaning against the flower beds and smoking.
"So, that's all there is to college, no one cares if you're a good student. The girl named Fu Yi sat on her suitcase and looked at him stunned: "What's the matter, I look like I've seen a ghost." ”
"You...... You ......" Huai Shi was speechless.
"To tell you the truth, I didn't do very well in the exam. Fu Yi tilted his head and laughed: "Abnormal play...... I can only be reduced to the level of being your companion. ”
Huai Shi was stunned for a long time, and suddenly laughed: "Okay, who called you my good brother?"
"Another word. ”
Fu Yi waved his hand and raised his eyebrows: "I don't like this kind of title very much now." ”
Not far away, in the hall where the freshmen paid the fees, Deputy Director Fu poked his head out angrily and stared viciously at the little vixen who had kidnapped his daughter at the door.
So, in the awkward laughter, Huai Shi could only look at the sky innocently.
Pray that you won't be shot dead on the spot.
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I got home at four o'clock and hurried out a chapter.
It's a pleasure to write.,I'm even wondering if it would have worked better if I had used this version of the setting (it would definitely be better......
With everyone's tolerance and patience on this day, I turned around, my depressed mood was much better, and my thinking was smoother.
I'll see if I can write another chapter later.
(End of chapter)