Chapter 36: The Fruit of Eternal Life (4)
Ah Nian also kept looking at the acacia below above the clouds, and did not retract his gaze until he could no longer see. She will definitely return, but the date of her return is uncertain.
Ah Nian gathered his thoughts, sat upright, glanced at Zixu, who had not spoken for a long time, and said, "How long will it take for us to get to Penglai?"
"Two or three days!"
"So far?"
"yes!"
Zixu didn't raise his eyes to look at Ah Nian from beginning to end.
Ah Nian reached out and pulled Zixu's sleeve slightly, "Are you very angry with me?"
"Hmm!" the child confessed.
"But I don't regret it!"
"Oh. Zixu is still indifferent and ignores.
Ah Nian pondered for a while, and then spoke again, "Zixu Daoist, you said that you heard that the prime minister's daughter was seriously ill and you wanted to help her, so you took me with you, but as a result, I was injured by Miss Yan, and you regret and blame yourself for it, right?"
"Yes. Zixu still answered very crisply.
"Then if there is a next time we meet a person who is seriously ill and seeks medical treatment, will you still help this person?"
"Yes!"
"That's your heart, and my heart is that no matter what happens, I'd rather decide my own thing than someone else's. ”
"Even if your decision is likely to make you lose your soul and have no chance of reincarnation?"
"Yes!" Ah Nian was very firm and even a little resolute.
Zixu raised his eyes and looked at Ah Nian, "But you obviously don't have to go to this point!"
"This is my choice! I don't want others to live in the future, I want this life. ”
Zixu's brows were deep, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
Ah Nian is not very good at pleasing people, so he pulled his sleeve again, and called him in a low voice, "Zixu Dao is long......"
Zixu ignored her, and rolled up his sleeves to prevent her from being able to pull it.
I didn't expect people to be quite stingy! Ah Nian twisted his eyebrows slightly, and grabbed one of his arms with both hands. If you have the ability to roll up your arms, you can also roll them up!
Zixu was still silent, and tried hard to pull his arm away, but Ah Nian naturally refused, but her strength was not as good as him, seeing that he was about to pull away, Ah Nian couldn't think about it, so the whole person pounced on him and only hugged his arm with both hands.
Zixu felt that something was wrong, and finally took a look, and saw Ah Nian hugging his arms tightly with two arms, and then her whole body was pressed over, and her chest was pressing on his arms, soft......
There was a rush on Zixu's face, and he immediately didn't dare to move, "You...... You let go, Miss Ah Nian!"
"Don't let it go! I'll let you go if you're not angry!" Ah Nian said with a glare.
"You're a girl, like this...... What kind of system?"
"You are a big man, and I am a girl, what kind of system are you?" Ah Nian pressed tighter.
"You...... You're just making trouble!" Zixu stiffened, but his face became redder and redder......
"You are reasonable, reasonable, can a big man be so stingy?"
"You ......" Zixu was forced to say nothing by her, so he couldn't hold back his words, "You just rely on yourself to be a girl!"
"Yes, I'm just making trouble unreasonably, just relying on me to be a girl's family, I'm just relying on you to be afraid that I'm a girl, and I don't dare to do anything to me!" Ah Nian stared straight at him, "You have the ability to get rid of your habit of being afraid of the girl's family!"
"I'm not afraid of you!"
"It's not that you're afraid of me, but what are you afraid of?"
"I'm afraid of ......" Zi Xuan was stunned, and suddenly sighed softly as if he had given up, "Okay, shall I admit defeat, Miss Ah Nian?"
Ah Nian was stunned.
"Ah Nian girl, I feel sorry for you, but you don't feel sorry for yourself, so what can I do?" Zixu finished speaking, paused for a moment, and then said, "You can be so cruel to yourself, make me feel that you may not need me to feel sorry!"
Ah Nian suddenly felt that something seemed wrong and that he had hurt him.
Ah Nian let go of his hand, lowered his head and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
"You're not sorry for me, you're sorry for yourself. Zixu reached out and touched Ah Nian's hair, "Our agreement ...... Void it!"
"What are you talking about? No! I don't agree!" Ah Nian said stubbornly, she reached out and wanted to grab his arm again, but Zixu moved her hand first, she could still grab it, but she didn't dare to do it inexplicably.
"How can you take back the words you say casually?" Ah Nian looked at Zixu and clenched his hands, "The agreement made by two people, you can't regret it alone!"
"I don't think we're suitable for traveling together. "Both of us are far from each other in thinking and acting, I thought it would be good, we could complement each other, and we would be the most suitable two people, but I found that I seemed to be wrong." ”
Ah Nian asked a little flustered, "Why do you think it's wrong?"
"When two people are together, the most important thing is to trust each other, and when encountering difficulties, the two of them must face and solve them together. Miss Ah Nian, you never believed that I could get the fruit of eternal life to save you, did you?
"No!" it wasn't a question of believing him or not, it was impossible!
"Until now, you don't think I can ask for the fruit of eternal life, do you?"
Ah Nian couldn't refute it.
"The two of us are together, there may be many hardships in the future, and when it comes to a critical moment, the most important thing is to believe in each other and not give up, because you and I are in the same breath, as one, and if you hurt either one, you will not be able to avoid being hurt. Now...... Ah Nian girl, you gave up on yourself and me at the beginning, you are as cruel to yourself as you are to me!"
Ah Nian seemed to be drunk as a stick, and he was a little panicked for a while.
"Ah Nian girl, when you get the fruit of eternal life and cure you, let's separate!" Zixu finished speaking, relaxed a lot, he smiled gently at Ah Nian, "You take care of yourself in the future!"
"I don't divide it!" Ah Nian said resolutely and stubbornly, "If you want to divide it, even if you get the fruit of eternal life, I won't eat it!"
Zixu furrowed his brows again, "Ah Nian girl, you really ......" His regret was interrupted, and his tone became cold and hard, "After separation, everything about you has nothing to do with me!" He let go of his brows, and his expression became indifferent.
Ah Nian looked at the strange appearance of the person in front of her, and suddenly felt very cold, she lowered her head and hugged herself tightly, and felt as if she was left alone in an empty space......
Ah Nian opened his mouth, many words were blocked in his throat, but he couldn't say a word. She's done a big wrong thing, so she deserves to be punished!
Ah Nian stopped trying to speak, she gritted her teeth and closed her mouth, hugged her legs and curled herself up, and then emptied herself, no longer thinking, no longer looking, no longer feeling...... She wanted to just fall asleep and become a stone......
I don't know how long it has been, a palm pressed lightly on her shoulder, and a voice asked her-
"Do you know you're wrong?"
Ah Nian seemed to wake up from a nightmare, she looked up, and saw Zixu's smiling face again, "You ......"
"If you admit your mistake, I will forgive you. Zi smiled and curled the corners of his lips and eyes, looking at a ball of harmony.
Ah Nian was stunned for a while before he spoke with difficulty, "Then you won't be angry with me, and you won't cancel our agreement?"
"If you admit your mistake, I won't be angry, but you have to promise to discuss everything with me in the future, and not to do it again like this time, so that I can promise not to cancel our agreement. ”
"I admit my mistake, and I promise you!" Ah Nian said very quickly, "I promise everything!"
Zixu didn't embarrass her, and nodded, "Okay, I forgive you!"
Ah Nian was stunned for a moment, and then confirmed, "You really forgive me?"
"Yes!"
Ah Nian felt like a dead tree sprouting green shoots again, and the green shoots quickly grew into leaves, and the whole tree was lush in the sun......
Ah Nian couldn't help but smile and pounced on Zixu and hugged him.
Zixu didn't pay attention, and was pounced on backwards, so it became Ah Nian who pressed on the lying Zixu, Zixu stretched out his hand and nudged the person on his body, and said in a tone that was not smooth for a while, "Ah ...... Miss Ah Nian, this is not very proper......! Get up!"
"Don't get up!" Ah Nian hugged him tighter instead, "You just made me so sad, I want to take revenge and come back!"
"Miss Ah Nian, it's okay if you want to take revenge, but is it okay to change the way?" Zixu said with a miserable face.
"Not good!" Ah Nian raised his head, opposite Zixu, and smiled, "I know what you are most afraid of!"
"I'm most afraid of ......"
"I'm most afraid that the girl's family will be close to you, and I'm most afraid of me!" Ah Nian said to him.
Zixu felt that he was misunderstood, and said with a solemn face, "I am all for the sake of Miss Anian's reputation. ”
"Zixu Daoist, you are so concerned about my reputation...... Then if my reputation is damaged, will you marry me and be responsible?"
Zixu pushed Ah Nian away, sat up, and reprimanded him solemnly, "Ah Nian, some jokes can't be messed around! Especially the reputation of the girl's family, you can't joke about it!"
"I'm not kidding. Ah Nian sat upright and stared straight at him, "I asked seriously." ”
Zixu was stunned, "What are you asking seriously?"
"Will you marry me?"
Zixu's expression was solemn again, "Ah Nian girl, I said, some jokes can't be messed around!"
Ah Nian snorted, "I said I wasn't joking, I was asking seriously." ”
Zixu lowered his head and was silent for a moment, and then he really couldn't resist Ah Nian staring at him for a moment and waiting for him to answer, he raised his head to face Ah Nian, and said seriously, "Ah Nian girl, I never considered marrying a wife!"
"Oh!" Ah Nian was a little disappointed, but soon she smiled again, "If you don't marry anyone, then I won't marry anyone, one doesn't marry the other, and the one who is lonely all his life is just right for each other." ”
"Miss Ah Nian, you ...... Somewhat...... Actually, it's not necessary. ”
"Don't you say that you never considered marrying a wife? If you are determined not to marry, and I am determined not to marry, wouldn't it be nice for us to be partners together?"
"No, it's in case you have someone you like in the future......, Miss Ah Nian," Zixu unconsciously twisted his eyebrows slightly.
Ah Nian smiled, "I already have someone I like!"
"Who?" Zixu couldn't help but ask curiously.
"You!"
Zixu was stunned, "Eh...... I also like Miss Ah Nian, but ......"
"But you didn't think about marrying me, did you?"
Zixu nodded.
"That's fine!" Ah Nian said, "I like you, but I don't care if I marry you or not, whether I can be with you or not is the most important thing! As long as you don't like other girls, it doesn't matter if you like me or not, as long as we are together, it's good! I think so! Zixu Daoist, you must not like other girls!"
After speaking, Ah Nian smiled.
"I'm ......" Zixu paused for a moment, and then he also smiled, "Okay!"