377 Don't make me hate you anymore
Xiao Jinyu dragged Rong Zhao back, perhaps it was Rong Zhao's words that angered him, his eyes were cold and fierce, like an ice knife shot at Rong Zhao, "Say it again!"
Rong Zhao met his eyes full of gloom, and said word by word: "I said, I don't love you, and I don't rarely be your queen." ”
"You-" There seemed to be a torrent in his chest, Xiao Jinyu's face turned iron-blue, and he raised his slap to hit someone.
Rong Zhao closed his eyes tightly and gritted his teeth to bear it.
But for a long time, there was no pain on his face.
She slowly opened her eyes, and it turned out that Xiao Jinyu had already withdrawn her hand.
Rong Zhao looked at him, held his breath, tried to calm down, and said: "All the things in the past, no matter what, now I have sons and daughters, you have your queen, and the concubines of the first palace, the two of us are separated, are we okay with each other? Why do you still dwell on the past?"
"Because I love you. Every word seems to come out of the bottom of my heart, gritting my teeth, even the green tendons on my forehead will burst out. Xiao Jinyu stared at Rong Zhao with an expression, "For more than three years, I've been thinking about you. I always remember that when we parted, I promised you, I said that I would take you back, and I would make you my queen, and I did not forget it. ”
He stroked Rong Zhao's face, "You're finally back with me." ”
In the past few years, there have been many women around him, many of whom are as beautiful as Rong Zhao. He also thought about using these beautiful young women to forget her.
However, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't do it. Only then did he know that no matter how many women there were, to him, they were not Rong Zhao, he just wanted Rong Zhao.
It's been more than three years, and he feels that the time is almost up, and he has the ability to give her everything she wants.
Rong Zhao had mixed emotions in his heart, looked at him for a while, and brushed his hand away.
With his face tilted to the side, Rong Zhao said: "But I don't want it now, I don't want your love, I don't want your promise, and I don't want any queen." ”
Xiao Jinyu's heart ached, "Why don't we? We said okay, have you forgotten our agreement? Do you want to betray me?"
Rong Zhao looked at him squarely and said, "Is the agreement under deception an agreement?"
Xiao Jinyu's face changed color, but she denied it, "I didn't deceive you, I didn't." ”
Rong Zhao said: "I have recovered my memory. ”
The hand holding her suddenly loosened, Xiao Jinyu looked flustered, but quickly calmed down again.
He pressed Rong Zhao's shoulder, "Zhao Zhao, it's not right for me to deceive you, but that's all because I love you too much." You don't know, since you got married, I have been living in pain, and every time I see you and Xiao Junjue together, I have to go crazy with jealousy. I thought God had given me a chance to start over with you, so I made up those lies. Zhaozhao, you forgive me, don't blame me. ”
Rong Zhao looked at him indifferently, no matter how touching his words were, they couldn't move her.
looked at Xiao Jinyu's somewhat excited appearance, and even couldn't help laughing.
"Yes, God has given you a chance. The amnesiac Rong Zhao doesn't remember Xiao Junjue, she only remembers her cousin Jinyu. She gave him all her love and didn't even care if she hurt another man. Perhaps, it was God who made them start over, but how did it end. You still use the amnesiac Rong Zhao as a pawn in exchange for what you think is more important to you. ”
At this time, Rong Zhao is more like an outsider.
"The amnesiac Rong Zhao is like a blank piece of paper with only three words written on Xiao Jinyu, if you don't exchange her for her, perhaps, she will be that blank piece of paper for the rest of her life. But you throw this paper away, you don't want this paper anymore, you give this paper to another person with your own hands. ”
There was a gentle smile on the corner of Rong Zhao's mouth, entangled, "That person used all his efforts to erase your name, and then wrote his name on that piece of paper with a pen until it was all his name, and he couldn't erase it anymore." ”
She slowly withdrew her smile and raised her eyes to look at Xiao Jinyu, "So, it wasn't that paper that betrayed you, it was you who betrayed that paper first." ”
Every word of Rong Zhao was like a needle, piercing deeply into Xiao Jinyu's heart.
But he wouldn't give up, and since that person could erase his name, he could also erase that person's name. He didn't believe it, he used it all his life, and he couldn't erase Xiao Junjue in Rong Zhao's heart.
"I don't care who betrays whom, I only know that I want you. Xiao Jinyu stared at Rong Zhao deadly, her eyes were like fire, as if she wanted to burn Rong Zhao, "The whole world is mine, and you are also mine." ”
Rong Zhao sighed, when did he become so sharp.
"Okay, then let me ask you, you are already a queen, how can you make me a queen?"
Xiao Jinyu said: "You mean Liu Fuxin? She is also worthy of being the queen? I have long wanted to abolish her, just because the Liu family has some roots in the imperial court, and there is Liu Taishi, it is not good for me to rectify the people who have assisted me as soon as I become the emperor." But now, Taishi Liu has passed away, what concerns do I have? The Liu family, relying on Liu Fuxin, the queen, has been arrogant as a relative for a few years, and it's time to cut the grass and eradicate the roots. When the Liu family is eradicated, I will naturally abolish Liu Fuxin. ”
"Bang", there is still movement outside the window.
"Who? who's outside the window?" Xiao Jinyu shouted.
There were palace people trotting out outside the door, and they came back in less than a moment, and returned outside the door, "Back to the emperor, it's a cat who stepped on a small stool under the window." ”
Xiao Jinyu's face softened slightly, "Catch that cat and kill it." ”
The first sentence asked for the life of a cat, and the next sentence was affectionate to Rong Zhao, "At that time, I will arrange everything for you, so that you can become my new queen with a new identity." is no longer the princess of Chu, but my new queen. You give birth to a few more princes, and I will make our son the crown prince, and our family will live happily in the palace. I will give you the supreme glory and power, and you will become the most honorable woman in the world. ”
This is the most touching word, and if it is heard by any woman, she may be moved to tears.
But in Rongzhao's heart, he was just indifferent.
She narrowed her eyes, wanting to take a serious look at Xiao Jinyu.
Suddenly, a soft smile.
Seeing her smile, Xiao Jinyu thought she was happy, "Zhaozhao, I will definitely compensate you, I will definitely love you more, I will let you have the best everything in the world, and I will make you happy for a lifetime." ”
Rong Zhao shook his head and sighed: "Xiao Jinyu, you really will never change. ”
She felt a little sympathetic to Liu Fuxin.
In the previous life, he treated himself like this for the sake of Rongxi, and in this life, in the same way, for himself, he calculated Liu Fuxin.
The fate is always similar, just a different object.
Liu Fuxin has become her, and she has become Rongxi.
"Let me be the queen, what if I do? One day another woman appeared, she was young and beautiful, you fell in love with her, and wanted to make her queen, and then I was abandoned like Liu Fuxin. My family is the same, you will wipe it out. Rong Zhao stepped back and shook his head, "It's terrible to be your queen, you have to worry about being replaced all the time, and you have to worry about the family being affected." ”
"No, no, you are different from Liu Fuxin, I love you Zhaozhao, I love you. Every time Rong Zhao took a step back, Xiao Jinyu followed, he grabbed Rong Zhao, even though she struggled, he also hugged her tightly.
"But I don't love you, I don't love you. Rong Zhao bit his shoulder and escaped his shackles. Keeping two feet away from each other, Rong Zhao looked at him and sighed, "When will you know how to cherish the person in front of you?"
In his last life, he did so many things to hurt her for Rong Xi. In this life, he has to use the same means to treat another woman.
Why does he have to do this again and again, repeating the same mistakes again and again, is God punishing him or punishing her?
"Liu Fuxin and you are husband and wife, she has followed you all the way from the Jin Palace, her family has protected you from the throne, and she has not done anything sorry for you. If you don't love her, you will abandon her and her family, Xiao Jinyu, you are too ruthless, right? ”
This sentence is not only for Liu Fuxin, but also for herself.
"You don't know what she's done over the years! You only see my ruthlessness, have you seen her? How many people she has killed, how many children she has killed, do you know? I still don't have a prince or princess under my knees, it's all because of her. ”
Speaking of Liu Fuxin, Xiao Jinyu's eyes were oozing blood, just looking at it, he knew that he hated Liu Fuxin's teeth itching.
"I had a child, all over a year old, but she drowned in the pond just because the child did not come from her womb. You say I'm ruthless, so where is she?"
Facing Xiao Jinyu's questioning, Rong Zhao was speechless for a while.
She remembered that the reason why Xiao Jinyu wanted to abandon her in the previous life was probably also this layer, at that time, she was also jealous, and quarreled with him all day because he favored other women.
Luo Xia secretly used her name to mutilate many concubines and imperial heirs, thinking that Xiao Jinyu hated her at that time should be the same as hating Liu Fuxin now.
To be honest, she had always hated him, and she couldn't completely forget the past, even if she thought to it, let it all go up in smoke.
But now that I think about it, it's not all his fault.
In the last life, between her and him, there was Rong Xi's discord, Luoxia Gao's bad family, and Wen Guifei's provocation, plus she had a bad temper and was domineering and willful, the two of them went farther and farther apart, and they were distracted, and what happened after that took their course and turned into a tragedy.
In fact, she should also pay a little responsibility for causing such an outcome.
It seems that in an instant, condensed in Rong Zhao's heart, the hatred and resentment for Xiao Jinyu slowly drifted away with the wind in an instant and disappeared.
Rong Zhao raised his eyes to look at Xiao Jinyu and said, "In this world, no one can forgive anyone for others. Whether you want to abandon her or continue to tolerate her has nothing to do with me. It's just, cousin Jinyu, don't make me hate you anymore, okay?"