Chapter 34: A dilemma
It's pitch black.
Between the Silver Moon Mountains.
Xiao Rang was fiddling with the fire without a pair, and the spear was placed diagonally beside him, and the weather had suddenly turned a little colder recently, but it was just autumn.
But now I can only rely on the fire for warmth.
"How many people and how many things do you have to fulfill in this life before you can get some blessings?"
Xiao Rang sat on the ground and continued to fiddle with the fire one by one, so that the fire in front of him burned more vigorously, but after a long time, the dry wood had almost burned out, and no matter how he played with it, there was only a red fire left.
But Xiao Rang didn't want to move, and he didn't bother to add some firewood, although he was just around him.
"After fulfilling so many people, why can't you fulfill yourself in the end?"
Xiao Rang looked up at the bottom of the night sky and sighed.
"Isn't it the same with the general in his last life? ”
A human figure slowly condensed in the air, and it was dust-free.
Xiao Rang smiled with a faint wry smile between his eyebrows, "In this life, I have always been asked to fulfill others, but who will fulfill me?"
"What the general should be thinking about now, shouldn't this be?" Wei Wuchen smiled faintly.
Xiao Rang was silent for a moment and smiled slowly, "It seems to be too." ”
Xiao Rang slowly took out a jade bottle from his arms, took out a blood-red pill and took it, and slowly put the jade bottle back into his arms.
Xiao Rang looked at the night in the distance, "In my life, I haven't done anything, and my life is almost gone, but I haven't understood why Chu Jian will pay so much to me, and Su Ya, they will obviously have a good ending, why are they all helping Yinlin Jun for me, why do Jiuli have nothing to do with them, but they want to work hard to help solve it?"
"The general has always been reluctant to admit it, but now he has admitted it?" Wei Wuchen looked at Xiao Rang with a smile.
"Even if I don't admit it, it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist, the two of them, how much they have paid for the Yinlin Army in the past few years, even if I really die one day, there is still a solution, and Mo Xiaobai, and Lang Qun, they should all be able to support the Yinlin Army. Xiao Rang smiled lightly.
"So the general is arranging the aftermath now?" Wei Wuchen frowned.
"You old fellow. ”
Xiao Rang smiled, "You don't know how bad my health is, even if I don't want to admit it, isn't it still a fact, and others don't know that you don't know?"
Wei Wuchen shook his head and sighed, "I've been telling you before, but the general hasn't believed me." ”
"How do you want me to trust you? Don't I have to trust you enough now?"
Xiao Rang smiled.
"After so many years, you are the first to be the first to make me believe in something that happened inexplicably, which is already good, what else do you want?"
"But if the general cares so much about others, I am afraid that the general will repeat the mistakes of the past. Wei Wuchen frowned slightly.
"Everything I have now is what I got in the slightest, you made me give up suddenly, you have to let me let go, if it's you, can you let go?"
"All the people in the world, as long as they are human, they have desires, I am also human, and I also have desires, everything now, everything now is obtained by my exhaustion, besides, who can escape the reincarnation of the destiny of heaven? I am also a human being, although I have been careful all these years, but the mistakes that should be made are probably the same. Xiao Rang sighed.
"I know it's difficult, but you don't have much time left, General. Wei Wuchen sighed.
"You know?" Xiao Rang smiled.
Wei Wuchen snorted, was silent for a while, and finally smiled faintly, "It seems that the general has not done anything wrong." ”
"Now that I have arranged everything, it is up to man to make things happen, so it depends on the will of God. Xiao Rang smiled lightly.
"Yes. ”
Wei Wuchen frowned and smiled faintly, "But the general didn't find out, I only saw you when I first saw you, and now I still like the general so much, the general didn't think about it?"
"I thought about it, but I didn't dare. ”
Xiao Rang smiled lightly, "You told me that I couldn't bear her before, but now I borrowed wine to meet her, although there is not much time, but I can't help it, there are so many things to do in the Yinlin Army, and my father is also old, and now he relies on me to support him, but he probably doesn't know that I can't hold it anymore, so what should I do to talk about who I like?"
"How much can I live for a while, who doesn't know what will happen to the road behind, it's been three years, I want to come to Yinlin Army with you for the first time, why don't you bring it." ”
"Why bring it?"
Xiao Rang smiled faintly, and a trace of bitterness appeared at the corner of his mouth, "I know that she has always been very good to me, but I don't have much time, so it's better to break it earlier, so as not to be hurt together in the end." ”
"You......" Wei Wuchen sighed bitterly, "haven't you liked the first meeting?"
"Huh. ”
Xiao Rang smiled bitterly, "When I first saw that the girl was smart and beautiful, and she had a good future in the future, naturally there would be someone who liked her and she also liked, so why waste time on me, a deprecated general who looked imposing?
"What about Suya?"
"Same. ”
Xiao Rang smiled lightly, "They are all entrusted to non-people, most of my skills over the years have been taught to me by you, and the skills to make money have been taught to me by you, although I don't want to listen to your baseless old stories, and most of the time I don't respect you, but you should know that in fact, my heart respects you." ”
"As for Su Ya, I can only be ashamed, who made me the general of the Yinlin Army, my father is also old, Uncle Mo is also old, now this generation is the world of our young people, and he is responsible for his position, I just want to do as much as possible now, I can't do it to everyone, now there are tens of thousands of soldiers in the Yinlin Army, which one has no idea, and which one doesn't want to live a good life, and I can't let me lose so many people in the Yinlin Army just because I like them." ”
"Like is like, these are not what you like, why do you do this? Besides, how long do you think you can live when you first see it?"
"What?" Xiao Rang frowned.
"It's fine. Wei Wuchen suddenly said nothing.
Xiao Rang didn't pursue it, smiled faintly, took a sip of wine, "I can't control these now, I can do as much as I want, I don't want to lose, but if everything is fulfilled, I don't have so much time, if I can fulfill everyone, who will fulfill me?"
"The general's thinking is a little depraved now. ”
"Not really. ”
Xiao Rang smiled faintly, "I'm just talking about things, I still have to do what I need to do, no matter how long I can go or how far I can go, but as a man, I will still do this." ”
"And what are you going to do next?"
Xiao Rang sighed and looked up at the dark night sky, "What else can I do, life is endless, struggle is endless, what can be done is as much as you can." ”
"You're in big trouble right now. ”
"Hmm. ”
Xiao Rang didn't deny it, and smiled faintly, "Xue Bai's Huolin Army has become a real protector army, the king has been trying to weaken the Yinlin Army all these years, presumably Xue Bai is also responsible for it, if according to the military salary given by the king, where can the Yinlin Army still fight now, to put it mildly, it is nothing more than a bad thing in the name of the Protector Army, Xue Bai wants it, just give it to him." ”
"And then?"
And then. ”
Xiao Rang smiled bitterly, "The problem now is that the Yinlin Army has not been weakened, and even expanded, and anyone with an eye can see it, but Wang Cheng doesn't know that the Yu Clan was just subdued by us, and the Tianliang has not been extinguished, and the Lei Family Army is also under the Yinlin Army." Now the king has no reason to blame, but if there is no special variable, the Yinlin Army will cease to exist sooner or later, and when the Yinlin Army really does not exist, I don't believe that Xue Bai will be able to subdue the Yu Clan and the Lei Family Army again. ”
"Are you so willing?"
"What if you are unwilling?"
Xiao Rang smiled bitterly, "The whole world is not the king's land, with the current strength of the Yinlin Army, it is the people of the world who suffer, but it is the people of the world who have not lost much to subdue the Yu clan and Tianliang, but the soldiers are going to be buried in the hands of the king, my father has always believed in the king, what can I do, I can't go against my father, I can't go against the king, my father can't bear it when he's old, the king is the king, and I'm in a dilemma." ”
"If you can see clearly, why do you have to take this path?"
Xiao Rang smiled bitterly, "Forget it, anyway, I was born with a short life, if I die, I can accomplish some things, and I can leave a good reputation, if I do well enough, even if the Yinlin Army is disbanded, the lives of the soldiers can be saved, and my father can spend his old age in peace, he has been fighting on the battlefield all his life, my parents gave birth to me and raised me, I can't let them be so late, if Xue Bai can really protect Jiuli well, it is not a good thing." ”
"You obviously know that King Jiuli is mediocre now, you ......" Wei Wuchen sighed.
"No matter how mediocre he is, he is still a king, I am a courtier, the king's destiny is difficult to disobey, it has long been doomed, the destiny is like this, what can I do?"
Xiao Rang took a sip of wine, "Now I can only have fun in time, how many things can be solved, when I really die, out of sight and out of mind, become a handful of ashes, I can't control anything, I can't control anything, even if someone digs a grave, I don't care, at least my father and mother can die in peace, it's not bad." ”
"Do you think that if you are gone, the Yu Clan and the Lei Family Army will be able to obey the control?" Wei Wuchen frowned.
"It's not that serious. ”
Xiao Rang smiled faintly, "Even if he is not satisfied, he will take care of my father, if the king is too much, he will not be able to bear the next consequences." ”
"What?" Wei Wuchen frowned.
"If the king dares to touch my parents, the Yinlin Army can sweep away the entire Jiuli City, and he doesn't have the courage yet. Xiao Rang took a sip of wine, looked at Wei Wuchen and smiled faintly.
"You're so confident. ”
"Hmm. ”
Xiao Rang smiled and looked at Wei Wuchen, "What I have done over the years for you to see, there is Mo Xiaobai, he is my best brother, and Lang Qun, the invincible Lang Qun, the brothers and sisters of the Yu family, and the brothers and sisters of the Lei family, which of these people can't be alone?"
Wei Wuchen was silent.
Xiao Rang took another long sip of wine, "So, in my life, I don't know how many people I have lost, but it doesn't matter, because I will try my best to fulfill more people, but I can't do it myself, and it doesn't matter if I fall into a dilemma, these are fine." ”
Wei Wuchen frowned, but he didn't say anything.
The coals of fire gradually began to extinguish, and the night grew thicker.