Chapter 1: Lost
It was raining heavily, as if suppressing the city with red lights, and there was lightning and thunder in a trance.
At the end of the street there was a pavilion with a faint light, and under the light sat two people silently, as if time had stood still, and a long time had passed
"Didn't you love me a little bit?" The man asked hoarsely. "Love, stop kidding, what do you have to love me?" the woman sneered.
"What do I have to love you? Have you forgotten everything I have done to you? You once lied to me that you would accompany me through the days of poverty? Even, was the sentence I love you a lie?" At this time, the boy was so distressed that he bent down.
"Xu Yi, let me tell you" The girl shouted loudly at this time, "Yes, I have never loved you at all, over the years, I can only live a life of getting up at 6 o'clock and getting off work at 10 o'clock with you, being ridiculed by friends at work, and usually holding on to my pockets to live, this kind of life, I have enough, I never want to live such a life again." ”
"Is it because of this reason that you gave up our love for 6 years?Have you never laughed or been happy in the time you and I have lived?" Xu Yi couldn't accept such a reason, and the concept of love he once believed in also collapsed completely at this time.
"Happy, happy, happy, happy has always been on your lips, but do you see that you have made a little achievement in the past four years? I don't see hope in you, my brother is still recuperating in the hospital, where were you when my brother was sick? Only Hao Ming is by my side, I still have my brother to raise, and my parents can't afford to spend such time. ”
A piercing ringtone broke the quiet environment, Xu Yi picked up the phone and looked at it, and silently put the phone down.
"Li Xin, alas!" Xu Yi, who looked depressed, said after a long time, "Forget it! Since it's decided, let's end it." ”
"Xu Yi" Li Xin suddenly said frantically and loudly, "Don't you explain it? What I hate the most is that you are like this, sometimes you always look like this, I see you wrong."
"Xin'er, I, this is the last time I'll call you like this, since I chose to give up this relationship, then let's get together and disperse. ”
At this time, a Porsche drove by, and it happened to be Xu Yi's good friend Hao Ming.
"Xin'er, he doesn't deserve you like this, the mud can't support the wall, let's go" Hao Ming hugged Li Xin and looked at Xu Yidao lightly.
"Hello, do it yourself, let's never contact each other again" Li Xin looked at Xu Yi in disappointment and slowly walked into the car.
"Why did you come here?" asked Xu Yi with a questioning face
"Actually, Xin'er and I were together when you were cultivating, in fact, I shouldn't hide it from you" Hao Ming sighed, "Even if you do that for her, I still love her, I want to keep her by my side, so that I can give her the life she wants, instead of continuing to live with you." ”
"For so many years, I have treated you as a brother, is this how you repay your brother? I can take out my life for her, for her, I gave my kidney to her brother, for her, I moved to a first-tier city, took out a loan to buy a house, and waited for her to come back every day with food, but in the end, I couldn't resist your sweet words, you also think I am wasted, right?" Xu Yi said slowly, a faint pain in his chest.
"No, I've always treated you as a brother, but in the face of love, I can't retreat, even if it's you, I admire your courage," Hao Ming replied seriously, "I didn't tell her that you were in the hospital, so that she wouldn't live with guilt because of her brother, I think you are the same, so, I showed up when she needed you, I will love her well instead of you, and you can also leave the city to find another love." ”
"It turns out that you still have such a side, my good brother, haha" Xu Yi silently picked up an umbrella, his eyes never left this good brother who has been a close friend since college, shook his head and said: "I can see through it, the so-called bullshit love is not a fight in the face of reality, tell Li Xin that I have never loved her, and I just play with her." The last sentence Xu Yi shouted out loudly with all his might, maybe it was said to himself, maybe it was also said to Li Xin.
At this time, Li Xin, who was in the car in the distance, held his hands tightly, and his trembling hands had already indicated the temperament of the director at this time, and Li Xin was silently crying.
"If you really love him, I hope you can do what you said just now" Xu Yi hid under the shadow of the tall building, couldn't see any expression, and walked to another place.
"I'll definitely do what I say, you don't have to worry about it, I'll .........," Hao Ming patted his chest and promised
Xu Yi, who walked forward, waved his hand, but still didn't say a word.
Tonight's incident gave Xu Yi a big blow, love can't escape the blow of reality, the lover's incomprehension, brother's betrayal, Xu Yi silently looked at a text message in his mobile phone for a long time: Xu Yi, I have already checked it for you, your test report shows that you have leukemia, come for treatment, according to today's medical methods, your condition can be effectively controlled. Tomorrow I will help you make a reasonable medical form, I hope you can come to the hospital on time, and I will arrange everything for you.