442 Mental illness

Rong Zhao's face was pale, lying on the bed, like a weak little flower, unable to withstand any wind and rain.

Lu Heling gave her a pulse, knowing that the court was in turmoil, he rushed to Yizhou, but at that time Xiao Junjue had already gone to Beijing, so he stayed and waited here.

Xiao Junjue stared at Rong Zhao tightly, and then looked at Lu Heling, who was gradually frowning, and his heart was like a few creases wrinkled between his eyebrows.

Suddenly, Lu Heling took his hand away, and Xiao Junjue put Rong Zhao's arm into the quilt.

"How?" asked nervously.

Lu Heling sighed, stared at Xiao Junjue, and said, "You just toss like this, if you continue to toss, even the Daluo Immortal will not be able to cure her." ”

Xiao Junjue was shocked in her heart and grabbed Lu Heling, "How is she?"

"It's not yet irretrievable. I will see her every day, plus drink decoction medicine, hoping to recuperate. You said you, how did you become a husband? She is so weak, and you still let her toss and go to Changge City?" Lu Heling's tone was a little reprimanded, "Originally, miscarriage would hurt a woman's body a lot, and if she consumed herself like this, she would be small if she couldn't give birth to a child, and it would be big for her to die." ”

Xiao Junjue slowly lowered her hand, bowed her head and said, "This time I not only stopped her from going crazy, but also accompanied her to go crazy, it was my fault." But when it was like that, I knew I couldn't stop it, so I had to let her go. Along the way, she didn't show any discomfort, and I thought it was okay. ”

Lu Heling put away the silver needle and said, "She is pretending, she doesn't seem to have anything to do, but in fact, she can't do it inside." It's just that the human will is too strong, strong enough to control the body. She has a string in her heart, and all the way has relied on this string to hold on until now, so to speak, she is losing a breath. Sometimes because of one breath, some people can't do it, but they can't die, you say how powerful this breath is. ”

"Now that she's home, she's letting go of that breath in her heart, and the strings are broken, so her body can't bear it, right?"

Lu Heling nodded.

Rong Yao's heart was like frying on a frying pan, and he blamed himself: "It's all my fault, in fact, I should have said it a long time ago, I already knew that she was very weak." ”

"When did you know?" Xiao Junjue's voice was a little fierce.

Rong Yao met his eyes, and his body was cold, "When I was treating Chun'er, that doctor looked at her sister and she was weak. I also wanted her to be cured, but she was too tough, and she said that she was afraid that if she was cured, she would really get sick. She said she couldn't get sick, at least not until she arrived in Yizhou. She was afraid that she would not be able to afford to get sick and that she would delay her trip. And warned me that I should not tell you. ”

Xiao Junjue's heart hurts, when did this woman become a person who hid anything from him. He stroked Rong Zhao's face, his heart was like a knife, "Why are you so stupid, I said don't pretend to be strong, I can rely on you, why do you have to hold on." ”

Turning his head to look at Lu Heling, "As long as you take care of yourself, can you recover?"

Lu Heling sighed lowly, and there was no retreat in her raised eyes, "Let me tell you this, the last time she gave birth to a child, it has caused a physical loss, although it has been conditioning for a few years, and her body has slowly improved, but she has also suffered a trauma." This time is not inferior to the physical injury she received last time, it is a loss on top of a loss, and now she is not only a physical problem, but also a psychological problem. Combined, the two damages can be fatal. ”

In an instant, Xiao Junjue's face turned gray, and the fingers that caressed Rong Zhao's face were trembling.

"I can medicate her body, but psychological problems, you need it. Don't think that psychological problems are trivial, no matter how clever my medical books are, her psychological problems will not be solved, and no matter how useful the medicine is, it will not work on her. Lu Heling's gaze fell lightly on Rong Zhao, "Five internal depression, unable to discharge, she buried all her thoughts in her heart, you have to find a way to let her vent out, otherwise, this disease will drag her out for a few years." ”

The heart seemed to be split in half by a long knife, cracking out scars that could not be healed, Xiao Junjue hugged Rong Zhao, like holding a life-saving straw, and tears flowed down.

"Am I going to lie on the hospital bed for the rest of my life? Then I will suffer you, and you will serve me for the rest of my life, you must not dislike me. The next morning, Rong Zhao woke up, and when she woke up this time, she seemed to have changed back to the Rong Zhao who loved to talk and laugh before, and she could also joke with Xiao Junjue.

Xiao Junjue smiled and fed her porridge, "It's not bitter at all, there's nothing happier than being by your side and guarding you every day." ”

His heart was sour, and he didn't know why, the more Rong Zhao acted like he was fine, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart.

Rong Zhao rubbed his face, "Ouch, your mouth is getting sweeter and sweeter." He kissed him on the mouth and licked his tongue, "It's so sweet." ”

The smile on Xiao Junjue's face slowly faded, and he put the porridge aside and hugged Rong Zhao in his arms.

Rong Zhao arched in his arms, and said with a smile: "Now you are good, you can do whatever you want to me, I can't escape." ”

Xiao Junjue touched her hair, stared at her deeply, those eyes were full of sadness, but Rong Zhao seemed to turn a blind eye, and only smiled blindly, "Don't look at me like that, now it's daytime, the dignified King of Chu prostitutes during the day, and if it is spread out, people will say that I am a fox spirit." ”

"Zhaozhao, why do you keep smiling at me?" her smile pierced into Xiao Junjue's heart, and he asked heartbrokenly.

"What kind of stupid question is this?" Rong Zhao's expression didn't even freeze for a moment, and said happily: "Of course I'm happy, there's nothing happier than now." My family finally came to Yizhou and came to me, and our family will never be separated again. ”

"I really hope you're genuinely happy and genuinely smiling. Xiao Junjue said in a low voice, "But I don't want you to pretend, you have any discomfort in your heart, you can vent with me, you can tell me whatever you want, just don't be like this, hold everything in your heart." ”

Rong Zhao lowered his eyes and said: "I know, you think I'm still depressed about my father's affairs, but in fact, I think clearly, the facts can't be changed, and the living people have to continue to live." If I only dwell on my father's death and can't extricate myself, then I will also hurt the people around me. Hurt you, hurt Lantern Festival and lotus root. Let him pass the past, now that our family is neat and tidy, it is already very good, I should be satisfied. ”

She leaned on Xiao Junjue's shoulder, "Dad, he has always wanted me to be happy, in order for him to be able to smile Jiuquan, I must also make myself happy, otherwise, he will not be at ease." ”

Xiao Junjue stroked her back with pity, and he could even clearly feel every vertebrae on her spine, "He will always live in our hearts, in fact, he has not left, and even, he has been watching us." ”

"So, I have to cheer up, I can't cry anymore, I can't be sad, my dad likes me to laugh, I have to laugh and show him that I'm fine. The corners of Rong Zhao's mouth slowly drooped, and after a while, he raised again, looking like he was smiling sweetly, but it was all bitter when he savored it.

Jianmen Pass was lost, Xiao Yuheng didn't expect that the terrain there was dangerous, and there were tens of thousands of soldiers guarding it, but Xiao Junjue was still allowed to pass the pass, and even the generals defending the city were killed.

Suddenly, his fear of Xiao Junjue went to a higher level, the Sword Gate Pass was so difficult to attack, he could capture it, if one day he rebelled and wanted to conquer the city, it would not be easier.

Xiao Junjue had to be guarded against, and even more so had to be killed. But how do you kill him?

When Xiao Yuheng was thinking about how to deal with Xiao Junjue, Ah Shi came to the door again.

"Lord, the prince of sunrise asks to see you. ”

Xiao Yuheng now had a headache when she heard Ah Shi's name, and said impatiently: "Let's just say that this king is resting, and it is inconvenient." ”

"Does King Qi want to rest? As soon as Xiao Yuheng's words fell, Ah Shi walked in.

Xiao Yuheng stood up suddenly, he was angry, "Prince Shi, there are no rules, there is no circle, this king has not let people invite you in, how can you break in?"

Ah Shi smiled brightly and said: "Rules and rules, what are so many rules? Gu and King Qi are friends, can it be that even to see good friends, they have to pass it on layer by layer, how troublesome." Anyway, you and I are not outsiders, and I don't need you to greet you, so I came in by myself. He walked directly to the top of the next chair, "I heard King Qi say that he was resting just now?"

Xiao Yuheng sat down slowly, the breath in his chest was in his throat, "This king is really tired and weak these days, so he fell asleep sitting here." It's really rude, I'm afraid of making the prince laugh. ”

"So that's the case, Lone just said, King Qi and Lone are friends, how can they do things that they don't see?"

Xiao Yuheng sat down and asked, "Why is Prince Ah Shi so leisurely and relaxed today, and he came to the king's Qi Palace? If he had known earlier, the king would have personally greeted him at the door." ”

Ah Shi smiled but didn't smile, "When I first came to Changge City, I naturally wanted to play around, and I happened to pass by the Qi Palace, so I wanted to come in and disturb it, but it was purely temporary." ”

Xiao Yuheng raised her eyebrows and said, "If you say that you are bothering Prince Ashi, you will see outside, the prince is playing, why didn't you let people notify this king, so that this king can accompany you." Where is the fun and the best scenery in this Changge City, the king is clear, and he can accompany the prince to play more enjoyable. ”

"That's not to bother the king of Qi. Ah Shi waved his hand, and then said: "There are some things, it is fun to discover them yourself, and besides, the beauty in your eyes may not be the beauty in the lonely eye, the lonely vision should be wider than that of King Qi, and you will find the beauty that you don't need." The king of Qi accompanied, but restrained. ”