Chapter 114: Let go

The sun is born in Yanggu, through the heavenly dome, into the Yu abyss, is called dusk.

The sun and moon on which the world depends for survival begin here. Chang Xi has seen the Fusang tree in Yanggu, the red sun on the head of the Fusang tree, and Chonghua presiding over the sunrise ceremony, but he has never seen Yu Yuan's flowers blooming.

The sun is thin, and the ice is sad. Yu Yuan's coldness, probably Chang Xi never thought about it. She stood on the platform, looking at the god under the laurel tree, mopping the floor in her dark clothes, solemn and solemn, waking up the bright moon that slept once in ten thousand years.

Under the laurel tree in Yuyuan, there is a vast sea, and the moonlight spreads all over the sea. Chang Xi knew that it was the sea of Yu Yuan, the moon was born on the sea, and the sea was infinite. Sleeping in the red sun and waking up in the bright moon are all different paths.

The thing she was holding in her hand was thrown into the sea by her, and there were tears in her eyes. Tsing Yi has long sleeves, and with a volley, he jumps up. The light clouds are full of movement, the whirlwind is turning sharply, and the long skirt raises a beautiful arc with her dance steps.

Soaring, like a dragon.

When the moon rises in the sky, Chonghua comes from under the laurel tree towards the platform. The god on the platform is dancing, dancing gracefully, just like many years ago. It's just that she was still immature at the beginning, dancing and jumping, but now the joyful Tao Yao was danced out of desolation by her.

Chonghua's heart was cold to the extreme, and it hurt to the extreme, he closed his eyes, opened them again, and strode towards Chang Xi. "Young. ”

"Long time no see, Chonghua. Chang Xi stopped dancing, but did not give him another peach blossom, and looked at Chonghua indifferently. Tens of thousands of years ago, she owed a song "Tao Yao", she returned Chonghua today, and since then the mountains are high and the birds fly, and the sea is wide and the fish jumps.

She looked at Chonghua's gaze, relieved with indifference, but made him very uneasy, "Who are you?"

"Chonghua, I'm Chang Xi. "Chang Xi of Yujing Mountain, once he meets his life, he will be mistaken for life.

"I know. "I know that you are Chang Xi, and I know that you are the girl I put in my heart, but Chang Xi do you know?" ”

"Yes, the flowers are blooming. Chang Xi and Chonghua stood side by side on the platform, watching the moon and the sky, and the trees and flowers, "I should also go." ”

Chonghua stiffened, his hand fell on Chang Xi's cheek, and he hung down weakly, "You remember." This is not a question, he said it without a hint of doubt.

"Chonghua, Chang Xi loves you. The sky was full of laurel, and the fragrance was wafting, and her cold voice sounded, in the night, it seemed very abrupt, "But I can't love anymore." ”

This sentence, in fact, tens of thousands of years ago, she should have understood, if she hadn't been obsessed at the beginning, how could she have been covered with bruises all over her body later. "If we hadn't met back then, and we didn't want to love, then the end would not be like this. "Maybe she is still the naïve goddess, under the protection of the teacher, with three or five friends, she will not be like now, alone, even if she is the god of the Eastern Wilderness, but she lives a very dull and boring life.

"You can't take all the blame for it all by myself. How fair is this to me!" His voice was very low, but so lonely, with an innate coolness.

Chang Xi felt a pain in his heart, turned around and hugged Chonghua's waist, took a long breath, and then pushed him away, "What is the use of fairness now? Chonghua, my heart has long been shattered." ”

Chonghua's eyebrows sneered slightly, and there was an inexplicable coldness in his tone, "My heart, how complete is it, it's just that you never see it." ”

There was a flash of white light in her hand, a Qingfeng sword, which was given to her by Jiuli when she was in Jiuzhi Mountain in the past. The sword light pointed and passed through her heart, and she immediately spat out a mouthful of blood in a muffled voice, and said: "This sword is what I owe Jiuli, and from now on you and him are two people." ”

Jiuli is the most beautiful person in her heart, and the person she doesn't want to talk about, although they are one person, they are not one person.

Chonghua's face changed drastically, but it couldn't stop her determination. Blood came out of her chest, staining her green clothes with inky black, but Chang Xi didn't even blink her eyes.

She drew her sword out, and the blood itself flowed up to the ground, and she returned a sword, but this sword did not penetrate her heart, and Chonghua held the sword body tightly, and his hands were full of blood, I don't know if it was hers or his. "Xiao Heng, Xiao Chonghua, this sword is Li Yan's eyes, no matter how wrong it is, it was missed after all. You remember clearly, you are wrong, and after that, you missed it, and from then on, the mountains and rivers are wide and wide, and they have nothing to do with you. ”

"Why did we get here, why did we get here?" he closed, tears streaming down his face. For some people, if you miss it once, it will be a lifetime, and there will be no possibility again. But when they meet again, it's all fate.

"Why is it so far? Chonghua, the long steps of the Taihe Hall are too long. Chang Xi laughed, closed her eyes, and pulled the sword over with all her might, and when Chonghua thought that the sword was going to hurt herself again, the edge was up, and the sword blade had already penetrated through Chonghua's chest.

He was dressed in a dark robe, and he couldn't see how much blood had been shed, only shock and disbelief in his eyes.

"This third sword is what you owe Chang Xi. Don't say anything about past grievances, just for so many years, you owe Chang Xi. This third sword is not only the friendship between them, but also the pain and pain of Chang Xi for so many years.

"Wu Jue didn't even have a chance to call you 'father', and you were a father in vain. ”

"I was rescued by you when I was young, and I was taught by you when I was young, Ziweiyuan spent many years and never looked back. ”

The blade of the sword was drawn inch by inch from his chest, but his hope was annihilated inch by inch. Chang Xi raised his sword and turned his back to Chonghua. He looked at the resolute back, but the pain in his flesh was less than half of his heart.

Chonghua raised his head and roared, and then smiled stupidly, "You don't have half pity for me, I don't care." It's almost heartbreaking, for so many years, he has been so deeply suppressed that he has forgotten that he actually has hatred and resentment, but these resentments are suppressed by him in his heart and succumbed to the warmth of reality.

"Your pain is not mine, but my pain, you can never see it clearly, you never disdain to see it!" He stroked the bubbling blood on his chest, bent over and smiled, Xuanyi couldn't see the blood, only a little blood on his fingertips, drop by drop on the ground, like a blooming peach blossom.

Yu Yuan was stormy, and dark clouds covered a bright moon. The silver-white miracle in front of Chonghua's forehead had faintly turned black, and a large area of stars in Ziweiyuan fell, and many ripples appeared on the sea, some of which had even overflowed. This is the precursor to entering the demon, no one would have imagined that the co-master of heaven and earth, the god of Ziweiyuan would one day be so obsessed with it, to the point of entering the demon.

Chang Xi's tears fell, her hand holding the sword was trembling, she couldn't make a choice, how should she choose, in the end, she could only lose.

Around this time, the changes had already alarmed the world, and after a few beams of light, the most important gods in heaven and earth all fell on the platform of Yu Yuan.

"Young, the world is dying in the twilight, but you don't want to have anything to do with me anymore, so what's the point of existence in this world. I only hated the beginning, and I wasn't ruthless enough to keep you. He had a long body and walked towards Chang Xi, and the water on his forehead was already black.

"You and I have met since we met, is it all a play? You are acting with me for the duty of Yuanjun?" His eyes were too quiet, if it weren't for the miracle in his forehead, who could see his abnormality. The father's favorite child, even if he is enchanted, is so light-hearted.

Chang Xi lowered his eyes, took a few steps back, and said lightly: "Didn't you hear all the conversations I had with Emperor Gengchen that day? If he hadn't heard it there, how could Ziweiyuan be pouring rain, she just didn't want to point it out.

"Now, at this point, you don't want to lie to me anymore. The voice was desolate to the extreme, but there was a faint prayer in this voice, even if Chang Xi deceived him again, he could lie to himself, today's things were just a dream.

Chang Xi turned his head, his pale face was silent for a while, and he suddenly spoke: "If I were just the Yuanjun of the Eastern Wilderness, I could convince myself to continue to lie to you, but Chonghua, I am Chang Xi, I am alive, I have a heart, I will hurt." I thought that after cutting my heart, I wouldn't hurt anymore, but Huaishui's heart made of cold ice jade would still hurt, and now you let Emperor Gengchen return me a dragon heart, which will only make me hurt even more. ”

That heart carries how much of her past, not only the friendship between them, but also the entanglements of many people over the past tens of thousands of years, inextricably linked, so that she no longer has the courage to go on.

Chonghua approached Chang Xi step by step, held her wrist, leaned over her ear, and looked inexplicable, "Young, then I can only lock you up." He suddenly looked a little crazy, and clenched Chang Xi's wrists red.

Chang Xi was shocked, waved it with one hand, Chonghua's face had more palm prints, and he took a few steps back with his sword and made a defensive move.

Ziweiyuan Xingchen was in chaos, and the Xingchen Pavilion had already begun to fall bricks and tiles.

"Chonghua, how can you be worthy of Father!" was Qingxuan's voice.

"Your Majesty, Ziweiyuan can't be messed up!"

"Looking at the emperor, the overall situation is important. ”

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Chonghua looked back at the black people kneeling under the platform, and smiled coldly, "Young, you see, no one has ever begged for Chonghua. "All they ask for is the common people, all the community. What did he do for the sake of these heavenly beings and these beings, and he gave up the premature death that should have belonged to him, and gave up the bits and pieces between them. "I was born to be so pathetic. ”

Chang Xi's blood surged, and she spit out a mouthful of blood, her eyes were blank, but her face was as cold as usual, she stroked Chonghua's forehead, and stroked the miracle that had changed color, "Chonghua, if you do something wrong today, there will be no Yuanjun in the Eastern Wilderness tomorrow, and there will be no Changxi in this world." ”

The events of the year are irreparable, and she will not make any compromises because of Chonghua's demonization. "You can stop me for a while today, but you can't stop me for a lifetime. ”

Chonghua, tens of thousands of years, if you insist on this, in the end I am wrong about you, she looked grim, put away the Qingfeng Sword in her hand, looked at the row of gods under the platform, sighed, and fell into the sea. "It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, it's ridiculous. ”

She glanced at Chonghua again, and resolutely walked away against the wind.