Yang Fan returned to the hotel, lay on the bed, comparing Lao Shi with his novels, and recalling the experience he had never experienced today, he kept reflecting on himself.

Probably from his third book, the previous valuable advice has slowly turned into a boast of his painstaking personality and a brag to catch up with the trend.

Although there are those marketing accounts and other website trolls criticizing their novels, they have never taken it to heart because of their identity.

Is your work really as perfect as you think it is, and what everyone boasts about?

The answer is no.

Compared with Lao Shi's novels, his novels seem more and more empty and boring, and the original original plots that I think are very creative and the props that are interesting in the system are actually sparse and ordinary compared to many novels.

These sparse and ordinary plots made Yang Fan think more carefully about why he wanted to write this book and why he chose the writer industry?

With this question, Yang Fan fell asleep tiredly.

In the dream, he went back to high school, back to those carefree days.

In his high school, there were two friends with glasses.

All three of them like to hide in the back of the classroom, reading their favorite novels.

At that time, the three of them had no financial pressure, nor did they have complicated adult emotions.

At that time, they were best friends because they had similar interests and because they were all looked down upon by their classmates!

If there was no Yang Fan's unequal confession to Lin Xue's identity, then the three of them might still be able to maintain their friendship now.

And not parting ways now.

After all, they are only 22 years old.

However, because of the unequal confession of identity and the rapid change of this era, everyone wants to go to a high place, everyone really deliberately forgot the most beautiful years and completely parted ways!

When Yang Fan woke up from the dream, he found that there were tears in the corners of his eyes and his pillow was wet.

I don't know if the tears are for nostalgia for the most beautiful and purest high school years in my heart, or for each other's current strangers!?

Yang Fan didn't know, and he didn't want to think about it.

After all, there are some things, once you miss them, you can't go back.

After he had collected his thoughts and calmed down, he made a phone call.

The phone was his high school teacher, and he begged his teacher to apply to the school so that he could follow him or the students for two days.

His teacher, listening to his plea, did not give him an answer at the first time.

But after a long time, he asked Yang Fan, why didn't he apply to the school by himself? With his current status and status, the school should be happy to let him accompany him in the school for two or three days.

Listening to the teacher's rhetorical question, Yang Fan smiled bitterly.

Listening to Yang Fan's wry laughter, the teacher hesitated and said that he would help him apply. It was supposed to be a result in the afternoon, so I hung up the phone in a hurry.

Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Yang Fan got up from the bed, looked at the scenery outside the window of the room, and muttered:

"Because, I'm afraid of seeing my former self in school. ”

At noon, Yang Fan's former homeroom teacher called back, saying that the school had agreed to let him go to the school for two and a half days and asked him to go in the afternoon.

Hearing this reply, Yang Fan silently thanked the teacher, and then took the nearest subway to the school.

It's already May, and senior high school students can basically choose to review at school or at home.

And most students in the third year of high school choose to revise at home.

This also leads to the fact that there are not many senior high school students in the school.

Yang Fan's choice on the first day was to go to the ordinary class to accompany him.

In an ordinary class, there are only a few students who are doing self-study in the class.

In this ordinary class, there is a teacher sitting next to him, who is responsible for answering students' questions.

Although he was dissatisfied with Yang Fan's coming, he restrained it very well, and just warned Yang Fan not to disturb the students' studies.

Yang Fan promised. And the students in the ordinary class, although they are a little uncomfortable with Yang Fan's arrival, but a good tutor and the upcoming college entrance examination make them unable to take care of Yang Fan.

In their study of hard work, Yang Fan silently observed.

As students in ordinary classes, these students here actually attach more importance to the college entrance examination than the poor classes and top classes.

They understand that they are just ordinary people, and the college entrance examination is the only way they know to change their fate.

Seeing that they really wanted to change their fate, Yang Fan realized that in order to blindly pursue a strong sense of contrast, he ignored those students who had been working hard.

Every senior high school student is actually using their own way to spend the coming-of-age ceremony of the college entrance examination!

This wonderful insight caught Yang Fan off guard. He also took out the small notebook he carried with him, and carefully recorded the hard work of everyone in the class.

This record was recorded until 6 p.m.

Under the urging of the teacher, these students who were still struggling to write reluctantly chose to leave.

Yang Fan also left with them.

However, when leaving, Yang Fan found a girl who was slowly packing up her things and asked her dreams.

The girl listened to Yang Fan's question, and she didn't blurt out her dreams and future life like the second-year teenagers and girls in Yang Fan's novels.

She thought seriously for a while, and said solemnly to Yang Fan that she wanted to go to BJ.

This dream that sounded simple and a little ridiculous made Yang Fan can't help but continue to ask the girl why she wants to go to BJ.

The girl listened to Yang Fan's inquiry and replied with a smile, because BJ is the capital and there is Tiananmen Square, she yearns for the scenery there, that's all.

This answer made Yang Fan speechless.

But it was this answer that answered the confusion that Yang Fan had been haunting in his heart and dreams.

Dreams, original intentions, and reasons are actually the purest thoughts in the heart.

The girl's answer that is not contaminated with any fireworks is just like Yang Fan's high school days, making friends is not to see whether the other party's family background is the same as his own, nor to see whether the other party has a bright future, at that time, making friends only depends on whether the interests of both parties are like-minded.

This purity made Yang Fan suddenly wake up to the fact that in his novels, it is precisely the lack of the most important purity.

The girl looked at Yang Fan's thoughtful appearance, and didn't bother, just quietly packed up her things, looked at the teacher who had been with her since today, and whispered thank you.

And the teacher who accompanied the student listened to the girl's thank you, and also raised her first smile today.

Because, he heard that the girl was grateful from the bottom of her heart.

Yang Fan watched all this silently, and he slowly understood what the soul should be shown to the audience in his novel.