Chapter 198: The Leader.
Yang Fan was in a good mood today, and he finally walked to the top ten of this game with xx net.
At this time, he was playing with the lighter given to him by a stranger before, while waiting for the elevator.
"Finally the promise was made. Yang Fan muttered. Although, there were many tribulations and accidents on the way to the top ten. But these tribulations and accidents eventually turned into the motivation and capital for him to enter the top ten.
This also allowed him to fulfill his commitment to Lan, the website, and the team.
Yang Fan is very proud of this.
The moment the elevator door opened, he met a girl who had lost a lot of weight.
She was hurriedly carrying a big bag at this time, ready to run towards the outside of the hotel, because she was in too much of a hurry, she accidentally bumped into Yang Fan's arms.
"Slow down, you're alright. Yang Fan looked at the girl, put away the proud and narcissistic look on his face, and said with a sigh.
"It's you, Brother Fan. Xi Xi was originally panicked because she bumped into someone, but when she heard this familiar tone, she raised her head and said with some surprise.
"Hmm... It's me... Go buy breakfast for the people on the website again?" Yang Fan looked at the tiredness on Xi Xi's face that couldn't be concealed, and said a little distressed.
"Hmm... I woke up late today. If you don't hurry up and buy breakfast... It may affect the performance of our writers. Xi Xi said a little panicked.
In this competition, there are many writers who have become famous in this small circle of writers through their own persistence and works.
For example, Yang Fan is well-known to other website writers with his excellent works and amazing collections. Another example is Xi Xi, who is also ridiculous, she became famous by helping other writers on the same website buy breakfast every day from the beginning of the competition to the present.
"I'll be with you. It's snowy and the road is slippery, so don't fall. Yang Fan said a little complicated.
"yes... Won't it affect your writing progress?" said Xi Xi a little delighted, but also a little timid.
"It's okay, isn't it just an hour back and forth? It's only seven o'clock anyway. Let's go!"
After finishing speaking, Yang Fan snatched the bag in Xi Xi's hand and pointed to the front to facilitate walking.
For Xi Xi, Yang Fan has always felt guilty, not only because this writer had become a victim in the conflict between him and Lanyue before. is even more because since she wrote the book half a year ago, this girl has voted for all her recommendation votes for her own works.
This game is the same, his first recommendation vote was cast by Xi Xi.
This gratitude and guilt made Yang Fanming know that Xi Xi's practice of being bullied into buying breakfast every day was wrong, but he didn't have any courage and qualifications to blame.
People are always complicated, because of guilt, and gratitude. Missed out on a lot of opportunities to change yourself and others.
Yang Fan walked on the street covered by the university in this early morning. And behind him, followed by a thin girl, the girl looked at Yang Fan's back in a complicated way, wanting to say something, but didn't say anything.
The two of them soon came to McDonald's.
I also bought a lot of breakfast quickly, but the money was paid by Yang Fan. Because he was guilty.
On the way back, Yang Fan was silent eating a sweet hamburger.
And Xi Xi was also under the threat of Yang Fan's eyes, following Yang Fan's example, he stuttered a hamburger and fell silent.
This silent journey finally returned to the elevator door where the two first met.
Yang Fan handed the bag containing the breakfast to Xi Xi, looked at her dodging gaze, and couldn't help but say, "Xi Xi, you are great." ”
"Huh?" Xi Xi didn't react. looked at the man with a serious expression in front of him in surprise.
"You remember, you're great. You've now made it to the top 10 position that many sites dream of. I'm proud to know you. ”
"That's... That's the results of other writers on Dolphin.com, a writer like me who has no talent and no strength... Although the collection is updated, I understand that it is someone else who pities me... Just give me a collection... My book is naïve and collapsed... If it weren't for the competition... I've been wanting to cut it for a long time..."Xi Xi said a little panicked.
"No, to be in the top 10 of this race. Whatever it is, it's something you can be proud of. ”
The elevator door opened, and Yang Fan pointed to the elevator and said.
"Thank you..."Xi Xi and Yang Fan walked into the elevator together, she pondered Yang Fan's words, hugged the bag in her arms and said.
"Well, remember that you are no worse than anyone else. At the same time, remember, writers, you must have confidence!" Yang Fan gritted his teeth and finally integrated many of the words he wanted to say in his heart into one paragraph.
"Faith?"
Well, a writer's confidence is that the writer must always remember that the book he writes with his heart is no worse than anyone else's. ”
"Even if 10,000 people say that your mind is naïve, so what? Writing with your heart is what a writer should really do. People who are attentive, even if they are naïve, still have a shining point!"
"If you think you're writing badly, then spend a lot of time every day thinking about how to make up for it!"
"Because of these cut books, and reopen them, only cowards do that. A brave person will eventually face those doubts and challenges directly. Because you will always gain more than you lose. ”
After saying this series of words, Yang Fan regretted it a little. Because, he originally just wanted to comfort her.
However, after all, he couldn't help but say what he wanted.
The atmosphere in the elevator fell silent instantly.
Xi Xi hugged his schoolbag tightly, bit his lip, and began to tremble.
Finally arrived at the floor where Yang Fan was going to get off the elevator.
"Thank you!" Xi Xi looked at Yang Fan's back as he was about to leave, and said loudly!
Then, biting her lip, she continued, "I'll remember today's words!
Yang Fan's figure paused because of these words. Then, he reached out and gave a thumbs-up gesture, muttering in words that he could only hear, "I will also give you the daily recommendation ticket." ”
Yang Fan, who returned to the room, glanced at the time, there was still an hour before the game, he silently lit a cigarette, and looked at the scenery outside the window in a daze.
After a long time, he sighed and said, "Goodbye, pass." ”
In fact, Yang Fan understands that if he didn't have a writer system, he didn't meet Lan, and he didn't meet those who gave him courage and strength.
Then, he will become a humble writer like Xi Xi.
It's not just because, except for his mother and Brother Long, everyone around him looks at him with sarcasm and incomprehension.
It's even more because my previous self was too idealistic, and I idealized that I, a third-rate college student with nothing, could enter a first-class company. Ideally, the whole book full of routines and naïve secondary two books can make yourself a great author sought after by thousands of people!
Ideally, I can support my family through writing.
If I hadn't met Lan, I guess my life might have been in a different situation.
It will be because of too much idealism that leads to too many blows to reality, giving up his beloved career, and like those college classmates, looking for a job that usually earns 3.4000 yuan a month. Then, at the request of his parents, he went on a blind date with a woman who didn't love or knew him. Then, take out a loan to buy a house, have a child with that woman, and live with a meager salary for the rest of your life to pay off the mortgage and the child.
Thinking of this, Yang Fan lit a cigarette again and began to cherish the words that someone had said to him that morning.
"Even if someone else gives up on you, don't give up on yourself. ”