Recently, the book has been getting slower and slower, and there is no way, now I am in hell, and I am more of a madman than an author. The spirit is in an extremely high-pressure state, and the current state is loneliness and abuse, plus all kinds of depression and pain.

I have been in Nanjing for three years, and during these three years there have been those forces that are not so above board, both visible and intangible, something similar to telepathy, that have harassed my life and brought about the suffering of hell, which has never been interrupted. What happens is something that makes you more nervous the more you think about it, and becomes more and more idiotic if you don't think about it, and these things oppress the brain, fool the intellect, and bring pain.

In the past few months, the hatred with the people of Nanjing has become bigger and bigger, more and more. That power tossed me into a ji-girl at every opportunity.,It's either jianyin.,Or make me moan like jinv.,Humiliate my spirit in all directions.,Even if you sleep, you can't get a rest at all.。 It has lost everything, an empty shell at the mercy of darkness and tricks.

Outside, in this Nanjing city, there may be a lot of people who hate me, and if I can't guarantee that one day, someone will jump out and want to clean me up. Not only is there no light in life, but the disgusting things that are disgusting gradually increase to the limit.

I wanted to write a work that really highlighted the imagination, a book worth reading. But if I were to write it now, it would be a book full of deformities, biantai, xing, blackness, and even all kinds of purgatory. A kind of book full of the extreme inferiority of human nature, and the extreme ugliness, because this is the kind of life I am experiencing now. The content of such a book may be shocking, but it is also empty and sad. It will only cause enough negativity and hatred to sow the plague and bleakness and death.

But I couldn't avoid it. Because it feels like there are infinite people pushing forward, and every day there are strange experiences that are encountered, and those gradually increasing fears and humiliations, and the sadness that cannot be escaped, seem to be a kind of proof. Little by little, the dreams of the past turned to ashes and sighs.

Over the past few years, I have done a lot of evil and done a lot of stupid things. He has also been humiliated countless times. Not only the dignity and personality of this life, but also wealth have been lost. may have lost the dignity, personality, and wealth of the three lives. So much so that my family, the people around me, and even strangers, I couldn't believe it.

I want to repent, but my position is a rare position. If I say that I hurt others, in fact, I am also an outsider. Ghosts, demons, and even torture, deception, temptation, oppression, and use of harm to force me to sin. These things have lined up all my life, not even a moment of quiet, let alone a positive and sunny life, or pursuits. All kinds of experiences that exceed ordinary people, most of them are torture. From time to time, you can see some miracles, but they are also very limited. There could not be a moment of peace, and then immediately fell into greater pain.

I don't know if I've done more or if I've benefited more from my book, but I can only say I'm sorry, I'm just a human being, and I don't want to experience too much unreality, and I don't want to be delayed by too much unreality. I have been delayed for more than three years because of the Nanjing City, and during this time, I have not only suffered greatly, but also suffered economic regression and humiliated soul. In addition, there is no guarantee that this event will cause greater sorrow.

I'm really sorry, but what happened this time, the people affected, and the scars caused by it, are no longer what I can predict, and I can't bear this responsibility. I will update this book as much as possible.