Chapter 150: Don't Believe in God, Believe in Yourself

The two mothers-in-law who served Xie Yu before saw that Xie Yu completely lost his mind, and pounced on Aunt Wang like a mad dog, and hurriedly pulled Aunt Wang away, blocked her in front of her, and restrained Xie Yu.

Although Xie Yu was stopped, Xie Yu was still struggling to resist, a girl was defeated by the strength of the two mothers-in-law after all, but Xie Yu had already made a mess of the hair that had just been arranged for her, and the wound was all dressed up, and now the wound was red and green, looking panicked, extremely terrifying.

Xie Yu even reached this point, and she didn't even know the aunt who gave birth to her, and Aunt Wang was even more heartbroken when she saw this.

When Ping'er saw the look on Aunt Wang's face at this time, she was so frightened that she couldn't even speak, because she was Xie Yu's personal maid, naturally, she often came into contact with Aunt Wang, and now such an aunt looks really terrifying.

Aunt Wang turned around and walked out of the house, leaving only one sentence, "Take good care of Yu'er, if Miss Fifth has any more accidents, you all have to bury her." ”

Aunt Wang's words were vicious, and the two mothers-in-law nodded in fear.

As soon as she went out, she asked the maid who was still in the courtyard, "Xie Shu, where did you go?"

A younger maid replied in a trembling voice, "Third Miss...... The third lady said that she went to take a break outside the Zhuangzi. ”

The people who should leave in the yard have almost gone, and only a few maids are left to take care of them here, and in this situation, they are naturally very afraid, and one will lose his life if he is not careful.

Aunt Wang's steps were like a gust of wind, and she left the courtyard in an instant, and the people couldn't help but shrink their necks when they saw this situation.

......

Outside Zhuangzi, on the path in the forest, Xie Shu stood in the middle of the path, standing quietly in that place, the sun sprinkled dappled light and shadow through the leaves, and the stars were reflected on the girl's figure.

The girl was Xie Shu who was relaxing outside the Zhuangzi, and several maids were standing not far behind her, under the shadow of the tree, Xie Shu stood quietly under the big tree, not moving, her eyes were distracted, and she didn't know what she was pondering.

After coming out of the Zhuangzi, a few people were wandering around, and then at noon the sun was scorching, a few people came to the bottom of the big tree, and there happened to be a statue of a god standing next to the stone wall under the big tree, and several people bowed to the idol.

After Xie Shu came to the bottom of the big tree, he never moved his footsteps, and stood in that place fixedly, looking at the statue under the big tree.

Xie Shu stood for so long, but she didn't move, as if she didn't know that she was tired, and the legs and feet of several maids couldn't help but weaken, thinking in her heart, Miss must be tired after standing for so long.

Several maids glanced at each other and winked at each other.

Rulan stepped forward and reminded softly: "Miss, do you want to find a place to sit down and rest?" Standing and looking at the statue all the time can't achieve what you want, Miss can't stand it after standing for so long, Miss Find a place to rest, Miss's sincere statue will definitely be able to achieve Miss's heart's desire." ”

Do what you want?

When Xie Shu heard this, she couldn't help but laugh in her heart, and there was some pain, how could her wish be achieved?

Forever!

Never!

The evil consequences of the previous life, the birth of the heart in this life, the wrong time, the wrong person, the wrong life, some things are lost and can never be recovered.

Will her child, Aki, have a chance to be reborn, and will her wish come true?

The answer is yes, no, absolutely not, just like a drop in the ocean, and in the end, nothing is left.

Moreover, she doesn't believe in God at all, she wants to pursue and achieve what she wants, she only believes in herself! She doesn't believe in anyone, or God is such an ethereal thing.

Xie Shu's eyes were still staring at the idol on the stone wall, the idol worshiped by the villagers was just a pile of cold stones for her, but because of the belief of those villagers, it became a god.

If it is really able to benefit sentient beings and save the suffering, how can there be so many unfair things in the world, and there will always be so many good people who do not live long and bad people who live for a long time.

The reason why she stood under the big tree and kept looking at this idol and the idol she worshiped before was not because she also believed in this god, she did not worship this idol, but the people she watched in her previous life leave her one by one.

Since she woke up in this life, she has not been exposed to such things as gods and Buddhas, including at the end of the year, and she has always claimed that she is ill, so she did not go to worship when she was praying.

And this time to return to the village of the exchange, out of the wandering, happened to meet such a statue, she did not worship anyone, today here to see this statue, quite by the villagers worship, in the countryside Zhuangzi, the incense of this statue has been very prosperous.

Xie Shu worshipped a few times with a lot of incense in front of this statue, paying tribute to so many people who had died and the determination to take revenge in his heart.

At this moment, a sharp and abrupt female voice broke the silence in the quiet environment.

"Xie Shu, ...... you" Before the woman's words were finished, she met Xie Shu's clear gaze staring at her, and the rising flame couldn't help but drop a little.

Hearing such a fierce voice, Xie Shu still had a faint smile, there were always some people who were impatient and wanted to gradually show their minions.

"Why did my aunt come here, didn't she come specifically to find me?" Xie Shu asked softly with a smile.

It's just that such words and such a smile fell on Aunt Wang's eyes, which was really dazzling and tight, and she couldn't wait to step forward and tear Xie Shu's face.

Although she thought so in her heart, she still endured it with patience, just because in his mind, what Zheng Ling said to her before echoed in his mind.

Aunt Wang just walked quickly to a place two or three steps away from Xie Shu and stopped.

A few maids quickly protected Xie Shu's body, quite an old hen to protect the chicks, every time there is danger and a threat to Xie Shu, a few maids can always immediately make such a posture of protecting the master, Aunt Wang is so angry, a few of them naturally made such a move.

Xie Shu quietly pulled out a wry smile on her lips, it was the same in the previous life, but several maids followed her, but none of them had a good end, in this life, she would not let such a thing happen again no matter what.