Lily looked at Yingchun inch by inch, for fear that if one of them would not pay attention, she went to look for a short time again.

However, Yingchun's spirit seemed to disappear in the half moment when she hung herself on the door of Liu Zhong's house, she lay upright on the bed and wept silently, refusing to even open her eyes.

Baiyi heard early in the morning that the girl was hanging on the door of Liu's house, and she didn't know why, so she was so frightened that her soul was scattered, and at this time she felt her heart pounding in her cavity.

Song Haonian called Lily out and told him what had happened at the door: "I wanted to hide from you and do it, but I didn't expect that Liu Yaowen was a bad breed and forced Yingchun to this point." ”

As soon as a person hangs himself, what else can he hide?

Lily Liu's eyebrows were upside down, and she wanted to beat Liu Yaowen to death immediately, but she finally knew the severity, and what was important at this time was to save the spring first, clean up Liu Yaowen, and wait later.

Lily entered the house, regardless of whether Yingchun could listen to it or not, sat on the edge of the bed and said: "This world is not very fair to women, regardless of whether your heart is good or bad, but if you don't accept your fate at all, some people will say that you are unruly, if you have your own rules, you will definitely not cause trouble." ”

"But, if you want to be really honest, there will be nothing to do?" Lily inherited Li Daniu's body, and also inherited all her memories, feelings and fate, "I was honest enough, Sanniu was honest enough, what benefits do you think we get?"

was sold by his mother, and was almost snatched away by Guo Shuicheng, if he accidentally married the wrong person, the husband scolded him, and his mother-in-law fought to the death, this is the fate of an honest person.

There are many fierce women in the countryside, because if you don't beat them, you can't live, this place doesn't pay attention to gentleness, courtesy and frugality, and the real lady will only be squeezed out and suppressed by the village women.

"It's a good thing that you are motivated and willing to plan for yourself, who dares to say that you have bad intentions, I will spit on his face!" Lily wiped his face with a handkerchief, "There is only one thing you have done wrong, and that is to believe Liu Yaowen wrongly." ”

"But think about it, is it because you are wrong or he is wrong, can you still force him to make your body fail? He can still make such a big mistake or, why do you have to die?" Lily knew in her heart that the folk atmosphere was much better now than it was a few decades ago, and it was also common for girls to be hanged in the ancestral hall immediately when they encountered such things. Don't look at the green and gentle Baishui River, there are unjust souls who were thrown into it and drowned because of "not keeping women's ways" in the Baishui River decades ago

A lot. Even so, the world is still extremely harsh on women. This is also a helpless thing, after all, before she crossed, there were girls who were stalked, harassed and finally killed by strange men, and some people were cheeky and said that this girl must be indecent, if she didn't dress up so good-looking,

Dressed so flamboyantly, not so arrogantly rejecting that man, where will he die?

Lily Heart said: What normal person would carry a knife when courting? When did explicit refusal become a sin?

Because she has seen a lot of these things, she is extra tolerant of girls, for example, Yingchun was self-motivated and unwilling to take care of Li Mingjiang, she also understands very well: the family eats the flesh and blood of Yingchun, and requires her to be full of love for her family, it is better to kill her.

It's just a pity that a smart girl like Yingchun has never been taught correctly, what she learned from Zhu is just some bad means of survival, Zhu has not been able to live better by those means, and Yingchun can't get the good life she wants.

Lily accentuated his tone: "You are dead, he Liu Yaowen forgot about you, marry a wife and have children in the future, the scenery is beautiful, except for our sisters, who still remembers you? Who is willing to give you incense and burn cold clothes during the New Year's holidays? Why can he live so well, you are the worst?"

Yingchun slowly opened his eyes at this time, and said in a dumb voice: "I hate him too, but I can't do anything about him, how can I prove my innocence except to die? ”

On the one hand, she sought short-sightedness because her heart was like ashes, and on the other hand, she did not want to bring down the reputation of her sisters.

When she said a word, her throat hurt, and when she heard her voice broken and hoarse like rotten wood that had been drying for seven or eight months, her heart suddenly became sour, and she burst into tears.

Lily said indifferently: "You say how famous I am in the town?" She said carefully to the spring equinox, the town people are divided into two kinds, one thinks that she Li Lily can do business, shrewd and capable, and is willing to befriend her, and the other kind of people look at her very unpleasantly, and they think that she shows her face, and refuses to work at home and take care of children like an ordinary village woman

The extra leaf embroidered on the skirt is evidence of her "unobedience to women's morals".

"If these people speak ill of me, am I going to die too?" asked Lily Yingchun.

Yingchun hurriedly shook her head, the eldest sister just told people to be more violent, unlike her, she really can't do something that can't be turned around. If there is regret medicine in this world, she is willing to exchange everything, as long as she goes back to before the incident and avoids Liu Yaowen.

Lily said: "You forget, when I started doing business, Xiao Xiu took the lead in slandering my reputation, and my reputation was not as good as yours at that time." If you look at it now, how many people still remember those things? Do the people who are willing to associate with me think of me as good or bad as me?"

She used her own analogy, which was more acceptable to Yingchun, who was gradually moved by Lily's words, showing a little struggling look.

Lily struck while the iron was hot: "You will raise it for a month or two, and then this matter will have already passed, and few people will pay attention." When you get better, I'll teach you to settle accounts, and you'll help me do the work in the store in the future. You're smart when you're at home, and you can't be worse than Sanniu when it comes to accounting. ”

The eldest sister had already thought of the distant future, Yingchun's eyes were hot, she bit her lip and whimpered and cried: It would have been better if she had listened to the eldest sister's advice earlier, why bother going through this experience

Lily observed the words and felt that Yingchun's will to die was not so strong, so she went out to pour herself a glass of water: "My mouth is dry, you have to listen to it, don't tell me to say these words in vain." ”

Pour two cups of honey water, drink one for yourself, feed one for Yingchun, Yingchun is willing to drink water and has the idea of living, looking at Lily and saying, "Sister, I will listen to you in the future." ”

Lily held her down: "Then you take care of it first, don't say much, so as not to tire your throat, and then make other plans when you are well." ”

People are terrible, Yingchun will not face the situation as easy as she said, she can't tell Yingchun the truth, so she has to say things for the better, so that she has more thoughts of survival.

She had to plan for the future.

Lily watched Yingchun fall asleep, covered her with a thin quilt, and came out of the house, and saw Song Haonian standing at the door. There were no outsiders in his own house, and Lily stepped forward to hug Song Haonian, buried her head in his arms and didn't speak.

Song Haonian slowly patted Lily's back and whispered, "It's okay, it's good that people are still there, they will always get better." ”

Lily raised his head for a while and said sullenly: "At the beginning, Xiaoxiu just said bad things about me, if you don't believe me, you will force me to death with outsiders." ”

She believes that it is better to die than to live, and of course she will not seek death, but the situation will be very difficult.

Song Haonian hugged Lily and said, "You are my daughter-in-law, I don't believe you, which one do you believe?"

He remembered clearly that she was a weak little daughter-in-law, so thin that he could push her down with one finger, such a person, beating Xiaoxiucai so much that he was afraid when he saw her in the future, it was really refreshing to think about it!

"Marrying you is my life's accumulation of virtue, and no matter how dissatisfied I am, heaven will not allow me. He said.

Lily rubbed her face, "Just eat egg noodles at noon, the noodles are softer, and you don't pull your throat." You knead the dough for me, and I'll pick two tomatoes. ”

Song Haonian said: "It's a big day outside, I'll go, you beat the eggs first." ”

Their family now has less than twenty or thirty hens, all of them fat and strong, and every morning they reach out into the chicken coop and touch them out one by one, and there are at least twenty eggs.

They are all fresh eggs laid by free-range chickens, big and fresh, some of them are eaten at home, and those that can't be eaten are taken out and sold, which is more or less an income.

Lily picked four or five eggs out of the chaff basket, and the first one knocked out a double yellow, which was a good sign.

She stirred the eggs with chopsticks in one direction, added a little salt to the egg mixture, a little warm water, put more oil in the pot, and poured the egg liquid after it was hot, and the egg liquid solidified and expanded like inflation.

Use chopsticks to slide the eggs into pieces, stir-fry a few times and shovel them out, there is still a little oil left at the bottom of the pot, first boil a few cloves of garlic and two slices of ginger, and then chop the tomatoes that Song Haonian brought in and fry them.

After putting salt in the tomato, the sand will soon come out of the sand, and the color will become darker, at this time, add water, boil and put the scrambled eggs into it, add a little autumn oil and a little peppercorn powder, it is a good pot of soup.

Song Haonian added more water when rolling the noodles, and the noodles made were exceptionally soft, but they would not be raked to the extent that they would break after a clamp. Cook the noodles, take them out and put them in warm water for a while, and then pour a spoonful of tomato and egg soup on top, and the color is very pleasing to see.

When lily eats noodles, it is good to serve some crispy and tender things such as laba garlic and kimchi, and sometimes it is shredded with the chili peppers that have just been picked and salted for a quarter of an hour, which is crispy and spicy.

Yingchun can't eat those now, Lily didn't even put more salt, a bowl of noodles was served to her, and Yingchun half leaned on the bed and ate half a bowl of noodles.

The flavor of this noodle is mainly in the soup, the tomato soup is delicious, and the golden eggs float in it, which is beautiful and delicious. Although Yingchun didn't have the heart to eat, he still asked tomato soup to open his appetite and ate a few more chopsticks.

It wasn't until she couldn't eat it anymore that Yingchun looked at the lily with embarrassment, lest her eldest sister be unhappy again. Lily looked at the bottom of the bowl and said with a smile: "I'll spare you today, eat more in the future, you can add rice, no leftovers." Then he told her to lie down again. Song Haonian and Lily still fished a few grains of laba garlic and ate them with noodles, and the two of them were sweating all over the food, and after eating, they washed their faces with water to feel cooler.