Chapter 108: Heart Knot

After the spring is gone, cover up the flowers, and talk about how many things in the past. The flowers ended, the wind and rain were high last night, and the drunken eyebrows were sad, and the place was red.

It's not just Shangyuan, but the pear blossoms here are cold in the rain, and the flowers fall into injuries on the cold lamp paper. Chang Xi withdrew his hand, Chonghua was slightly stunned, a little lost, but he was ecstatic in the next moment. She surrounded Chonghua, buried her head in Chonghua's heart, and asked softly: "Chonghua, have you ever regretted the oblivion of God?"

Chonghua was stunned for a moment, patted Chang Xi's hand lightly, and then said: "Unfortunately, many things are unexpected, and there are no regrets." Back then, the Netherworld made too much trouble, the rift in the Nine Prisons, Ah Luo, she-"

"She must be unwilling, but the matter has come to this, even if she is unwilling, but so what? Chonghua, she is your best friend, but you may not understand her. "Leaving behind all the worries in the world, she died alone, and she was afraid that her heart would die to ashes, but she couldn't even leave her intentions. Chang Xi was sad in her heart, but the emperor of her life at that time didn't understand love, how could she understand her loneliness and anger, and her heart was full of sorrow.

"That's why Kang hates you so much, but what happened later, it's really ridiculous, and I fed the donkey's liver and lungs with all my enthusiasm. "The old things are no longer worth mentioning now, but the heavy blows back then, for Chang Xi, they still can't let go. She can forgive everyone, but she only cares about the sincerity she has given.

"I'm sorry to make you sad. Because of his mistakes, Chang Xi has been troubled for many years, which is the thing he regrets the most in his life. "Not anymore, never again. ”

Chang Xi wanted to laugh, but found that she couldn't laugh, she suddenly remembered the marriage book she wrote by herself in the Eastern Wilderness many years ago. Tens of thousands of years have passed, she often turns it out, strokes the strokes on it, and the name that follows the Eastern Wilderness Yuanjun makes her heart-wrenching even if she loses a heart.

"Chonghua, is Jiuli still there?" she asked, cautiously, with imperceptible fear in her tone.

Over the years, she actually knows that the person she remembered is actually long gone, but she can't stand the inner questioning of these years, whether the immortal monarch who would rather bear the world back then is really in this period of wind and moon, without a trace. Jiuzhi Mountain, so far Danzhu Xia Jun presided, the younger generations have forgotten, the lord of Jiuzhi, named Jiuli, is a god.

Chonghua closed his eyes, hugged Chang Xi in his arms, leaned on her juniors, and tears fell from his eyes.

After such a long absence, just like back then, she was still the same little girl, even if she was trapped in Ziweiyuan, she would be coquettish to him and tell her dissatisfaction, not the unattainable god monarch in the eyes of the immortals. It was only at this moment that Chonghua felt that she was still her dependent. "Untimely death, Chonghua is Jiuli, and it has always been. ”

He never forgot the grass and trees of Jiuzhi Mountain, and he also remembered the morning and twilight between them, but the wind and moon during this time were sealed by him in the depths of his memory, and no one could touch them, including himself. The Father entrusted heaven and earth to him, and the responsibility on his shoulders was so heavy that he could only carry it if he forgot her.

The way of heaven is also ridiculous at times. It is said that he has nothing to do with Chang Xi's destiny, but this later fate is related to it. If the world is extraordinary, he is afraid that it will be difficult to think of Chang Xi, and maybe one day, he will even lose her for the sake of the common people. But destiny reminded him of her again.

"You lie, Jiuli won't do this to me. Chang Xi raised her head, for some reason, tears fell down, she missed a little bit, that year, in the wind and rain, even if the pain could not straighten her waist, but still held an umbrella for her young man in white.

"All my life, I will never live up to you. He said so resolutely at that time, he really had never borne Chang Xi in his life, but what about Chonghua? He turned Chang Xi's heart into mud and dust, making her miserable for many years.

"Jiuli has lived up to me all his life, but what have you done! For so many years, I have kept my promise and not stepped into the ancient gods, but why don't you come to see me. Donghuang Yuanjun, you remind me all the time, to be the right person, so do you remember your identity?" Chang Xi still had tears in his eyes, but there was a smile on his face, the kind of smile with mockery, penetrating into the bone marrow of others, "You said that Jiuli is Chonghua, but you only remember who the emperor of Ziweiyuan is, and you still remember that your name carried my marriage book in Donghuang." ”

"Yujingshan doesn't want me anymore, Chaoyin is gone, you can't see it, it's Wujue's suffering, he lies in the temple every day, you don't know, I don't blame you. But what about Auntie, I have been kneeling in your Ziweiyuan and begging for so long, why can you still treat me like this? Chonghua, if you are the emperor of your life at this moment, then I have nothing to say, if you are only Chonghua, Jiuli, then I want to ask you, how are you a husband, how are you a father?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Chonghua wanted to wipe the tears from her face, but she avoided her. The past between them is not a sentence that anyone who doesn't remember can erase all this. "You said we started over. ”

Chang Xi turned his head away and tilted out all the resentment in his heart over the years, but for some reason he was still very uncomfortable in his heart. She walked to the window and looked at the night rain that was very heavy, and in the wind and rain, the figure of the family of three had already disappeared there, "Yes, I said, we started again." ”

Not for the past, just for the common people. It's a pity, Chonghua, you don't understand.

There was a sound in his ears, Chang Xi turned around in surprise, and the man knelt down on his knees, bending him proudly. "There are thousands of floating worlds, and I love three, Sun and Moon. The sun is the morning, the moon is the twilight, and the Qing is the twilight of the morning and the twilight. "No matter what happens to the common people in the future, what the way of heaven is, he can unload thousands of responsibilities, but he will not let go of Chang Xi again. As he said to Brother Qingxuan, there is impermanence in the world, and all things are dogs.

Chang Xi took a few steps back, and then found that there was no way to retreat, until she stepped on the hem of her skirt and knelt on the ground with him, she was full of embarrassment, but her eyes were blazing, and she asked, "Don't regret it?"

"No regrets. Chonghua still had tears in the corners of his eyes, but his tone was very firm. He has nothing left, and what do he regret. It's just that these eyes reminded him of Ziweiyuan that year, and she asked him, will he regret it? At that time, he replied too resolutely, so that he regrets it to this day.

"Chonghua, I can't afford it anymore, if you bear me again, Chang Xi's life and your life and death really have nothing to do with it. Chang Xi let out a long sigh, feeling soft for himself, but at this moment, his heart was still involuntarily moved.

For some reason, Chang Xi and Li Yan at that time overlapped one by one in front of Chonghua. It was the late spring of the fourth year of Chang'an, and Li Yan at that time, under the spring rain, toasted him with a glass of wine, and once said to him, the life and death of the widow have nothing to do with you in the future. After years of goodbye, quarrels, and finally he never saw her for the last time.

Untimely death, no matter in heaven or earth, what you do has always been resolute, but he doesn't dare to bet on these 1 in 10,000 possibilities. The past is a reminiscence, but for the rest of her life, she will inevitably get along with him day and night, and she will never suffer again. "I, Chonghua, swear to the sky, this life will not be lost, if this oath is violated, the world will abandon and return to chaos. ”

Chang Xi watched him make an oath, and then bowed to the world. "Chonghua, if you let go of your arrogance today, you will regret it in the future, and I won't be heartbroken. This oath is too much of an understatement to you. "Those of them who are gods have long stopped caring about the name behind them, and it is just a relief to be in chaos for a long time. "And he swore in my name. ”

"......" Chonghua stared at Chang Xi, already somewhat understanding what Chang Xi wanted to do, "I can't, I'm dying." ”

"If you don't want to, then forget it. Chang Xi picked up the hem of her skirt, stood up and turned her back to Chonghua, not looking at the look on his face, she was afraid that she would take a look, this heart was even more indisputable than her own heart. "If you break this oath, it will make Chang Xi's soul scatter. ”

"...... young" Chonghua exclaimed, he would never say such an oath to curse Chang Xi, "Anything in the world can be my bargaining chip, but you are not." If you want my life, Chonghua can give it without saying a word, but you can't. ”

"That's it, I believe in you. Chang Xi didn't insist anymore, she actually believed in Chonghua in her heart, but she was a little afraid, "You get up-"

"It's noisy. ”

When Chang Xi was still about to say something, Wu Jue, who was supposed to be on the bed, was already rubbing his eyes and standing in front of them yawning, "Father, mother, you are endless, you are sleepy." ”

"Come down without wearing shoes, you think this place is still the wilderness. Chang Xi was a little blamed, picked up Wujue's robe and put it on him, and motioned for Chonghua to get up quickly, "If you catch a cold carefully, you have to lie in the temple again." ”

"Father, are you upsetting your mother again? Wu Jue's eyes were sharp, naturally he saw his father kneeling there with a look of admitting his mistakes, and he was the child who was the most able to grasp the key points, "Tut-tut, mother, you can't easily forgive." I've heard people say, "This husband, you have to discipline you well, or you'll all climb on your head." ”

"Little children, go to sleep. Chang Xi tied his belt and patted him on the head, "Yuewei Xuegong can't control your kid's heart, and I'll send you to Yujing Mountain another day." ”

"Father, I was wrong, you take care of your mother. Wu Jue hid behind Chonghua, although he had never been to Yujing Mountain, he had heard of the strict precepts of Yujing Mountain, and with the Divine Monarch he saw that day, he didn't want to suffer.

"I can't be your mother's master. Chonghua gave Wu Jue a look of self-begging, and then asked Chang Xi, "Yu Yuan Yuegui is about to open, go and have a look?"

"I'm going, I'm going, I'm going. Before Chang Xi could answer, Wu Jue had already nodded like garlic, and he was very happy.

The moon rises in Yuyuan, and the laurel flowers bloom every time, which is the prosperity of heaven and earth, but very few people can see it. Chang Xi nodded and didn't refuse again, "Okay." ”

When the family of three left, the sister-in-law of the crop family put her heart back into her chest and folded her palms in silence. Blessed by the gods, she actually saw the gods today.

At a time when the world is in turmoil, every family suffers from the war, only this family has stood for many years and has not suffered from the war, and the descendants have a prosperous family business and a hairpin for generations.