Chapter 58: Righteousness
Chapter 58: Righteousness
Yanggu Palace, the place where the sun rises, is also the dormitory of Chonghua. Chang Xi has been here before, but not often, only once here she saw Chonghua presiding over the sunrise ceremony, when the golden crow rose, and the sunlight set off the god monarch more and more handsome, but it was also very majestic. At that time, she thought that this was the emperor of life in the mouths of the immortals, not the Chonghua she knew.
At that time, he also told her that the moonrise ceremony of Yu Yuan, the day when the laurel blossom bloomed, they enjoyed the most beautiful bright moon in the world together, and smelled the fragrance of the first laurel flower in ancient times. But the words are still in my ears, but I never have a chance again.
The back under the Fusang tree in front is too familiar, and it is so unfamiliar. Chang Xi held back his tears, and didn't realize that his words were choked up, "Jiuli, is it you?"
The body of the Shenjun in front of him in the Xuanyi and wide-sleeved robe suddenly stiffened, and the hand under the wide sleeves stroked his beating chest, wanting to confirm something, but finally closed his eyes and said very indifferent words: "Chang Xi, I am Pingsheng." ”
It's not Jiuli, it's not Chonghua, it's standing in front of Chang Xi now, it's Ziweiyuan's Emperor Pingsheng.
Chang Xi covered her mouth, and suddenly felt that her heart was hurt all over her body, and nothing made her heart ache more than this sentence. She and him really reached the point where they were strangers to each other one day, and Chang Xi was no longer his untimely death.
"Go back. Chonghua was about to leave, but there was warmth on his waist, and Chang Xi had already hugged him from behind. He was going to be ruthless, but he suddenly became restless and couldn't do it anymore.
"You said, for the rest of your life, you will never live up to me, you said, Yu Yuan is blooming, you want to take me to see it, have you forgotten?" Chang Xi buried in his waist, tears could not be controlled, and finally cried uncontrollably, "I don't care if you are Jiuli, Chonghua, or Pingsheng, you are the husband who called me 'dying', I only need one of you......"
"Let's let go of heaven and earth for life, let go of priesthood and compassion, and the world is free, let's be ourselves again, okay?"
Chonghua wanted to hold her in his arms and comfort her, but he couldn't. He was ruthless and pushed Chang Xi away, Chang Xi was defenseless, and suddenly fell to the ground, looking at him with a look of disbelief in his eyes, which made Chonghua's chest feel a sharp pain, and he took a step back silently.
In the past, Chonghua had no love thread, and the things that dominated his love, he gave Jiuli together, and he still gave Chang Xi a love for men and women, and now one soul and three spirits have returned to the body, Jiuli is so affectionate to Chang Xi, and it is not only Chang Xi who is hurting.
"Presumptuous!" he had always been dignified, and when his face was cold, he looked more and more dignified.
Chang Xi sat on the ground and smiled lowly, she didn't know whether to laugh at herself or something else. When Yujing Mountain first encountered such a situation, Chang Xi never thought that one day Chonghua would shout at her with such a solemn face. "You're not a Jiuli ......"
Jiu Li would never speak so harshly to her, "You are the emperor of your life." ”
This was the first time Chang Xi knew so clearly that the person standing in front of her was the Emperor of Ziweiyuan's life, not the Divine Monarch who would smile at her. Eight hundred miles of yellow springs, yellow sand flying, the inquisitive pen carved on the Sansheng Stone, she didn't know it in her early years, but why did she sink in this issue in the end?
Yes, this god monarch 10,000 years ago treated her with a smile and a thousand pets, which finally made her have some expectations that she shouldn't have. The vicissitudes of the years, the morning and the twilight, it is clear that he gave her hope, and now he is also in time to withdraw, but unfortunately she is still addicted to the situation and cannot extricate herself.
Chang Xi laughed out of tears, and when he got up, he staggered, "In the past, the emperor once told me that if I can afford the Eastern Wilderness, Ziweiyuan will round the love disaster for me." Many years later, a word became a prophecy, but he never thought that this love calamity still needs to be practiced by the emperor, Chang Xi is ashamed and can't afford it!"
It was a memory from 10,000 years ago, when the yellow spring was flying in the sand, and the Netherworld Flower Weeping Snow had not yet ascended to the gods, and he vaguely remembered that he seemed to have said this to Chang Xi as if he was joking. Chonghua thought of this incident, and naturally remembered what happened after that, "Three lives are lost, and Shiyu comes true." ”
"You provoked me, Emperor of Life. Chang Xi looked at Chonghua, quietly, wanting to see something from those ancient eyes, but unfortunately there was nothing, she was self-inflicted.
Chonghua don't look too much, Chang Xi's eyes are burning, if he is looked at like this by her again, he is afraid that he will not be able to bear it, after all, the woman in front of him is his sweetheart.
"Will you regret it?" Chang Xi asked.
Chonghua didn't answer, Chang Xi's voice was a little louder, "I guess you have asked many gods or people, but no one has asked you that." Chonghua, tell me, ask for what I want, and I'll leave. Will you regret it?"
"It's unexpected, it's fate, let it go. After Chonghua finished speaking, he left quickly.
"That'...... Just let it go......" Chang Xi muttered, her voice so light that even she could barely hear herself, for his last 'premature death', from then on he was his Ziweiyuan Emperor, and she only lived in the Eastern Wilderness. "You give her back Xiaohua's love silk. ”
Chonghua was stunned and asked rhetorically, "What?"
"What did you take from Xiaohua, and now give it back to her. Chang Xi was so calm that even she couldn't believe it. She used to think that it was good to be so heartless and heartless Hua Weixue now, but after so many years, she actually knew that Xiaohua was very lonely. "This is what we owe her. ”
Hua Weeping Xue no longer remembers the past, and is separated from Emperor Gengchen, but what is wrong with them? The two clearly love each other, but they don't see each other in heaven and on earth, and even the divine punishment of Emperor Gengchen back then, Xiaohua is also a witness. "There are lovers in the world, and you are not qualified to judge them and give them back. ”
"No regrets?" Chonghua also asked rhetorically, if he returned those things to Hua Qixue, and Hua Qixue remembered everything, how would he face the people in the know back then.
"Chang Xi, what are you talking about. There was an unbelievable voice over there, and it was the weeping snow that Chang Xi was following.
"No regrets!" Chang Xi was proud, turned around and smiled apologetically at Hua Weexue, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you the truth back then." ”
Chonghua waved his hand, and a bottle flew into Chang Xi's hand, where the red thread was entangled, filled with the memories and love threads of Hua Weeping Snow for many years. "If there is anything unusual in the Eastern Wilderness, you can go to Ziweiyuan. ”
"Chang Xi has been lonely all his life, lonely and lonely, and he only wants to see each other in the morning and twilight, and never see each other again!" Chang Xi didn't look at him again, but cast a spell to release the contents of the bottle.
Hua Weeping Xue is passively accepted, this scene has appeared in her dreams, the tenth generation, the love of the world, no wonder, no wonder, the emperor will ask her at the beginning, do you regret it?
Ridiculous, ridiculous. At that time, she didn't remember Huai Blasphemy in the slightest, so it was really a big joke to ask her like this. "Chang Xi, do you know how cold it was on the Lechuan Road 10,000 years ago, and I waited there for Huaidu year after year. ”
"Have you asked me if I want to? Have you asked me if I want to become a god?" Hua Weixue was already in tears when she said the end, her husband must have been heartbroken to death, and she even stood there listening to the judgment and divine punishment of others, and she didn't know anything about it. "Chang Xi, you know, why didn't you tell me. ”
Chang Xi couldn't argue, she really didn't think about telling Hua Weixue about these grievances and hatreds.
"In that case, why do you want me to know now?"
"We don't have the right to make decisions for you. At the beginning, she saw what Chonghua did, at that time she had never had a deep friendship with Hua Weeping Xue, and later they were friends, and Chang Xi also felt that Xiaohua was so free and easy, until she tasted the taste of this period herself, she felt how ruthless they were at the beginning, and deprived a person of affection. She gives Xiaohua everything, regardless of whether she will resent her for it in the future.
"You've made a choice for me. She remembered that Huai Xi wanted to call her 'Xiaoxue' at that time, but she was ruthlessly refused, as long as she remembered Huai Xi's expression at that time, she felt that she couldn't forgive Chang Xi, even if she was not the initiator. "Accomplices will always be accomplices, and I shouldn't have known you under the sun and moon. ”
"Little Flower ......"
"Don't call me Xiaohua! Chang Xi, I know you are for my good, but I can't forgive you. She couldn't forgive a friend who was trying to do good for her, but let her lose her husband, when Hua Weexue said, tears fell again, she was now eager to go to Huaishui, take a look at her husband, "From now on, the Netherworld Division will break off with you, and you will not see each other in heaven and earth." ”
"Little Flower ......" Could it be that the friendship for many years has really come to naught? Why is it so difficult for Chang Xi to want and keep what he wants.
"Chang Xi, let's not meet again. Hua Weixue finally glanced back at Chang Xi, the curtain of the dynasty in her memories has their memories, but they never saw each other again after all, and she doesn't want to see Chang Xi again now.
Hua Weeping Xue left, leaving without a trace of regret. Chang Xi didn't know how he left Yanggu Palace, stumbled, and when he stepped on the clouds, he saw that piece of crimson burning.
The peach is young, and there is no child and no empty growth. The past is troubled, the paper is sad, and the payment is absurd, and I have no regrets.
After the clouds fell, Chang Xi took a breath and added a hoe to his right hand.
When Shen Yan returned to the Seven Leaf Forest, there was only the last peach tree left in the place full of peach trees, and Chang Xi of the Eastern Wilderness was cutting them down one by one, as if that was her determination.
The peach tree was speechless and fell down with a whimper. The only bright color of Ziweiyuan for a hundred years has finally disappeared. Shen Yan felt very sorry that the peach forest that year, Chang Xi's song of peach dance, there was no fate to see each other again.
The original scorching peach forest, now at a glance only the horse chestnut blooms, the horse chestnut tree is a Buddha tree, swaying in the wind has never been more, nor has there been anything missing. Chang Xi put away his hoe and smiled lightly at Shen Yan, "Return to the Emperor of Pingsheng on my behalf, as he wishes." She had a grudge with him, and she had nothing to do with it.
Chang Xi returned to the Eastern Wilderness, the rain in the Eastern Wilderness had stopped, and the peach trees in the forest were cut down by her, which was very depressed.
The red rain on the side trembled and asked, "Chang Xi, are you still chopping?"
"No, you can go down. "This peach tree in the Eastern Wilderness was not planted for him, but just to anger. She missed a little, in the wind and rain that year, the silver-haired young man in white clothes once said to her, I will never live up to you in my life. Now that the Siren is gone, how can she believe again?
Chang Xi stood at the end of the Eastern Wilderness Yingzhou in green clothes, looking at the vast Three Realms and Eight Desolations, the thin figure, the rich loneliness, and the loneliness became more and more lonely in the night.