I've been like this all my life.

When I was very young, the priest told me that you have had many hardships in your life, but the blood of the military camp can relieve some of your suffering, so that you will not have so many misfortunes.

My father was a general in Jiuli, and I heard my father say that he and the king worshiped their sons and became brothers.

From then on, my father was born and died for the king.

I still remember that my father resisted the cold weather alone for more than a month, and the cold weather was very strong at that time.

But my father resisted.

Uncle Mo rode thousands of miles and came to pick me up and go to the barracks, Uncle Mo also had a big heart, I was just a baby at that time, even now, I don't know how I survived thousands of miles of bumps.

Perhaps, I was born cheap.

It's like Mo Xiaobai's fool.

At the beginning, my uncle carried me and Xiaobai to the barracks together, but he became a real general, and I, my body has been weak since I was a child, even if my father carried me to the battlefield, but still can't resist my physical weakness, I feel guilty, but I still can't do anything.

is a general's child, but he likes books.

No one can understand why this is so.

I don't want to, but I still can't change it.

I had studied those exercises, but I still couldn't do anything until I realized that I should give up.

The son of a dignified general who protects the country is actually a scholar.

I'm ashamed of my father.

The first time I met, until I saw you, my life that had been calm in my heart was suddenly changed, I don't know why, but I always felt that I seemed to have seen you somewhere.

It's true.

I really look like I've seen you somewhere.

I ask you, what's your name.

You told me it was called Hatsumi.

It's not that I don't know why you told me that my name is Hatsumi, this name, it's weird, it's beautiful at first sight, everyone's first sight is beautiful, but I still feel like I've seen you, or know you.

But I still don't dare to ask you again.

At that time, the king was already suspicious of Yinlinjun and his father.

The experience I have gained from countless predecessors tells me that the king has begun to doubt his father.

My father has been upright all his life, when did he do anything that he was ashamed of Jiuli again?

At that time, my father was in a dilemma, and there was nothing I could do.

Even though it was the first time I saw you, you were willing to help me so much for me until Silvermoon City got into trouble.

Live up to your relatives and live up to your king.

I've tried my best to do my best, but.

First Sight, Did You Know?

In my life, I may be most sorry for you.

I can make Su Ya have no way back, so that she has no way to listen to my ideas and follow my ideas.

But it's the first time I saw it.

I can't get you to do what I want.

First Meeting......

I have read so many sages.

There's really nothing I can do about you.

The dangers of Silvermoon City have always been known to the world, you know?

Even if I take your money, I don't necessarily feel really ashamed.

I am willing to be ashamed of everyone for the sake of my loved ones.

I never thought that what would really affect me after I met you for the first time.

I gave you some entanglements to find another way out, I just want to be, I can't mess with my heart now, I can't love you.

My life is short, what should I use to understand you?

Until later.

That day in the royal city, I was detained with you on the demon slaying platform in the royal city, but I know that you and I are not demons.

I don't have much left of my life anyway, I don't have any soldiers around me, and for my father, I didn't bring any soldiers when I first entered Jiuli.

But I really didn't expect that my fault would be so big, and I didn't expect that the king would let General Xue directly detain our father and son.

In my life, I Xiao Rang, how many methods have been used to make the Yinlin Army stronger, and how many people I have used, I can't count myself.

But......

First......

DID YOU KNOW......

Do you see my smile when I am on the execution table?

It was as if I saw the flowers blooming all year round, and the smile was as beautiful as the blossoms.

Why are you going to stay with me?

And then later.

You smiled and said to me, General, I can't accompany you anymore when I first see you, and you have to live a good life in the future.

First.

Do you know how much my heart hurts?

I don't know why you say that, but it reminds me of how I felt three years ago, when I asked you, where do I seem to have seen you?

You smiled and told me, no, General, this is the first time we have met, my name is First Meeting.

First sight, first sight.

Wouldn't it be nice if life and life were the first time we saw each other?

Until the place of execution.

I saw the rainbow light in the sky, as beautiful as a rainbow on the horizon.

I saw another person.

He looks about the same as me.

He asked me, do you regret it?

That's when I remembered.

It turns out that your name is Hongyan.

Beauty.

My Yi Hongyan.

This life and this life.

You have to do it.

Let's see how I have rebelled against this heaven and earth in my lifetime.

I want this day to give every living thing freedom.

I want this land, trembling for the freedom of every living being.

I want all living beings in the world to be treated with the respect they deserve.

It's not just you and me.