Chapter 3 Confession
Su Xue is a thin girl, wearing glasses, her hair is not long, and her ponytail is tied up like a pig's tail. She has a beautiful face, but she never seems to care about her hairstyle, and she cuts it when it grows, which is a strange flower among junior high school girls who generally love beauty.
In the campus full of top students, Su Xue's grades are not too good, and she usually doesn't like to talk, so she has few friends, and the only one who talks to her the most is her new tablemate Wu Fan.
Fifteen or sixteen-year-old girls will have a dream, and Su Xue is no exception, she hopes to have a vigorous early love with Wu Yifan......
Every weekend, I often lie on the bed and make a nymphomaniac to Wu Yifan in the movies "There is a Place Only We Know" and "Summer You Qiaomu Yawang Heaven". During class, she would secretly smirk at the postcard sandwiched in her book, and in Wu Fan's words, it seemed to be laughing to the numbness.
I heard that she is still trying to learn English in order to be a good mother. It was precisely because of Wu Fan's name that Su Xue became friends with him.
Wu Fan is not handsome, thin and small, he is an introverted boy who doesn't like to talk much, and he is gentle and soft-spoken when he speaks to everyone. When he sees a fallen eraser on the ground or a test paper blown away, he will take the initiative to pick it up, he will help others buy things between classes, he will never refuse to borrow anything from him, and he will wipe the blackboard clean when passing by the podium......
He never arrives late or leaves early, and the homework assigned on the blackboard is completed on time, and he does not play with his mobile phone, eat snacks, sleep, or desert in class. He has never been on the teacher's blacklist, and his name has never appeared in the deduction tables of the class officials. is such an "excellent" person, in every grade exam, he is outside the five hundred. (600 students in all grades)
The most talked about in the class is also this pair of strange tablemates. Wu Fan likes to see Su Xue's smile the most, feeling that her smile is like a clear summer sky, beautiful and pure, without a trace of impurities, and the clouds and clouds are full of purity of washing lead.
IQ is always superfluous in the face of love, and sometimes, he holds his chin and looks out the window at the blue sky and white clouds, and even wonders if Su Xue is an angel who can always appear in his own world.
One day during class, a sports student with yellow hair deliberately looked for scum and threw Su Xue's schoolbag downstairs. Wu Fan was like an enraged leopard, fighting with that boy very fiercely, and even crying while fighting, this was the first time he fought, and he didn't know why he was crying, and he didn't know what to shout in his mouth.
His mind was blank, and he only knew that for her sake, he could be the enemy of the world. Today this man is settled, and Jesus cannot stop him.
However, there is always a gap between reality and ideals. He was violently beaten by the gym student under the table until the head teacher arrived five minutes later, and the boy stopped swearing.
Later, because Wu Fan beat someone, he was recorded as a major demerit and placed on probation. After school in the evening, he saw Huang Mao and Director Wang in the teaching room coming out of the restaurant talking and laughing together......
Wu Fan is determined to change his face, study hard, and strive to be admitted to a key high school. However, through this incident, Su Xue and Wu Fan became really good friends who talked about everything, and the two agreed to study together, and they were still in the same class in high school, and they were still at the same table.
Wu Fan looked at Su Xue's cheeks, like a dusty blue sky, and secretly made up his mind in his heart.
In the junior high school entrance examination, Su Xue was admitted to a key high school because of her good grades, while Wu Fan was stopped outside the key line with a score difference of 120 points.
After going to high school, Wu Fan had few opportunities to see Su Xue, but at this time she had already grown a shawl and long hair, and people became talkative and laughing.
"Actually, from the first time I saw you in the new class, I thought you were a different girl, and I think I liked you!"
"From the moment I saw you, my heartbeat told me that you are the person I am waiting for in this life, it is you who have given me courage and motivation, and I will use my life's efforts to take care of this heartbeat. I'll be here whenever you need me. I'll be there for you when you're in trouble!"
"Wall, Eyes, Knees!"
"You Nier looks weird!"
......
Wu Fan repeated these confessions over and over again on the way for Su Xue to go to school every day, facing the telephone pole, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, the more he spoke, the more fluent he became, and the more confident he became.
Su Xue saw Wu Fan in the distance, waved her hand, and walked over with a smile: "What a coincidence, I met you here." ”
"Yes, what a coincidence. Wu Fan squeezed out three words and watched her slowly leave holding a boy's arm.
Wu Fan's heart ached for a while, and the world seemed to be silent, only the beige sunlight swirled around the two of them.
Love is the eternal life of two people, and lovesickness is a person's land. In fact, the most painful thing is to pretend to be indifferent to you and laugh with others.
Everything seems to have changed a lot, as if nothing has changed. They can't avoid the fate of drifting apart, and they can't control the changes in a person's emotions.
Wu Fan didn't try too much to fight for and retain, and happily accepted such a result. So he repacked his mood and devoted himself to his studies, and finally he was admitted to the current "Spring City Little Tsinghua" - a junior college.
Perhaps it was God's compensation for his bad luck in previous years, and ten years later, Wu Fan became the CTO of a well-known IT company, and he was sitting in a black Maserati Quattroporte.
After coming to Dazhou last night to negotiate business, he was very tired, and he was just about to close his eyelids, when he suddenly saw a familiar shadow on the roadside road, and he hurriedly raised his hand and shouted: "Army, stop!"
The "big army" in his mouth was Fan Jun, a yellow-haired sports student who fought with him in junior high school, and Fan Jun also saw Su Xue on the side of the road at this time. However, Su Xue didn't seem to be doing so well, she was dressed very ordinary, she carried two bags of vegetables in her left hand and a child in her right hand.
Wu Fan pushed the door and got out of the car, rushed over, and waved his hand to greet: "Su Xue!"
As soon as Su Xue turned around, it took a long time to recognize it: "You are Wu Fan, you are the boss!"
Wu Fan smiled embarrassedly and asked, "You...... How are you doing?"
Su Xue stroked her forehead bangs and said with a smile: "I'm fine." He said to the five or six-year-old child next to him: "Xiaofan, call uncle." ”
Wu Fan smiled bitterly in his heart: It's that star again. The boy, fearing the birth, grabbed the corner of his mother's clothes and hid behind her.
Wu Fan mustered up the courage to say, "Su Xue, I'll send you." ”
Su Xue had a smile on her face: "No need, my house is in front, and I have time to bring your lover to my house for dinner." Wu Fan smiled in return: "Well, definitely." ”
The two left each other's phones, turned around, and turned away from each other.
This situation can be recalled, but it was not clear at the time. For men, the most sad thing is nothing more than meeting the person who wants to take care of them the most for a lifetime when they are most powerless. By the time she became famous, she was already married.
Wu Fan knew that he didn't love Su Xue, but he couldn't love him anymore. Maybe it's fate, that's how it feels, right?